Gundam SEED: True Dreams

Just like that, Kira and Kagalli were "invited" to the station by Bartfeld, completely ignoring the reactions of Kira and Kagalli, Barterfeld enthusiastically led them in, and I followed closely behind.

"You're back, Andy," Aisha's voice came from just entering the door.

"I'm back, Elsa," completely ignoring the three pure (?) children around him, Barterfield naturally put his arms around Elsa's waist, and then kissed gently.I couldn't help but feel my cheeks getting hot, especially after I inadvertently met Kira's gaze, the two of them turned their heads at the same time, and the blushing index rose rapidly. Fortunately, Aisha and Bartfeld's attention seemed to be on Katya at this time Li.

Then Kagalli was naturally led away by Aisha, Kira wanted to catch up but was stopped by Aisha, "Lady wants to change clothes, boys can't come here."

"Well, there is a beautiful woman here, why don't you sit down and have a chat with this beautiful woman first?" Noticing that Barterfield and Aisha glanced at me and Kira in a playful way, I followed them subconsciously. looking for the reason.

This, how could it be...! ! !What I finally found surprised me. In the scuffle just now, at some point, the pendants that Kira and I were hanging were exposed.Looking at the ambiguous smiles on their faces, I seemed to see two drooling tigers.

"I'll make the coffee, Nicole, take this young man to the living room first," Bartfeld seemed considerate to arrange.

"Well, please follow me," my voice was obviously a little stiff, probably only Kagali was present who couldn't figure out the situation, "this... this way, please."

"Thanks, Ma... sorry for your trouble," the responder was equally embarrassed.

So we left the sight of the tiger couple at the fastest speed that humans can understand.

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I took Kira into the living room and felt his uneasiness. I adjusted my breathing and kept my voice as normal as possible: "Don't worry, the girl who came with you will be fine."

"Well," Kira was obviously absent-minded when he answered, and there was no more words after a simple syllable.

"Sit down wherever you want," he said with a preoccupied look, and I also had mixed feelings in my heart. After speaking politely, I found that there is no suitable topic to talk about between us now.

Generally speaking, the host and the guest should sit face to face in this situation, but at this time, after Kira sat down, I sat directly next to him, "I'm sorry..." After a long silence, Kira struggled to squeeze out After listening to these few syllables, hearing this sentence is almost what I said to him from his mouth. Apart from feeling a little unable to adapt, I had the urge to slap him.

However, when I saw a certain purple eye whose water vapor content was saturated after being wronged for thousands of years, the cute and pitiful expression made my heart soften in an instant, "What happened?" Trying to calm down, I spit out The peaceful voice made me have to start admiring my acting skills.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Without answering my question, Kira just kept repeating the sentence with her head down, her voice gradually becoming weeping.When he was a child, most of his cries were coquettish, but later it was pure sadness, and now the self-blame that cannot be concealed slowly escaped from his low sobs.

This self-blame, which I don't know the source of for the time being, revived the anger that had been suppressed in my heart and started an uncontrollable trend of spreading.Calm down, you must be calm, I told myself secretly, now is not the time to ask him these things.

"You have worked hard too," sighed deeply, thinking about Kira's experience since the collapse of Heliopolis, I couldn't help but recall myself when I learned that Romina was killed, The self after the first murder.Kira has given me so much tolerance and understanding, no matter what he has done, I am now responsible for giving him the same comfort, "Life has suddenly become like this, and many times I feel very helpless, even...some Despair."

"I..., I'm sorry...," Kira still failed to answer me with any meaningful content, and the low sobbing continued.

Stretching out my arms, I gently hugged him into my arms, "It's okay," although the anger covered up other emotions in my heart just now, but in fact, my distress has always been there since I first saw him like this, "You have already done it Very good."

The low sobs suddenly turned into wailing.I don’t know how many times I have seen Kira cry since I was a child, but this is the first time I have seen him cry hysterically, as if he wanted to suppress everything he experienced after his peaceful life was broken. The pain was completely released, and Kira cried faintly.

"It's okay, everything will pass," I put down all other distracting thoughts, and gently patted his thin back. I comforted this child whose heart was as clean and sensitive as glass with all my heart.

The cry gradually became lighter as time went by, "Sorry, I..." Kira Rika's rainy appearance made me see a lure with "Come and attack me" written on its face, but Before I realized that I had had this thought in my mind, the thought was gone.

"Don't say anything, just wipe your face first." Although I really like to see his pear blossom and rainy face, it's not good for others to see it.

"Well," obediently took the tissue I handed over, "Nicole, I..." He tried hard to express something, but couldn't say it after all.

"Hey, you can really swallow that barbecue with yogurt sauce and chili sauce." Since I decided not to pursue him at this moment, I had to change the subject.

"Eh?"

"I still think the original barbecue is delicious, but Captain Barterfield forced me to add yogurt sauce, it's disgusting!!!"

"Actually..., I just think the taste of the two sauces is okay, but I really don't know what the barbecue is like," I suddenly mentioned the topic of barbecue, which successfully turned the atmosphere between us towards what I hoped "However, I really didn't expect Mr. Cagalli and Mr. Bartfield to be so obsessed with these things. I always feel a little weird."

"Well, everyone has their own special hobbies. By the way, did you buy and play the game that was released for the New Year that you mentioned before Christmas last year? How do you feel?"

