Conquest on the tip of the tongue[GL]

How many masks does a person have in a lifetime?Not to mention facing different people, even if it is the same person, how can we truly "single from one to the end"?There is always some purpose, good or bad, there is always some situation that, for a moment, makes us not like ourselves.

No one wanted it, but somehow, they ended up on the most disliked and most impossible path.From the beginning, even to this very second, even if Shen Jiangnian was resentful, all she thought about was that she wanted to have a good time with Shen Qinghe.

At the beginning, she suppressed her emotions and hid her true self, but now she is unable to hide it. It's all her, and it's all her real self. Her purpose has never changed. But now, she seems to be heading for the most hopeless path.

Shen Jiangnian didn't want to think about it anymore. After tonight, she was as proud as Shen Qingyu, and would never talk to her again.She has lost Shen Qingxi, oh, she has never had it before, why bother to say she lost it, but even so, the heartache is not any less painful than the so-called affectionate love breaking up.

The fingertips pushed hard into the warm world, and at that moment, Shen Jiangnian's cold heart warmed up in a trance.That was Shen Jiangnian. For the first time in her life, she entered a person's body, a woman who was so beautiful in her heart. She liked her. At this moment, she was in pain, but she was also happy.How contradictory people are, she aches, and she also aches for Shen Qingxi, but she can't stop.

That push was too sudden, too violent, without any foreplay, Shen Qinghe bit her lip tightly, and didn't make a sound.Shen Jiangnian stared at that still charming face, which was originally pale, but now there was a trace of blood.As for the affair, in the first two times, it was Shen Qinghe who took the initiative, Shen Jiangnian was the passive one, and now he suddenly changed roles, and without Shen Qinghe's guidance, Shen Jiangnian was a little flustered, but he didn't want to appear so incompetent, like a daze With a green head, even though her slender fingers fiddled with Shen Qinghe's body for a while, it was full of venting.

Shen Qinghe's expression was always unhappy, she held back, bit her lips tightly, and there was fine sweat on her forehead, every time Shen Jiang pushed her fingertips, Shen Qinghe's brows would frown.Shen Jiangnian knew that Shen Qinghe was in pain, and as long as she said no, she would be in pain, but Shen Qinghe didn't make a sound.

Thinking about the self in the past, how loudly she screamed on the bed, the sharp contrast between Shen Qinghe, who is forbearing and silent, formed a sharp contrast with her, which stimulated Shen Jiangnian's nerves even more. Said: "Since it is to satisfy me, I am very upset by your expression. I am unhappy, and you don't want to be comfortable tonight." Such an unreasonable request, Shen Jiangnian knew that she was not good at skills, not only not good at it, she Not at all, but she still wanted to hear Shen Qinghe's panting.

Shen Jiangnian finally stopped for a while, Shen Qinghe took a deep breath, turned his head away and remained silent.Apart from pain, there is only pain, and if it is really called out, it is also the sound of pain.Shen Jiangnian pinched Shen Qinghe's chin with her thumb and index finger and turned around, forcing her to look at herself, "Don't you like to look into my eyes and talk? Come on, look into my eyes now and say, do you hate me?" Shen Qinghe His eyes were moist, he frowned, and said in a hoarse voice, "No."

Shen Jiangnian gritted her teeth and sneered, "I didn't see it, Shen Qinghe, you have a tendency to be abused. I treat you like this, but you don't hate me." Shen Qinghe, you can't help hating me, you can't love me I, apart from making you hate me, there is no way for you to remember that I have appeared in your life.

Like a desperate prisoner, at this moment, she wants to grab everything she can keep, even in this way.

Shen Qinghe's eyelashes trembled, and her breathing was heavy. The more she held back, the more Shen Jiangnian's painful nerves were stimulated.When the fingertips moved again, Shen Qinghe's brows became more and more wrinkled, and the forehead and the tip of the nose were already wet with sweat. Even if she endured it, she could not help but gasp lightly. It was not comfort, but pain. Unbearable heavy breathing... If Shen Qinghe begged for mercy, Shen Jiangnian would stop, but Shen Qinghe turned her head, panting, with the back of her hand pressed against her lips, suppressing herself.

