Conquest on the tip of the tongue[GL]

The TV series is not completely fictional, just like at this moment, Shen Jiangnian's phone rang.It's exactly the same as the show on TV. At critical moments, the mobile phone is always a disappointment.Shen Jiangnian was reluctant to let go, Shen Qinghe took the initiative to distance himself, "Go and answer the phone." Shen Jiangnian pestered her, "Kiss me again." Shen Jiangnian went to lick Shen Qinghe's lips again, she didn't want to answer the phone because she guessed When it comes to who is calling, I also know the purpose of her calling.

Thinking of this, Shen Jiangnian's heart was filled, alas.

"Sir, you can eat noodles, I'll answer the phone." Shen Jiangnian saw Professor Lu's head, still blinking, just as persistent as himself.

Shen Jiangnian took the phone and went to the bedroom. Shen Qinghe looked at her back and heard her say in a low voice, "I'm not done yet, I can't go back." Shen Qinghe didn't look away until the bedroom door was closed.

Shen Qinghe hadn't finished her first mouthful of noodles, and her phone rang, but it was WeChat.

Professor Lu: Shen Qinghe, Shen Jiangnian is with you, right?

Shen Qinghe held the chopsticks, pondered, but did not reply.

Professor Lu: Xiaonian's grandma and grandpa are here today, just for her. I hope you can send her back.

Shen Qinghe pursed her lips and rested her chin on her hand, knowing that Lu Manyun must have something to say.Recently, Lu Manyun has been in contact with her more frequently than Shen Jiangnian.

Professor Lu: You are a smart person. I have always felt that what I said is very clear. If you can't give Xiaonian the happiness she wants, don't torture her anymore.

Shen Qinghe simply put down his chopsticks, picked up his phone, and read word by word.

Professor Lu: Between people of the same sex, don’t talk about being aboveboard. Even the love that parents dare not tell, if it is sneaky, there will be so-called happiness?I know Xiaonian's temperament very well, don't look at her as if she doesn't care about anything, she is very well-behaved, she doesn't care about it.In fact, she is extremely narrow-minded and has a very flamboyant personality. She will temporarily suppress herself for the sake of the so-called novelty, and have such a sneaky relationship with you, but it won't last long.

In fact, without Lu Manyun saying it, Shen Qingxi knew it all.I dare not say how accurate people are, but at least, people who look at her carefully will understand.Shen Jiangnian's possessiveness is by no means less than her, and even more vicious than her.

A little lion can be tamed for love, but a lion is a lion after all, she has her wildness.

Professor Lu: If you really care about her, don't promise anything easily, she will be foolish and take it seriously.In your capacity, it is impossible to come out and give her public happiness, so, I repeat, please stop torturing her and let her go.

Shen Qinghe frowned, and finally typed a line: Professor Lu, please give me time.

Professor Lu: What time?

Shen Qinghe: Time to deal with problems.As a parent, I understand that you want Shen Jiangnian to be happy, you don't have to believe it, but I have the same idea as you.I want her to be happy.For me, the form is not important, but if you value it, I must come out publicly to accept it, I can arrange this, just give me time.

Lu Manyun was so heartbroken that he almost spit out a mouthful of old blood. Lu Manyun: So, you are really together.

Shen Qinghe: Professor Lu, don't talk to me. What I'm saying is that if I come out of the closet, it will be the key to your acceptance of Shen Jiangnian's sexual orientation. I can arrange for it.

Professor Lu: Then I don't understand. What do you mean, you have gone through all this trouble to let me accept that Xiaonian likes women, even if that woman is not you?

Shen Qinghe: I hope that Shen Jiangnian has the right to choose what he wants, instead of being restricted by family and affection.

Professor Lu: This is not a restriction. Young people are easy to take detours. Before meeting you, she was very straight and did not reject the opposite sex. Shen Qinghe, don’t you think you should reflect on yourself?

Looking at this trend, Shen Qinghe, the two of them are very likely to continue their debate, but feelings should never be a matter of winning or losing. Shen Qinghe: Professor Lu, you and I are all for her benefit, and her feelings are the most important.

Professor Lu: Of course I know this, but young people are always blinded by something for a while and indulge in it. After a while, she will find that she was wrong at that time.

Shen Qinghe doesn't want to dwell on this topic anymore, because it's Shen Jiangnian's mother, she has been like this all the time, Shen Qinghe: Professor Lu, let's not drag the topic too far, let me confirm one last time, I'm out of the closet, you can let me Is Shen Jiangnian free to choose emotionally?

Professor Lu: With your current identity and status, do you know what it means to come out in China?

Yes, Lu Manyun was betting that it was impossible for Shen Qingxi to come out.Of course, this is not a gamble out of thin air. Lu Manyun has not found any information that is too personal about Shen Qinghe through any channel, which shows that Shen Qinghe pays great attention to personal privacy and protects it very well. To disclose her sexuality is undoubtedly a will. Everything I've done in the past is exposed.

