My Underachieving Seatmate Doesn't Need Any Comforting

Hearing his voice, listening to what he said clearly, the knot entangled in Qiao Shao's spirit finally showed signs of loosening.

Since that year, Qiao Shao, who returned home, almost never cried while awake.

Now he knows exactly where he is, he knows it's the playground, there are a lot of classmates in front of him, he knows it's not a place to cry.

but……

He grabbed He Shen's clothes with all his might, crying so hard that he couldn't make a sound.

He Shen didn't say anything else, just patted his back lightly, and protected him in his arms.

Qiao Shao stayed at the edge of the court, and there was no one behind him, and He Shen blocked all the sight from the court, so no one knew that Qiao Shao was crying.

Song Yixu ran over and asked, "What's the matter..."

"It's okay," He Shen said without turning his head, "Qiao Shao has exercised too much and is a little dizzy."

Song Yixu said: "Send him to the infirmary!"

He Shen said: "Let him take it easy first, I will take him back to the dormitory to rest later."

Song Yixu hurriedly said, "Then I'll go and talk to Old Tang."

He Shen: "Yes."

Song Yixu returned to the court and talked to everyone. Although the big guy was nervous, he didn't come over.

He Shen's gesture was obvious, and he didn't want others to come over.

And it's almost time for self-study. Seeing that Qiao Shao has a deskmate to take care of him, the big guys don't waste any more time. After packing up, they have to go back to the classroom.

After a melodious bell, the noisy playground immediately quieted down.

The summer days are very long, and the evening sky is still bright, only the gradually setting sun casts a longer shadow on the teaching building.

The two teenagers embracing each other, half of them are bathed in the sun, but the other side has sunk into the shadows.

Darkness is approaching, but summer nights are short.

Qiao Shao cried for a while, and the pain and bitterness in his heart flowed out along with the tears, and he no longer squeezed tightly in his chest, making it airtight.

This will calm down, and he will realize how bad he is.

Really...

Qiao Shao couldn't even raise his head.

He Shen felt his spirit soothed, and asked, "Is it better?"

Qiao Shao looked at the huge water stains on his shirt, and felt like dying.

He Shen let go of him, supported his shoulders and looked at him.

Qiao Shao blushed, pushed him away and said, "I..."

What a shame!

And it's still embarrassing in front of the lovelorn!

Is there anyone worse than him!

He Shen didn't make fun of him, his voice was gentle and serious: "It will be more comfortable to cry, and everyone will be very sad when that happens."

Qiao Shao's heart froze, and his eyes turned red again.

He Shen flicked under his eyes lightly and said: "Me too, when my mother died, I also lost most of my life."

Qiao Shao was taken aback and looked up at him.

He Shen sat on the steps beside him, propped his arms back, and said in a calm tone: "I was 12 years old at that time, and I was preparing for the college entrance examination."

This remark is like a weird joke to anyone who says it differently.

But it seemed natural for He Shen to say it.

It is normal for He Shen to take the college entrance examination at the age of 12.

Instead of being one year older than my peers like now, but still in the first year of high school.

Qiao Shao's heart twitched, and he didn't know how to comfort him.

He Shen seems to be talking to himself: "Everyone expects me to be the champion of the college entrance examination, but she told me, don't go to college, don't force yourself, you should do what you should do when you are young, don't force yourself like that."

Qiao Shao's vision blurred again, and he tried to keep his voice steady: "She's doing it for your own good."

"En." He Shen responded softly.

But even she didn't want him anymore.

Xie Shen has been a child who is so good that it makes people feel scared.

The absurdity of his father Xie Chengyu made his grandfather put all his expectations on him.

And he did show abilities far beyond ordinary people. He only attended elementary school for one year, took junior high school and high school courses for three years, and stayed abroad for two years. college entrance examination.

Xie Shen has never rejected all arrangements at home, because his grandfather told him: Only when he is good enough can he protect his mother.

He wanted to protect her, to make her smile like he'd seen him when he was little.

but……

She committed suicide.

She fell into a pool of blood and told him: "Sorry, Mom can't take you away."

In fact, she took him.

The moment she died, Xie Shen also died.

He Shen came back to his senses, and saw the child's face was about to cry or not.

His heart softened, he rubbed his hair and said, "It's all right."

Qiao Shao held his hand and said, "She loves you."

"Yeah." He Shen smiled reluctantly, and he said, "What about you, your mother..."

Qiao Shao's lips trembled, but he didn't lose consciousness like before.

He lowered his eyelashes and said softly, "She loves me too."

He Shen thought that he was still not able to face his mother's death, so he was not in a hurry to ask, and comforted him: "It's okay, our life is not just about our parents."

Qiao Shao was taken aback.

He Shen said slowly: "As long as you keep going, you will meet many good people."

Like you.

The pain in Qiao Shao's heart, which was mixed with annoyance and regret, weakened a little, and he said, "For example, you."

This time, He Shen was stunned.

Qiao Shao smiled and repeated: "For example, I met He Shenshen."

"Well," He Shen followed him with a smile, and said, "For example, I met Qiao Guaiguai."

Qiao Shao's smile disappeared instantly, and he was annoyed: "Don't call me that again!"

He Shen also returned to normal, teasing him: "Are you not good?"

Qiao Shao was furious: "I'm not a child!"

He Shen: "But you are indeed very small."

Qiao Shao: "I'm only one month younger than you!" I'm so angry, why does this guy have a birthday on January [-], so that his birthday on February [-] is not old enough!

He Shen compared the heights of himself and Qiao Shao, and said, "But I look like an adult, and you look like a junior high school student."

Qiao Shao: "..."

Like shit, this guy is definitely not the good guy he met!

When the two went back to study by themselves in the evening, they were no different from usual.

But they both feel closer to each other.

They've both lost loved ones, they've both tasted the same pain, and they know each other better than anyone else.

When going to bed at night, Qiao Shao was melancholy for a long time.

He thought of He Shen, and his heart was sour and sweet.

The sourness is because of He Shen's bad mouth, lack of self-awareness, and the fact that straight men flirt with each other and don't have to be responsible!

Oh, there is one more sour point today: he was treated like a child.

It turned out that He Shen had always treated him like a child!

It doesn't matter if the object of unrequited love is a man, he still treats him like a child!

He is so miserable.

Joe miserably broke up in love again secretly.

Sour turns sour, sweet is really sweet.

Thinking about what happened this afternoon, Qiao Shao felt as if a jar of honey had been sprinkled in his heart, which was unbearable.

He heard from Song Yixu that He Shen was hit hard by the ball and his forehead was red because he was uncomfortable seeing him from a distance.

Song Yixu also said: "None of us saw it, only Brother Shen saw it!"

Song Yixu added: "Fortunately, brother Shen has good eyesight, otherwise you fainted from heatstroke and went to the hospital, what would you do with the final exam!"

The curvature of the corner of Qiao Shao's mouth could not be suppressed, just like the beating heart in his chest.

He thought about what to talk to He Shen after the final exam.

As long as he gets a similar result in the test, he will tell He Shen——

He likes him.

It doesn't matter if He Shen refuses.

Anyway, he had broken up with himself several times.

Don't be afraid to lose it again with a live ammunition!

The author has something to say: Cough...

Student Qiao, I'm afraid you will never be broken in love in this life [狗头]

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Just one time when the horse fell away-Brother Shen's birthday. [In order not to affect the baby who read the final article, I will delete this spoiler tomorrow and the day after tomorrow]