Conquest on the tip of the tongue[GL]

If you don't want to be strong, if you care about it, you will be chaotic.

Shen Jiangnian walked out of the office full of emotions, saying that anger is not anger, and depression is not depression. In short, a variety of emotions mixed together made her chest tight.At the door of the elevator, she pressed the button for the elevator. Coincidentally, the elevator showed that she had just gone up.

Shen Jiangnian pressed a few times angrily, and suddenly remembered that she had no way to freely enter and exit the 30th floor.His heart seemed to be hit by a heavy object, and even his impulsive thoughts were shattered. Shen Jiangnian stood in front of the elevator door with his head slightly lowered. Soon, someone came out from behind, it was Li Rui.

"Eh? Jiang Nian, where are you going?"

"Ah? I'm going outside. I have something to do." Shen Jiangnian said.

"You don't look very well, are you uncomfortable?" Li Rui asked with concern.

"It's okay." Shen Jiangnian smiled.

When the elevator arrived, Li Rui went in first, seeing that Shen Jiangnian hadn't moved, "Aren't you going?"

The corners of Shen Jiangnian's lips moved, wanting to ask her if she wanted to go up or down, but instead, she closed her mouth.Shen Jiangnian went in, and the elevator went down. Like Shen Jiangnian's heart, she fell, and the feeling of weightlessness made her feel slightly dizzy and her heart ached slightly.

At the door, Shen Jiangnian and Li Rui separated, Li Rui turned to the right, and Shen Jiangnian turned to the left.Shen Jiangnian didn't know where she was going, she could see where the road under her feet led, but where did the road in her heart lead?Shen Jiangnian was a little dazed and walked forward aimlessly.

Caring is chaotic, because of caring about Shen Qinghe, the impulse to question the decision was blown away in the stuffy hot wind in Shanghai, so what about questioning?Who lives in Shen Qinghe's house, isn't that Shen Qinghe's decision?In what capacity is she questioning?Shen Jiangnian smiled sadly with the corners of her lips curled up. They were only in a physical relationship. Didn't she make an agreement with Shen Qinghe back then?

However, her heart is always wishing extravagantly.Because what she expected was always inconsistent with what she actually got, she always felt sad because of it, and wanted to hold Shen Qinghe accountable for it.Actually, what does it have to do with Shen Qinghe?Isn't this all voluntary?Shen Jiangnian felt that she was really in a mess.

Shanghai is so big, but it is so difficult for her to rent a house.Shen Jiangnian, who was walking forward aimlessly, walked for a long time before she felt that there seemed to be someone following her behind her. When she turned her head, there was no familiar face.Shen Jiangnian thought she was delusional, she walked very fast on purpose, at the door of a coffee shop, she suddenly dodged and hid beside the pillars of the porch.

After a while, Shen Jiangnian slowly shifted his body, intending to take a peek, but unexpectedly, when he leaned forward, he was startled.Ruan Ruan was also taken aback, her face blushed immediately, she lowered her head at a loss, and said incoherently, "Yes, I'm sorry."

"Are you following me?" Shen Jiangnian leaned against the pillar, tilted her head slightly, and saw her reflection in the shy little girl's bright black eyes, "I didn't follow you, I happened to meet..." Ruan Ruan explained embarrassingly .

"Meet?" Shen Jiangnian felt a little funny seeing her nervous and bewildered.

"En... I saw you, but you didn't see me, so... um..." Mo Dan, what was she talking about, Ruan Ruan was so nervous that she wanted to cry, her eyes were really red, she simply bowed her head and apologized He apologized softly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Shen Jiangnian's heart actually hurt a little bit. She didn't know why, but when she thought of herself, she said softly, "I'm teasing you, why are you so nervous." This coaxing, on the contrary, made people cry.

"Hey, why are you still crying?" It was Shen Jiangnian who was at a loss this time, "Why don't I buy you coffee? En?" Shen Jiangnian leaned against the pillar with his arms crossed on the pillar , put his chin on his wrist, teasingly said: "Shanghai is so hot, crying and crying such an emotional thing will make you lack of oxygen~" Shen Jiangnian is definitely talking nonsense, but Ruan Ruan is very face-saving, laughing when crying up.

In fact, it's not that difficult to coax people, Shen Jiangnian said solemnly: "I happen to be thirsty too, let's go, I'll buy you coffee."