Shen Qinghe: You only need to answer me if I am out of the closet, and accept Shen Jiangnian's sexuality of liking women.

When it was shown on the screen that the other party was typing, Shen Qinghe: If you regret it now, there is still time.

Lu Manyun suddenly didn't reply, Shen Qinghe smiled helplessly.This matter was originally mentioned by Lu Manyun, and now it is undoubtedly a slap in the face to repent. Shen Qinghe has a good understanding of Lu Manyun's psychology of wanting to bet. , Shen Qinghe will not come out.

Now, Shen Qinghe talked about this alone, but Lu Manyun was passive.

Shen Qinghe just wanted to take a bite of noodles with chopsticks, when Lu Manyun replied, writing: If you can come out peacefully and protect Xiao Nian, I can consider giving you a review period, I hope you can understand my heart as a mother Well, we only have one child in our family. I didn't let her get married to carry on the family line. I hoped that there would be someone who would love her well instead of me after her father and I died.But if Xiaonian gets hurt because of you coming out or because of you, I will never allow it.Although I don't know how prominent your family is, our family is not a family of ordinary people. I don't want to talk about power, but if your family makes things difficult for Xiaonian, let alone whether Xiaonian will bear it, I will not tolerate it.

In fact, Lu Manyun is quite open-minded. At least, he is more open-minded than many parents that Shen Qinghe has met. How many of them, when it comes to homosexuality, are contemptuous, disdainful, or even insulting.Shen Qinghe: Nothing in life can be achieved with a promise. I will spare no effort to do what I can do. If I hurt her because of my incompetence, as you said, let alone whether Shen Jiangnian will bear it or not, I will I won't bear it either.My person, I will protect it myself, if I can't protect it, then I will return it to you before things get worse.My situation is complicated, so I say, give me time.

Professor Lu: How long will it be for you?

Shen Qinghe: Before the new year comes, I will give you a final result.

Professor Lu: Shen Qinghe, I hope you will be cautious.

Shen Qinghe: Thank you for reminding me.

Professor Lu: If you have caused any harm to yourself because of coming out, we have no way to make up for it.

Shen Qinghe: Yes.

...Lu Manyun was helpless, she couldn't say anything anyway, Shen Qinghe didn't look like an impulsive person, so mature and steady, how could he come out of the closet just to let himself accept his daughter's sexuality?This is simply...Lu Manyun can't describe it.

Shen Jiangnian, who was still waiting for her mother's reply in the bedroom, heard nothing for a long time, and said, "Mom, don't you have something to explain? Did you say it?" Shen Jiangnian only felt that today's mother was not quite right. , the response is always half a beat slow.How did she know that Lu Manyun and Shen Qinghe were chatting on WeChat, and they were distracted chatting with her.

"What's the reminder?" Lu Manyun suddenly became upset. If Shen Qinghe really came out and fulfilled her request, it meant that she had to accept the fact that her own daughter was with a woman.Shen Jiangnian was speechless, and she was so fierce without speaking, "Mom, if you have nothing to do, go to bed early, okay? Grandma and grandpa are both old, let them go to bed early too."

It's okay if you don't talk about this, but when you talk about this, Lu Manyun will get angry, what can you do if you love your child?This Shen Qinghe is not doing well yet, looking at her own daughter's unpromising appearance, Lu Manyun replied to Shen Qinghe: Tonight, make sure Xiaonian comes back, I hope you don't cross the line before the New Year, and you don't tell her , the conversation between us.If you can't even do this, you probably won't be able to tame Xiaonian either, as her temper is still very wild.

She has already successfully provoked Lu Manyun and agreed to the bet. If she doesn't let others win the game, it may not be very good. Shen Qinghe still thinks about the long-term and is with Shen Jiangnian. For her, Lu Manyun The seniority goes up, so it is still necessary to take care of her emotions, so Shen Qinghe replied obediently: "Okay, Professor Lu, according to your wishes, I will send her back later."

Shen Qinghe likes to have sex. Others are tired and want to rest, but Shen Qinghe prefers a hearty sex, which will make her physically comfortable, and SEX with Shen Jiangnian is not only about physical comfort, but also about the heart. Also follow comfortable.Therefore, Shen Jiangnian is a special existence to her.

Lu Manyun finally calmed down, "Okay, you manage the time yourself, and come back early." Fortunately, Shen Qinghe will come, Lu Manyun let Shen Jiangnian go, Shen Jiangnian hesitated, "Okay Now, I know, I'll try my best." She didn't want to go back, but thinking of her grandma and grandpa, she also felt that it would be bad not to go back, but she really couldn't let go of Shen Qinghe, so the contradictory person came out of the bathroom and was still struggling terribly.

Looking at the noodles in Shen Qinghe's bowl, Shen Jiangnian couldn't believe it, "Why didn't you eat it?"

She can only eat if she has time, Shen Qinghe waved her hand, Shen Jiangnian turned upside down, "What's wrong?"

