[MHA Blasts] Empty Doll

Green Valley knocked on the iron door leading to the top floor, he pushed it open, and found Jiao Jiaodong not far away from the top plant.

There are huge billboards erected on three sides of the top floor, and behind the billboards are layers of barbed wire. He was afraid that the man would not be able to do something stupid, but now that he could not do it even if he had the idea, Lugu breathed a sigh of relief.

Surrounded by barbed wire, Hong Jiaodong sitting next to the green plants looks too much like a trapped bird with tied wings. I thought that behind the person who does things and speaks straightforwardly, life must be free and unrestrained , but compared with the reality of Youniao, Hongjiaodong is just a lonely dancer who keeps spinning in a cage. Lugu suddenly realizes the root cause of his shock... He thought that the distance between them was close enough, but in reality In fact, he still didn't know anything about Hong Jiaodong.

Green Valley approached him, and found the open cigarette case and silver lighter in Hong's hand—look, he didn't even know whether the other party smoked or not, he only saw the most glamorous outer shell of the other party.

"Smoking is bad for your health, Mr. Hong."

After he got close to him, he dropped the cigarette case and lighter, and asked why Green Valley knew that he was hiding on the top floor, and took a long breath into the air after a while.

"I don't smoke."

"The cigarettes and lighter are..."

Hong replied: "When I came up, I snatched it from Uchida in the stairwell."

Green Valley looked up and down, and found that the opponent's shirt had two buttons unbuttoned, and his tie was loosely tied. This posture probably climbed to the top floor with a pair of legs.So, how much do you want Mr. Hong Yansi to catch up with you, Lu Gu thought.

Green Valley handed over the jacket between his arms: "In short, the wind on the top floor is so strong, Mr. Hong is sweating and it is easy to catch cold, so put on your clothes first?"

"……Um."

Hong never refused Green Valley's kindness, stood up and put on his coat, Green Valley watched him put on his clothes and sit back, and didn't know what expression was on his face.

Hong asked him: "...do you like this look?"

Green Valley didn't think about it: "I like Mr. Hong, and it has nothing to do with what Mr. Hong looks like."

The man suddenly lowered his head, his smile was still faint and helpless.

"This is the shell that guy gave me." Hong raised his head and said, "... When Primary One first entered school, the teacher asked everyone about their future dreams, and I wrote 'I want to be a doctor'."

"The reason why I remember it clearly is because the teacher asked us to write down the real thoughts in our hearts."

"But that guy's program on the road didn't make me a branch of a doctor."

It wasn't a very good start, but even so, Green Valley still embraced himself and naturally sat on the empty seat next to Hong.

"That guy has a crazy obsession with needing an alpha to inherit his career." He tightened his eyes and said to him, "The mother who married him in business kept giving birth to such scum... until I died as an alpha. born."

"Before I married him, my mother, as an omega, had already found her alpha in life."

"But the struggle she made after marriage quietly stopped after giving birth to her sister." Sighing, even though her expression was calm, Lugu could still read a touch of disappointment from his tone, "Being born one after another Going down beta, until I was born as an alpha... I think, a mother with four children, may have let go of the sadness of not being with Fan's alpha."

"Mother...what's wrong?" Lu Gu asked cautiously.He remembered that the last time he broke up at home, it was because he hadn't intended to mention the topic of Hong's family, but he wanted to say the most special words in the words at that time... Maybe it was Hong's mother.

"After my mother got married, her mental state has been unstable. As a child of a rich family, but she has not received an elite education, she is opposed to what that guy did to me."

"She hopes that her children can live freely. It doesn't matter if they don't have good grades, and it doesn't matter if they don't inherit their career... It's completely different from that guy's almost perverted desire for control. Therefore, the two often argue about me , physical conflict is inevitable."

"But to put it bluntly, my mother's family business is just a subsidiary of the Hong family. When conflicts broke out at home, people in my mother's family just persuaded her to turn a blind eye. Besides, she has three children, and I have a special existence. Seriously." With one hand resting on his chin, he gave a self-deprecating smile, "I'm very grateful that my mother didn't choose to give up fighting against that bastard when she was normal. But what happened to me finally made my mother recall her miserable life. She has nothing to protect her marriage, and it exists as a marriage prop and a reproductive tool...everything is impacting her confidence in living."

"Boom..."

"...When the abnormality was discovered, my mother had already been diagnosed with severe depression. In order to protect us and prevent rumors from affecting her reputation, she was locked up in a nursing home arranged by that guy, and was restricted from going out."

When Green Valley heard this, he found that Hong was pressing the scar on his left eye with his hand, which was once considered by Green Valley to be the scar caused by the other party's playfulness and carelessness in childhood.

"The opportunity for discovery was that my mother, who was extremely mentally abnormal, poured boiling hot water on the left side of my face, which was only five years old at the time."

"She said, 'Your face is so ugly, it's just like his'."

The wind just picked up, blowing away the red forehead hair that covered the scar. Lu Gu stared at the scar that occupied most of the left cheek. Even though time passed, the color of those scars was close to the surrounding skin, but the wrinkles The shrinking burn marks will not disappear because of it.The traces of being hurt by his parents are truly reflected on Hong Jiaodong's body. Lugu can't imagine how a five-year-old child can suffer such pain, and he doesn't know how to respond to it except for the shock and sympathy. What kind of evaluation should Boom's memories make.