In fact, Ruan Ruan came back from an errand, and saw Shen Jiangnian from a long distance away.Normally, Ruan Ruan should go back to work, but for some reason... she followed Shen Jiangnian out so far in a leisurely manner, terrified but mixed with indescribable excitement, and she didn't stop at her pace.It wasn't until she lost Shen Jiangnian that Ruan Ruan quickened her pace to catch up and try to find her, and then she was caught.

"I drink Americano." In Shen Jiangnian's mind, it popped up naturally, Shen Qinghe's favorite taste.

"Ma'am, how about you?" the service staff asked Ruan Ruan politely.

"I want to be like her."

Shen Jiangnian raised her eyes to look at Ruan Ruan, and asked her, "You can order some dessert."

Ruan Ruan shook her head, "Order." Shen Jiangnian insisted on letting her order, Ruan Ruan turned over and over many times, and finally raised her head and asked, "What do you like to eat?" Shen Jiangnian's heart really What's more, it hurts a little, and I can't explain why, but suddenly it hurts, and I ask: "What do you like to eat?"

"I like it..." Ruan Ruan blushed, "I like this." She tapped a little strawberry with her fingertips, perhaps it was deliberately arranged by God, and she ordered the flavor that Shen Jiangnian liked, "It just so happens that I also like strawberry flavor .”

When Ruan Ruan was ordering, Shen Jiangnian saw that Ruan Ruan's ears were red this time, and she was smiling when she spoke, as if she was very happy.Shen Jiangnian withdrew her gaze and looked out the window. Shen Qinghe seldom smiled. Was she unhappy with her?When you're with someone, you can't help showing your happiness, just like her, every time she is silly in front of Shen Qingxi.

"That..." Ruan Ruan uttered, interrupting Shen Jiangnian's wild thoughts.

"En." Shen Jiangnian agreed.

"You...you..." Ruan Ruan began to feel unnatural again, "Can I call your name?"

"can."

"Can I call you Jiang Nian?"

"can."

"Jiang Nian..."

"kindness."

"Jiang Nian."

"kindness?"

"Jiang Nian~"

Shen Jiangnian looked at her amusedly, "So you like to say my name?"

"Well, your name sounds nice."

"Well, you are so soft."

Ruan Ruan was suddenly very shy, blushing, explaining more like trying to be brave, "No, I'm just named Ruan." Shen Jiangnian smiled and didn't argue with her.

"Jiang Nian~"

"It's okay, don't call me."

Ruan Ruan held his breath and asked, "Is it okay for you to come out like this during working hours?"

"You asked me, but I want to ask you, why did you come here with me?" Shen Jiangnian didn't intend to tell anyone other than Shen Qinghe about himself too much.

"I just happened to see it." Ruan Ruan explained a little guilty.

"Then you don't have to go back to work?" Shen Jiangnian gave way, the waiter put down the coffee, she took a sip, the taste of sweetness and bitterness instantly woke her up a lot.

"To be honest, I have to go back later, but..." After Ruan Ruan answered subconsciously, she pursed her small mouth, stopped talking, picked up the cup, and took a sip like Shen Jiangnian, which made her shrink back Body, holding back the thought of wanting to spit it out, "Woo~" Ruan Ruan swallowed forcefully, sticking out her tongue, "It's really bitter, it seems that the bitterness is in my heart~" The cuteness that was unintentionally revealed made Shen Jiang Nian couldn't help laughing, "Here is Tang Fang and a partner." Shen Jiangnian remembered the same feeling when he drank it for the first time.Ruan Ruan shook her head and refused to let go.

Shen Jiangnian didn't pursue the question just now. In fact, she wasn't curious, but she just had time to ask.Shen Jiangnian fell into a state of reticence again, and her thoughts drifted to Shen Qinghe again. The sweetness and bitterness of the coffee made her seem to have tasted the taste of the secret relationship between her and Shen Qinghe.

Ruan Ruan sat there, feeling a little cramped. After a long while, she couldn't hold back and asked again: "Are you going back to the company soon?"

