I am not a nice person.

Wait, did I really say that?

...It seems to be my qaq mother!It's terrible, please take it with me, please do it again qaaaaq

Frankly speaking, after saying that sentence, I froze. It felt like a basin of cold water suddenly fell from the sky, splashed on my body, flinched, and then - fully awake.

As a result of waking up, my whole body is not well.Damn it, I just said that I am not a good person, and I said that there is no purpose, I will go, why do I say that, isn't it just looking for trouble?My mission is obviously coming to an end, Jin Chenggong has learned the ability to read, and then I just need to pretend to be a force to retreat silently, why do I say such a thing?

Was it overwhelmed by excitement?Or was it because the atmosphere was too quiet that he was caught off guard and didn't turn his head around all of a sudden, so he said such a thing?

In short, this result... I really want to rewind it! ! !

Looking at the thoughtful Jin opposite, I lowered my head in remorse, couldn't help but sighed, and especially wanted to add a sentence to deceive myself: Can I just pretend I didn't hear it... However, this is too unrealistic.

What should come will always come.

After what seemed like a century, King suddenly asked, "How can I help you?"

"Ah?!" What does this mean?

His eyes moved, and he said firmly: "To me, Master Laixi is not a bad person. If it is not purposeless, it is that I need some help, so tell me, what can I help you? You will I will do my best to help you."

After hearing this answer, I subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, it's okay...what's the matter? ! !I looked at the 'Nian' who appeared because of being nervous and disobedient again, and asked discouragedly: "Is this so? Even so, do you still think I'm not a bad person?"

This is the first time I have actively released the ability of 'reading' in front of him. Although it is quite painful, it is indeed unavoidable.

I was like a shrinking tortoise, allowing myself to lower my head, imagining Jin's reaction in my mind, whether he would frown all over his body, or be startled and question... Thinking about it, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, I was like this How could it be possible...

"My answer remains the same. To me, Master Laixi is a good person, but," I raised my head in surprise and held my breath, "although I had guessed before, but now I am more sure... Laixi Master is indeed very powerful, it seems that if he wants to surpass you, it will take a little more time."

Hearing Jin's joking answer, I froze for a moment, and rolled my eyes by the way: "It's too early to surpass me, let's go to [-] floors first, kid!"

"What, you're not like a kid, Mr. Lai Xi!" Jin made a face at me.

I burst out laughing, and then made a grimace, and Jin, who was opposite me, seemed to be unable to restrain his laughter, and raised the corners of his mouth to laugh loudly.

It was the first time I was completely relaxed in front of him.

"It's good to laugh so much." In the darkness, the golden amber eyes seemed to be shining, "If you have any questions, just ask, I'm very happy to answer you."

"I want to know, what is your dream? And, why can you be fearless?"

"My dream is naturally to become the number one hunter in the world."

"..." Dead Fish stared at him.

"Haha, just kidding (sweat). It's hard to talk about dreams, but I have something I want, which is why I left Whale Island and became a hunter." King paused, and continued, "What I want It's - nothing I haven't seen so far. Becoming a hunter is the most realistic way to get me where I want to go, and my current goal, you can call it a dream, is to explore a royal family's burial place .And the love of the unknown is why I have no fear. But that's not what you want to ask most, is it?"

I pursed my lips, smiled helplessly, and said, "That's right, what really bothers me is that I killed someone." Although I thought it was not important, in fact it has always been like a thorn, hiding in my heart and restless, "But I don't want to kill people, but this world is the law of the jungle, and I can only let nature take its course, can't I? Besides, I don't even know what I want, and I just live numbly every day, blindly wanting to change. Get stronger and stronger, but always feel that it is not enough... This kind of me is really disgusting."

Because I don't know what I want, so I can't be happy, I always live like a walking dead, and even my own memory is no longer complete. Maybe this is my punishment.

"...Is it important to have to know what you want?"

"what?"

The corners of the golden lips were slightly curved, and his eyes were full of gentleness and calmness under the shallow moonlight: "Although I don't understand it very well, it sounds very distressed. If I think it doesn't matter whether the dream is realized or not, I don't know what I want. It doesn't matter what you want. In fact, what really matters is the process of pursuit, the scenery along the way, and life itself. Just like I will work hard to realize my dream, Master Laixi will also work hard to find what I want. I think The principle of looking for itself is the same. Find what you want to protect. One day, you will find it and hold it firmly in your hands. If you don’t like to kill, don’t force it. For you, Master Laixi, the rule of the jungle should not be important. If you don’t want to be forced, try to make yourself stronger, so you can do it what you want to do."

Do what you want to do, what you want to do, and only what you want to do... I read it silently a few times, and suddenly felt unprecedentedly happy.yes!As long as you do what you want to do, regardless of the rules of the jungle, you can stay wherever you like, no matter which world you live in, I am me, and I just need to be me.If you are not afraid of the present, no matter what you encounter in the future, are you afraid that you will not be able to overcome it?I will find what I want one day, and let’s save future troubles. As for now, I should enjoy the "scenery along the way" to my heart's content!

"Thank you, Kim," I said solemnly.

"Speaking of which, this is the first time you've called me by my name!"

"Really?" The corners of his mouth twitched slightly.

Jin looked at me with a funny face, and nodded as if something had happened.

I laughed a few times, my eyes fluttered around, and I skipped the topic under the pretense, and then said: "Let me introduce again, I am Lacey, I am 14 years old, and I am a relic hunter. I am currently looking for what I want. Things, and, you don’t need to call me Master Lai Xi in the future, Lai Xi is just fine.”

Jin made an OK gesture: "Okay, Master Lexi."

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