"Call out." Shen Jiangnian pulled Shen Qinghe's hand away, Shen Qinghe bit her lip, her chest heaved violently.Shen Jiangnian pressed very close, and asked forcefully: "It hurts, doesn't it?" She pried Shen Qinghe's teeth with her fingertips, "It's agreed to listen to me tonight, I won't let you bite your lip." Shen Qinghe bit hard For a moment, she released her gorgeous red lips, and just about to turn her head away, Shen Jiangnian ordered again, "Don't tilt your head, look at your head." The sweat rolled down Shen Qingxi's forehead, and Shen Jiangnian asked her again: "I asked Are you in pain?"

The answer is: it hurts.

Shen Qinghe took a deep breath, puffed up her chest, and shook her head slightly. Shen Jiangnian screamed, raised her body, rubbed her chest with her left hand, and pushed the middle finger of her right hand into the root.This time, Shen Qinghe couldn't hold back, and cried out, "Ah~" She shrugged her upper body slightly and was still breathing violently after lying flat.Shen Jiangnian couldn't go on anymore, she felt Shen Qinghe's pain, big beads of sweat rolled down, "Shen Qinghe, please beg me, I will stop." Please beg me, you don't know how to make me stop Come down, I tell you.

Shen Qinghe breathed violently, her moist eyes lost their former charm, and she seemed to have some difficulty in focusing. She squinted her eyes slightly, and with great effort raised her hand to hook Shen Jiangnian's neck.Shen Jiangnian didn't dodge, but was hugged straight.As it got closer, she could feel Shen Qinghe's thick and trembling fiery breath, as well as her violently rising and falling chest.

Shen Qinghe suddenly licked her earlobe with the tip of her tongue, causing Shen Jiangnian's body to shudder, and she tilted her head. Unexpectedly, Shen Qinghe exerted force, and she struggled lightly, but she couldn't break free. The negative emotions were still strong, and Shen Jiangnian pressed her fingers in and out again. Once, she gritted her teeth and said, "Shen Qinghe, I told you, don't touch me." She was annoyed, annoyed at her own body, and unexpectedly reacted.

"Shen Jiangnian." Shen Qinghe hooked her neck hard, kissed her cheek fiercely, and murmured in a trembling voice: "I seem to... I can't do it..." The ending can't be heard, I really don't want you to see it like this I can't bear it, but...

That kiss seemed to have used all of Shen Qinghe's strength, like a dying person, who instantly relaxed his strength.

"Shen Qinghe?" Shen Jiangnian couldn't believe it, Shen Qinghe tilted his head, and there was really no movement, "Shen Qinghe, don't scare me!" When the fingers were pulled out of Shen Qinghe's body, there were bloodstains.If it weren't for the ups and downs of her chest, it would really make people think she was out of breath.

Shen Jiangnian was in a hurry, riding on Shen Qinghe, and none of the people who pinched her responded, tears fell directly, crying and saying: "Shen Qinghe, don't scare me! Wake up!" What should I do?Shen Jiangnian hurriedly climbed off Shen Qinghe, she had to call 120, "Shen Qinghe, don't scare me, hold on for a while, I'll call." Damn it!The phone is nowhere to be found.

Shen Jiangnian's teary eyes were hazy, he couldn't see the road clearly, and tripped.Damn phone, where the hell are you?Worried about Shen Qinghe, she turned back to look at Shen Qinghe again, but before entering the bedroom, she heard the sound of retching.

Shen Qinghe curled up on the bed, put her hands on her chest, curled up into a ball forcefully, still retching uncontrollably, saw Shen Jiangnian with blurred vision.Shen Qinghe tried hard to remember, but failed. Shen Jiangnian rushed over, hugged Shen Qinghe, and asked her crying: "Shen Qinghe, how are you? Don't scare me."

