Conquest on the tip of the tongue[GL]

From the beginning to the present, the number of times Chen Jinsu called Shen Qinghe was few and far between.

Each time, it was like a death knell.

The first time, after her mother passed away, Chen Jinsu called her and said, "Qinghe, from now on, I will be your mother."

The second time, when she decided to leave the United States and return to China, Chen Jinsu called her and said, "Make up your mind, leave now, and never come back."

The third time, it was the first time that she was exposed to the news that she was in and out of the hotel with the same sex. Chen Jinsu called her and said: "You are willing to degenerate, I don't care about you, but I tell you, if you implicate the family because of this, you will be killed." Eat what you want."

Today, for the fourth time, after she was released on bail, Chen Jinsu called and said, "The Shen family has finally been broken up by you. Your father just passed away. Are you happy?"

Countless times, hate to curse, why don't the bad guys die.Now, someone suddenly tells you that the bad guy is dead.

In her heart, she was not as happy as expected, but she didn't have the so-called sadness of losing a loved one. Shen Qinghe was in a daze.

"Did you hear that? I said, your father is dead." Chen Jinsu repeated with a trembling voice, "If you still have a conscience, go home and give him a ride."

"Go home?" Shen Qinghe smiled coldly, "I'm at home now."

"Your father died just once, and you, as a daughter, didn't come back?" Chen Jinsu asked angrily.

"Yes." Shen Qinghe's mind was blank, this sentence seemed to be a well-rehearsed line for a long time.

Everything seemed to be rehearsed in advance. On the day of Shen Entai's death, if someone asked her, not only would she not go back, but she would laugh happily, "Finally died, a good death, and the bad guys should have died long ago." Indeed, Chen Jinsu gritted his teeth and said angrily: "You are such a scum out of the Shen family, what did you do in your last life?!"

Shen Qinghe didn't listen to what Chen Jinsu said at all, and slowly dropped his hands weakly and spread them on his lap.

The vicious words on the phone lasted for a few minutes, and finally Chen Jinsu hung up the call.

Dead, Shen Entai is dead.

The death knell sounded at dusk, echoing in Shen Qingxi's ears.

He really died, and I always hoped that he would die sooner.

How good it is to die, to be relieved.

Just like when my mother left, there was still a smile on the corner of her mouth. She must be very happy when she left, right?

It must be, otherwise the human beings who face the fear of death will have a more or less uneasy expression, even ferocious.

You can choose, no one wants to die, is she willing to die?

She was willing before, but now... she is unwilling because she still has nostalgia.

Shen Qinghe loves Shen Jiangnian and wants to be with her forever, so death is not acceptable.If you die, it's over.

You can't be selfish and only think about liberation. If you die, there will be 18 levels of hell?Not only will she not be free after death, but also purgatory is waiting for her.

Shen Qinghe lowered her head slightly, tears fell down drop by drop, she stared at the little person huddled in the corner of the phone screen.

Shen Qinghe pressed the little person hard with her fingertips, and told her in her heart: Shen Qinghe, you don't have to be afraid anymore, you have a home, you have a family, and you are no longer alone.You are afraid of the dark, you hate the dark sky, but those who are always with you and protect you are also black.

Is white okay?White is not good. When they die, those who wear sackcloth and mourning are all white.

How many people live in a dignified way under the light.

Even so, when the night fell, Heiye still hid in an unknown corner like a monster, as if waiting for the best time to come out and bite her.

Dangdang, suddenly there was a knock on the door, followed by a click, the door opened and light came in.

When Lu Manyun came in, what he saw was Shen Qinghe who bowed his head, pressed his hands on his chest, and breathed hard.

Lu Manyun raised her hand to turn on the light, but heard a trembling voice pleading, "Don't~"

Lu Manyun's hand landed on the switch, paused, clicked, the whole room was filled with light, and the blackness disappeared without hiding.

Shen Qinghe lowered her body even lower, and her gulping breaths sounded like the last desperate struggle.

Lu Manyun closed the door and walked over slowly, "Qinghe, look up at me."

Shen Qinghe shook her head, her heavy breathing made her speechless.

Lu Manyun squatted down, looked up and saw the tear-stained face, she pursed her lips, but did not speak.

