Conquest on the tip of the tongue[GL]

What flashed through my mind were bright eyes, charming smiling face, red lips and white teeth when I said I love her, it was really exciting.

Those black-and-white pictures that made her suffocate were clear, with a faint warm color refracted in.Even though she couldn't touch it, she could already feel the warm color with temperature. As long as she could smash everything in the past with her own hands, she would be able to touch the sunshine.

So, she can't just give up like this, she likes that charming smile, likes her acting like a baby, likes her hugging herself and saying she wants to protect... She wants to have this person.

Only by being alive can one own her; only by being alive can one support her.

Shen Qinghe trembled, opened the bottom drawer and took out the medicine. The movement of taking the medicine was trembling, and it took a long time to pick out a capsule.

Capsules, tablets, and chewable tablets rolled down on the table one by one.

The small glass of water on the table was not enough to swallow all the medicine, so I just chewed the last chewable tablet dryly, trying to swallow it but couldn't help vomiting.

The whole person seemed to be fished out of the water, and he didn't even have the courage to be afraid of going to bed.

There was a roar in my head, and there were pictures in front of my eyes that couldn't be dispelled.

"Qinghe, what are you doing~"

"Mom, mom." The little Shen Qinghe stood up, holding up the calendar book, November 11, drawing a circle, "Look, look."

"kindness."

"Can I have a piece of cake tomorrow?" Once a year, the little guy looks forward to this day.

"OK."

The little Shen Qinghe was immediately happy, "Then I want to eat milk flavor, can I?"

"OK."

"Then...then can I eat three yuan?" The little Shen Qinghe opened her paws, and only three fingers were left in the open palm. Maybe she felt that it was too much, so she changed her mouth again: "Two yuan, two yuan Is one piece okay?" The little Shen Qinghe looked at her two fingers, finally raised her index finger after making a fist, and raised a smiley face, "One piece is enough, mom will cut it into two pieces for me, and I can eat it twice , eat one piece today, and another piece tomorrow.”

"Qinghe wants to eat as many pieces as he wants."

"No." Little Shen Qinghe shook her head vigorously, "One piece is enough, I didn't eat much last time, I just stood by and watched, and they said I was greedy." She was wronged and very Wronged, "Mom, I didn't think about eating too much."

"Well... Mom knows that Qinghe is the most obedient. In this way, tomorrow mother will buy a big cake for Qinghe's birthday, and let Qinghe eat all of it, okay?"

"Really?" Little Shen Qing jumped for joy, she had never looked forward to her birthday so much.

Little Shen Qinghe woke up excitedly because of her birthday, and saw her mother who used to wake up early was still asleep, with a smile on her lips.

"Mom~" The little Shen Qinghe reached out to touch it, only to realize something was wrong.

It was cold, even a little stiff, no matter how much she cried and shouted, she didn't respond.

Why does everything change when the genius is slightly bright?

Black night, what did you do to my mother?

If she hadn't reached out to touch this person and found that this person was cold, she wouldn't have known how long she would lie with this corpse, "vomit~" Shen Qinghe retched and covered her mouth so that the pills didn't come out.Shen Qinghe buried her head deeply, not daring to turn her head, as if the cold corpse was right behind her, and the deepest fear in her heart dominated her brain nerves.

I just remember that there was a heavy snowfall that day, which soon covered my mother's grave into a pure white hill;

I just remember that day when I cried until I lost my voice at the end, countless people stood there watching indifferently, as if they were watching a mime;

I just remember that for a long time after that, she had nightmares every day, dreaming that her mother was sitting next to her and looking at her, she was terrified, but she could only shrink into the quilt and beg her mother not to scare her, she was afraid;

I just remember that since then, I have been afraid of that day every year, but that day will never be late;

She always thought that losing her mother on her birthday was the limit she could bear, but later, the reality told her: You think life is too easy.

Regarding the past, I can't think about it, I dare not think about it, and I have been suppressing it all the time.

She once thought that she would live her life drunk, dreaming and dying, even if she was sick, there was nothing wrong with it.

But God let her meet someone who wanted to be kind to her, and she began to hate her sick self.

She knew that in order to get out, she had to go in first.

After hesitating for a long time and hesitating for a long time, I finally decided.

