Conquest on the tip of the tongue[GL]

"I don't want to see you." After Lu Zhiyao finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

Shen Qinghe still went to the Subei Cemetery, but couldn't enter the cemetery because she couldn't provide valid information.

Shen Qing sent a message from Lu Zhiyao: I have arrived at the gate of the cemetery.

The other party is typing.

Lu Zhiyao: I said, I don't want to see you.

Shen Qinghe: Chen Jinsu sent me a message last night.

Lu Zhiyao called immediately, "What's going on?"

"Call me, I'm worried about you doing something stupid, I hope I'll come and see you."

"and then?"

"Then I came, but she sent someone to deliver food to Shen Jiangnian." Shen Qinghe sneered, "Look at her, she will turn back when she dies."

Lu Zhiyao remained silent, Shen Qinghe slowed down and said, "Yaoyao, can I go in?"

"What are you doing here?"

"I didn't know your biological parents were buried here."

"..."

"I'm here, go in and have a look at them, say hello before leaving."

"wait for me."

After a while, Lu Zhiyao came out dressed in black. The black all over made Lu Zhiyao's face paler.

"Were you here last night?" Shen Qinghe followed Lu Zhiyao to the depths of the cemetery. It was still winter, and even though it was dotted with green pines and cypresses, the cemetery was still bleak and far away from the hustle and bustle of the city. There was a trace of desolation in the quiet.

"En." Lu Zhiyao stopped in front of an ancestral hall.

Entering the door is a small hall, and walking inside is the enshrined memorial tablet. On the left is a bedroom, which is naturally very deserted in winter. "Isn't it cold for you to live here at night?" Shen Qinghe lifted the curtain and took a look, then stepped back .

"It's okay." Lu Zhiyao sat on the wooden bench next to the memorial tablet, and there were prayer beads and scriptures on the table.

Shen Qinghe looked around and sighed softly, "One cannot bear to think about it in one's life." If you think about it carefully, living is an extremely boring thing, no matter how hard you try, you will go to the road of death.

Lu Zhiyao lowered his head and focused on the scriptures, without any movement, nor did he respond to Shen Qinghe.

"I'll burn incense sticks for the old man, okay?"

"kindness."

Shen Qinghe went to the side to clean his hands, and after offering incense and knelt down, Shen Qinghe stood in the center of the ancestral hall, looking up at the tablet, "Old man, if there is a spirit in heaven, please bless Yaoyao with happiness in the future."

Lu Zhiyao raised his eyes and frowned slightly, "Don't talk nonsense here."

"Is it nonsense to make you happy?"

"Yes." Lu Zhiyao should be quite angry.

"..." Shen Qinghe walked up to Lu Zhiyao, leaned slightly, "Yaoyao, let's go outside, I have something to tell you."

Lu Zhiyao lowered his head and shook, "I don't want to hear it."

"But I want to say."

"I know what you want to say." Lu Zhiyao opened the scriptures.

"Then tell me." Shen Qinghe pressed the title page, "If you don't say it, I'll just say it here. If you're not afraid of being listened to by the old people, I don't care."

"You!" Lu Zhiyao's eyes flickered, and there were still wet tears.

Subei cemetery is a "place of shelter" that many rich people are willing to choose. The environment is quiet and the geomantic omen is precious. In the early days, the powerful and powerful could buy an ancestral hall and other courtyards alone. Now that land resources are tight, it is no longer possible to bought.

Lu Zhiyao's parents were buried in the northern Jiangsu cemetery in the early days, and the ancestral hall and other courtyards are also among the best in the northern Jiangsu cemetery.

The two of them walked along the corridor to the depths of the mountains and rivers, and the sound of gurgling water came to their ears, as if they were in the mountains and forests.

"Yaoyao, I have let go of the past, and I hope you can let go too."

"Heh." Lu Zhiyao smiled coldly, "I knew it."

"You know, but you can't."

"There's nothing you can't do." Lu Zhiyao hooked the dead branch with her fingertips and pulled it. The tingling pain made her frown, "Stop being sentimental, I've never liked you."

Shen Qinghe was startled, and Lu Zhiyao chuckled, "I've lied to you for so long, I don't even bother to lie to you anymore." Lu Zhiyao looked back, smiling brightly, "I knew you from the beginning, but the parting later was all because of me. Well planned."

Shen Qinghe's eyes were cold, Lu Zhiyao hummed and laughed, and said sadly: "It's hard to believe, isn't it, the temptation of power and wealth is so great."

"Does it make sense for you to lie like this?" Although Shen Qinghe once firmly believed that this was the reason, it was still difficult for her to accept it when Lu Zhiyao said it himself, "I know you care about me."

"You are my money tree, so I don't care what you do." Lu Zhiyao smiled, "It's just that the money tree has a new owner now, and I don't need it anymore."

"So, you really let me go?" Shen Qinghe looked straight into Lu Zhiyao's eyes, the scorching light made Lu Zhiyao unable to look directly at her. The moment she lowered her head, Shen Qinghe walked up to her and tilted her head slightly Staring into her eyes, "Look into my eyes and say, you let me go, you never loved me, you never had me in your heart, just tell me." Shen Qinghe's persecution made Lu Zhiyao silent, She turned her back to Shen Qinghe and didn't speak for a while.

"If you can't face yourself and accept yourself, you will live in such pain for the rest of your life." Shen Qinghe stared at the thin back and said seriously: "Admit that you once liked me and got me, admit that you like me now, but Losing me, this is a journey you must take to free yourself."

