Conquest on the tip of the tongue[GL]

If you haven't really experienced the feeling of losing a loved one, you can't feel the pain of that kind of heart-pounding pain. It's like a heart that was originally floating leisurely at a height of [-] miles and fell to the ground in an instant. Fear, Terrified, uncomfortable, suffocating... But there is no way to stop.

The moment she received the phone call, Shen Jiangnian's heart was tormented. Her heart seemed to be thrown from high altitude repeatedly. Every time, the pain was unbearable, but she didn't know how to stop.Probably, the heart hurts too much, so the tears flowed out by themselves.No one said exactly how Shen Qinghe got hurt and how badly she got hurt, but her heart had undergone thousands of changes.

"Don't worry, baby." Li Qian pulled Shen Jiangnian's hand, trying to comfort her, but compared to Shen Qinghe who was injured in the hospital without knowing the severity, Li Qian was more worried about Shen Jiangnian. This girl, How did it get so deep?Li Qian couldn't tell whether it was self-blame or sadness, after all, it was she who sent the two of them to each other.

"Since Shen Qinghe can answer the phone, he must not be seriously injured. Don't cry yet, eh?" Li Qian simply pulled her into his arms and stroked him gently, "Don't worry, Shen Qinghe is not a child." Shen Jiangnian was already powerless Talking, Shen Qinghe's mind is full, nothing can happen, she was so fierce just now, why does she have to be such a jerk every time she faces Shen Qinghe?

The driver master turned on the radio, and it is broadcasting at the moment: At 15:50 this afternoon, the incident of stabbing someone with a knife at Beijing XX airport has been determined to be an emotional dispute.This incident of wounding one person resulted in 1 death and 27 injuries, 15 of whom were seriously injured... Shen Jiangnian's head buzzed, and Li Qian was also taken aback. Has there been a stabbing incident at the airport?She obviously felt Shen Jiangnian's body trembling, Li Qian hugged her and comforted her: "Don't worry, Shen Qingxi will be fine."

Shen Jiangnian almost stumbled and ran into the hospital. Li Qian was startled as she watched her pass through the endless traffic.

"Shen Qingxi?" The front desk nurse looked up at Shen Jiangnian, "There is no such person."

"What did you say?" Shen Jiangnian stared at her eyes, burning with flames.

"Hey, don't worry." Li Qian was afraid that this little ancestor would eat him up, "Did Shen Qinghe not go through hospitalization?"

The nurse was speechless, and said coldly: "No!"

"Where are the wounded people who were sent over because of the airport hacking incident in the afternoon, do you know?" Although Li Qian was also angry, the beautiful nurse was innocent, and there was no hospitalization record in her computer, so she didn't have it.

"It's all over there in the emergency room."

I also went to the emergency center, but still nothing. After being blown by the night wind, Shen Jiangnian's eyes were burning with pain, which made her unable to open them.Shen Jiangnian rubbed her eyes while running, but she couldn't hold back the tears. She didn't know if it was the wind blowing too hard or rubbing her eyes too hard.

"Don't run away stupidly!" Li Qian grabbed Shen Jiangnian and called Shen Qinghe.Shen Jiangnian broke free from her and went to ask an injured person who had just walked out of the emergency room.

"Shen Qinghe, is that you?" Li Qian came up to ask, because before, she heard that Shen Jiangnian called for the second time, and the person who answered was not Shen Qinghe.

"it's me."

"Where are you?"

Shen Qinghe didn't make a sound, seeing Shen Jiangnian waving at her in front of her, Li Qian hung up immediately.

Shen Qinghe was in the dressing change treatment room opposite the attending physician's office. When the two arrived at the door, the doctor just came out from inside. She was startled. She closed the door and asked softly, "Who are you looking for?"

As soon as Shen Jiangnian heard the voice, she recognized that it was the person who answered Shen Qinghe's phone call before. She couldn't help staring at her because she was wearing a mask, so she couldn't tell her real age. She was about the same height as her, and had many crow's feet around her eyes. , probably older than her, "I'm looking for Shen Qingxi."

The doctor also looked Shen Jiangnian up and down, and said in a serious tone, "Are you the one who called Qinghe just now?"

"Yes." Shen Jiangnian didn't know what she meant by asking, maybe she was in a bad mood, and the other party meant to be provocative, so she answered aggressively.

