Conquest on the tip of the tongue[GL]

The whole world is fucking saying I don't love you, Shen Qinghe, I don't fucking love you anymore, what's wrong?

Am I, Shen Jiangnian, born to love you?

Shen Jiangnian had never been so angry.Every time Shen Qinghe was mentioned, the people around did not ask the reason, but came up with a questioning tone.

Yes, she understood, who said that this group of people were all Shen Qingxi's accomplices.

Since you are all so attracted to Shen Qinghe, you should find Shen Qinghe a puppet lover, easy to manipulate and obedient, but she can't do it.

Jiang Weier: I don't know why you broke up. If you really love Shen Qinghe, don't break up with her in November.

Jiang Weier: I hope you can reconsider the matter of the company. Even if you are not Shen Qinghe, it is a good opportunity for you to join Yanair for training.

Jiang Weier: You can't just be a translator all your life, can you?Even if you only do translation, there is no harm in contacting the society more, isn't it?

The other party is typing.

Before Jiang Weier sent the next message, Shen Jiangnian replied: Thank you Mr. Jiang, I have made a decision and there is no need to say any more.

The words that the other party is typing disappear.

A few seconds later, the other party is typing.

Jiang Weier: Jiang Nian, I won't say much, I hope you will think about it carefully and give me an answer later.

Shen Jiangnian: No need to think about it.

The time for Shen Jiangnian to think about it has passed. Just last night, she thought about it all night.For Shen Qinghe, what she has to do is to make a clear distinction.She doesn't like to be procrastinating, and repeatedly pestering her will only bring deeper harm to herself, because she knows that she won't be able to let go of Shen Qinghe in a short time, so the best way is to stay away.

Now she is indeed emotional, because she loves someone deeply, she can't be as calm as water, and she can't do things equally.Even if she joins Yanaier, she will do things with emotion, Shen Jiangnian doesn't like this feeling very much.

It sounds simple, but it's hard to do.If one day, she thinks that she has let go, then she doesn't mind having direct contact with Shen Qinghe.Of course, if possible, she still didn't want to meet this person again.Loved deeply, even if she fades away, she still can't treat her with the original intention, unless she loses her memory.

Jiang Weier: I'm not in a hurry, you can consider it.I really decided to find time to go to the Shanghai headquarters for the final handover.

Shen Jiangnian: I have nothing to explain, right?

Jiang Weier: Contacting personnel, normally there is a process that needs to be followed, I remember that your authority has been opened.

Shen Jiangnian: Wait until I have time.

In a short time, Shen Jiangnian wanted to stay away from everything related to Yanel.Jiang Weier: No rush.

Shen Jiangnian put down her phone, exhausted, the sun was not very comfortable on her face, but she was really too lazy to move.After lying down for a while, Lu Manyun came back, Shen Jiangnian didn't move, and didn't even bother to open his eyes.

Lu Manyun was cooking, and came over to the balcony to pour water for Shen Jiangnian and put it next to him, and pulled the curtains with his hands to block the light from the sun.Lu Manyun's cell phone rang, silently buzzing, and he went back to the kitchen to answer the phone. Shen Jiangnian squinted his eyes and nestled there, vaguely heard Lu Manyun calling mom, probably grandma.

Shen Jiangnian felt inexplicably sour, thinking of what her grandma said, it seemed that everything was coming true.It is said that life is unsatisfactory nine times out of ten, but she lived too smoothly before, especially when she was very conceited in her relationship. The appearance of Shen Qinghe caused her to suffer a serious setback.Shen Jiangnian comforted herself, from another perspective, this might be a bad thing, it is much better than suffering a big loss later.

No matter how comforting it is, the heartache is real.

He didn't eat much for lunch, but under Lu Manyun's gaze, Shen Jiangnian still held on, swallowing the taste like chewing wax.During the whole process, Lu Manyun didn't say anything, and when Shen Jiangnian put down her chopsticks, she said, "That's right, it's all about business, you still have to eat, and your body is important." Shen Jiangnian smiled like a good baby, as if Really happy.

In the afternoon, when Lu Manyun went to school, Qin Shu called Shen Jiangnian to ask if she needed her to come, but Shen Jiangnian refused and told Qin Shu not to let Li Qian know that she was not in the mood to deal with anyone now.If it wasn't for her foot injury, she wouldn't even want to see her parents. For some reason, she just wanted to be alone.After hanging up the phone, Shen Jiangnian and Qin Shu did not chat on WeChat, and did not hide their thoughts, teasing themselves: I may be autistic, and now I like someone alone.

Qin Shu didn't ask the reason in detail, guessing that it had something to do with Shen Qinghe, and replied: Lion cubs are always proud, and they hide themselves in the dark when they have wounds. They don't want to be seen by anyone, and they don't need anyone's sympathy and pity.

Shen Jiangnian felt like a blow from her heart, Qin Shu was right, she wanted to adjust herself secretly by herself, and when she stood in front of everyone, she was still the proud and conceited Shen Jiangnian.It's fortunate that some friends are like this, Shen Jiangnian half-joked: Don't be a doctor in the future, change to fortune-telling.

