[Comprehensive] Let me go and let me die

In the evening, leaving everyone behind, Ayou and Osamu Dazai borrowed illusions to secretly avoid everyone, left the building, and came to a remote riverside.

"It's pretty."

Osamu Dazai sits on the grass by the bank, and the flowers of various colors stretch out or half cover their petals. The breeze blows by the river lying there, reflecting the evening glow shimmeringly.

"The scenery is very good."

Ayou sighed and sat beside him.

"At this moment, under such a beautiful scenery, two people embrace each other, smile at each other, then drink the poison in their hands, and happily go to the underworld together! Such a scene!"

Osamu Dazai looked at Ayou beside him with shining eyes.

"It's the legendary martyrdom!"

"Oh? Sacrifice for love?"

Ayou looked at Osamu Dazai in a daze.

"Yes! Look, we are very compatible, aren't we? Two people, embrace each other."

Saying that, Osamu Dazai raised his arms and put his arms around Ayou.

"And the poison!"

With the other hand, he took out the medicine given by Mori Ogai.

"Don't you feel happy when you're about to die? So! Let's die for love!"

In the end, Osamu Dazai nodded with great certainty.

"There's nothing wrong with you saying that..."

Ayou blinked, but still couldn't help but speak.

"The ones who die in love are all couples, and if we talk about it, they are all friends who committed suicide in a team."

Then Ayou saw that Osamu Dazai, who was still in high spirits, suddenly became depressed and ready to come, and his fluffy hair seemed to have lost his energy. He looked at Ayou with rather 'resentful' eyes.

Osamu Dazai: Look at——

Ayou: "..."

Osamu Dazai: Look at——

"All right……"

Ayou shook her head helplessly, couldn't help but bend her eyes, and smiled.She raised her hand and stroked Osamu Dazai's hair, then reluctantly admitted what the other party said.

"It's love, I'm dying with you."

After comforting the sudden and naive Dazai Three Years Old Ji, the matter of the two of them taking drugs was finally put on the agenda. Seeing that the sun had sunk halfway down again, the surrounding light had become increasingly dim, and the tall buildings in the distance had begun to glow. Scattered lights.

"Then let's go together."

Turning around, the two faced each other, raised the bottle in their hands, and then collided slightly.

"cheers!"

"cheers!"

The bottle that had lost its liquid fell to the ground. Ayou covered her mouth and frowned tightly.

"Well……"

She raised her eyes, and saw Osamu Dazai on the opposite side also made the same movements as her.

"This is too...too bitter!"

Quickly shielding her sense of taste, Ayou patted Osamu Dazai and shielded him for a while, then couldn't help but sigh.

"Is the euthanasia drug so bitter?"

"To be honest, I didn't think of it either."

Unable to feel the bitter taste, Osamu Dazai let go of his hand covering his mouth, and looked at the bottle in his hand with strange eyes.

"It's really more bitter than bitter melon. I seriously doubt whether Mr. Sen added ingredients to it!"

"No... it can't be..."

Ayou wanted to say a word for Mori Ogai, but after thinking about what the doctor did when he was treating patients before, he hesitated uncertainly.

"Mr. Sen is a lolicon who can do anything! You don't know, he is the one who cheats me the most, and a minor like me can only endure his persecution in humiliation, alas..."

Osamu Dazai shook his head, looking like a pitiful little boy who couldn't bear to look back on the past, but he was thinking about it in his heart.

Seize every opportunity to discredit Mr. Hei Sen

Live that garbage!

"Huh? Is that so? That was really hard work."

Ayou leaned over and stroked Dazai Osamu's hair, and then Dazai Osamu took his hand and hugged him into his arms. His body leaned back, and his back leaned against the tree behind him.

"It should be fine this time..."

After a few seconds of silence, Ayou lay in Dazai's arms, wrapped his arms around his waist, and looked up at him.

"This is..."

Osamu Dazai dragged out his voice, he lowered his head, and his tone was so light and fluttering.

"We'll find out soon."

This place can be said to be inaccessible, even if someone passes by, they may think that they are a couple looking at the scenery, not to mention that Ayou is using illusion to shield the two people's figures.

As for the tracker on Ayou...

Osamu Dazai glanced at the key chain on Ayou's body indiscriminately.

It's not too difficult to make a device that temporarily blocks the signal, as long as Mr. Nathan can't find it for a while.

So external interference is temporarily ruled out, and the rest depends on how the medicine turns out...

It's not clear whether it's a strange feeling or a feeling of tiredness filling her whole body, Ayou blinked slowly, she opened her mouth, and a soft voice came into Dazai Osamu's ears.

"I'm going to sleep."

Osamu Dazai, who felt the same way, slightly hooked the corner of his mouth, and responded softly.

"Then, good night, Ayou."

"Good night, Dazai."

After the last sentence came out, Ayou closed her eyes and fell into the darkness.Osamu Dazai also closed his eyes, and his arms holding Ayu tightened again, and then he also fell into the long-awaited darkness.

It's a little reassuring, the feeling of being accompanied by someone before death.

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"Oh, it's here."

It was already a dark night, only the street lamps on the road were emitting a dim light, and countless moths collided without stopping.

"Dazai-kun really knows how to run."

As the sound came out, an adult man in a white coat gradually appeared under the street light. He glanced at the mobile phone in his hand again. The blue light spot on the screen emitted a shimmer of attention, which matched the red color representing the position of the whole body. The light spots overlap slightly.

"He even blocked my tracker. It seems that Dazai-kun is really a fast learner."

It was obvious that the place other than the streetlights was dark, but Mori Owai's eyes were firmly fixed on the river bank on the right, as if he had already seen the two people lying there.