After Lu Manyun stood up, he raised his hand to gently stroke Shen Qinghe's back, leaned over and hugged Shen Qinghe slowly, raised his hand to rub Shen Qinghe's hair, and said fondly, "Cry out loud~ It's nothing, crying is The normal needs of human beings, after meeting you, Xiaonian will soon become Lin Daiyu, there is no way, the mood of liking someone is like a roller coaster, cheering at the commanding heights, crying loudly at the bottom, no matter what, she did not try to hide it , or maybe they won’t hide it.”

Lu Manyun said earnestly: "I seem to be very powerful now, and I will cry in front of my lover, Mr. Shen. In front of my family, tears don't necessarily mean cowardice, and it doesn't necessarily mean sadness. An emotion that needs to be vented.”

Shen Qinghe grabbed Lu Manyun's clothes tremblingly, and buried her face in Lu Manyun's lower abdomen.

Lu Manyun wrapped his arms around the person in his arms, and stroked Shen Qinghe's back, "Remember, this is your last harbor forever, and you don't need to pay anything here, as long as you open the door, I will wait here you."

Lu Manyun rubbed Shen Qinghe's hair, "The love I give you is free and does not require any reward; it is also expensive and cannot be purchased." Lu Manyun paused, "Because you are Shen Qinghe, I am willing to give you unconditionally, did I not tell you? From the first time I saw you, I felt that you, a child, are very suitable for me. "

Shen Qinghe's suppressed crying was gradually released, and her body trembled uncontrollably.

"I thought at the time, how wonderful it would be if this was my daughter, huh? It's not like the little ancestor of our family who only knows how to live in the nest. I won’t even go home, let alone talk about reasoning with her.” Lu Manyun chuckled, “You are all well-known figures in society, but in my eyes, you will always be children, children They just want to be pampered. Even if we make a mistake and quarrel, even if we move our hands, it will not change the fact that we are a family."

The person who had lived for decades and had never cried loudly, now finally cried like a child in Lu Manyun's arms, crying loudly without any worries.

No longer need to worry about mother being sad;

No longer need to be afraid of Dad being angry;

There is no need for the darkness that comes every night;

She desperately wanted to give up everything countless times;

God gave her a home in the end;

Have family members who are qualified to accompany and laugh;

There is warmth, dependence and the right to cry;

……

At this moment, Shen Qinghe accepted herself.

Shen Qinghe, you are an ordinary person.

Shen Qinghe, you can be weak and helpless.

Shen Qinghe, there is nothing shameful about this.

Lu Manyun hugged Shen Qinghe and shook it gently, just like going back to the time when she was a child and put Shen Jiangnian to sleep. Not only did the naughty child not sleep on the bed, she insisted on her mother hugging her, but she also insisted on her mother walking back and forth without stopping.

The smart child could immediately sense the moment Lu Manyun stopped, and immediately cried out in protest.Even if she fell asleep, as long as Lu Manyun was put back on the bed, Shen Jiangnian would wake up after a while and cry again.

Lu Manyun had no choice but to go to bed and sleep with Shen Jiangnian. The child has learned to be smart, and this time he will sleep on his mother's chest, and he will never go down again.

For a long time, Lu Manyun's chest was pressed, so that when Shen Jiangnian stopped sleeping on her, she felt an indescribable loss and emptiness in her heart.

Mothers often say that this is a manifestation of the child's insecurity, and she should give her more hugs and kisses, and often have physical contact with the child.

All of these are what the young Shen Qinghe lacked.

She desires but fears, she envies but dares not, it's not that she hasn't tried to accept it, but what she got in the end is hurt.

The mother who loved her the most, was in touch with her body, but died beside her.

Ah Yao, who loved her so much, shared the bed with her, but married someone who hated her.

Duan Yu, who protected her, faced her day and night, but betrayed everything about her.

... She has seen through the world, there are no good people at all, only collusion of interests.

Even later, she had friends, a career, and everything.

She also didn't want to believe that there was so-called pure beauty in this world.

Until, there was a brave little lion who bumped into the south wall over and over again with conflicts and pains.

The wall at the bottom of her heart was cracked, a beam of light came in, and her hedgehog armor began to shatter.

The most deadly thing is that after the light, there is a nostalgic warm harbor surrounding the little lion.

In the end, she threw away her helmet and armor, was defeated, and lost completely in front of Shen Jiangnian and Lu Manyun.

Click, click, in the quiet room, there is the sound of clock hands moving.

Shen Qinghe didn't wear a watch, the only possibility is that Lu Manyun did.