In the evening, when Lu Manyun mentioned going home again, Shen Jiangnian pretended to be relaxed, "Mom, I really won't go back. I'll rest for the next two days. I'm going to read a book." My mind is gone.

"Reading is fine too." Sitting at the dining table, Lu Manyun asked, "Or are you just going to be a translator?"

"Do you have a better suggestion?"

"I told you earlier that you can take the exam as a language lecturer in our university."

"Mom, I'm impatient, I can't be a teacher." Shen Jiangnian frowned, "I can't stand being too stupid, I can't teach no matter what, I'll be bored to death."

"How can there be students who can't teach?" Lu Manyun said angrily, "Our school is ranked among the top in the country. You can look at the admission score line for yourself. Those who can get in are all outstanding."

"That's what I said, but your school is more science-oriented. If I really go this way, I will go to liberal arts."

"There is some truth to this," Lu Manyun thought, "There are many good schools in Beijing, so don't bother going out, just pick one in the city and prepare well, it will be fine." Lu Manyun said as if he was serious Jiangnian was about to take the exam, so Shen Jiangnian put down his spoon, "Mom, I haven't thought about it yet, let me think about it again." This topic ended without a problem at the dinner table.

In the evening, when Shen Jiangnian fell asleep, Lu Manyun sat on the head of the bed and mentioned again, "You are not required to be a lecturer, but you are not required to enter the system. Grind yourself." This point, by implication, seems to imply that she lacks exercise.

Indeed, when she was young, she was very self-willed and free-spirited. She could do whatever she wanted, and she didn't like being controlled in the workplace, so she resigned directly.It turned out that there was nothing wrong with being free. After getting to know Shen Qinghe, Shen Jiangnian found that her brain seemed to be insufficient. Whether it was in observing words, dealing with interpersonal relationships, or dealing with personal emotions, she lacked too much.

"Mom, let me think about it again. During this period of time, I will give you feedback. Can you let me think about it?" Shen Jiangnian's tone of discussion surprised Lu Manyun. Temperament, take the soft but not the hard, behave like her, "Okay, what's wrong?" Lu Manyun smiled, "It's better for me to talk."

"Well, then I want to send mother off to bed."

"Go to sleep."

When Lu Manyun left the bedroom, the door was still ajar. This night, the daughter who was awake did not cry or babble, but she was also very quiet, probably not asleep at all.

Indeed, Shen Jiangnian's state has been like this for several days in a row.One day's sleep is pitiful, and one sleeps in the sun during the day to last the whole day, and one does start to read. Shen Jiangnian's idea is: No matter what you do, let yourself be busy first.

Shen Jiangnian's condition does seem to be gradually improving, which is reflected in the fact that his diet and sleep have become more regular, his foot injury has improved, he can walk slowly without crutches, he has more and more time to study, and his speech and behavior are not too deliberate. ... Lu Manyun observed visually for a few days, and after Shen Jiangnian said that she could go home, Lu Manyun said: "If you don't want to live at home, just go home for a few days. It just so happens that your grandma misses you, and will miss you for a few days." gone."

As soon as he entered the door, he was called Yuan Bao, and he held him in his arms for a long time. Guan Zhiyuan touched Shen Jiangnian's head, "Why have you lost so much weight?" Although Shen Jiangnian started eating, it was similar to eating cat food. Just eat a little, Lu Manyun was anxious but knew it was useless to say, "Mom, you are here now, tell me about your precious granddaughter, she listens to you the most." Good baby people.

"Don't tell me." Guan Zhiyuan hugged Shen Jiangnian in her arms, she was very precious, "You don't talk about her." Shen Jiangnian kept laughing there, and acted like a baby, "Grandma still loves me the most, and I love her the most. I like grandma." Lu Manyun gave Shen Jiangnian a white look, but finally saw a little smile.

The grandparents and grandchildren sat together and chatted. Shen Jiangnian beat Guan Zhiyuan's legs, and the topic went round and round, and it turned around Xin Weitong. "Grandma, I have to say, your calculations are really accurate." I'm old, and I can't do it anymore." Actually, Shen Jiangnian really wanted to ask... She and Shen Qingxi, she was afraid that they would meet unexpectedly in the future, and she was afraid that she would be caught off guard, "Grandma."

"Ah."

"You help me calculate the marriage." Shen Jiangnian smiled.

"My Yuanbao's marriage is good, don't count." Guan Zhiyuan said kindly.

"My marriage is good?" Shen Jiangnian really didn't believe it, "Didn't you really coax me?"

"No." Guan Zhiyuan smiled, "If Yuan Bao has a caring person, tell grandma, grandma will take a look."

"No." Shen Jiangnian denied, "Grandma, do the math for me, me and one," Shen Jiangnian said, "An acquaintance, will we have intersections in the future."

"Okay." Guan Zhiyuan asked, "What's her name?"

