Conquest on the tip of the tongue[GL]

After the dinner that day was over, Shen Qinghe proposed to go home, but Shen Jiangnian said something was up.

"what's up?"

"It's just something."

"Then I will accompany you."

"No need." Shen Jiangnian smacked her lips, "You are like a clingy little pet, I also need private time."

"..." Shen Qinghe was a little hurt, did she get rejected?

The flight to the United States took off two days later and landed in sunny New York in the early morning.

The Finklini cemetery was still being caressed by the warm sunshine, and Shen Jiangnian followed behind Shen Qinghe with great respect.

Shen Qinghe turned around suddenly, and Shen Jiangnian almost bumped into her, "What's wrong?" Shen Jiangnian asked awkwardly.

Shen Qinghe frowned, "You don't have to be too reserved." Shen Jiangnian pursed her lips, hummed, and took Shen Qinghe's hand.

In Cemetery No. 1025, Shen Jiangnian was first attracted by the photos on the tombstone, "You look a lot like your mother." Shen Jiangnian said seriously.

"What is your mother, isn't it your mother?" Shen Qinghe rubbed Shen Jiangnian's head rationally.Shen Jiangnian raised his head, a warm current surged in his heart, "En..." Shen Jiangnian stared at the violet in front of the tombstone in a daze, "other than you, there are other people here."

"En." Shen Qinghe knew that Chen Jinsu had been here, she put down a new bouquet of violets, "Mom, I'm here to see you." Shen Qinghe's tone was very light, Shen Jiangnian didn't even dare to breathe too loudly, for fear of disturbing others Shen Qinghe.

"This is the first time I've come to see you in summer." Shen Qinghe sat in front of the tombstone, she raised her hand to caress Shen Jiangnian's calf and pulled her towards her, Shen Jiangnian sat obediently beside Shen Qinghe, " In the past, it always came in winter, and I missed the beautiful scenery around my mother." Shen Jiangnian looked at the delicate face on the tombstone, and it was also beautiful in her heart. Compared with Shen Qinghe, the person on the tombstone was more beautiful feminine.

"You asked me why I didn't celebrate my birthday before." Shen Qinghe pinched Shen Jiangnian's palm, and Shen Jiang gave a young voice of gratitude.Shen Qinghe looked at the smiling face on the tombstone, and said softly: "Because my birthday is also the anniversary of my mother's death, I really can't do anything to celebrate that day." Shen Jiangnian held Shen Qinghe's hand and hummed.

"And then." Shen Qinghe chuckled, "Chen Jinsu and Lu Zhiyao's wedding also happened on my birthday." Even though the sun was shining, Shen Jiangnian could still hear the desolation and helplessness in Shen Qinghe's words .Shen Jiangnian raised her hand to grab Shen Qinghe's shoulder, hugged her in her arms, and put her chin on Shen Qinghe's shoulder, "En."

"I used to think that I was the most unfortunate person in the world, and the root of my misfortune was my mother." On November 11, if she hadn't been born on this day, everything would be gone. Shen Qinghe once resented Her own existence, "I hate myself, I hate my mother, I hate everything." The seeds of hatred that were buried deep in her had been planted when she was young, and it is precisely because of that hatred that she has been living in the world .Because of hatred, she didn't believe that anyone's kindness, including Shen Entai's later kindness, could no longer touch her heart.

"It's probably because there is nothing more sad than death." Shen Qinghe breathed a sigh of relief, "But God wanted to save me after my heart died." Shen Jiangnian rubbed Shen Qinghe's shoulder with a small face, not speaking but using actions to tell She is always there.

How desperate she was, in fact, how much she expected to meet the redeemed soul in her heart. Meeting Shen Jiangnian was beyond Shen Qinghe's expectation, but falling into it was within her expectation.

People with a cold and dark heart look forward to the warm sunshine.

Therefore, when Shen Jiangnian showed that sincere love, Shen Qinghe's heart was moved, she dared not and did not want to believe that there were people who would love her wholeheartedly, just love her.There is no love and hate for no reason in this world. Shen Qinghe told herself more than once: Shen Jiangnian has hope for her, and any approach with any utilitarian purpose will shrink back when repeatedly frustrated.

So he hurt her time and time again, and when Shen Jiangnian was tortured, Shen Qingxi was heartbroken but inexplicably hearty.

"I used to be perverted, right?" Shen Qinghe suddenly tilted his head and asked, Shen Jiangnian didn't know why, so he blinked, "Which one do you mean?"

He confirmed Shen Jiangnian's love through hurting again and again, and after hurting her again and again, he hoped that she would return to him again and again.

But when Shen Jiangnian returned to her side, Shen Qinghe began to fear again, afraid of the day when she lost it before she got it.

Because of fear, I once thought hysterically, don't start at all.

Because if you don't expect, you won't be disappointed.

Once full of enthusiasm was extinguished by cold water, the sad pain has always been branded on the apex of my heart like a scar.

Because of the darkness and dampness in the heart, not only the scars cannot be restored, but instead infected other parts.

There is nothing wrong with giving up on herself, at least her body is happy, when she loses everything spiritually, Shen Qinghe frantically pursues physical pleasure and indulgence.God probably felt too ashamed of her before, and let Shen Jiangnian appear, a body and spirit that perfectly fit her needs.

