Conquest on the tip of the tongue[GL]

Getting something for nothing is a derogatory term in terms of speech.

Shen Jiangnian has a different interpretation of "getting something for nothing" tonight because of an artificial spring rain.

For example, you can reap happiness without working hard. Just thinking about it is a pleasant thing.

In other words, sitting back and enjoying the benefits can more accurately express Shen Jiangnian's feelings at the moment. She only needs to lie on the bed to enjoy the ultimate happiness of being ecstatic.

The little lion has never lacked ambition, but after being drunk, his body softened into mud, and he deliberately bullied others by meowing, but in the end he ground a plate of fresh tofu under Shen Qinghe's guidance.Is tofu delicious?delicious, are you tired?So fucking tired!Which is the most tiring?waist!

If the strength of the waist is not strong enough, you can't use your strength...it's too tiring on it.

However, this is limited to her, Shen Jiangnian can't get enough of a plate of tofu, she wants to take a breather and continue, but for Shen Qinghe who drinks poison to quench her thirst, once she starts, she won't stop.Tossing and turning, Shen Qinghe, who is addicted to sweetness, played enough tricks, Shen Jiangnian was full, and because she was eaten too comfortably, the whole person fell asleep at the peak of the extreme.

Before going to sleep, Shen Jiangnian's body trembled, thinking drowsily: Is this little tongue tip made of a fucking perpetual motion machine?Tireless, always powerful, oh~ so comfortable~ She loves perpetual motion machines, no, she loves Shen Qinghe.

The person is asleep, but the body is still awake, and responds to every movement of Shen Qinghe, including the response in sound.

Based on the idea that whoever started it is responsible, Shen Qinghe made the pink and tender flowers crystal clear and shiny, and the more beautiful they looked, the more beautiful they were.

Shen Jiangnian slept soundly, Shen Qinghe scrubbed her body, she only moved slightly, because her arms were empty, her paws were scratching around, Shen Qinghe stuffed a pillow in her arms, and she hugged her like a baby .

When Shen Qing went out with the basin, she noticed a flicker of light on the balcony, and Jiang Weier was smoking.

"I don't sleep most of the night, I smoke here." Shen Qinghe sent the water basin back to the balcony.

"A cigarette afterwards?" Jiang Weier handed over one, but Shen Qinghe took it but didn't light it. Standing in front of the window, he looked at the sleeping Beijing city in the night, still glowing brightly.

"Homesick?" Shen Qinghe asked softly.

"No." Jiang Weier said with a smile, "I'll give you a smoke ring of love."

Jiang Weier tried to vomit a few times but ended in failure. In the end, he scolded Mr. Kelly who "misunderstood the child" for not teaching well.

Xiao Yuanbao, who was sleeping on the balcony, was woken up, and meowed a few times in protest in the cat litter. Shen Qinghe crouched in front of the cat litter, stroked the cat, and said in a low voice, "If you have nothing to do, go to bed early." Shen Jiangnian was about to go back to her room, but Jiang Weier stood there motionless with his back to her, which meant that he didn't intend to sleep at all.

Shen Qing went back to the room, and Shen Jiangnian slept on his side with a pillow in his arms.Shen Qinghe pulled the pillow away before going to bed, Shen Jiangnian touched it for a long time, Shen Qinghe lay down, Shen Jiangnian hugged him, entangled him with hands and feet, and squeezed into Shen Qinghe's arms desperately.

Shen Qinghe hugged Shen Jiangnian, rubbed her little face and kissed her, the little guy slept soundly.

Shen Qinghe listened carefully, but there was still no movement in the living room. She pondered for a moment and sent Kelly a message: The latest news, Mr. Jiang doesn't sleep and smokes on the balcony.

The other party is typing.

... What are these guys doing without sleeping? Kelly: Lao Jiang is on the balcony?

Shen Qinghe: Well, are you going to find her?

Kelly: Yes.

Shen Qinghe: Let me tell you in advance that there are cats on the balcony.

Kelly: ...

Shen Qinghe: Have you been up all this time too?

Kelly: It’s still daytime in the United States, you know, my family was chatting with me, so I didn’t sleep, probably Lao Jiang was too.

Shen Qinghe: I don't know, she's preoccupied. I'm too busy to fulfill my obligations as a friend. You should care about her when you have time, so don't tease her.

Kelly: OK.

Shen Qinghe put down her phone and hugged the sleeping Shen Jiangnian, sleep was still far away.Scenes from the past staggered in his mind, and familiar faces popped up from time to time. Shen Qinghe sat up and half-lyed again, and there were a lot of unread WeChat messages on his phone.

