Conquest on the tip of the tongue[GL]

What Shen Qinghe is doing now is what Lu Zhiyao once thought about, but after hesitating, Lu Zhiyao chose to give up.

After all, it was Shen Qinghe who understood her, so after she waited for the last conversation, Shen Qinghe was ready to say goodbye to the past.

And she was also in Shen Qinghe's past.

"I'm all ears." Lu Zhiyao smiled slightly, "But before I say anything, let me say a few words, okay?"

"En." Shen Qing hummed, Lu Zhiyao opened the drawer and found a key, "The key to the Imperial Palace."

Shen Qinghe was startled, she shook her head, "I can't have it." Compared with Hanlin Mansion, she is just a passer-by, "Thank you for giving me a stable place to live when I had no money and nowhere to go "Yes, the Hanlin mansion is only Shen Qingxi's residence, not her home.

"Qinghe, take it." Lu Zhiyao took Shen Qinghe's hand and handed it to her, "This place should belong to you. The money I used to buy the house is also your Shen family's money, not mine." Before Shen Qinghe drew a clear line, Lu Zhiyao took the initiative to draw a line, "I don't have that much cash for you, so I'll give you this house directly."

Shen Qinghe held the key, "I really plan to ask you to borrow the key today, I want to take away what I have there, as for the others..." Shen Qinghe paused, then smiled, "I can't take the house, the Shen family's The money doesn't belong to me either, so you shouldn't have given it to me." Shen Qinghe shook the key in his hand, "Just lend it to me for a few days, and I'll pack it up and return it to you."

Lu Zhiyao didn't insist anymore, he lowered his head and chuckled, "Okay." It's a complete demarcation, no matter what, what should be over is finally over.

After a moment of silence in the meditation room, Shen Qinghe asked softly, "Are you still used to it here?"

"It's pretty good." Lu Zhiyao stood in front of the window, looking at the sunshine outside, "I couldn't sit here before, but I wanted to experience your state of mind, and I always forced myself to sit in the meditation room, but my heart was peaceful after all. Don't come down, it's all right now." Lu Zhiyao turned around and raised a smile, "After I have nothing, there is nothing worth worrying about."

"Boss Lang likes you." Shen Qinghe walked to the window and stood behind Lu Zhiyao, "You might as well give her a chance, but also give yourself a chance."

Lu Zhiyao chuckled, looked back at her, and asked with a smile: "Is this why you came today?" Shen Qinghe pursed her lips, and stood in front of the window with Lu Zhiyao, "No." Before Shen Qinghe came over, she thought a lot , but now I can't think of what to say.

Lu Zhiyao turned his body and stared at Shen Qinghe steadfastly, his scorching eyes never blinking.Shen Qinghe's eyes drooped and she avoided it, Lu Zhiyao chuckled, "You seem to be back to the original appearance, you will be shy." Shen Qinghe turned his head away, and said uncomfortably, "I'm not shy."

"Heh~" Lu Zhiyao leaned against the window, bit his lips and looked at Shen Qinghe, "Do you remember? When we first met, you asked me to turn around even to change clothes." Before Shen Qinghe could respond, Lu Zhiyao Yao said to himself: "Actually, every time you change your clothes back to back, I look back."

"..." Shen Qinghe was speechless.

"It's hard to imagine that a child who used to be so green and immature can now make a little girl fall in love at first sight." Lu Zhiyao said that the little girl is naturally Shen Jiangnian, "Let people love you with all their hearts, your charm is irresistible live."

"Lu Zhiyao..." Shen Qinghe interrupted her with a frown, Lu Zhiyao chuckled, "Okay, okay, let's not talk."

"I came here today to say, I hope you can let go of the past, live a good life, and don't torture yourself." Shen Qinghe walked out by herself, and didn't want Lu Zhiyao to stay where she was. No matter what the past was, it was over after all. I hope Lu Zhiyao is doing well.

"Heh~" Lu Zhiyao smiled wistfully, "Are you caring about me?"

"Yes." Shen Qinghe said frankly, "As a friend, I hope you will be happy."

"As a friend..." Lu Zhiyao repeated several times in a daze, then paused and said, "It's been so long, I can't think of you as my friend." No one would regard the person they like as a friend , "I tried, but it doesn't work." No one would want to do too intimate things with their friends, but she never stopped thinking about it in the past, she just didn't show it, Lu Zhiyao regretted: "I just want to I have experienced your youthful and clumsy skills, which made me hurt all night, but now I hear that you are so good at it, but I have no chance to experience it."

"..." Shen Qinghe frowned, "Lu Zhiyao, can we have a good chat."

"can."

Actually, what else are we talking about?We know each other well.

It doesn't matter if you don't say hurtful words, the two of them stood in front of the window and didn't speak for a long time.

"Qinghe."

"kindness."

"Have you ever loved me?" After a long time, Lu Zhiyao still asked. The child who never said love to her has always treated her in a special way. She once firmly believed that it was love, but now she doesn't know what it is. Not love.

"..." Shen Qinghe breathed a sigh of relief, "Is there any point in asking this?"

"For me, yes." Lu Zhiyao raised his hand to wrap Shen Qinghe's shoulder, the long-lost touch made Lu Zhiyao's heart throb, and she suppressed the soreness in her heart, "Can you tell me?"

