Conquest on the tip of the tongue[GL]

The so-called talk, Lang Sirui didn't need to say much, after all her love was clear enough for Lu Zhiyao to ignore.

So the conversation was nothing more than Lu Zhiyao's response to Lang Sirui's strong love, as for whether to refuse or accept... Lang Sirui was feeling anxious now.

Lu Zhiyao was silent most of the time, and under the silence, there was a sense of connivance.

Now Lu Zhiyao chooses to be open and honest, that is to say, if he succeeds, he will continue, and if he fails, he will stop.

To Lang Sirui, she was like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced, and the initiative was firmly in Lu Zhiyao's hands.

Of course, it was given to Lu Zhiyao by Lang Sirui himself.

In the living room, take a seat.

Lu Zhiyao poured two cups of warm water, Lang Sirui took them and held them in his palm, the rippling water in the cups was like her trembling heart at the moment.

Lu Zhiyao sat down, picked up the water glass, took a sip, she cleared her throat, Lang Sirui was startled, thinking she was about to start talking.

Unexpectedly, Lu Zhiyao took a second sip, Lang Sirui's heart was hanging, and his hands were shaking a little.

"Are you nervous?" Lu Zhiyao also held the cup, in contrast, the cup in Lang Sirui's hand shook violently.

"..." Lang Sirui was quite embarrassed, she was used to being superior in the company, but in front of Lu Zhiyao, she was manipulated to death, "Sister Lu, tell me." Lang Sirui said softly.

"Don't be nervous, I'm not directly rejecting you." Lu Zhiyao relieved Lang Sirui's heart with one sentence, and just as Lang Sirui was about to breathe a sigh of relief, Lu Zhiyao changed the subject, "But I can't agree now." Lang Sirui's heart, in less than a minute, was like a roller coaster breaking through the sky and then falling into the trough.

These days, Lu Zhiyao was meditating in the temple. After the accumulation of tranquility and loneliness in her heart, she saw herself clearly.

Lu Zhiyao, who once loved Shen Qinghe deeply, can never disappear. Even if she wants to cover up and deny it, she can't change her heart.

In her heart, there will always be a shadow of Shen Qinghe. When she knew that Shen Qinghe was going to get married, she was thinking that all her efforts in Qingxiu these days had been wasted.

The girl she loves the most is getting married, but she is not the one to marry. She knows she should bless her, but she can't.

From a lover to a friend, it is very difficult, so many people choose to give up directly, and would rather never see each other than to be friends.

But Lu Manyun said: "Ask yourself, will you be relieved that you will never see Shen Qinghe again in this life?"

No, whether you see or not in this life is in the bottom of your heart.

Therefore, Lu Manyun said: "Learn to accept. Imperfection is the true meaning of life. Life is not perfect. Perfection is rare in the world." Acceptance is the first step to step forward. It's so hard to think." Lu Manyun has always firmly believed that if you really love someone and see her happy in the future, you will empathize and feel happy.

"Yaoyao, do you want to see a happy Shen Qinghe?" Lu Manyun asked Lu Zhiyao on the phone, "Think about her talking and laughing at Yanyan every day, and always smiling when she talks to you. Are you unhappy? " Lu Manyun knew that deep in Shen Qinghe's heart, there was always the existence of Lu Zhiyao, after all, that was the existence that could be called salvation when he was young, "Shen Qinghe is a person who knows how to be grateful, she will never forget you in her life, but Xiaonian is jealous and very narrow-minded, Shen Qinghe can't show that he cares about you no matter what, this is also the basic respect for his lover."

Lu Manyun asked Lu Zhiyao to think differently. If she were Shen Qingxi, what would she do?

Let me ask, in the future with the one you love, there is a person in the other person's heart, and you still have to show it?Who can accept it?

"I don't know about others, Xiaonian is not good, she has a very domineering temper." Lu Manyun said with a smile, "Otherwise, it would be unfair to Xiaonian, after all, she is full of deep blues in her heart."

As for the truth, Lu Zhiyao actually understands it all. As Lu Manyun said, she has never taken a step to accept herself.

"You are good at cultivating your mind and character, but you have to be clear, are you really cultivating your mind and character, or are you escaping from reality?" Lu Manyun asked back.

The protective film that Lu Zhiyao had finally outlined was as thin as a cicada's wing, but it was pierced by Lu Manyun's words, and his scarred heart was in unbearable pain again.

"Yaoyao, whether it's Shen Qinghe or Lang Sirui, they are real, your denial and avoidance can't change anything, Shen Qinghe will still marry Shen Jiangnian, and Lang Sirui still loves you in his heart, this will not change anything "Lu Manyun sighed softly, "Yaoyao, why don't you start with accepting, starting from attending the wedding, let your heart try to accept, I believe you can do it, Shen Qinghe very much hopes that you will go to the wedding, probably also I hope you can come out completely, she always wants you to be happy."

Yeah?Shen Qinghe wanted her to be happy?If so, why not join her?

Lu Zhiyao's youth was transcribed by a girl named Shen Qinghe. She always thought that as long as she persisted, they would be together in the end.

"There are many people who love each other in this world and eventually part ways. You can't deny that some people are destined not to be together forever, and it's the same with you and Shen Qinghe." Lu Manyun analyzed a long time ago why the breakup between the two was inevitable.

