Gundam SEED: True Dreams

The atmosphere in the cave was oppressive and weird. Against the backdrop of the ticking rain outside and the crackling sound of burning firewood inside the cave, Kagalli kept looking at us with the gaze of examining the prisoners, and Kira lowered his head and remained silent. language, and I have always looked at Kajiali coldly.

"What's the relationship between you guys?!" Kagali finally couldn't help but yelled at us.

After being yelled at by Kagali, Kira raised his head slightly as if he wanted to explain something, "We...," but finally hemmed and hawed for a while, and he closed his eyes obediently in the two auras with different feelings and the same effect. mouthed.

"Miss, this has nothing to do with you." When I was sitting leisurely in front of the computer watching this animation, I didn't have any prejudice or antipathy towards Aubu or Kagali.But now, I can only feel that many things happen to others and the feeling is completely different from my own experience, "This is a private matter between us, and you don't need to ask."

Kagalli glared at me fiercely, but after I glanced at her coldly, she wisely vented her anger on Kira who lowered her head like a child who made a mistake, "Kira, why do you know Zha?" Foot soldiers?!"

"Miss, please pay attention to your tone of voice." Hearing Kagali's disdainful and dissatisfied tone towards Zaft, the disgust towards her and Aub spread like wildfire in my heart, "Zafter is just for us to let ourselves, It was established to allow our compatriots to survive."

"But because of you, many of my friends died under your attacks! Don't you care about other people's lives for your own survival?!" Kajiali roared angrily, "No In your words, how could the earth be like it is now..."

"Then I will give you the same sentence. Should we give up our own right to live for the sake of others?!" I interrupted Kajiali bluntly, and I replied blankly, "Or Say you also think that the world will be peaceful if all the adjusters are dead."

"I...!" Kajiali obviously didn't expect me to say such words, and was at a loss for a moment, "This..., no... I didn't mean that..."

"Forget it, it's meaningless to continue arguing about this kind of issue. I'm sorry, I just said something too much." Debating this kind of issue with Kajiali is too boring. How can things in the world be simply distinguished by black and white? So when I glanced at Kira, who was looking extremely awkward between the two of us, I sighed, "I want to be alone, sorry," got up and walked out of the cave, and I stepped out into the dark and cold night outside .

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"Nicole..." Just as I was sitting on the edge of a cliff looking at the moon on the distant sea in a daze, a voice from behind broke the silence of the night, and as expected, Kira followed, "That, Ka Carrie has a deep friendship with the members of Dawn Desert, so she....Sorry, I..." Standing next to me, Kira looked at me with a complicated expression, "I'm sorry."

"I understand her feelings, but many things in this world cannot be solved by understanding alone." Without pulling back my eyes, my eyes still stayed on the bright full moon, "If only understanding can solve it If there is a problem, then the world will not be what it is now." The air after the rainstorm was very fresh, but at this moment, the fresh and cold air pierced my lungs like needles, "It's like even if I can understand you, but I can't ignore the blood of my compatriots already stained on your hands." Turning his head and smiling at him faintly, "What do you think is the relationship between us now?"

"I'm sorry, I..." Under my gaze, Kira looked away in pain, "I'm sorry..."

"Are you saying we are enemies?" I turned my eyes to the vast sea again, and murmured in a low voice.I have never raised this question so bluntly in front of Kira, but now even if I avoid it, this question can no longer be ignored, "I once wanted to kill Kagalisan, if I really kill her ,what will you do?"

"..." Kira didn't answer but just kept silent, "I...have killed many of your comrades-in-arms, right?" He opened his mouth slowly after a long time.

This time I was silent, and I didn't know how to respond to Kira's answer, "I'm sorry..., you have been lenient with us, but I...," suddenly a pair of seemingly weak arms shook Wrapping my arms around me, "...sorry," Kira's voice trembled, and I just let him hug me like this silently.

Kira's embrace, like his own, always gives me a warm and reassuring feeling, but at this moment I can't feel any warmth from his embrace at all, "Please let go," said the voice very coldly, I She rejected Kira's embrace for the first time.