Shen Qinghe touched Lu Manyun's wrist, and Lu Manyun said clearly, "I like the watch you gave me very much." Lu Manyun moved away slightly, and Shen Qinghe's red eyes from crying were exposed.

"I'll give you something." Lu Manyun turned around and searched in the bottom compartment of Shen Jiangnian's closet. Soon, she sat down next to Shen Qinghe with a delicate sandalwood box.

"Guess what is here?" Lu Manyun asked with a smile.

Shen Qinghe bit her lip and shook her head.

Lu Manyun pressed the switch, it clicked, and it opened.

It is a pair of exquisite suet white jade bracelets, the color is like cut fat, and the luster is bright.

"This is a family heirloom of our Lu family. It was given to me by my mother when I got married. I originally thought that I would give it to you when you got married. I accepted your meeting gift that day, and I thought it should be given to you earlier, otherwise such a good girl What if someone snatches it away?" Lu Manyun half-jokingly said, "If you accept it now, it will really belong to me..." Lu Manyun paused, then sighed, "I think a university professor like me was robbed. You have made it difficult for the generation to be ranked, so who will you two marry?"

With blushing cheeks, Shen Qinghe lowered her head.

"In my opinion, don't marry anyone, don't marry anyone, just treat them as my daughters." Lu Manyun said bluntly on purpose.

"I'll marry her." With a slightly hoarse voice, Shen Qinghe raised her head slightly and said with a smile, "I inserted the door backwards, please take care of me in the future."

"Come on, bring it to you, Xiaonian's, wait for her to come back." Lu Manyun personally brought the jade bracelet to Shen Qinghe, and Shen Qinghe raised his hand to caress the cool jade body, as if in a dream.

"Can I show off?" Shen Qinghe lowered her head, as if talking to herself.

"It's not breaking the law, just brag about it." Lu Manyun got up and smiled, "I didn't tell you just now, the goddaughter is here and cooking in the kitchen, you take a break first, I'll cook with her, we'll have dinner together later. "

When Lu Manyun arrived at the door, he suddenly remembered something, turned around and said, "Oh, by the way, I'm afraid you girl is as stubborn as Xiaonian, so let me just say it, the New Year agreement between us is hereby void." Before Shen Qinghe Speaking, Lu Manyun has already gone out.

Shen Qinghe caressed the jade bracelet fondly, raised her hand and bit her fingertips lightly, it hurt.

It's not a dream, it's real.

Shen Qinghe took a lot of photos, edited N times in Moments, and finally gave up. She only sent them to Shen Jiangnian, writing: Yu Sheng, please give me more advice.

Shen Jiangnian was on his way to the Xia'an Hotel, when he saw the photo, the groundhog screamed, scaring the driver to brake, but fortunately he also arrived at the entrance of the hotel.

"Stop, stop!" Shen Jiangnian got off the car early, Tang Tang didn't know why, so he had to get off.

Shen Jiangnian got out of the car, dialed Shen Qinghe's number and ran to the hotel, but Tang Tang didn't catch up.

Shen Jiangnian yelled while running: "Shen Qinghe! I want to marry you! I will marry you today! Just wait for me!" After finishing speaking, she hung up the phone. Shen Qinghe rubbed her eyes and smiled helplessly. How is this similar to forced marriage?

Shen Jiangnian was in a hurry, blocked Xia An at the door, and directly asked for a seal.The seal was built very smoothly. Shen Jiangnian saw the moment the seal was closed, and the big stone fell to the ground, "Tang Tang, I will leave the rest to you. I will return to Beijing immediately."

"Shall we have dinner together?" Xia An begged.

"Don't eat!" Shen Jiangnian didn't have the heart to eat, so he flew to the airport.

"Let's eat together." Xia An sighed, and Tang Tang teased, "You don't seem to want to."

"No, no." When Xia An and Tang Tang were looking for a restaurant nearby to have a big meal, Shen Jiangnian had already boarded the plane.

After more than 3 hours, Shen Jiangnian landed on the ground, unable to turn on his mobile phone, and rushed home at rocket speed.

Can't wait for the elevator, Shen Jiangnian ran upstairs in one breath, banging on the door, Li Qian opened the door startled, "Baby!" Li Qian was about to rush over happily, when Shen Jiangnian had already opened her arms and ran towards the door. A person who is so beautiful in his heart.