"I don't know." Shen Jiangnian withdrew his thoughts.In fact, in life, Shen Jiangnian is also a taciturn type, but when facing Shen Qinghe, he takes the initiative.Except for Shen Qinghe, Shen Jiangnian was not interested, the waiter brought the dessert, Shen Jiangnian pushed it over and said, "You go back to work as soon as you finish eating." Ruan Ruan nodded uncomfortably, and remained silent.

Shen Jiangnian saw that she had just recovered and was depressed, and asked, "Why, don't you want to go back?"

"No."

"Then why do you look unhappy? I didn't bully you." Shen Jiangnian was half joking.

Ruan Ruan raised her face and smiled, "I'm not unhappy, it's just such a rare opportunity."

Shen Jiangnian raised his eyebrows, Ruan Ruan held the cup in his hand, lowered his head and explained: "I haven't been alone with you like this..." Before finishing speaking, she was extremely shy, Shen Jiangnian asked in a teasing tone : "If you're like this, I'll think you like me." Ruan Ruan shook his hand, and the cup dropped directly.

"Are you all right?" Shen Jiangnian realized that she might have gone too far, so she quickly got up to check, and said, "Sorry, I shouldn't make such a joke." The other party is still a child, what's the point of her making such a joke, " Is it too hot?" Shen Jiangnian took out a tissue to wipe her off.

"It's okay." Ruan Ruan turned his hands away, shook his head, and dodged back.Ruan's soft shirt and skirt were stained by coffee, and the white shirt turned brown, wet and still spreading down.

"I can't do this, is there any change of clothes in the company?" Shen Jiangnian wiped it a few times, and found that the more she wiped, the more dirty she got.

"No, no~" Ruan Ruan's voice was trembling. Shen Jiangnian raised her eyes and saw her blushing bleeding, only to realize that the hand she was wiping had reached between Ruan Ruan's legs, and she hurriedly withdrew her hand .In the past, Shen Jiangnian would never think wrongly, but since she met Shen Qinghe, she will intentionally or unintentionally avoid intimate contact with the same sex, "Then..." Shen Jiangnian made a decisive decision, "You ask for leave in the afternoon, I will accompany you Buy a suit."

"No need." Ruan Ruan shook her head vigorously, "I'll just go home and change." After finishing speaking, Ruan Ruan was about to run away, "Jiang Nian, I'm leaving first." Shen Jiangnian subconsciously stretched out his hand and grabbed him , grabbing wet hand, Shen Jiangnian saw it, his hand was hot red, "Let's go, I'll take you home."

Fortunately, Ruan Ruan's residence is near the work unit, "You wait for me here, I'll go buy ointment." Shen Jiangnian took a few steps, turned around, and met Ruan Ruan's focused gaze.Ruan Ruan hurriedly lowered her head, Shen Jiangnian turned back, took off her coat, tied it around her waist to cover the marks on her lower body, "You wait for me at the door."

Ruan Ruan's house is spacious with two bedrooms and one living room. The furniture is simple and clean.Shen Jiangnian applied medicine to Ruan Ruan, and seeing her nervousness, she asked casually, "Did you buy a house here?"

"rental."

"Do you live with friends?"

"I was going to live with Ziyun, but she won't be with me anymore."

Shen Jiangnian's heart tightened, and she didn't intend to take advantage of Ruan Ruan, so she asked, "Then where does she live?"

"She said she would rent it herself."

Shen Jiangnian was inexplicably relieved, so it would be better not to live in Shen Qinghe's house.

"Do you know where she rented it?"

"I don't know, it seems that Mr. Shen has been asked to help her find a house."

Shen Jiangnian's heart hung up again, "And then?" Ruan Ruan shrank her hands unconsciously, and said tremblingly, "It hurts~"

"Ah~ I'm sorry." Shen Jiangnian hurriedly let go of her hand, "I'm not very good at taking care of others, so I hurt you."

"It's okay, and then Mr. Shen seems to help her find it, but she is not satisfied, and may have to pick and choose again."

ha?Found it so quickly?If you help Qi Ziyun, you can find it, but if you help yourself, you can't find it. Shen Jiangnian is a little angry again.Afraid of revealing his emotions, Shen Jiangnian changed the subject, "Then you live here by yourself, aren't you afraid?"

"It's good to be afraid, the main rent is a bit high." Ruan Ruanna said, "Recently, I was also asking my friends if they want to rent a house, but they all have companions, and I posted a shared rental message online... ..."