The doctor's tone was still the same as before. He took a deep look at Shen Jiangnian and said, "Little girl, have a better temper. She is a patient." The implication is that Shen Jiangnian was too aggressive on the phone before.Shen Jiangnian's eyes were sore when he heard it, patient, the lower part of the wound hasn't healed yet, so it's hurt again?Shen Qinghe, you really didn't let me worry at all, you just hurt me.

"Go, I'll wait for you at the door." Li Qian pushed Shen Jiangnian who was stunned at the door.

Shen Jiangnian turned her head and smiled gratefully. She really needed a private space with Shen Qinghe, "If someone is coming, please knock on the door and tell me in advance." After Shen Jiangnian finished speaking, she gently opened the door and entered quietly. up.

With her back facing her, Shen Qinghe sat on a chair with her head bowed and her back hunched, as if she was too tired.Shen Jiangnian has never seen such a Shen Qinghe. In her impression, Shen Qinghe is always radiant and her beautiful eyes can speak.Shen Qinghe's right hand was bandaged, white gauze was wrapped around her wrist, and her arm was hanging down and shaking slightly. Shen Jiangnian felt distressed for a while, and couldn't hold back her tears. She really wanted to call Shen Qinghe, but she was afraid that she would recognize her Cried.

Shen Jiangnian was silent, and Shen Qinghe suddenly said: "Teacher, you can prescribe me some more of that medicine." Shen Jiangnian held his breath suddenly, Shen Qinghe mistook her for the doctor just now?Why a teacher?Shen Jiangnian was originally walking towards Shen Qinghe, but at this moment, she unconsciously stepped back, Shen Qinghe lowered her head and said unknowingly: "I agreed not to eat anymore, but when I feel uncomfortable..." Shen Qinghe chuckled lightly, as if mocking herself, "Probably, in this life, I can't live without the medicine."

Just these few words have already made thousands of guesses in Shen Jiangnian's mind. Apart from the injuries on his body, Shen Qingyu also has chronic illnesses?The question is, did Shen Jiangnian never notice it?what would that beTerminally ill?Will people die?Death... As soon as Shen Qinghe would die, Shen Jiangnian couldn't stop crying.

"I always feel that my life is hopeless, but I don't know why, every time I meet her, I always have a thought that maybe I can live a good life." Jiang Nian had never heard of depression, she saw Shen Qingxi slowly shrugging her shoulders with her blurred vision.

The door opened again without a sound. The doctor looked surprised. Shen Jiangnian bit her lip and shook her head with tears in her eyes. The doctor pursed her lips and remained silent.Like a believer waiting to be rescued, Shen Qinghe asked, "Teacher, tell me, can I fall in love with someone again?"

Shen Jiangnian looked at the doctor with almost pleading eyes. No matter who Shen Qinghe was talking about, Shen Jiangnian at this moment hoped that Shen Qinghe could take a step forward. She could feel Shen Qinghe's inner struggle, like thousands of The rattan is entangled.

"Do you want to love her?" The doctor glanced at Shen Jiangnian again, is that her?

"I don't know." Shen Qinghe said with a wry smile, "I'm really not sure."

"If she was with you, would you still be afraid?" The doctor approached Shen Qinghe slowly, and asked softly, "Imagine, standing next to you is the girl you like, who is willing to listen to everything you have Willing to accept everything you have, if you still have a hundred steps to go, as long as you are willing to take the first step, she will accompany you through the remaining 99 steps."

"Heh~" Shen Qinghe chuckled and shook her head feebly, "You don't understand her."

"Well," the doctor stood behind Shen Qinghe, looked back at Shen Jiangnian who was holding back her tears, and said logically, "I don't understand, you just told me she is beautiful and cute, with a charming body." The doctor gently bumped Shen Qinghe with his body, and said softly: "Don't be so stingy, introduce such a beautiful girl to me, and let me see who is so powerful."

Shen Qinghe fell silent, lowered her head as if she was in deep thought, the doctor bumped into her lightly again, "If you want to see her now, give me her phone number and I'll call her, okay?" Straightening up, he said, "No way." The doctor was taken aback for a moment, turned slightly to look at the flushed Shen Jiangnian, raised his chin, and signaled her to go out.

Shen Jiangnian bit her lip, nodded slightly, then bowed, and went out quietly.Shen Jiangnian, who went out, immediately ran out, crying loudly.Li Qian was terribly frightened, what's the matter, she asked the doctor just now, and Shen Qinghe's wrist was slightly injured, but nothing serious.