Shen Qinghe picked the reply, Wu Shiyao, Qi Ziyun, Ruan Ruan, Yu Qiu...

Shen Qinghe slid over Lu Zhiyao's name with her fingertips, paused to click in, and the chat content stayed a long time ago.

Suddenly a message popped in: Qinghe, are you asleep?

Shen Qinghe stared at the screen without moving. After a while, Lu Zhiyao: It's good that you can finally sleep.

Lu Zhiyao: I am used to being the first to tell you Happy New Year every year. I know that it is not suitable to do so now, but I always feel that something is missing if I don’t say it.So for the last time, I will talk to you while you are asleep, and I won't bother you in the future.There are so many things I want to tell you, but I don't know where to start.

If there is something, I really want to say it, but I know I shouldn’t say it, for example, I love you, because I don’t have the qualification and right to love you anymore;

If there is something, I really want to tell you all but I can’t, because it’s a secret. When the secret is exposed to the sun and is no longer a secret, it may become a sharp weapon to stab people...

This is how life is, one wrong step, one wrong step, all the way to today, I don’t want to admit it, I once regretted my original choice, because even if I admit it, everything can’t go back to the past.

A lot of things have happened recently. I often suffer from insomnia. I gradually realize the pain of your insomnia all year round. I blame myself even more, because there are causes I planted in your pain.These days, as long as I fall asleep, I always dream, dreaming of us at the beginning, and wake up crying every time, I can’t believe that I am so cowardly now, not only did I love you deeply, but I also love you now. I love you deeply, but in the end I have to accept the fact that I lost you.

I am sad but happy for you. My beloved little guy has his own little guy. You can still fall in love with someone again and do your best for it. I am really happy for you.Jiang Nian is a good child, if the person you love is not her, maybe you will not be the person you are now.

Therefore, God is always fair, there is always such a person who was born for you.You were born for me, but Jiang Nian was born for you.

Compared with you, I am often ashamed, my greed, my impurity, my soft heart... because of my reasons, I failed to protect you.Hurt people in the name of love, the more you love, the more you hurt.

So I'm sorry, Qinghe, I have caused you such deep harm, but I, the stupid one, only realized it after many years, which made me completely lose the chance to save and make up for it.

However, I will not extravagantly expect your forgiveness, I don't have any demands on you, I just hope that you can be surrounded by joy and happiness for the rest of my life without me.I also believe that Professor Lu's family can give you everything.

To say that the only extravagant hope I have right now is probably that the Shen family should not go to the point where you can live and die.You hate Chen Jinsu, Shen Junhao, even me, I can understand.But Chen Jinsu is my mother after all, and I dare not forget the kindness of nurturing her.Without Chen Jinsu, there would be no Lu Zhiyao who once met you.I have been thinking recently, if I beg you to let Chen Jinsu go, will you promise me with old feelings?

But I know this is too selfish, because of my gratitude, let you pay for it.

I still don't want to give up, and I'm still wondering if there is a better way to minimize all the damage.

I've now figured out a way, which would seem to you the act of a madman, but I won't tell you.

This time, I decided for myself, I want to do it.

I gave you my youth, I don't regret it, even if you hate me now.

My life was given by Chen Jinsu, and I will repay her in my own way, which is the last debt of love in my life.

If there is an afterlife, I will still love you, but when I am not strong enough, I will not easily say the three words I love you, and I will not let my vulnerable self become your last straw.

If there is an afterlife, I hope you will always be happy. No matter who can give you happiness, I will bless you.

Qinghe, tell me, do people really have an afterlife?

If there is an afterlife, death is not terrible, and that is the starting point of my afterlife.

I will type these words in one breath, send them to you selfishly, and let it occupy 1 minute and 30 seconds in your WeChat.

Indulge yourself one last time and tell you:

Qinghe, I love you.

Shen Qinghe kept staring at the screen, and "typing" was displayed on the top from time to time, and the text was really sent, but the length still surprised Shen Qinghe.

The first thing Shen Qinghe saw was 1 minute and 30 seconds. She immediately took a screenshot.

"Lu Zhiyao" withdrew a message.

The other party is typing.

Lu Zhiyao: Sorry for the typo, repost, Qinghe, happy new year.

Lu Zhiyao: Good night, no need to return.

Shen Qinghe read Lu Zhiyao's WeChat message word by word, and Shen Jiangnian in his arms was writhing, as if he was dreaming.