"Forget about that," Kira looked at me rather sadly, "I spent one night playing the last level that day, I think there's still one level left, so let's save it for tomorrow night. Thinking of you attacking Heliopolis the next day," the tone revealed pure resentment without any sentimentality.

"Hehe, I'm really sorry. Is that game fun?"

"Well, the level design of that game is reasonable, and the picture quality is also good. Although there are some bugs, I think it's still a very good game overall."

"Hearing you say that, I want to play too, hey, but there shouldn't be this sale in PLANT, right?"

"It doesn't matter, how about passing it on to you after I return to Orb's native land to acquire the game?"

"Okay, okay, so exciting."

Looking at Kira's gradually expanding smile, I also feel my nerves gradually relaxing. I think this is the life that suits us.

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"Hey, it seems that you guys had a good chat," a mature male voice drifted into our ears from the door, and after some time, Bartfeld finally walked in with a prepared coffee, "This is my Carefully brewed new coffee," put the coffee in front of us, put the tray away, and sat across from us with the remaining cup.

Just when I wanted to remind Kira to be mentally prepared before drinking this kind of stuff, he had already picked up the coffee cup and took a sip, then frowned as expected.

"It seems that although both of you have tasted some flavors of adults, you don't know how to appreciate them."

Kira and I remained silent at the same time, indeed, we both have experienced the flavor of adults, but it is still too difficult for us to accept this flavor.

After a light knock on the door, the door of the living room was opened, and our eyes were naturally attracted to it. Kagalli changed her usual bold and straightforward style, and shyly hid behind Aisha.As expected of Aub's princess, after this dress up, at least she looks like a nobleman at a glance.

"There's nothing to be shy about, go over there," Aisha nudged Cagalli behind her back, and Cagalli took a few wobbly steps before gaining a firm foothold.Seeing Cagalli approaching, I felt that I had changed places, and before Cagalli noticed, I sat next to Bartfield.Kira did not live up to my expectations. The sentence "really...a girl..." made me see Bartfield and Aisha leaning forward and backward with laughter, and Kagali assumed the posture of a lion roaring in the river east, And the innocent and cringe on his face is a good show.

"Nicole-chan, I want to ask you to help me with something." After laughing, Aisha found a good reason to help me leave the reception room.

"Sorry, excuse me," I don't want Kagalli to see the relationship between me and Kira for the time being, but in fact, if Kagalli is as sensitive as Aisha and Bartfield, Kira and I will The relationship between them has long been seen through, thank God for not giving Cagalian a head of Lux.

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"You're not worried about that boy, or you don't mind seeing that boy with such a beautiful girl?" Leaving the living room, seeing my indifferent face, Aisha couldn't help being a little curious.

"Captain Baltfield won't do anything to them. As for being with that girl, I don't think I have anything to mind." I even suspect that Kira has never regarded Kagali as a girl. If you mind, you will probably mind the relationship between Kira and the following two people: Aslan (!), Fleur (…), from Lux's words, it seems that they haven't met yet.And having said that, sister control is actually very cute...

"That's right, that's it." Aisha chuckled after listening to my narration, "You really feel relieved about that boy."

"It's not that I'm really worried about him, but it's useless for me to worry about it under such circumstances," I wouldn't do such thankless things because I was worried that I wouldn't be able to eat.

"That boy is the pilot of that mobile suit."

"..." Aisha and Bartfeld's insight is as sharp as a tiger's. Although this may be just a test, but the tone of the speech makes people want to answer "Eh? How do you know?", I There is no answer, but I know that my expression has answered the question at this time.

"It's really sad," Aisha's usual charming tone revealed a hint of sadness.

Sad...?I think I regard fighting Kira as part of our destiny determined by the original book, so when faced with such a situation, I may even have the mentality of drinking tea and watching a play, plus Diego and Aspen Lan's full cooperation, except for the last moment of the low-orbit battle, my many battles with Kira were almost child's play.

But in fact, a pair of lovers must draw their guns to each other, no matter what the process and result are, isn't it already very sad in terms of this matter itself?After Aisha mentioned this, I found that I still cared about the current situation of being opposed to Kira in my heart.

It doesn't matter that the battle between us is always muddied like this, but what if one day we can't muddle through?I suddenly thought of Michelle's death, maybe because it was an overlapping part with the original book, maybe because I didn't witness the scene where Michelle died in battle, maybe because I was only watching it in the three-dimensional world when I was thinking about the problem. The mentality of anime still deeply affects me. I almost forget that this senior who took good care of us novices was killed by Kira.

Recalling the resentment I had towards Kira at the moment when I learned of Michelle's death, and then thinking of the death fight between Strike Gundam and Rako that might happen in the near future, all of these made me feel terrified .As long as we are still on opposite sides, he may hurt my comrades-in-arms for what he wants to protect, and I may also kill his close friends for what I want to achieve. If this continues, the relationship between us can still be maintained. ?I dare not answer, I think if Kira thinks of these things, he will not dare to make guarantees, the flames of war can always burn people's emotions completely.

When Kira and Kagalli left, I didn’t go to see them off. I saw Kira’s distressed face from a distance, and I thought that Barterfield must have talked with him like in the original book, knowing that his enemy is really not A good thing, especially for those who are about to fight to the death.