When Shen Jiangnian rushed into her heart again and again, the frozen heart could not bear the sincerity and began to melt, and the wound under the sun began to heal slowly. Hiding in the meditation room at night to gain a little breathing room due to the wound I touched.

Shen Qinghe held Shen Jiangnian's hand, and said seriously: "I have someone I like, I'll bring her to meet you, and I want to introduce you to her." Shen Qinghe pursed her lips, looked sideways at Shen Jiangnian, Gu Pansheng Hui's eyes made Shen Jiangnian's heart flutter, "Her name is Shen Jiangnian, and she is a brave little lion. She led me out of the haze of the past, and made me feel that it is good to be alive." Because Shen Jiangnian, almost The stagnant heart is alive again, "I sometimes fall into a trough now, but as long as I think of her, my heart will breed infinite power. After meeting her, I never thought of giving up."

For Shen Jiangnian, Shen Qinghe's words were a disguised confession. Her heart was surging, and tears rolled in her eyes under the high emotion.

Shen Jiangnian held Shen Qinghe's hand tightly, put it on his lips and kissed it, Shen Qinghe smiled lightly and said, "I'm here today to tell you a happy event, my wedding should be in the not-too-distant future, if there really is a soul in this world , I hope you will participate, and I hope you can offer blessings for the love between me and Jiangnian." Shen Jiangnian's tears slid down silently, she raised her hand and rubbed her eyes, Shen Qinghe wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with soft fingertips, "Is there anything you want to tell mom?"

Shen Jiangnian sniffed, hummed, and smiled through tears: "I made my mother laugh. The first time I saw you, I cried." Shen Qinghe leaned on Shen Jiangnian's shoulder, Shen Jiangnian took a deep breath, With an extremely serious expression, as if Lu Yao was right in front of her, "Mom, thank you for giving birth to such a beautiful and excellent daughter. If it wasn't for you, I would never have had the chance to meet Qinghe. The first time I saw her, I was fascinated by her." , She is so beautiful to my heart."

Perhaps her love started with her superficial appearance, but it was Shen Qinghe's soul that finally kept her.

"I don't know what to say, but I want to say, I love Shen Qinghe, and I will love her forever." Because I had such an idea at first, every time I said to give up, my mind wanted to stop, but my heart never Never stopped, "From now on, you can trust her to me, I will love her on the tip of my heart, and won't let anyone bully her, I will use my life to love her, I will use my life Swear." Shen Jiangnian clenched Shen Qinghe's hand, bent her eyebrows and said with a smile: "Shen Qinghe, I fell in love with you at first sight, my love for you cannot be expressed clearly in a few words, I will spend my whole life telling you, Are you willing to spend your whole life listening to my heart?"

"I am willing." Not only in this life, but also in the next life.

Shen Jiangnian got up suddenly and pulled Shen Qinghe up. When Shen Qinghe didn't know why, Shen Jiangnian suddenly knelt down in front of her on one knee, "Mom, please witness that I am asking the person I love the most at this moment, Shen Qinghe, are you willing to marry me?" Give it to me?" Shen Jiangnian seemed to be juggling, with a delicate little box lying in his hand.

Shen Qinghe was stunned, and Shen Jiangnian was frustrated by her stunned expression, "Mom, look at Qinghe, she doesn't agree, my knee hurts a little."

Shen Qinghe was really surprised, this was probably the first time in her life that she had such a "completely unexpected" feeling, she only came back to her senses after hearing Shen Jiangnian's words, and went forward to help Shen Jiangnian.

"Hey, no, you haven't answered me yet." Shen Jiangnian knelt on the ground holding the diamond ring, raised a smile, and asked solemnly: "Shen Qinghe, will you marry me? I swear, I will love you forever of."

It was a wonderful feeling, Shen Qinghe didn't know how to describe it, it was like a deer bumping wildly, it made her heart hurt a little, "I am willing." Shen Qinghe leaned over and kissed Shen Jiangnian's forehead.

Tremblingly, Shen Jiangnian put the diamond ring on Shen Qinghe's left ring finger, bowed her head and kissed it.Shen Qinghe took off the other ring, held Shen Jiangnian's trembling hand, and said with a light smile, "Are you nervous?" Shen Jiangnian's face flushed, not as brave as the proposal just now, and said shyly, "I'm shy." .”

Shen Qinghe took Shen Jiangnian's left hand, intertwined with her five fingers, and leaned over to hug Shen Jiangnian, "You always surprise me unexpectedly, thank you."

"Thank you," Shen Jiangnian reasoned, "You deserve this." Shen Jiangnian embraced Shen Qinghe, feeling extremely at ease in his heart, "Shen Qinghe, from now on, I will be with you, no matter the wind or rain, I'm all with you."

Before leaving, Shen Qinghe and Shen Jiangnian squatted in front of the tombstone to bid farewell, "Mom, I'm leaving, and I may not always be with you in the future." Shen Qinghe always spent time in the cemetery after November. , how many nights, she fell asleep leaning on the tombstone, "In the future, I will spend more time with her." When Shen Qinghe said this, she tightened her palms.

Shen Qing leaned over, kissing the warm tombstone with her lips, and the smiling face in the photo remained the same.

"Let's go." Shen Qinghe stood up.

Shen Jiangnian hummed, and when she turned around, a gust of wind blew by, making a crisp sound.

Shen Jiangnian turned around, and a silver coin was lying at her feet, shining brightly.