"Well, it's best to find someone to live with. It's a trivial matter to share the rent. Having someone with you is a help." Shen Jiangnian didn't think too much, and continued to take the medicine, afraid that she would hurt, so she blew her up, Ruan Ruanjuan Curling his toes, he suddenly said after a long while: "I heard that you are looking for a house."

Shen Jiangnian squatted there, raised her eyes, licked her lower lip, and asked, "Are you an interrogative sentence or a declarative sentence."

"I..." Ruan Ruan bit her lips, and under Shen Jiangnian's eyes that didn't even blink, her cheeks turned red again, her eyelashes blinked quickly, she lowered her head, put her legs together, and said quickly: " Do you want to rent a house with me?" Then, without waiting for Shen Jiangnian's answer, he continued in one breath: "You only need to share a small part of the rent. I can cook and do housework. I won't make trouble for you. Sleep, don't bring back the messy people..."

Those who didn't know, thought that Shen Jiangnian was the landlord, and Ruan Ruan was the one who rented the house. She said too much in one breath and she didn't have enough energy. She took a deep breath and asked nervously: "So, do you want to buy a house?" Rent a house with me?"

Shen Jiangnian had already given her the medicine, stood up, exhaled softly, and asked, "Who did you hear, I'm looking for a house."

"Listen..." Ruan Ruan opened his mouth, shook his head again, and said bluntly: "I don't want to say." Shen Jiangnian didn't ask further, "The medicine is ready, you should rest, I should go Ruan Ruan got up suddenly, and held her with the injured hand, "You, do you think I, I hate you?" Ruan Ruan's eyes were a little red, "I was drunk at dinner that day, and said strange things , if I offend you, please forgive me."

"Do you remember what I said that day?" Shen Jiangnian recalled that day, and Ruan Ruan said that she was the most beautiful person in the Yanell Group.

"I don't remember." Ruan Ruan said softly, "But Jiang always joked with me one day, saying that I'm cute when I'm drunk, and I like to tell the truth..." Ruan Ruan only remembered that she had an interaction with Shen Jiangnian that day, but She forgot what happened specifically, Jiang Weier said more than that, what Ruan Ruan was most afraid of was talking nonsense with Shen Jiangnian when she was drunk.

"Oh~" Shen Jiangnian smiled, "You didn't say anything to offend me that day." Ruan Ruan asked uncertainly: "Really?" Shen Jiangnian hummed, Ruan Ruan breathed a sigh of relief and said: " I thought I was hated by you because of it." Shen Jiangnian took no trouble, and said again: "No." Once again, Shen Jiangnian seemed to see her former self, she cared so much about Shen Qinghe, she was afraid that any words or actions of hers would hurt her. bore her.

"Ruan Ruan."

"kindness."

"Don't be like that..." Shen Jiangnian pondered for a while, met Ruan's soft and bright eyes, and said, "It's okay, I just want to say, do things that make me happy."

"If you don't come, I can only rent a house, but I'm afraid of meeting strange people again." Ruan Ruan lowered her head and said very softly.

Shen Jiangnian's heart tightened, and he asked, "Has anyone already visited the house?"

"kindness……"

"how is it like?"

"A woman, in her 30s, came to see the house. After seeing it, she said that she could pay all the rent, as long as I helped her cook. I felt strange, so I didn't agree. She called me again today. I didn't dare to answer, she called me just now..."

Shen Jiangnian bit her lips, and finally said: "How about this, you continue to rent out the house, and by the way, I will also help you find out who you share with. Before there is no suitable person to move in, I will live with you first."

"Really?" Ruan Ruan couldn't hide her happiness, "Then, can I live in tonight?"

"Well...it should be, let's see the situation." Shen Jiangnian didn't know what happened to Shen Qinghe's side. If Qi Ziyun didn't go in, would Shen Qinghe look for her?

"Then you wait later, it's getting late, I'll cook first." Ruan Ruan ran into the kitchen in a hurry, and Shen Jiangnian couldn't even scream.Shen Jiangnian looked at the time, it was already past the off-duty time of the Yanair Group, and when he took out his mobile phone, there was no message from Shen Qinghe.Standing in the living room, Shen Jiangnian would sometimes hear Ruan Ruan's faint voice talking on the phone in the kitchen, as well as a smile from time to time, as if she was extremely happy.