Shen Qing huddled in her arms, still retching, and said intermittently: "Help, help me to the bathroom." Shen Jiangnian cried fiercely, "What kind of bathroom do you want to vomit here?" Shen Qinghe Not breathing well, shaking his head in pain, said with difficulty: "Help me...to go."

Shen Jiangnian grabbed the blanket to wrap Shen Qinghe, used the limit of her strength in her life, and carried her to the bathroom, "You get out." Shen Qinghe pushed Shen Jiangnian with the last strength, but did not push away, "I don't Let's go!" Shen Jiangnian hugged Shen Qinghe, whose body was sliding straight down, "Shen Qinghe, can I call 120?" Shen Qinghe shook his head weakly, and lay down on the washstand to retch again.

It was just retching, as if she was about to vomit out her heart, liver and lungs. Shen Jiangnian was holding her behind her. Seeing the tears wet Shen Qinghe's eyes, she couldn't stop the tears of heartache, "Shen Qinghe, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to .” The only response to her was retching.

Retching lasted for more than ten minutes. In the end, Shen Qinghe's body was almost lying on the washstand, and the whole person lay there without moving, but his shoulders were still shrugging, "Shen Qinghe, I'll pour you some water, do you want a drink? "

Shaking her head feebly, Shen Qinghe was already unable to make a sound, and she just lay there, like a dead person breathing heavily.But even being panting is better than being completely unresponsive just now. Shen Jiangnian was afraid that she would suddenly lose consciousness, so she hugged her waist tightly with one hand, and stroked Shen Qinghe's back with her left hand. She heard that such smooth breathing would help slow down the degree of vomiting. , "Shen Qinghe, do you really not need me to call 120?"

Shen Qinghe lay there without moving or responding, Shen Jiangnian was terrified, "Shen Qinghe, can you hear me? Shen Qinghe!" Shen Qinghe put her hand on the wet washstand, lifted it up and shook it with difficulty, as if responding to Shen Qinghe's hand. Jiang Nian.

"I'll carry you back, and you can lie down, okay?" At this moment, any negative emotions are gone, only complete pity is left.Shen Qinghe took another long while, trying to raise his hand to respond, but failed.Shen Jiangnian couldn't help her, so he helped Shen Qinghe up with difficulty, walked around to her front, and hugged her back with all his strength, Shen Qinghe limp and drooped on Shen Jiangnian's body like noodles.

Putting the person on the sofa, Shen Qinghe lay there tilted, seemingly out of breath, spilled all the mouthwash Shen Jiangnian gave him, "Shen Qinghe, shall we call an ambulance?" Shen Jiangnian's tears were blurred, even Unable to see her hands clearly, she raised her hand and rubbed her eyes, "I'll dress you." Shen Qinghe coughed softly, and called her a word, "Nian~" Shen Jiangnian hurriedly turned around and agreed, "I'm here, I'm here." Shen Jiangnian went to hug Shen Qinghe, Shen Qinghe tried to hug her, but she couldn't lift her arms, Shen Jiangnian hugged her in his arms, "I'm here, Shen Qinghe, I'm here, don't be afraid." Shen Qinghe Leaning in her arms, his breathing was sometimes quick, sometimes soothing, and finally gradually slowed down.

Fearing that Shen Qinghe would faint, Shen Jiangnian called Shen Qinghe after a while, "Shen Qinghe, can you hear me?" Shen Qinghe didn't respond, Shen Jiangnian suddenly panicked, "Shen Qinghe, you can't do this, we call an ambulance, I will always be with you, huh?" Shen Qinghe's eyelashes trembled, she opened her eyes with effort, her lips moved, but she didn't make any sound.

"Shen Qinghe, Shen Qinghe, can you hear my voice?" Within 2 minutes, Shen Jiangnian confirmed again.

