Conquest on the tip of the tongue[GL]

At that moment, Shen Jiangnian embraced her whole world.

Shen Qinghe, am I doomed not to be able to escape you in my life?

You are such a special existence,

Let me happy Let me worry;

make me happy, make me hurt;

Make me hate, make me love.

At this moment, no amount of emotion has turned into pity.

Shen Jiangnian hugged Shen Qinghe, raised her hand to caress her back, and said softly, "I like you, and I've made you tired." Shen Qinghe didn't respond to anything, only her disordered breathing was in Shen Jiangnian's ear, and she whispered softly. Said: "I want to say two things. One is that I chose to live in Ruan Ruan's house temporarily. Originally, Qi Ziyun agreed to live with her, but I changed my mind temporarily. Ruan Ruan met a strange tenant when renting a house. She was afraid, so I I live with her temporarily, and leave when she finds a tenant; secondly, I hugged Ruan Ruan just now because she came down from upstairs crying. I don’t know why, but when I was asking her, she rushed In my arms, Shen Qinghe, don't get me wrong, okay?" Yes, she explained in such a hurry because she was afraid that there would be a misunderstanding between them, and the relationship between them was already difficult enough.

Shen Qinghe still didn't respond, the breathing in Shen Jiangnian's ears became more stable, Shen Jiangnian rubbed her cheek against Shen Qinghe's ear, and still stroked her back lightly, "Tonight, you are not allowed to work overtime, I will take you Go home." Shen Jiangnian tilted her head, and gently kissed Shen Qinghe's ear.

In front of weak people, Shen Jiangnian's soft side was aroused. She put away all her negative emotions, leaving only complete pampering.This posture lasted for a full 10 minutes before Shen Qinghe took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, with some shortness of breath. She pulled some distance away, but Shen Jiangnian refused to let her go.

"I'm fine." Shen Qinghe said softly, motioning for Shen Jiangnian to let go.

Just as Shen Jiangnian relaxed a bit, seeing that Shen Qinghe's body was still shaking, she immediately hugged her tightly, "Don't let go." Shen Jiangnian's eyes were red with distress, "Just let me care about you, I won't eat you, You are also a woman, why do you have to make yourself look like you don't need anyone to get close to you? I just want to be nice to you." Kindness is always pushed away, and that feeling is really uncomfortable.Shen Jiangnian sometimes doesn't understand why Shen Qinghe always pushes her away. If Shen Qinghe gets close to her, she will be so happy.

Shen Qinghe straightened her waist a little, sat up a little more straight, her eyes were downcast, she looked at Shen Jiangnian, and smiled for a while.Shen Jiangnian leaned over and kissed her on the cheek. Although Shen Qinghe hid back, she didn't really dodge.Shen Jiangnian kissed softly one after another, and whispered: "Maybe you don't believe it, the pain is in your body, it hurts in my heart, I didn't hit you on purpose last night, I hit you by accident." Even though last night, she didn't Really wanted to hit Shen Qinghe, but if she did, her heart ached terribly.

Shen Jiangnian caressed Shen Qinghe's cheek, slid to her chin and pinched it, and slightly twisted to her side, covering her lips.From the initial non-response, Shen Qinghe gradually began to respond, and the gentle kiss ironed Shen Jiangnian's aching heart.At the end of the kiss, Shen Jiangnian was still sad, she pressed her forehead against Shen Qinghe's forehead, rubbed it lightly, and said, "You are a calamity I can't get through."

If it is possible not to like Shen Qinghe, she must not like it. She is sad, and Shen Qinghe is also uncomfortable. These two results are not what she likes.Shen Qinghe didn't make a sound, Shen Jiangnian held her forehead with both hands, planted a kiss on Shen Qinghe's forehead, stared at her moist eyes, and said: "So, Shen Qinghe, I'm destined to be your catastrophe too, it's up to you to get by Own."