Stepping into the darkness without hesitation, Mori Ogai walked straight in one direction, and finally stopped.

"It's really uncomfortable."

In the darkness, what appeared in front of his eyes was an intimate scene as if two people were embracing and sleeping, with the same serene expression, it was hard to bear to disturb them who seemed to be just sleeping.

However, it was just a deep sleep, after all...

Mori Ogai chuckled, bent down, and gently hugged Ayu.

The medicine is indeed a euthanasia medicine, but the dosage...

Unless the two bottles are drunk together, but since two people who like to commit suicide get together, it is not his fault that the dose is not enough, right?

He didn't feel that there was anything wrong with dividing a dose of euthanasia into two bottles. Mori Ogai successfully hugged the little Lolita in his arms. He straightened up and took a deep look at Dazai who was lying on the ground. Zhi, then turned around and walked away without looking back.

Anyway, it's okay to lie outside all night, isn't it?I believe Dazai-kun's tenacious vitality can keep him 'safe and sound'.

"Yeah—"

Osamu Dazai rubbed his nose, then looked at Ayou beside him pitifully.

"Ayou QAQ"

"Okay, I'll help

You, but next time you hang the needle, you have to be obedient. "

Reluctantly stroking Osamu Dazai's hair, Ayou used illusion to shield him from the discomfort caused by the cold and fever.

The last euthanasia operation failed again. Ayou was fine, and she was already in the room when she woke up.

Although it is Mori Ogai's...

But Osamu Dazai, who was left in place, was even more miserable. After blowing the cold wind all night, he successfully caught a cold. With the antipyretic patch on his head, he ran to find him with a red face and sneezing. Ayou.In desperation, Ayou accompanied him to the infirmary.

"So take a good injection. If you are bored, do you need to play any games?"

Originally, watching Osamu Dazai successfully hang up the needle, Ayou lowered his head and edited something, but Osamu Dazai was unwilling to be lonely, moving left or right, attracting Ayou in various ways attention.

Seeing Dazai Osamu who was dishonest even though he had a hanging needle on the back of his hand, Ayou reluctantly put away his phone and sat beside him.

"Since you are hanging water, be honest, if you accidentally touch it crooked, you have to tie it again."

"Obviously I'm right next to you."

Osamu Dazai's moist eyes due to fever made his usually resentful eyes a bit more aggrieved.

At this moment, he was like a very clingy big cat, unable to bear it and turned around beside his master who was doing something, trying to attract attention.Finally, the big cat couldn't bear it anymore and jumped in front of its owner.

"So, what do you need me to do, Dazai?"

Ayou raised her hand to stroke his hair, and asked softly.

"..."

Osamu Dazai couldn't speak for a while, obviously there were strong thoughts floating in his heart, but when he faced the question directly, he found that he couldn't make a sound anyway.

Follow me more.

Can you keep looking at me?

It's starting to become intolerable to be ignored.

Such thoughts flickered in my heart, but when I wanted to express it, everything just stopped in my throat, and I couldn't take another step no matter what.

So Osamu Dazai smiled and used his most familiar trick.

"It's so boring to get an injection alone, can you play games with me?"

escape.

"Sorry, I overlooked it."

Ayou looked at Osamu Dazai apologetically, and then took out a series of toys such as game consoles and cards from behind.

After all, it must be boring to get a needle alone.

Looking at Ayou who looked at him with concern, Osamu Dazai smiled as usual, without any flaws, but deep in his heart, there was a voice that kept mocking.

——It’s really useless, Osamu Dazai.

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He is obviously a person with a very strong vitality and is 'really' immortal, but this time Osamu Dazai's cold has dragged on for half a month.

So Osamu Dazai naturally enjoyed Ayou's company for half a month.

If it wasn't for Ayou, who seemed to be about to discover something, Osamu Dazai felt that it would be okay for him to be sick for a few more months.

In the clear river, Ayou, who committed suicide every day, drifted to a place she had never been to this time.

—Slums.

The first to find her were a few children. When they found that all the clothes on her were of great value, they took her back to their base together.

"It looks like a child from a rich family. If you send her back, she should be sent a lot of money."

"It's hard to say, isn't it that rich people's homes are always messy? What if it's the kind that was kicked out by the stepmother?"

"Not necessarily, what if it's the kind of young lady who elopes for love?"

The teenagers gathered together to discuss intensely, and the topic became more and more gossip

Aspects developed until a voice interrupted their words.

"What happened? You all got together?"

"Chung Ye?!"

"Chuya, you are here!"

The teenagers who understood the discussion stood up straight in an instant, and then relaxed again, but there was still a slight tension in their eyes.

"This is the girl we found in the river. She looks like a rich man's child, so..."

Nakahara Chuya frowned slightly. He walked into the surrounded center, saw the girl who was put on the ground by the teenagers, and his pupils constricted instantly.

This is the person he can never admit to being wrong!

"Ayou?!"

Zhong Yuanzhong couldn't help but shouted, and appeared next to Ayou in a single step, then picked her up and rushed to his room.

Why is she here? !When I secretly went to see it a few months ago, everything was fine!

A red light appeared on his body, and with the blessing of supernatural powers, his speed reached the extreme.

Only the original teenagers were left looking at each other.

"Could it be..."

One of the teenagers expressed his conjecture with excitement on his face.

"Actually, it's an elopement lady who also has an old relationship with Zhong. Because her stepmother framed her and had nowhere to go, she came to look for Zhong, but she was hunted down and fell into the river, and we happened to pick her up!"

"Makes sense, makes sense!"

"It looks like you like it, so it should be it!"