Lu Zhiyao firmly grasped the protrusion of the rockery, and reiterated: "I don't want to hear it."

"I'm from here. I tasted the bitter fruit before you. When you got married, my life was worse than death..." Shen Qinghe tremblingly said: "I used to want to live my whole life in ignorance, but I lied to myself that as long as I don't think about it You can pretend it didn't happen, but it's impossible, you are married, you are married to Shen Junhao."

Lu Zhiyao lowered his head and stood facing the rockery, motionless.

"I have cried, quarreled, complained, hated..." Shen Qinghe said word by word, "But in the end, I can't change the fact that I lost you."

Shen Qinghe walked slowly behind Lu Zhiyao, and said softly, "I thought my whole life would be like this, but God was merciful and let me meet Shen Jiangnian."

"If I hadn't lost you, I wouldn't have met her." Shen Qinghe walked to Lu Zhiyao's side, leaned against the rockery and stared at her drooping and trembling eyelashes, and said softly, "Yaoyao, you only survived my calamity, Only then will you meet the one who belongs to you.”

Calamity, Shen Qinghe now defines her as his own calamity, that is, she is also a calamity with Shen Qinghe.

Lu Zhiyao smiled sadly, "Then I wish you well, you survived my calamity."

"I am your catastrophe, you are my luck." Shen Qinghe took Lu Zhiyao's cold hand and held it in his palm, "If I hadn't met you, I would have died; but if you hadn't met me, you would have been better than now." Happier."

The most meaningless thing in life is assumptions.

If... is a dream that can never be realized.

"Only by letting go of the past can we move on to a new life." Shen Qinghe squeezed Lu Zhiyao's palm, "I used to hate you, but now I really miss you."

Lu Zhiyao's eyes were sore, he withdrew his palm, walked towards the ancestral hall, and said slowly: "If you really wish me well, just let Chen Jinsu go."

Shen Qinghe followed behind Lu Zhiyao, "You are you, she is her."

Lu Zhiyao paused, and continued walking, Shen Qinghe continued: "It's not me who can let Chen Jinsu go, it should be her, but now she is trying to kill herself." Shen Qinghe's voice became cold, "I have been here all my life Spy on me, let me come out to find you yesterday, she sent someone to deliver food to Shen Jiangnian, this kind of indecent means to deal with me is fine, but also wants to use it to deal with Shen Jiangnian, I have done my best to her, if not You, I have made her regret it long ago."

"It was possible for me at first, why not now?" Lu Zhiyao turned around, his moist eyes flushed, "Do you know, I only have her as a family now."

"Adding the word scum to the family like this," Shen Qinghe was unmoved, and said indifferently: "It was done for you before, but it was only for me. Now she is targeting Shen Jiangnian, I can't bear it."

"She just delivered food, and she didn't hurt Jiang Nian."

"Wait until it hurts."

"Qinghe, you should know the old man's will. Can you give Chen Jinsu the shares of Huayang International? She just..."

"No." Shen Qinghe refused straight away, "Before yesterday, I had no interest in the Shen family's property at all, but Chen Jinsu seemed to care a lot, heh," Shen Qinghe snorted coldly, "The more she wants, the more I want I want to take it away," Shen Qinghe smiled lightly, but said her words sharply, "I have to let her taste what loneliness and despair are like."

"You..." Lu Zhiyao looked straight at Shen Qinghe, and shook his head in disappointment, "You have changed."

"Shen Qinghe who faces Chen Jinsu has always been like this." Shen Qinghe stepped forward and smiled softly, "Shen Qinghe in front of Lu Zhiyao is still the same as before. He may be willful, but he will listen to her, but it's just that he is old. After growing up, I have my own ideas, and I can't listen to you all."

"Qinghe, I beg you, can't you?" Lu Zhiyao grabbed Shen Qinghe's wrists with both hands, and said tremblingly: "Even if you can't let Chen Jinsu go, don't push her to the end, okay?" Lu Zhiyao said Tears slid down, and she said in a painful voice: "If she dies, I, I really..."

Shen Qinghe took the initiative to hug Lu Zhiyao in her arms, and patted her on the back lightly, "If you want, I'm still your family, but I don't want you to be my sister-in-law, I'd rather call you sister. "

"Don't call me sister," Lu Zhiyao pushed Shen Qinghe away, "don't call me Yaoyao either."

"Didn't you always want me to call you Yaoyao?"

"I don't want it now." Lu Zhiyao said without looking back.

"Then what are you going to call you?" Shen Qinghe paused, "I won't call you Ayao again."

"Then you can call me Auntie."

"Auntie?" Shen Qinghe was in disbelief.

"Lu Manyun's surname is Lu, and Lu Zhiyao's surname is also Lu. I am Shen Jiangnian's aunt, and you are Shen Jiangnian's lover. Shouldn't you call me aunt?"

"..." The corners of Shen Qinghe's lips twitched, but he couldn't cry out.

"Forget it, it's my extravagant wish to let you let Chen Jinsu go. I know it's impossible, and I shouldn't be so selfish." Lu Zhiyao wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said in a light voice, "I can't ask you to let Chen Jinsu go, I just want you to let Chen Jinsu go. I beg you to let me go."

"Lu Zhiyao."

"..." He simply called his name directly.

"Don't do the crime of being Chen Jinsu." Shen Qinghe was more serious than ever, "If you really did this, I will also expose it."