Shen Qinghe frowned all the time, her lips moved again, as if responding to Shen Jiangnian.The beads of sweat on his forehead never stopped, Shen Jiangnian panicked and thought, "Is it the cause of dysmenorrhea? I have painkillers here, I will give you some?" Shen Qinghe seemed to be too tired, breathing heavily for a long time, and did not respond.Shen Jiangnian wanted to let go of Shen Qinghe to find medicine, but Shen Qinghe rubbed her forehead against her neck, almost whispering, "Don't~" Shen Jiangnian hugged her, and when he got closer, he heard Shen Qinghe say, "Don't go~"

"I'm not going~ I'm going to find some medicine and I'll be right back."

Shen Qinghe shook her head weakly, her hands were loosely placed on her legs, her pale face was covered with beads of sweat.From time to time, Shen Jiangnian raised her hand to wipe Shen Qinghe's sweat, and wiped more and more, "Shen Qinghe, don't worry, okay?" Shen Qinghe hummed, not knowing whether he was agreeing to her, or snorted uncomfortably, "I, I really didn't mean it..." Shen Jiangnian didn't know what she wanted to express, she was afraid that if she stopped talking, Shen Qinghe would suddenly lose consciousness.

The person in his arms breathed a little more steadily after a while, and Shen Jiangnian began to confirm again, staring into his moist eyes, "Shen Qinghe, do you know who I am?" Shen Jiangnian's heart was wet and uncomfortable.

Shen Qinghe still struggled to breathe, but it wasn't so chaotic. She raised her head, blinked her eyes, and asked in a thin voice, "Are you scared?" Shen Jiangnian finally heard a normal response, and her eyes couldn't help but Feeling sour, sad and wronged, "You scared me to death!"

Regardless of Shen Qinghe's refusal, Shen Jiangnian went to find medicine for Shen Qinghe.She hadn't been in pain for a long time, and it took a long time to find the medicine. When she returned, Shen Qinghe closed her eyes and seemed to have fallen asleep.Shen Jiangnian called out a few times before Shen Qinghe frowned and hummed, "Take the medicine before going to sleep." Shen Qinghe still hummed, but did not move.

"Open your mouth." Shen Jiangnian helped the person up, almost stuffed it in, and the water was sprinkled again.Shen Jiangnian's eyes were red with anxiety, "Such an adult, I can't take care of myself well, what's the use of earning so much money?" Shen Qinghe struggled to open his eyes, gasped for a long time, smiled palely and apologized, "It's been a long time... No...it's like this..." Shen Jiangnian seemed to have just realized that it might be because of his behavior just now, and he couldn't help but blame himself, "I'm sorry, Shen Qinghe." Shen Qinghe smiled weakly, and closed his eyes again.

I'm so tired, I really want to have a good sleep, I haven't had a full sleep for a long time.

After taking the medicine, Shen Qinghe quickly fell asleep, and Shen Jiangnian called warm water to scrub her body.After wiping it down, it was still slightly red and swollen. At this moment, Shen Jiangnian had no desire at all, only distressed.Cleaned up for Shen Qinghe, bought a new blanket to cover her, and stood by her side.Shen Qinghe's breathing was not smooth, and Shen Jiangnian was always worried that she would faint suddenly, and she would also suffer from dysmenorrhea, but she had no experience of passing out.Today, did Shen Qingxi faint because of her sadistic behavior?Thinking of this, Shen Jiangnian couldn't help but blame himself.Why such a child?Shen Jiangnian, like an adult, why don't you have a good talk?Why do you have to hurt each other?Hurting Shen Qingxi did not make her happy.

Every once in a while, Shen Jiangnian would listen to Shen Qinghe's weak breathing, and when she heard it, she would breathe a long sigh of relief.That night, Shen Jiangnian stared at her hands in a daze. The nails she made before are still there. There were originally three diamonds, but now there is only one left. in the world?She was really worried, but how to confirm?