No one could empathize with those years of walking alone, and she didn't expect too much. She walked in alone, and she might have to struggle for a long time before she could get out.

After all, she thought of herself too strong. Just thinking about the scene of her mother leaving had already made her stomach churn, and she no longer dared to think about the future.Facing Chen Jinsu today, Shen Qinghe took the initiative to uncover her scars, which was already her limit, wrapping up all her weaknesses in front of Chen Jinsu until the end.

Uncontrollable longing, can she say to her weakly when she is too tired and powerless: "Little lion~ hug me~"

Shen Qingxi's tears slid down, she knew it was impossible.

Shen Qingxi picked up the phone with trembling hands, and swipe the photo album with her trembling fingertips, which contained her latest photos and videos.

Tears can see her appearance and hear her voice, but they just can't touch her.

Shen Jiangnian, no matter how much you resent me, at this moment, I miss you without any impurities.If you ask me, how deep is my miss, maybe I can drown everything.

Her body was still shaking violently, and her emotions were close to the bottom, and she couldn't climb up at all.She didn't want to trouble anyone, but at this moment, she really needed someone to accompany her.Shen Qinghe called his doctor and said tremblingly, "Doctor~"

"Qinghe~" The doctor received the call and heard the unreasonable breathing disorder, so he probably knew what was going on, "It's been a long time since I saw you, I miss you very much, the days when I don't see you, my heart will always be Nothing." The doctor said softly, "Have you ever thought about me?"

"En~" Shen Qinghe closed her eyes, and murmured, "Yes, I have thoughts, but, most, I've been very busy lately~" She tried her best to restrain herself, and her speech would still be intermittent.

"It's good to be busy, but you have to take care of your body," the doctor said angrily, "You look like a workaholic, and you forget yourself when you're busy."

"Well, how are you recently?"

"It's pretty good." The doctor smiled, "I've been thinking of calling you recently, and I have good news to share with you."

"is it?"

"Well, remember when I told you that I want to keep a pet?"

"Really raised?"

"Well, on the way, I met a little stray cat and took it home to raise it. It was injured and couldn't walk, and it was too thin. Now I raise it. It's round and clingy. I'll send you some photos to see. .”

The photos were quickly posted on Shen Qinghe's WeChat. The glove-colored puppet was lying at the doctor's feet, and there was also a photo of lying on her lap showing her belly to be touched, and there was a picture of lying on the doctor's chest and acting like a baby, "Really Lovely." A soft and beautiful existence always makes people feel soft-hearted, Shen Qinghe's panting heart, at this moment, calmed down a little.

"Yeah, she can act like a baby. She likes to cling to me and let me hug her. But if she wants me to hug her, she throws herself into my arms and rolls. If she doesn't hug her, she just looks at me pitifully. The doctor sighed: "The little guy is very powerful. He couldn't walk before, but now he is jumping around at home, so he is very happy." The cat is like this, let alone people?Cats are fine, so is she, right?

"The little guy is smart and has a good adaptability. I went out and sent him to the pet hospital. My friend told me that he hadn't eaten for a few days, which made me feel bad. I went back early to bring him home. The little guy probably knew, I was only separated from it for a short time, and when I went out for something later, I told it to have a good meal and wait for me to come back, it seemed to understand, and it really ate and drank well."

"What an amazing little guy." How bad a person is that he starts to envy a cat.

"Yes, no matter how long you wait, as long as there is a result, you won't be afraid." The doctor said with a smile, "Does Qinghe want to keep a pet?"

"I want to raise a lion cub."

"Oh? Little lion, that's so cute," the doctor said with a smile on his face. "You say that, it reminds me of little lion Simba."

Shen Qinghe suddenly wanted to watch that movie, "I kind of want to watch it." Otherwise, for the movie in December, just watch this one.

"Do you want to watch it together?"

"How together?"

"Use the computer and watch the video together."

"I'm a little tired right now."

"Well, let's take a break. The movie is here, and I am too. You can watch it anytime."

The two chatted for a while, Shen Qinghe took the initiative to hang up the phone, and he could breathe a little more.

Relying on the last bit of strength, Shen Qinghe staggered into the meditation room, which was the last place where she could rest in her heart. She spent many difficult nights alone in the meditation room.

Now, she can too.