"It's just a bowl of noodles, I can't eat it." Shen Qinghe said it so seriously that Shen Jiangnian mistook it for the truth, "Then, let me order takeaway and order for you?" She felt distressed and a little sad, the noodles were not cooked properly. That's great, she knows, but it's still hard to be rejected by her sweetheart.

"Sit down." Shen Qinghe was very serious, Shen Jiangnian said ah, and sat down before he could get out of the conversation with Professor Lu just now, "Is it cold? Let me order you takeaway." Shen Qinghe After taking the first bite, it was not only a little cold, but also a little lumpy, "Is it particularly unpalatable?" Shen Jiangnian asked quickly.

"It's just you, let's eat together, the taste is okay." Shen Qinghe locked his eyes on Shen Jiangnian, and after taking the second bite, Shen Jiangnian understood the reason why she asked him to sit down, resting his chin on his hand, looking at Shen Qinghe, teasingly Ask: "Just okay?" Shen Qinghe raised her eyebrows, meaning: what else?

Shen Jiangnian leaned over, kissed her slightly puffed cheeks, held her arm, and acted coquettishly: "Is it okay? The proprietress wants five-star praise~" It is probably natural for women to act coquettishly, especially when facing someone they like. Shen Qinghe swallowed the noodles in her mouth before speaking: "The proprietress, take a bite first, I see how many stars the proprietress gave." Shen Qinghe wanted to push the bowl over, and Shen Jiangnian sat closer, "I want you to feed." Friends, you have privileges, you don't have to be a fool.

Shen Qinghe really fed it to her, and when she ate it, Shen Jiangnian frowned and swallowed it with difficulty, "Don't eat it, it's too unpalatable." It's already unpalatable, but it's even more unpalatable when it's cold.Shen Jiangnian wanted to snatch the bowl away, but Shen Qinghe stopped her, "I'm not very hungry, just eat something, just sit here with me." Shen Jiangnian wanted to order takeaway several times, but Shen Qinghe stopped her .

"Shen Qinghe, don't dislike me for not knowing how to cook, I will work hard to learn."

"It's okay, I will."

"That's different. I want to cook for you and make delicious food for you."

"Well, if you have a chance to do it together in the future, I will teach you."

"Hey, yes, why did you forget this, you can teach me!"

Cooking together can also enhance the relationship between two people, so why not do it?In fact, Shen Jiangnian was still a little worried. After she came out, Shen Qinghe would ask her what to talk about, but Shen Qinghe didn't mean to ask at all, but Shen Jiangnian's anxiety would not be reduced because Professor Lu was still waiting for her to go home.

"What are you doing looking at me so stupidly?" Shen Qinghe raised his hand and rubbed Shen Jiangnian's ears.Shen Jiangnian shrank back because of the itching, her face flushed, "I like looking at you." She didn't want to leave before she left, she didn't want to go home.

If people are a little more selfish and indifferent, can they be happy?

After the meal, Shen Qinghe cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, Shen Jiangnian snatched them over and washed the bowls.Shen Qinghe looked at the time, and actually had something to say, but it was getting late, "Shen Jiangnian." Suddenly calling her name formally made Shen Jiangnian shiver, "En?" She didn't know why, but she was a little scared Shen Qinghe suddenly called her full name in a serious tone, for fear that she would say cruel words in the next second.

"Tonight, you go home and sleep."

"go home?"

"Well, go back to your own home."

"how about you?"

"I sleep here."

"I don't want to go back."

Saying no, she already revealed Shen Jiangnian's inner struggle, Shen Qing said kindly, "I know, but it's rare for your grandma and grandpa to come here once, so go back, I'm here, come back tomorrow, I'll be here tomorrow, We can be together all day."

The whole day was such a big temptation, Shen Jiangnian's heart felt a little better.I wanted to have a wild one night, but the other party is a family member, and she didn't want to hurt her, especially her grandmother and grandfather who loved her, "Don't be angry because of this, okay?" Shen Jiangnian was still uneasy before leaving. Shen Qinghe brought it back but wanted to leave.

"I'm not angry, go, Ruan Yue is waiting for you downstairs." Shen Qinghe gently stroked Shen Jiangnian's arm, "Go."

"Then you miss me."

"kindness."

"I can't sleep at night, can we make a video?"

"Try to sleep, if you really can't sleep, find me on WeChat."

"Then it's settled, I'll go home tonight and video with you." Shen Jiangnian finally left the house, feeling extremely sad, it didn't feel like going home to sleep for a night, it seemed like they were going to be separated for a century.

The sadness brought about by the brief separation is only one aspect. Shen Jiangnian thinks more deeply. If she wants to stay with Shen Qinghe for a long time, her relationship with her family will inevitably face challenges. Home was once her warm harbor. Now it was an obstacle she had to overcome.

Shen Jiangnian never thought that one day, she would be against her family because of love.

Family, she doesn't want to hurt; lover, she doesn't want to lose.

How can we have both?On the way back, Shen Jiangnian kept thinking about this question, but to no avail.

The world is safe and sound, can you live up to the Tathagata and live up to you?