Hong seemed to be aware of his embarrassment, and thoughtfully said: "...Senior, it's all in the past."

"Ah... um."

"If you care about it, then what position do I have to take revenge on that guy?"

"...I'm sorry." Green Valley seemed to have captured some amazing words, "Revenge?"

"I won't follow the path set by that guy, inherit his family business, and marry an omega I don't like." Looking at Lugu, he suddenly grabbed the latter's hand on his leg, tightly Holding tightly in the palm of my hand, "It's ironic, but what happened to my mother made me understand the meaning of Fan. I like Senior, and Senior is my Fan, then I—"

He stopped suddenly and looked at Green Valley with doubts in his eyes.

"...Green Valley?"

The right hand that was held in the palm of the hand quickly became cold and stiff, like a broken branch in the cold winter, Lvgu trembled in the midst of Hong's question, shrank his upper body, his face was pale, let alone answering the question, how could he even answer the question? You can't even exchange eyes with each other.

He gasped for a few quick breaths, and the air poured into his chest cavity along the airway, causing burning pain.The top plants behind him seem to see that Green Valley is avoiding in all directions, but eventually it will return to the sight of the alpha that made him uneasy. A gust of wind blows and hangs down. The wide leaves are impartial and block the intersection of their eyes. In the middle, Lu Gu clenched his hands again, his palms were wet and sticky, and he broke free from the man's grip, as if he had regained the reason that had been tied up until now, and Lu Gu stopped talking.

The memory was like a stream of water, he remembered the night when it all started, at that time he was just a coward with a heart of admiration for someone, when the estrus came, the most daring thing was to vent his desire on that person's territory, But he was not lucky.The moment he was discovered, his heartbeat and breathing were almost stagnant. From the body of Hong who came in afterward, Lugu smelled the fragrance of cosmetic powder that paralyzed reason. From someone you can never beat.

However, he was the thief who took this pheromone as his own, snatched it away together, and was supposed to be the only position that others got... Boom Jiao Frozen.

I once thought that I have been honest and responsible for more than 20 years. When my youth is about to burn out, I will be forgiven by the gods if I am selfish and crazy. I never thought that it is myself who cannot forgive my crimes.

For the first time, the devil pushed the honest man to the path of selfish desire, thinking that it was just a one-month emotional charity, like the short-term magic in a fairy tale, and everything would return to its original state after time passed.

But Hong Jiaodong's kindness to him and his insistence on telling his lies are far beyond the scope of what Izuku Lvgu thinks is naive.They seem to have really started a one-in-a-million love relationship, the man's love words hug and kiss, or serious coquettish, or when he hugged him and said that being a lover and dating is great—he is more and more If you take it seriously, the guilt in Green Valley's heart will increase accordingly.

Green Valley has always believed that Hong Jiaodong's persistence in the fight is due to his single-minded personality, and he once laughed in his heart at the naivety of young people in love.

After all, how much did he know about Hong Jiaodong?

But now, after learning about Hong Jiaodong's past, he finally has the opportunity to learn more about those memories that have never been made public. Sitting next to Hong Jiaodong with Fan's identity, Lugu found that compared to Hong's insistence on Fan, he The selfishness of repeated distress is simply small and despicable - just to experience a relationship that may never be realized in a lifetime, he uses alpha's focus on the relationship between the sexes to steal the sincerity that Hong Jiaodong may only give to one person in his life Treat each other.

How ironic.The person who did this kind of thing actually said he liked him.

Just staring at Hong in a daze, not even knowing when guilt was written on his face, his slightly parted lips were dry, and Lugu still remembered the touch when they were kissed affectionately by the other party, but at the moment it was like dense needles In the past, he was repeatedly immersed in sweet memories, and he seemed to have never imagined that the moment of the end would be so sharp and sour.

"...Sorry, I shouldn't have put unnecessary pressure on Senior."

Why are you the one apologizing.

Lu Gu stood up suddenly, his palms were still cold, but his heart was beating fast. He stood in front of Hong Jiao Dong with his head down, like a good student who made mistakes and was waiting for training.

"I……"

Green Valley saw himself in Hong's scorched eyes of different colors, and saw the face of a shameless person who was still afraid of confessing the truth even though he knew that lying would continue to hurt him.

But it’s impossible not to say it, not to explain clearly to him——

Is he still looking forward to a turnaround, or is he expecting that the other party will choose to forgive himself because he knows the truth earlier?

Green Valley sat back on the edge of the bonsai again, the lush green leaves could not hide him, Hong seemed to want to grab his hand hanging by his leg again, and stretched it in mid-air, but after all, his fingertips couldn't even touch the cuff of Green Valley's coat .

There's no more chance, it's all over.

Despair and deep self-evil quickly wrapped up like a shadow, and Lugu suddenly buried his cheeks in his palms, and a certain part of his body froze and stiffened, as if he had put the once open world into his pocket again. Will not open it to a second person again.

It turned out that the woman who was drunk that night was so tormented in her heart.

"I'm sorry Mr. Hong... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."

The voice under the palm gradually became hoarse, painful, and desperate.

"I've been lying to you..." and he finally cried out, "I'm just an omega who can't emit pheromones and can't find destiny..."

"I'm not your fan."

TBC.