Perhaps Shen Qinghe was too tired, from the beginning to the end, she hardly spoke, even unable to respond to Shen Jiangnian's kiss.Shen Jiangnian wanted to carry Shen Qinghe away, but Shen Qinghe shook his head and said softly, "You can't hold me." Shen Jiangnian blushed, but she couldn't deny it, "Then I will carry you." Shen Qinghe still shook her head, "Then I will support you, you are not allowed to refuse me again." Shen Qinghe did not refuse her.

Shen Qingxi's assistant, at the entrance of the hotel, immediately came to greet her.The two helped Shen Qinghe to the car, Shen Jiangnian turned around and was about to get out of the car, Shen Qinghe's fingertips hooked her, Shen Jiangnian felt it, turned around and shook Shen Qinghe's hand, "Wait for me, I'll be right over. "Shen Jiangnian said to Ruan Yue, the driver: "Ruan Yue, come down first, and I will say a few words to you."

Shen Jiangnian told about Shen Qinghe's situation in the bathroom, and wanted to ask if this was Shen Qinghe's old problem, but remembering Ruan Yue's polite refusal, Shen Jiangnian didn't make it difficult for her, "I'll go to the hotel first, and I have a few words Let's talk, and then, look, you should understand Mr. Shen's situation better, and what can you do to make her feel more comfortable. "

After Shen Jiangnian went in, she quickly found Qi Ziyun and Ruan Ruan who were running around. The two were separated, and Shen Jiangnian met Ruan Ruan first.

"Jiang Nian!" Ruan Ruan exclaimed in surprise.

"Ruan Ruan." Shen Jiangnian said succinctly, "As for my living in your house, I may not be able to live in your place every day, but if you are looking for a tenant, try to make an appointment at a time that is convenient for me, and I will help you. "

Ruan Ruan was stunned, the surprise faded, but she nodded, and Shen Jiangnian asked her again, "Why are you crying today?" Ruan Ruan lowered her head, shook her head, and said sullenly, "It's okay." Thinking about it just now Drinking inside, Jiang Weier was the same as in the past, he didn't frown at her coldly, probably, he didn't care about her.

Shen Jiangnian didn't want to ask, so she said, "Your friend, Qi Ziyun, where will he live tonight, did he tell you?"

"I haven't asked yet." Ruan Ruan wondered why Shen Jiangnian was curious about this and wanted to ask more, but Qi Ziyun's voice came from behind, "Ruan Ruan!" Ruan Ruan turned her head and waved her hand. Nian grabbed her shoulder and squeezed it hard, "I have a few words with Qi Ziyun alone, you wait for her here for a while."

Qi Ziyun has already come this way, and Shen Jiangnian went up to meet her, "Qi Ziyun, is it convenient for you to say a few words?" Qi Ziyun looked at her coldly, "You and I have nothing to say." As he said that, he was about to go, Shen Jiang Nian raised his hand to stop her, "If it wasn't for Shen Qinghe, we really have no common topic." Qi Ziyun stopped walking, and took a step back, "Where is Qinghe? Where is she?"

Shen Qinghe's faint expression said, "Qi Ziyun, I don't care about the relationship between you and Shen Qinghe in the past, but now, you obviously make her tired." Just as Qi Ziyun opened his mouth to refute, Shen Jiangnian added: "Shen Qinghe didn't return all night last night, don't you Tell me, you don't know why." These words obviously hit Qi Ziyun's sore spot, she bit her lip and stared at Shen Jiangnian.

"No matter what, I will not let you go to Shen Qinghe's house tonight. I know, you will say that I am not qualified, but I can tell you, either, I will take Shen Qinghe home today, or I will take her somewhere else, In short, I won't let you be alone with her, she is too tired now and needs to rest, you..." Shen Jiangnian wanted to put down the harsh words, but seeing Qi Ziyun's eyes were red, looking like he was about to cry, his heart was somewhat soft After a few minutes, he changed the subject, "If you really love her, you should think more from her perspective. Tonight, let her have a good rest." Shen Jiangnian glanced at Ruan Ruan, who was anxious in the distance. Said, "Ruan Ruan is also a little girl, and she would be scared by herself. As a best friend, she shouldn't be so mean." Shen Jiangnian didn't feel guilty at all when she said this. She didn't think about it. ", how much did she do, "You go to live with her tonight, lest she be afraid alone."

