Shirayuki

"What has the Korean team been up to lately?" Bai Xue asked Liu Yuan unintentionally, since she hasn't seen anyone for two weeks, is she starting to avoid him again?Every time it happens like this, when he takes one step forward, Han Zinian can't wait to take three steps back. Is he a scourge?It's really annoying.

"Didn't you know that Yan Chu retired to the second line?" Shen Xuan drank a drink and lay on Ge You on the sofa at Han Zinian's house, "The new Zhu Chu came to him every day, criticizing our department's intelligence collection work so-so, we need to increase Manpower... Maybe the next step will focus on cultivating you, Snow Queen."

"Basically, I have completed all the requirements from above, right?" Bai Xue heaved a sigh of relief, as long as she didn't hide from him deliberately.

"The Korean team dare not use you for many things and occasions, for fear that you will be spoiled." Liu Yuan played with the computer without looking up.

Be led bad by me?Bai Xue secretly laughed, that's true, in terms of a certain education, under his development, Han Zinian went all the way from elementary school to high school, right?

"Team Han is really worrying too much. Only my family, Xue'er, is the one who leads other people into trouble. Who else can bring Xue'er into trouble." Shen Xuan was weak, watching Team Han and Bai Xue's love was so uncomfortable, moaning. After a long time, she couldn't see any progress. Several times, she wanted to buy a box of Viagra and give Han Zinian one pill a day.

He couldn't gossip behind his back and was wrangling. Han Zinian came back with a bad face.

"What's the matter with you, Team Han?" Shen Xuan sat down, winking and asked Bai Xue to pour tea.

"It's okay, everyone be tight in the future, it may be busy for a while." Han Zinian didn't finish his sentence, but everyone read out a message - the new leader is not easy to get along with.

"Want to go fishing?" Bai Xue knew Han Zinian, so she didn't want to say more, the pressure was all in her mind.

"Well, it's been a long time since I've had any group activities, my name is Nie..."

"I only date you, no one else." When Bai Xue said this, Shen Xuan was playing with her mobile phone, and Liu Yuan was playing with her computer, they were all deaf.

Han Zinian never thought that Bai Xue would be so straightforward, "I..."

Bai Xue showed another evil smile, if you don't agree, you can figure it out... I don't mind embarrassing you here in front of them at all.

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"This is in the military area. There is usually no one there, so you don't need to wear sunglasses." Han Zinian threw the fishhook away and sat down on the folding chair.

Bai Xue ignored it and was busy setting up the tent.Han Zinian has never brought a tent for fishing, and he has doubts, but he dare not ask - there is a suitor who can't clean it with detergent, the best thing is to keep silent, who knows what meat dishes will come out in the next second?

After the tent was set up, Baixue started fishing, and took out a copy of "Body Language Sells Your Heart" by the way.

Han Zinian felt relieved, this was a normal fishing trip, but then again, why was he so obedient and Bai Xue let him out?Shouldn't the line be drawn?

Han Zinian lingered again and again, but Bai Xue suddenly turned her head and smiled brightly at him, "Aren't you tired from work? Go lie down? I'll watch the fish for you."

Han Zinian's face was about to burn, so he got up, went into the tent and lay down, closing his eyes.Very dry, the fact that Bai Xue was outside made him restless, he didn't know if he was expecting something, but this kind of expectation made him afraid, he dared not, and couldn't think deeply.

Because he couldn't think of a single possibility about their future.Before it even started, I had a premonition that what I had was about to be lost.

In his drowsiness, Han Zinian heard the zipper of the tent unzipped, and then closed it again after a while.There was movement behind him.

Han Zinian swallowed, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, "Tired? You take a break, I'll take care of some things, and I'll pick you up later." He got up and reached for the zipper.

Bai Xue clasped Han Zinian's wrist, pulled him back, and hit his head against the support pole in inertia before falling back onto the pillow.Turning over, Bai Xue "rided" on top of Han Zinian.

"The book I read just now is very useful. You can see through the lie you told in a second." Bai Xue smiled.

"You... Come down first, I want to talk to you."

"No, I don't want to give you a chance to talk at all." Bai Xue said, rubbing her round (butt) bottom against Han Zinian's (cross).

The bare (naked) action just hit Han Zinian's anticipation and fear. He grabbed Baixue with his backhand, pushed Baixue aside, and opened the zipper to get out.

Lit a cigarette, fingers trembling just now.Calm down, calm down, it's impossible.

With Bai Xue standing behind him, Han Zinian didn't dare to look back at Bai Xue's expression. If he showed even a hint of displeasure... he couldn't help but feel soft-hearted. He has always been immune to him.

Bai Xue couldn't believe that Han Zinian didn't have a heartbeat at all. His expressions and movements were all betraying his heart. "The reason why you can't accept me is because of my special status, or because you don't like me as a person?"

"Bai Xue, you have to know that we are superiors and subordinates. Although there is no clear text, it is unwritten that there will be no couple in a team. This will hinder our work."

"Is work the whole of your life?" Bai Xue stood in front of Han Zinian and looked up to observe Han Zinian's expression carefully.

"It's the most important part of my life."

"Is it more important than me?"

"Of course." Han Zinian knew that Bai Xue was always good at reading minds, so he didn't dare to look into Bai Xue's eyes and lowered his head.Even though there have been countless wavering, but overall, it is better to draw a clear line.

"Then where do I rank?" Bai Xue didn't give up, why?Why can I feel that he is also tempted, but why can't I take that step?

"This is a question only girls ask." Han Zinian regretted it after saying it. This question was very awkward and too grammatical.

"It turns out that the biggest problem is that I'm not a pure girl..." Heartbroken, Bai Xue always thought that the biggest problem was that they were superiors and subordinates, but it wasn't... He naively imagined that after the surgery to change gender, Han Zinian would not have to bear the responsibility of others. Looking at him from a gay perspective, he might be more acceptable to him—so it wasn't that Han Zinian was in his heart, maybe there was an element of discrimination in it?

"I understand, I won't pester you anymore." Bai Xue has Bai Xue's pride, if the problem lies in the fact that cannot be changed, then accept it.

Opening the car door, closing the car door, stepping on the accelerator, Bai Xue drove away, leaving Han Zinian, fishing rod, tent, and a pool of water wrinkled by the wind.

Tears turned on the switch and dripped onto the collar in circles. Bai Xue held the steering wheel without wiping it.He also hates himself, right, you are a mother, you are not a girl, why cry.

Back home, Bai Xue hugged Shen Xuan tightly, and Shen Xuan was shocked, "What's wrong with you, Xue'er?"

Bai Xue didn't answer, just kept silent.

Shen Xuan poked Bai Xue, and typed a paragraph in the memo to Bai Xue—(Did you quarrel with Team Han?)

Bai Xue nodded, then shook her head again.Shen Xuan was confused.

(He told me clearly today that it is impossible for us.) Bai Xue also wrote a paragraph.

(No, why do I feel that he treats you...)

(Unfortunately I am not a woman.)

Shen Xuan immediately exploded when she saw Bai Xue's words, and blurted out, regardless of the monitoring: "Any reason for not loving enough is an excuse, and any reason for loving enough is not an excuse. I'll go find him!"

Bai Xue grabbed Shen Xuan's wrist, "Forget it, I'm tired. That's it."

"Our little Baixue is a heartthrob, and there is a lot missing, why are so many people chasing after us..." Shen Xuan comforted her with nonsense.

Bai Xue was in a daze, she was nothing but that person.The people he loved didn't love him in the end, which made him have serious doubts about himself. What's wrong with him?