Li Qian knew that she couldn't ask now, so she could only stand by and accompany her. Seeing that Shen Jiangnian was shaking from crying, she felt really distressed, so she hugged her in her arms, "What a silly girl, why are you crying~" Li Qian nose She was already sore, and she couldn't cry along with her.

"I want to stay in the hotel opposite the hospital." Shen Jiangnian cried until her voice became hoarse.

"Let's go." Li Qian was worried, the cold wind was blowing all the time, she must catch a cold.

When we arrived at the hotel, Shen Jiangnian went into the bathroom, and when she came out, Li Qian brought over the soup bowl, "Honey, I made ginger soup, you drink some first."

Shen Jiangnian shook his head, not wanting to drink.

"Baby, I borrowed someone's kitchen to cook this in the middle of the night."

Shen Jiangnian didn't say anything, took it and sat down, picked up the bowl and drank it.

Shen Jiangnian's eyes were so red and swollen that Li Qian suspected that she was secretly crying again in the bathroom, and she couldn't ask if she felt distressed.Shen Jiangnian drank ginger soup, and Li Qian blew her hair. She wanted to sleep together intimately, but Shen Jiangnian shook her head.Li Qian felt a little uncomfortable, half-joking: "The guy who values ​​sex and despises friends, he dislikes me so quickly, he forgot who crawled on my bed before." It is said that the feelings between girls are delicate, if they are a little serious, they will There is a hint of femininity.

"You," Shen Jiangnian naturally saw Li Qian's discomfort, so she wanted to explain to her with a hoarse voice, "I'm feeling uncomfortable now, and I won't be able to sleep for a while, and I don't want to disturb you." Shen Jiangnian told the truth To tell the truth, she is in a mess right now, out of order.

Li Qian laughed when she heard the words, and dragged Shen Jiangnian to the bed in a daze, "You can't disturb my sleep. If you can't sleep, just sit down. I'm asleep." So, Shen Jiangnian leaned against the head of the bed, Li Qian got into the quilt and curled up next to Shen Jiangnian's legs. The two of them leaned against each other in this way.

Shen Jiangnian couldn't sleep at all, but her eyes hurt like hell.Shen Jiangnian closed her eyes, and began to recall uncontrollably in her mind. The scene just now, Shen Qing's hunched figure, crouched body, and suppressed voice made Shen Jiangnian feel sad instantly.

Shen Jiangnian only felt that coldness came from the inside out, and she had to admit that she didn't know Shen Qinghe, not at all.Shen Qinghe didn't want to approach her by herself, and she didn't have the patience to wait, so the two of them were always in a split state. Of course, she knew that most of the time, the reason was her. Too aggressive.

Tonight, if she hadn't heard Shen Qinghe's unclear words with her own ears, she would definitely not leave willingly.But when she heard that Shen Qinghe was so afraid of going to the hospital to look for her, even if the doctor didn't hint her, she thought about leaving temporarily.She loves her, but it always makes her feel embarrassed. If a love that does whatever it wants hurts the other person, what is the meaning of existence?

There are too many mysteries in Shen Qinghe's body, and her patience is so bad, but from this moment, Shen Jiangnian still told herself: Shen Jiangnian, must slow down, and solve Shen Qinghe's body one by one. of mysteries.

No matter what the story is, Shen Jiangnian feels that those stories are not good, because they make Shen Qinghe too tired, she wants to understand those stories, and remove the burden of the story, she wants Shen Qinghe to relax.

Shen Jiangnian was sad, but not as hopelessly distressed as before.Because she knew today, Shen Qinghe thought about loving her, but Shen Qinghe was afraid, that's okay, Shen Qinghe, with me here, I will accompany you, as your doctor and teacher said, I will always be with you .No matter what your fear is, I will not back down, as long as you love me.

When Shen Jiangnian's eyes didn't hurt so much, she turned on the phone and typed a line, thinking about Shen Qinghe's injured right hand, she changed to voice, coughed a few times, and said in a gentle tone:

"Shen Qinghe, are you asleep?"

"I was so fierce to you tonight because I drank wine, which strengthened my cowardly courage, so I was so fierce to you."

"I'm also worried about you, thinking about the person who should have arrived in Shanghai long ago at night, why hasn't he moved?"

"What time is your flight ticket at night~"

"Oh, I'm dizzy from drinking, but I miss you and can't sleep. Did you go back to Shanghai and sleep soundly in the big mansion?"

"It doesn't matter, I'll just harass you like this. If you wake up, you'll be out of luck!"

"Speaking of your big mansion, I really want to go there again. It's so big that I haven't finished shopping."