Shen Qinghe put down the phone, hugged Shen Jiangnian to comfort him, Shen Jiangnian pillowed on Shen Qinghe's chest, and fell into a deep sleep again.

Shen Qinghe didn't look at her phone any more, but her mind was filled with the past that she never forgot.

Before meeting Shen Jiangnian, she always thought, what is the purpose of life?

After meeting Shen Jiangnian, she thought, it would be nice to live just to be with Shen Jiangnian.

The past is the past after all.

No matter what, the past is irreversible.

Unable to forget the past, as if walking forward with a heavy weight, the more you walk, the more tired you get.

The final solution is to let go of the past and let go of yourself.

Shen Qinghe hoped that Lu Zhiyao would figure this out sooner. She would not forget the past, but she would not miss it either.

Now she will only live for Shen Jiangnian.

Everything in the past is not important to her.

When Lu Zhiyao came out of the hospital, it was already late at night, and he went home with the dumplings brought by Lu Manyun.

There were four bodyguards standing at the door. Seeing Lu Zhiyao, they all bowed their heads and said, "This is mailed by Madam from abroad." The bodyguard picked up the box from the ground, and Lu Zhiyao took it over to thank him.

Inside the box were dumplings made by Chen Jinsu himself, and an ice pack was specially placed in case they would break.

Even so, it's still a little melted, Lu Zhiyao exhaled lightly.

Eating dumplings in the middle of the night counts as a new year, right?Lu Zhiyao dragged his tired body to fire.

Turn on the TV and watch the rerun of the Spring Festival Gala.

Just as the water boiled, the WeChat rang, and Lu Zhiyao immediately checked it.

It wasn't Shen Qinghe, but Lang Sirui.

Lang Sirui: I always wanted to say it, but I didn't say it. Finally, I still want to say, Happy New Year.

Lu Zhiyao held the phone and didn't reply for a while, Lang Sirui: If you see it, can you reply me?It's not good to feel disappointed, you always let my expectations fail, and it's the new year, so my wishes will continue to fail.

Lu Zhiyao pressed his fingertips on the screen, thinking about whether to reply.

Lang Sirui: You must have sent Shen Qinghe a message, why can't you send me one?Even a happy new year.

Lang Sirui: So what if you send it to her?She already had Shen Jiangnian.

Lang Sirui: Until now, haven't you seen clearly?No one will wait for you except me.

Lang Sirui: I don’t know how long I can wait, every time I want to give up, my heart tells me, wait one more day, maybe it’s over?

Lang Sirui: That's what I told myself last year, and it seems that I can only tell myself this year.

Lang Sirui: I love you, Lu Zhiyao.

Lang Sirui: I know, this will burden you, but I still have to say it, because I can only say it once a year, and I have endured it very hard.

Lang Sirui: I know you are in a difficult situation, I even thought of a reply template for you, just reply "Happy New Year" directly.

Alas, Lu Zhiyao sighed softly.

She finally took some of Lu Manyun's and Chen Jinsu's dumplings and cooked them together.

The sauce was made by Chen Jinsu. Lu Zhiyao took a bite of the dumpling stuffed with three delicacies. The taste was still in his memory.

"Girls can't be too squeamish, and don't cry at every turn. Be strong." Chen Jinsu's words echoed in his ears, "What's the use of being weak? Do you want to win sympathy? Cheap sympathy won't make you strong."

Lu Zhiyao raised his head slightly and took a deep breath. The noisy and joyful voice of the Spring Festival Gala was next to his ears. The host said emotionally, "Happiness can be passed on. Blessings are the source of happiness. Don't be stingy with blessings..."

Tears emptied back, and Lu Zhiyao replied to Chen Jinsu's previous message of blessing, writing: Mom, happy new year, the dumplings are delicious.

Reply to Lang Sirui: Mr. Lang, happy new year.

The other party is typing.

Lang Sirui: I'm downstairs from you, can I go up for a meeting?

Lu Zhiyao was startled, she walked to the balcony and opened the curtains, there was a person standing downstairs, his eyes met in the night, Lang Sirui waved his hand.

Soon, Lu Zhiyao received a new message from Lang Sirui, which said: I promise, just sit down for a while.

Lang Sirui: Just for a while.

For a long time, Lang Sirui did not receive a reply. After taking a deep breath, she wiped the corners of her sore lips and smiled sadly. Forget it, it was her extravagant wish.

Lang Sirui turned around and left, not a few steps away, a familiar voice came from behind, "Don't you want to sit for a while?" Lang Sirui turned around stiffly, Lu Zhiyao in the night was as charming as he remembered.