Gundam SEED: True Dreams

When I regained consciousness again, I found myself lying in the infirmary of the Vesalius. When I regained consciousness, the feeling of nausea and fear surrounded me again.I sat up suddenly, clutching the quilt tightly, my whole body began to tremble involuntarily. "How do you feel?" Diego's voice came from next to his ear, his usual frivolous tone was completely gone, replaced by anxiety and concern.

Although I really want to say it's okay, but I don't think it's okay in this situation, and in fact I'm not okay. "What do you say?" Although it was just a simple answer, I felt that it was so strenuous to say it. This feeling was similar to when I first learned that Romina had died, but it was more complicated. "How long have I been in a coma? Now How's the situation?" I tried my best to avoid recalling everything I saw just now, but the bloody scene was still lingering in front of my eyes.Since it cannot be forgotten, anyway, this is the task we have to perform, so we might as well continue to understand it.

"Well, you only fainted for half an hour, but you really scared me and Aslan when you fainted. Kreuzer led the team there in person, accompanied by Aslan and the others, and I was Pai will stay and look after you. The information you got has been sent to the headquarters for analysis, and I copied a copy when no one was paying attention. I just analyzed it roughly, do you want to know what it is about?" Dia Brother tried to adjust the atmosphere with lighter words, but I gave him a hard look.

"Don't talk to me in such a tone now, I'm not in the mood." After glaring at him, I turned my gaze away, and then slowly closed my eyes, "Sorry, I'm really relaxed now I'm not in the mood."

"Uh, I'm sorry," Diego looked relaxed when he saw my performance, "Then I'll just say it. According to what I saw, this is probably a laboratory for strengthening people. Of course, the level is higher than The laboratory of the three-person research group is much lower. The research carried out here should only be some basic research, and in contrast, due to the relatively rough research, the abandonment rate of the experimental subjects is higher. Those people..." He I didn't say any more.

"Sure enough, I should seriously consider joining the army again." The whole person was in a complete trance now, and I felt that even my own voice sounded so far away, "The battlefield probably really isn't a suitable place for me. "

"Everyone is the same." Looking at my dazed expression, Diego also showed a trace of pain on his face, "When you see that kind of scene, as long as you are a human being, you can't calm down. The same is true for the first time you shoot someone. Although I didn’t feel anything when I shot it just now, but thinking about it now…”

"This is the battlefield, isn't it?" I sighed, "We actually understand this better than anyone else."

"Ah," we came from time travel. We have long been familiar with the battlefields of this world. We understand what kind of people are fighting for their own purposes. People who love themselves are waiting for themselves to go back.But the battlefield doesn't need these things, and the only ones who can survive on the battlefield, except for Kishen, are those who can eliminate all obstacles in front of them.

"Are you saying I'm going to apply for discharge?" After a moment of silence, I didn't know whether I was speaking to myself or to Diego, "If I stay in this situation on the battlefield, I will return Not going."

"?!" Diego looked up at me in surprise, but found that my expression didn't mean to be joking at all, "You don't really want to..."

"Driving a mobile suit to fight after all, there is no direct feeling through the body, but to directly take the lives of others, I really..., I know that there is no difference between the consequences of blowing up the body and a shot to the head, but the human body I feel that the gap is really too..." I muttered to myself, "and in this way, I may not be able to make a move when I drive a mobile suit next time. I'm not Kira, I don't know how to kill people, and I will die on the battlefield. Right. I don't want to die, so is it the best choice to leave..."

"Nicole..." Facing my behavior like this, Diego couldn't find any words to comfort me. It's enough for ordinary recruits to fool around in this situation, but we are all special recruits .

"Sorry," I lowered my head weakly, letting my hair cover my sight, "I was indeed mentally prepared before going to the battlefield, but when I encountered this kind of thing when I came up, I really... I'm really sorry."

"Nicole..." Diego felt very uncomfortable after seeing that kind of scene, but after all, he is a boy, and his ability to withstand this kind of scene is better than girls, but under my influence, his His face became more and more gloomy.

"Nicole, how do you feel now?" Just when the low air pressure generated by the two of us pushed the temperature of the infirmary straight to absolute zero, someone finally stepped in to stop the cooling process.

Aslan, Yitzhak, Rusty, Michelle, and Kruzer all came, and the one who spoke was Aslan. It is said that when I was young, Renoia told Aslan to take care of me like an older brother , In this case, it is only natural for me to care about me so much.

After chatting with Diego for so long, my mood has eased a little, and now I can at least raise the corners of my mouth, "Sorry, I made you worry," but the weakness in the voice cannot be concealed.

"It's very good to be able to do this for the first time in this situation, Nicole." Ignoring other factors and only talking about the voice, Kruse's voice is still very magnetic, with a reassuring voice As a result, it’s no wonder that Fleur would regard him as his father after hearing his voice (Fleur’s father and Cruze are matched by a voice actor, but Fleur will not know this kind of thing).Well, no matter whether you want to destroy the world or save people in the future, I decided not to think about anything for the time being, just like a recruit who has just entered the battlefield, after facing death for the first time, he accepts the captain's comfort and admonition, "Slowly get used to it." of."

Automatically shielding Kruse's last sentence, I took a deep breath, "I understand, captain," trying to adjust my tone to be the same as that of a real recruit who just entered the battlefield when facing this situation, I slowly Say, "Thank you for your concern."

Kreuzer showed that inscrutable smile as always, and then said, "The mission has been successfully completed, and the next mopping-up work will be completed by the secret service team. Your performance in this mission They are all worthy of praise and will continue to work hard in the future.”

"Yes, Captain!" All the people present, including me, saluted Kruse as a military salute.

After returning the salute, Kruse continued, "Now the team is returning to PLANT for a rest. Although we cannot completely relax our guard for the time being, there shouldn't be any major problems. You all go to rest, and I won't bother you any more. "

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"You guys talk, I won't bother you anymore," Michelle thoughtfully left space for us after Kruse.

"I'm going back to rest first, you guys talk slowly," Rusti also understood that there was still a considerable gap between the relationship between the four of us and his, and also consciously left the infirmary.

Then, there were only four of us left in the infirmary.

"You all go back to rest first, everyone must be tired." After a while, looking at the three people with serious expressions around me, I sighed and issued the order to evict the guests, "I want to be alone for a while."

"Call us if you have anything to do. We're going back." Seeing that I looked away from them and the three of them looked at each other, Aslan said, "Have a good rest, Nicole."

Slightly nodding my head in agreement, I watched them leave the infirmary from the corner of my eye.Do I really want to continue to stay in ZAFT?I asked myself, in such a mental state, what should I do now?Or going home to farm would be a good choice.