"You've seen it before," Shen Jiangnian suppressed the pain in his heart, "it's called Shen Qinghe."

Guan Zhiyuan's movement of stroking the back of Shen Jiangnian's hand paused, and she leaned back slightly. From Shen Jiangnian's point of view, her expression was solemn for a moment, and then she smiled again, "Intersection, yes." Shen Jiangnian My heart skipped a beat, and I asked subconsciously, "Can I avoid it?"

"Are you having trouble with your friends?" Guan Zhiyuan asked.Shen Jiangnian rubbed his head on Guan Zhiyuan's shoulder, "No." Guan Zhiyuan didn't ask, "Then why do you want to avoid it?"

"Just thinking about it." Shen Jiangnian said in a coquettish tone.

"You have to tell grandma what's going on, so grandma will know." Guan Zhiyuan said dotingly.

The recent situation... Forget it, Shen Jiangnian rubbed her head and said nothing, Guan Zhiyuan said: "Just let it be, if you encounter problems and don't know how to make a choice, you can ask your family or grandma."

"En." Shen Jiangnian agreed, feeling a little guilty in his heart. Grandma said that there is an intersection, so why do you feel that there must be one?It doesn't feel very good, like telling you that something out of control is bound to happen someday in the future, and you know it will happen, but you don't know when and when, and there is no way to prevent it.

After the meal, Shen Jiangnian, who was not flexible in her legs, went back to her room to rest. Lu Manyun accompanied Guan Zhiyuan out for a walk, and Guan Zhiyuan asked, "Is there only a girl named Shen Qinghe beside Yuan Bao?"

"En." Lu Manyun frowned, this kid, did you talk about Shen Qingxi with the old man?Lu Manyun waited for a long time, but Guan Zhiyuan didn't say anything, but Lu Manyun couldn't bear it and asked first: "Mom, my mother, is there anything else I can't say?"

Guan Zhiyuan's rare serious expression said, "It's a calamity that can't be avoided."

"There is no way to break it?" Lu Manyun is a university professor, and he generally doesn't believe this, but when it comes to his daughter, and the other party is his own mother, Lu Manyun can't help but worry.

"What can be broken is not a robbery." Guan Zhiyuan sighed sadly, "The lips are dead and the teeth are cold, all prosperity and prosperity, and every loss is loss."

Lu Manyun frowned, and Guan Zhiyuan said: "Shen Qinghe's fate, I have seen it, has the character of fame and fame. If she had studied hard when she was young, she should be the fate of a prince and general now. I don't know why she missed it," Guan Zhiyuan said in a sad tone. "Then leaving home could have been a plan. She missed it again. One wrong step, one wrong step. Now it's the most dangerous time. The six relatives are helpless, the family fortune is in decline, and the ancestral business is dying, unless," Guan Zhiyuan paused, Lu Man Yun looked at her, "Unless she can reorganize her family, gradually make money, and limit her prosperity and wealth."

"Is Shen Qinghe's chance of success in reorganizing the family?"

"It's hard to sing with one hand, and it's hard to support a single tree," Guan Zhiyuan turned around and walked home slowly, "It's hard to be successful alone."

Lu Manyun was also speechless, what kind of fate is this for Shen Qinghe, "What if there are noble people to help?"

"Even the help of a nobleman can't stop the tiger in the way."

"kindness?"

"It's your precious girl."

"..." Lu Manyun was incredulous, "Mom, do you mean that Xiaonian is Shen Qingxi's stumbling block?"

"The power of Yuanbao is not as simple as a stumbling block." Guan Zhiyuan raised his hand, and Lu Manyun understood, and came to help him, "What is visible is spirit, and the same is true for people. It has been a long time since I saw Yuanbao, and Yuanbao's momentum has changed. Now it’s a tiger coming down the mountain, it’s considered fierce.”

Lu Manyun had heard that a tiger going down the mountain was hungry enough to hurt people, "Would she hurt Shen Qinghe?" Not to mention, Lu Manyun really didn't believe it. Although her girl is a bit stronger, compared to Shen Qinghe, she thinks she lacks too much , She was afraid that her daughter would suffer.

"It's not just an injury, it's fatal."

Lu Manyun suddenly couldn't bear it anymore, "Is there nothing wrong with this?"

"There are hungry dragons on the hidden scales, and they drop their tails to catch thirsty tigers."

"Mom, if you say that again, my heart won't be able to take it." Either Shen Qing's body was damaged, or her own daughter was damaged, and both of them were fatal.

"Alas." Guan Zhiyuan sighed long, "children and grandchildren have their own blessings, so do more good deeds and accumulate more merit."

After returning home, Guan Zhiyuan went to lie down to rest, and Lu Manyun refilled tea for the two who had been playing chess in the study, then came out, wandered around the living room for a long time, entered Shen Jiangnian's bedroom, stared at her daughter's face left and right Look, she was so dazzled at the end, she couldn't believe it, why did the big girl like a flower and a jade have the mighty momentum of a tiger going down the mountain?