After Shen Jiangnian finished speaking, she turned around and left directly.Ruan Ruan looked at her, Shen Jiangnian smiled, raised her hand and waved, Ruan Ruan also raised her hand and waved stupidly, then hurried to Qi Ziyun, "Ziyun, are you okay?" Ruan Ruan realized, Qi Ziyun's eyes were red.

"It's okay." Qi Ziyun rubbed her eyes, and walked straight to the hotel entrance, Ruan Ruan followed her, "Where are you going?"

"I'm going to get some air." Qi Ziyun saw it, and Shen Qinghe's car left.

Qi Ziyun walked silently, Ruan Ruan was by his side, Qi Ziyun suddenly said: "Ruan Ruan, I'm sorry." Ruan Ruan was startled, "What's wrong?"

"Is it a little scary to live alone?" Qi Ziyun asked quietly.

"Ah..." Ruan Ruan knew what she was talking about, "Fortunately... nothing to be afraid of, but, En is a bit too quiet alone." Qi Ziyun took Ruan Ruan's hand, shook it, and said: "Go on Let's rent a house together." Last night, she felt the same way, it was too quiet, so quiet that it was weird.

Facing the goddess, she was willing to give in unconditionally. Shen Qinghe didn't rest last night, and Qi Ziyun also hoped that Shen Qinghe could rest tonight, so she didn't want to, but she gave in.

"Mr. Shen, we are now..." Ruan Yue drove, not knowing exactly where he was going, Shen Jiangnian directly answered for Shen Qinghe, "Go home." Ruan Yue paused for 2 seconds, and said without waiting for Shen Qinghe's denial : "Okay." She also secretly heaved a sigh of relief. Finally, she can go home tonight, but she also can't sleep. It's better to be at home than to work overtime in the company.

In the car, Shen Qinghe was leaning against the car window. Shen Jiangnian looked at her several times, her eyes closed and she looked lifeless, and she couldn't help but feel pain in her heart.Shen Jiangnian really wanted to hold Shen Qinghe in his arms, but because of Ruan Yue's presence, Shen Jiangnian could only endure it.However, after holding back for a while, I couldn't help it anymore, "Mr. Shen, you'll feel better if you lean on my shoulder." Then, without waiting for Shen Qingxi's response, she raised her hand to draw him over, hugged her in her arms, He stroked Shen Qingxi's arm and said, "Close your eyes and rest, I'll call you when you get home." The voice was so soft that Shen Jiangnian felt strange to herself.

Shen Jiangnian knew her own temperament, and she was soft-tempered rather than tough. If Shen Qinghe had a softer temper, he could pamper her to heaven, but unfortunately, Shen Qinghe was a tough one, and he didn't know how to show weakness, so when two people were together, there was always a kind of head-on confrontation. Feel.She will cry out when she hurts, and she will vent, so although she is uncomfortable, it is okay, but Shen Qinghe is suffering, except for the cold words to herself at the beginning, later Shen Qinghe never lost her temper with her, she is always forgiving herself, so, I will become more and more forgetful.

The car drove into "Shen's Mansion" again, but still stopped at the original position, seeing Ruan Yue get out of the car as well.Ruan Yue and Shen Jiangnian helped Shen Qinghe to the door, and Ruan Yue stopped there, "If you have any questions, you can call me at any time, or find me on WeChat." Ruan Yue bowed and said, "Mr. Rest." Ruan Yue left, and Shen Jiangnian looked at Ruan Yue who was walking to the side, feeling that something was wrong.Right now, there is no other time, after Shen Jiangnian helped Shen Qinghe into the room,

Shen Qinghe's condition was better than before, but she was still tired. Shen Jiangnian wanted to help take a bath, but she also knew that she would not agree, "I'll blow your hair for you." Shen Qinghe roughly washed his body, and came out, wrapped in a nightgown.Shen Jiangnian came out one step ahead of her, first blow-dried her hair, and kissed the top of her hair, "Okay, now you can lie down and rest." Shen Jiangnian insisted on supporting Shen Qinghe.