"Shen Qinghe, do you drool when you sleep?"

"I miss you so much, I think, I won't be able to sleep tonight, you make me sleepless, Shen Qinghe."

When Shen Jiangnian wanted to continue talking, he saw it!The other party is typing... Shen Jiangnian's heart tightened suddenly, what would Shen Qinghe reply?

Shen Qinghe: I haven't returned to Shanghai yet.

Shen Jiangnian: (*@ο@*) Wow~ Is it because you don't want me?Then can I play with you?

Shen Jiangnian did it on purpose, she was showing what a Shen Jiangnian should look like.Then, I was afraid that I would be too aggressive, so I used kaomoji.

Shen Qinghe: No.

Shen Jiangnian: /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~bad guy~ people miss you so much, when will it be okay~

Shen Qinghe: Looks like a child.

Shen Jiangnian: Do you really miss you? If you don’t believe me when I say I like you, then give me time and let me prove it to you slowly, okay?

For a long time, there was no display on the phone screen. Although Shen Jiangnian didn't have too many expectations, but in her heart, after all, there was a glimmer of expectation. She liked Shen Qinghe, and because she liked it, she was afraid of being completely rejected.Her love for Shen Qinghe is very strong, and her vitality is also tenacious. As long as Shen Qinghe gives her a little space, she can let that love grow up in a desperate situation.Therefore, she needs encouragement from Shen Qinghe, even a little bit, can make her go on firmly.

The other party is typing... Shen Jiangnian simply loves these words.

Shen Qinghe: Shen Jiangnian.

Shen Jiangnian: Sir! 【Silly Salute.jpg】

Shen Qinghe: Send me a selfie.

Shen Jiangnian was taken aback, thinking that she was going to reject him, since he wanted to take a selfie, did he...indirectly admit that he missed her?Thinking of this, Shen Jiangnian was a little excited, Shen Jiangnian: Sir miss me, don't you? 【Beautiful.jpg】

Shen Qinghe didn't reply, Shen Jiangnian continued to write: A little bit counts. ~(≧▽≦)/~ la la la

Shen Qinghe still didn't reply, Shen Jiangnian: If the officer admits that he misses me a little bit, I can send you a welfare photo!

Shen Qinghe: Oh?

Shen Jiangnian laughed secretly, would the naughty Shen Qingxi guess it?Shen Qinghe: It's indeed a benefit for you to start first, and I'll tell you later if I miss you.

Shen Jiangnian jumped out of bed, so frightened that Li Qian jumped up, her speech was slurred, "Why is it swollen? Why is it swollen?" Seeing Shen Jiangnian flipping through her bag, she rubbed her eyes, was she holding cosmetics?In the middle of the night, who was going to show her makeup? Li Qian jumped out of bed in fright, "What's wrong with you, baby? Don't scare me!" Isn't there a ghost in this room?

"Qian Chuanzi, go to sleep, I'm fine." Shen Jiangnian wanted to show Shen Qinghe her most beautiful self, but when she picked up the mirror, her complexion darkened and her eyes were too swollen.Li Qian stood beside him in a daze, not knowing what was going on, so she watched Shen Jiangnian smear, then put on all the clothes she had taken off before, and took a photo without eyes.

Then, she ordered, "Qian Chuanzi, I'm going to take off my clothes, you turn around." Seeing her tossing around, Li Qian probably guessed it, "Tch, it seems like I haven't read it, hmph." Li Qian She was angry, but turned around obediently, she could feel that Shen Jiangnian was happy now.

Soon, Shen Qinghe's mobile phone sent two photos in a row. The first one was of seductive lips, moist and shiny. Shen Qinghe rubbed her fingertips. This lip gloss was just painted on. If you kiss, it will stain your lips. Put it on your own lips; slide your fingertips, and the second photo jumps into your eyes, showing your breasts. It should be an endless spring, but Shen Jiangnian may be really shy, with one hand across his chest, still holding the pipa halfway As if covering the face, the looming spring is even more seductive.Shen Qinghe bit her lip, her breathing was a little short, she was really a tortured little evildoer.

Shen Jiangnian sent the photo and asked: Can you answer me, do you miss me?Think about it a little bit, miss me?Think about it?She was waiting for Shen Qinghe's reply, which could be described as burning with anxiety. She was never so anxious waiting for the results of the college entrance examination back then.Until the phone screen went dark, there was still no response. When Shen Jiangnian's heart was slightly cold, he heard the voice of WeChat.

Shen Qinghe: I miss you.