"You are all people who lack love. You need someone who loves you with all your heart. She must not only love you, but also be brave enough so that you won't get separated halfway through the journey together."

"She still needs to be responsible enough. Although you are mature enough and stable enough, it will be fatal when you are hit and collapsed. If she is not responsible enough, there are only two endings. One is that she collapses with you, Second, she flinched and chose to leave."

"She still needs to be domineering enough. You seem to be considerate, gentle and considerate, but most of the time you are embarrassing yourself. This is because of your nature. Her domineering side seems to be forcing you to make decisions that go against your will. , but after the decision is made, you will have time to relax."

"She still has to be persistent and trusting like a fool. Xiaonian and Qinghe are the best examples. At first Xiaonian was persistent enough but not trusting enough, so the two of them bumped into each other and hurt each other. She can stop Xiaonian, she never trusts her to completely trust her, and the road between the two of them gets wider and wider." Lu Manyun paused, then smiled and said: "Both of you are worried, and you don't like to talk about it. Believe me, you will all be very tired, because Qinghe is not confident enough, she tortured Xiaonian again and again, repeatedly confirming each other's hearts."

"She still needs to be soft enough," Lu Manyun couldn't help laughing out loud, sighed, and said, "Look at Xiao Nian, who is arrogant in his nest, in the eyes of others, he is cold and even domineering, but in Qing In front of Xi, she is really soft, can act like a spoiled child, and is always clinging to Qinghe. Qinghe told me about this, she likes Xiaonian to cling to her the most, it makes Qinghe feel safe, and Xiaonian only loves Qinghe In this way, it has never happened to me." Lu Manyun was a little unwilling at the end of her words, "You said, she is still my daughter, it is really a waste of time."

Lu Manyun said sadly: "You need someone who likes you wholeheartedly and only revolves around you. No matter what you are, she likes you, and you will slowly let go of your guard." Lu Manyun Clearing his throat, he said softly: "It's not so much that you can't let go of Shen Qinghe, I think it's better to say that you are afraid, you dare not be tempted again easily, Shen Qinghe broke your heart, your whole youth is basically gray, You are afraid of the pain after being tempted again."

Lu Zhiyao bit her lip, tears fell down, someone understood her.

"Because of this kind of fear, you think at the very beginning, at least you know Shen Qinghe, you don't want to change people, you don't want to start over again," Lu Manyun sighed, "It's easy to say, but it takes a lot of courage Ah." How many things in life can be restarted?Lu Manyun heard the soft sobbing, and said softly: "Yaoyao, there is a word that cannot be broken and cannot be established. The past you can't let go of is that you haven't let go of who you used to be. Instead of holding on to the incomplete, it's better to break the present and start everything over again." , you are still young, do you know?"

……

That day, Lu Manyun and Lu Zhiyao talked a lot, and Lu Zhiyao basically listened in the end.

As expected of a professor, Lu Manyun is much better at preaching than ordinary people, so Lu Zhiyao willingly went to the wedding and decided to have a talk with Lang Sirui.

According to Lu Manyun, Lang Sirui is a good match for her, but now she still doesn't love Lang Sirui, she must seek truth from facts.

"Lang Sirui, I know you are kind to me, and I thank you for your kindness to me, but I still have to say that I have no love for you now, and I had a mentality of caring for your younger sister towards you at first." Lu Zhiyao Holding the cups in both hands, they tightened their palms, "It will take time for me to let go of Shen Qingxi. I don't want what happens to you when I still have someone else in my heart. It's not fair to you."

Lang Sirui fell into a trough and his heart rose. Judging from the current situation, except for the first lore, after that, it was all sweet, right?

"if you are willing to……"

"I am willing."

"I haven't said anything yet..."

"As long as it's you, as long as it doesn't drive me away, I'm willing."

Lang Sirui's urgency made Lu Zhiyao's heart ache like a needle prick, "Well...I just want to say, give me time to sort everything out, and during this time, don't step on me. Come on, let me calm down."

"it is good."

"I don't know how long it will take. After all, it's not as short as ten days and half a month. It may take three to five years or even longer."

"I can wait for you."

"If someone chases you during this period, or you fall in love with someone else, then..."

"I only love you, Sister Lu." Lang Sirui put down his glass and sighed, "If I wanted to change my mind, I would have already changed." You can choose, no one wants to be in love with an obsessed girl, but the heart can't help but choose.

"En..." Lu Zhiyao would be lying if she said she wasn't moved at all, but she won't act emotionally, and won't be with Lang Sirui because of being moved, "After Qinghe gets married, I will leave here, and I have no idea where to go. , maybe I will travel around, and I will write you a postcard when I have time."

"I'll travel with you, okay?" Lang Sirui felt sour when he thought of Lu Zhiyao walking around by himself.

"No, I need someone to really calm down." Lu Zhiyao had made up his mind, and Lang Sirui didn't insist anymore, "Okay, I'll wait for you, Sister Lu, I don't want to threaten you, but I still want to tell you, I will not get married in this life, if you are not with me, then I will be alone for the rest of my life."

That night, Lang Sirui stayed overnight, but slept in the guest room.

Shen Jiangnian hasn't decided on the names of the children yet, and the wedding date is approaching. (Look at the little green characters~)