After Shen Qinghe lay down, Shen Jiangnian helped her cover the quilt. For the first time, she felt that the quilt was too big, making Shen Qinghe look like a very small one.Shen Jiangnian sat on the head of the bed, stretched her hand into the quilt, held Shen Qinghe's hand, and squeezed it, "Let me cook some porridge for you, okay?" Shen Qinghe raised her eyes, blinked slowly, and evoked a smile , did not speak.

Tonight's Shen Qinghe was very reticent, and Shen Jiangnian didn't force her, and wanted to get away to cook porridge, but Shen Qinghe's loose hand didn't intend to let go of her.Shen Jiangnian leaned over and kissed her forehead, "I'll cook the porridge, and I'll be back soon."

Shen Jiangnian did what she said, and came back in 3 minutes. Shen Qinghe was still in the posture she left, and her eyes were fixed on the door.Shen Jiangnian kissed her forehead again, "Close your eyes, I'm here." Shen Jiangnian held Shen Qinghe's hand, and Shen Qinghe really closed her eyes.Every once in a while, Shen Qinghe would open her eyes, and Shen Jiangnian was smiling slightly, looking at her.Shen Qinghe opened his eyes for the third time, and Shen Jiangnian shook the jade hand in his heart, "It's just right, let's have some porridge."

In order to feed Shen Qinghe, Shen Jiangnian only ate a few mouthfuls, "I will lie down with you, and I promise not to move around." This time, Shen Jiangnian really didn't have any distracting thoughts, and just wanted to let Shen Qinghe rest.Shen Qinghe didn't agree, but she didn't refuse either. Shen Jiangnian climbed onto the bed, hugged Shen Qinghe in her arms, and said softly: "I'm a clumsy person, and I'm always at a loss when facing you. I'm not afraid of you saying I don't Well, I'm afraid that you won't say anything," Shen Jiangnian was still a little depressed when thinking about the past few days, "Before I met you, I was very narcissistic and felt that I had no shortcomings, but after meeting you, I realized that There are too many things that need to be corrected.”

Shen Qinghe nestled quietly in her arms, and Shen Jiangnian hugged her tightly, "Shen Qinghe, I am willing to become a better person for you, and for your future happiness, you also have to teach me well," yes , she used the word "teaching", she knows the "wildness" in her bones, she is impulsive, she has a bad temper, and her personality is too sharp... However, facing Shen Qingxi, she is willing to surrender, "I didn't do well, Be sure to tell me, I will change, give me time, I will definitely change, I..."

"You are fine." Shen Qinghe said softly suddenly.

"kindness?"

"The bad person is me." Shen Qinghe closed her eyes and said, "So, don't like me."

Shen Jiangnian's heart throbbed, "Shen Qinghe, it's impossible in this life, I already like you now, if I don't like you, unless..." Shen Jiangnian's heartache almost made her body convulse, what about those words? Can't tell.

"Unless what?" Shen Qinghe opened his eyes and looked at her.

Shen Jiangnian was really sad, so Shen Qinghe really hoped that she would not like her. She bit her lip until the pain made her lips numb, took a deep breath, and said with a smile: "Don't let me like you, this is What do you want?" Shen Qing's black ink-like eyes seemed to be able to swallow everything.At this moment, Shen Qinghe's silence made Shen Jiangnian feel suffocated.

"Shen Qinghe, if this is what you really want," Shen Jiangnian said sadly with red eyes, "then hurt me as much as you want, hurt me to the point where I have to let go, I will leave completely you."

It was all a small fight before, she would not leave easily, if once she decided to let go, it would be hard to get back.

Shen Qinghe, I hope you understand me, I am such a person.