Shen Qinghe didn't break free, but she didn't respond either. She straightened her back for a long time and said, "It would be a lie to say that I have no feelings for you. Just like now, I will still worry about you." Shen Qinghe raised her head slightly, As the sun set, she squinted her eyes and said slowly, "I have thought about this problem more than once. I met you when I didn't know love, and lost you when I was learning love. That selfish possessiveness, I I thought it was love at one time, but then I met Shen Jiangnian, she made me feel that love should not just be possessive," Shen Qinghe sighed softly, "I never gave you anything, I was always asking for it, and I was lonely and helpless at that time , so when I met you, I subconsciously grasped it." Shen Qinghe shook his head and smiled bitterly, "I hate that extremely sensitive self who will explode into a thunderstorm if something goes wrong, I'm sorry, I..."

"Qinghe." Lu Zhiyao pulled her shoulders, "Why do you think of yourself like this?" Lu Zhiyao said seriously: "You didn't keep asking for it. I still remember the kindness you treated me. You used to treat me with care." , you once put me in your heart, I was the one who went the wrong way in the end." Shen Qinghe just shook his head, and Lu Zhiyao gently hugged him in his arms, "No matter how you define the past, I love you, Shen Qinghe , I have always loved you, and I have never regretted loving you, and because of this, I cannot accept anyone now."

Lang Sirui, who was standing by the window, could hear clearly that the sunset of defeat seemed to be her mood at the moment.

Lang Sirui evoked a weak smile, she wrapped her clothes tightly, and strolled towards the depths of the temple. This is the punishment for eavesdropping, she shouldn't be eavesdropping.

"But you can't deny that you care about Lang Sirui." Shen Qinghe noticed Lu Zhiyao's care for Lang Sirui from the beginning when he competed with Lang Sirui.Lu Zhiyao didn't make a sound, Shen Qinghe broke away from Lu Zhiyao's embrace, and said seriously: "Lang Sirui, I don't judge her in other aspects, at least emotionally, she is very dedicated, she is loyal to you, not everyone has this capable," Shen Qinghe said mockingly, "Just like me, I couldn't do what she did. After you, I met many people."

"You did it to get revenge on me." Lu Zhiyao said hurtfully, "I've always regretted it."

"It doesn't matter who you take revenge on." Shen Qinghe smiled, "You, like Duan Yu, take the responsibility on yourself." Shen Qinghe opened the window, the cool breeze came in, and the air in the temple was fresh in the evening, "I don't deny that you hurt me, but That's what I did, it's my responsibility, I used to hate you guys, but not anymore."

"That means you really let go."

"Maybe." Shen Qinghe chuckled, "Whoever asks me now, why was it so romantic in the first place, I will say, because of SEX, I like to pursue perfect SEX."

"What about Shen Jiangnian?"

"Shen Jiangnian also started with sex." Shen Qinghe pursed her lips, took a deep breath, and said softly, "Of course, I can't deny my feelings for her."

Lu Zhiyao raised his eyes, and saw the tenderness deep in Shen Qinghe's eyes, as well as the happiness that couldn't be hidden, "Shen Jiangnian once asked me that no matter what she looks like, if we connect through the video, I must say She is beautiful, and she always thought I was speaking politely, but in fact it was not." Shen Qinghe smiled happily, "She just suits my appetite, from her body to her person, from the first time I saw her, to my feeling Just be different."

Different, what a beautiful word, Lu Zhiyao has never had it before.

"The little guy has shown sincerity to me from the first time we met. Even if I refused repeatedly, she didn't back down. Her enthusiasm is enough to melt everything." Shen Qinghe said, everything Shen Jiangnian brought her when we first met, The warm and clean voice is full of deep love, "Even if I hurt her, she once resented, hated, even broke up, but she will come back in the end, she loves me like that, so I can't ignore her existence, she Successfully awakened my desire for life, to be precise, her enthusiasm, her persistence, her sincerity... There are too many qualities in her, so I can't help but look forward to, longing for the life with her. Picture." That is what Shen Qinghe has done countless times, outlining her and Shen Jiangnian's future together, "I didn't even realize that I have her in my plan for the rest of my life, I hope to face her day and night, I think Be with her forever." Because of this dream, Shen Qinghe would be unwilling to give up every time she was exhausted, "So, I told myself time and time again, I can't give up, if I give up, I won't be able to have her."

No matter how heavy the storm is, it will always pass; no matter how long the night is, it will always dawn.

So, as long as you don't give up, there is hope.

Lu Zhiyao looked at Shen Qinghe who was caught in memories, her heart was ups and downs, she interrupted Shen Qinghe and asked: "When did you realize that you might be really attracted to Shen Jiangnian?"

"I used to fall asleep in her arms, it was an incredible feeling." Shen Qinghe shook her head and said slowly: "You know, since my mother died beside me, I have never been able to fall asleep again. I can feel her right next to me, and I miss her but I'm afraid of that feeling."

"Do you love Shen Jiangnian?" Lu Zhiyao asked.

Shen Qinghe turned sideways slightly, under the setting sun, her bright eyes were shining brightly, Shen Qinghe said firmly: "I love her."