What cannot be escaped is the ego, and what cannot be undone is the past, and I am not yet generous enough to accept the casualties Kira has inflicted on our troops.If it is said that those who were buried at the hands of Kira before were just some green clothes that I didn’t know at all, then after the battle in the desert, I recalled those comrades in the Balterfield team. The compatriots who were still chatting and laughing in front of me in a second turned into the dead souls of the assault guns in the next moment. Such things cannot be relieved just by letting go.Especially Barterfield, Aisha, and Michelle, even if Barterfield can escape by chance, what about the next time?As long as we are still in our respective positions, no one can tell what will happen next time we fight.

"...", Kira was taken aback for a moment, but he let go of his hand quickly, "...I'm sorry," his expression could not be seen clearly under the cold moonlight.

"What should I think of you now?" Standing up, I looked directly into Kira's eyes.The distance between us is gradually widening with our different positions, "Can there still be love between us?" It's a bad thing to meet your enemies like Barterfield and Kira. It's bad enough to be friends with one's enemies the way Aslan is, and I feel like I'm dealing with a disaster.Maybe it's because my vision is too narrow, but I don't think I can see through the problem at least in the current state.

I didn't expect Kira to give any answer, and the facts are developing like this. Except for silence or silence, any language is pale and powerless in front of the established facts.

The moonlight shone bleakly on the earth, the night wind after the rain was full of biting coolness, and silent sorrow permeated the surrounding air, "We... can't go back, we can't go back to the past...," the sad emotion comes from The bone marrow spread to the whole body, and the heart seemed to be tightly entangled by chains. Even when the single machine broke into the atmosphere, the breathing was never as difficult as it is now.The reality has erected an invisible wall between us that cannot be broken. Even if we can still understand and understand each other standing on both sides, we have lost the right to embrace and accompany each other.

In such a world, everyone is like a flat boat on a rough sea, unable to control its own course.In fact, I have no reason to blame Kira's behavior for destroying our relationship. I already knew that things would develop like this. My accusation against Kira is more like venting anger. I should have considered it when I accepted this relationship will develop to where it is today.Kira is innocent, he was just forced to fight, and it may even be the act of letting go of me, a prisoner, that caused him to stay on the Archangel.I was self-righteous, in order to be able to face the harm that Kira had caused to his comrades when he was forced to do so.

"Sorry," I couldn't help apologizing to Kira when I thought of this, "but I..." I suddenly remembered that I seemed to have just passed my 15th birthday. Although I had lived for more than 20 years before, the days of peace and war The years really make a big difference, "What would you do if I killed your friend...?" I asked this question again that I could never find the answer to.

"I don't know..." Kira said honestly, "If something like that happens... I really don't know what to do..."

"If I kill your friend, will you still or do you think you can still love me under such circumstances?" I continued to confide the long-suppressed depression in my heart, "Now we still have love for each other. Are you qualified to say love?"

"I'm sorry..." The sudden huge pulling force made me suddenly lose my focus in surprise, "I'm sorry Nicole, I'm really sorry..." The excited voice was full of strong crying, like a drowning person suddenly grabbing Clinging to a piece of driftwood, Kira hugged me as hard as she could.

"It's not your fault, it's just..." I didn't break free this time, letting him hug me and slowly closed my eyes, "What will our future be like...," I have never felt the same about the future. So confused, I can't help but hope that there will be a great god to guide me, but the road of life has to be walked step by step by myself, even if someone offers advice, it is myself who makes the final choice.

After a sleepless night, the radio wave communication was restored in the early morning of the next day. When I found out that the communication was restored, I immediately contacted Aslan and the others, and then quietly left the cave before dawn, and got into Thunderbolt to leave. .I didn't say goodbye to Kira because there was no way to speak, and I felt that leaving quietly like this was the best option for me given the current situation.Start Xunlei to move to the Carpantalia base. Through the camera, I saw a figure standing on the beach silently watching my departure.