Ruan Ruan made home-cooked dishes, but Shen Jiangnian was in no mood, let alone appetite.After the meal, Shen Jiangnian wanted to wash the dishes, but Ruan Ruan pushed them out of the kitchen, "I know how to wear gloves, so I won't get my hands wet." Shen Jiangnian looked at the busy figure in the kitchen, Shen Qinghe, have you eaten yet? ?

What a cheap person, I can't help thinking about someone.It was already 21 o'clock, and there was still no news from Shen Qinghe, Shen Jiangnian's heart couldn't help but hurt, his stomach hurt a little, maybe he ate too much.When the time reached 23 o'clock, Shen Jiangnian was lying in the room unable to sleep at all. For some reason, she felt that Shen Qinghe was still in the Yanair Group.

She must be possessed by a demon, that's why she went to the Yanaier Group alone in the middle of the night against the night wind. On the 30th floor, the high and far light is still so dazzling, is it Shen Qinghe?Shen Jiangnian couldn't help speeding up her pace, and in the end, she even ran into the elevator.But just as she took out the card and was about to paste it, she remembered that she had no right to freely enter and exit the 30th floor, and her eyes were sore from the loss.

Beep~ The magnetic plate area sensed the door card. Shen Jiangnian heard the beep, it was so harsh, and the pain made her angry. She clenched her fist and smashed the button on the 30th floor. Unexpectedly...found that the button was actually on up.

The 2nd floor, 3rd floor, 4th floor... The elevator went up just like that, how could it be?Shen Jiangnian couldn't believe it, she pressed the 29th floor, yes, the 28th floor, yes... It turns out, it's all okay, Shen Qinghe gave her the privilege.

On the 30th floor, the elevator door opened, Shen Jiangnian's breathing suddenly became short, and her heart beat fast.Knocking on the high door, Shen Qinghe stood at the door, his eyes looked so cold to Shen Jiangnian, even his tone was like this, "Why are you here?"

"I can't come?" Shen Jiangnian was stung by her indifferent expression and tone, and pushed open the door to come in, "Why haven't you got off work yet?" Shen Qinghe let her go, and said softly, "Work overtime."

"It's almost 12 o'clock, you have to work overtime all night?" Shen Jiangnian's heart ached so hopelessly.

"Well," Shen Qinghe sat back without raising his head, "You are fine, go back and rest early." Although Shen Qinghe seldom responded to her, but Shen Qinghe was so indifferent that Shen Jiang hadn't seen her for a long time, as if there were thousands of mountains and thousands of miles between them. Water, back to the beginning.

"Where do you want me to go back to rest?" Shen Jiangnian was still thinking about it, Shen Qinghe didn't take her in, and didn't recommend a suitable house, it was so easy to help Qi Ziyun.

Shen Qinghe paused when she tapped the keyboard, raised her eyes, smiled, lowered her eyes and said, "Shen Jiangnian, I'm still working overtime. If you're fine, go back."

"Let me ask you, where do you want me to go back?" Shen Jiangnian propped his hands on the table and slammed it up, his voice was a bit harsh at night.

Shen Qinghe didn't even look at her, "You can go wherever you like."

"You don't care about me at all." Shen Jiangnian pawed at the table with both hands, his knuckles hurt a little.Shen Qinghe didn't deny it, how could she be so cruel, Shen Jiangnian's eyes were suddenly filled with tears, she went around, grabbed Shen Qinghe's collar suddenly, and kissed him.Shen Qinghe turned her head to avoid it, and said in a cold voice, "This is my office."

Shen Jiangnian kissed Shen Qinghe's ear, biting her teeth hard, biting, the pain caused Shen Qinghe to gasp, Shen Jiangnian heard it, and licked the biting place with the tip of her tongue, "What's wrong with your office?" Shen Jiangnian raised her hand to caress Shen Qinghe's waist, and tugged on Shen Qinghe's clothes, wanting to poke inside.

"Shen Jiangnian, I don't want to do it now." Shen Qinghe turned his head to avoid it. Shen Jiangnian breathed heavily, holding back tears, grabbed her by the collar and pushed back hard. Shen Qingxi put her hand on her chest and kneaded it, and said with a smile: "But I think, if you don't want to be fucked by me, you can fuck me."