Gundam SEED: True Dreams

Lucy flew towards me while saying sorry, and after standing on my shoulder, it also began to remain silent, so a strange silence spread in the room.I wanted to speak several times, but found it completely impossible to speak.What should I say?Apologize and confess my mission?Or just say a few perfunctory words and then knock him out and run away?All the coping methods learned in the military school after exposing myself are not applicable to the situation at this time. I wish this was just a dream. It is better to wake up from the dream now and find that nothing happened.

Obviously, this is impossible, and the weird atmosphere still surrounds us.If Kira had questioned me angrily or told me coldly that he had called the police, I would have been fine with that, but throughout, Kira just looked at me tenderly.I can't guess what he thinks in his heart, what does he want me to do?

"I...," I have never felt so embarrassed, and I can't find any suitable words to break the silence, "I'm sorry...," I finally squeezed out the simplest sentence through my teeth with all my strength .I didn't dare to look at his expression, and I clenched the corners of my clothes with both hands. Even after I killed someone for the first time, I never felt such a strong sense of guilt, "I'm sorry... I deceived you..."

"But what Nicole said is true, isn't it?" Kira continued to maintain a gentle tone, "Whether it's telling me why you came to Heliopolis or crying, I can feel the sadness in your heart , Nicole just wants to protect the plant."

"I...," speechless, Kira was able to understand my inner feelings so clearly that I didn't expect, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...," I don't know what else I can say besides this sorry sentence anything else.

"Actually, I was really angry when I first found out. I didn't expect you to do this!" Suddenly I felt myself being embraced into a warm embrace, and Kira actually took the initiative to hug me? !I instantly petrified and weathered.Even so, I felt a visceral peace of mind that I had never felt before.

"I almost couldn't help asking why you did this several times, but every time I wanted to ask, I didn't know how to ask. I was afraid that if I asked you would leave immediately, and I was afraid that once I asked you would leave again. I can't live peacefully and happily with you like this, I'm afraid of all the results that will be brought after I ask!" Gradually, Kira's tone became agitated, but it still didn't contain any anger or blame, excited There is only a touch of sadness in it, "I am really happy to be with you again, and I really hope this life can continue. I don't think you are a person who likes war, so I started to think about why You have to do this. I can feel the love and thoughts in your tears, and I can see that you like and envy this peaceful life. You have not taken action yourself because you have taken into account my feelings. You are afraid that I will know Then I will be angry and sad, so I just let Lucy do it and you are always by my side. Then I thought that you joined Zaft because of Aunt Romina, I know you are not just for revenge If you join the army, you should hope that other people in PLANT will not suffer the same pain as you have experienced, and you will do this in order to protect your homeland, although as a member of a neutral country, I will spread the war to your two countries. I feel very angry, but after all, it was the Earth Allied Forces who first extended their tentacles here, so I think from the perspective of PLANT, it is impossible to sit idly by the behavior of the enemy and our country. As a soldier or just As a member of PLANT, it is reasonable to be willing to come to perform such a task." As the story progressed, Kira's tone returned to his usual gentleness, "so gradually I will not be angry. Yes, but I still hope that you can tell me the real reason why you came here, after all, it really doesn't feel good to be cheated by the one you love."

Wait, after hearing Kira's last words, I raised my head that had been lowered all the time in amazement. Although I am indeed in a trance now, I am sure that I heard the word "beloved" that Kira used.Kira's expression was very serious at this time, and it didn't look like he was joking or just talking casually, and I didn't think Kira was a person who would make such jokes, "I like you, Nicole. "After listening to the long speech above, if it weren't for the sensitive hearing that the adjuster is born with, I don't think I would have heard this inaudible sentence at all.

The moment the two eyes met, Kira turned his head away slightly, as if he was afraid to look at me, but his arms did not loosen, but hugged even tighter.This is not the first time I have been confessed to in this life, but under such circumstances, being confessed by someone, ah no, by a boy who will become a god in the future, made my soul that had already begun to slowly return to the body It drifted away in an instant.It's been less than 10 minutes since I climbed onto the window sill and saw Kira, but I'm afraid the shock I've received during these 10 minutes can only be matched by the shock I received when I learned of Romina's accidental death on a par.How should I answer?I've never been so completely out of words as I am now.I have always adopted an attitude of resignation to deal with the relationship with Kira. It is not that I did not think that this situation would appear during the unexpected encounter, but in fact I still quite believe in the power of the original book. For such a situation, I just Occasionally, I imagined it, and I didn't think about what to do if I really encountered it.Recently, I have felt that Kira's attitude towards me is a bit strange. In the day-to-day relationship, not being a lover seems to be the most suitable portrayal of our relationship, but I thought that according to Kira's personality, he would not take this matter point wear.Of course, I have feelings for Kira. I had a good impression of him when I was still in the three-dimensional world. After so many years of getting along, it is not impossible to give birth to love from this good impression.

"Kira, I..." I felt that from the moment I met Kira, I entered the state where Aslan kept um, ah in seed-d for two months, unable to say A complete sentence.But in this situation, do you want me to say that I like you too?

"I'm sorry, Nicole," Kira's eyes continued to wander, "I'm scared too, I still don't know how you treat me. Sometimes I feel that you are very close to me, but sometimes you are far away , I just feel that if I don’t grasp the opportunity this time, I may not have another chance in the future.”

"Kira...," the state of emptiness continued in my mind, it seems that my adaptability and psychological quality need to be strengthened, "I'm sorry, I am here this time to deal with the development of new maneuvers by the Earth Alliance in Heliopolis. The weapons and battleships are used to obtain evidence, and the study tour is just an excuse.” When I came back to my senses, I blurted out this sentence, and the instructors in the military academy knew that the elite students they taught so easily told others the purpose of their actions Immediately died of panic attack.But now even if I don't tell Kira, I already know everything, don't I?So it doesn't matter if you say it or not, thanks to Lucy.It's just that after I finished saying this sentence, I felt much more relaxed in my heart. It seems that I am really a good boy who is not good at deceiving people.

In this way, I regained my language ability, "I didn't lie about the reason for taking this mission. I really came here to relax. You can understand that once you waver on the battlefield, you may die. In Before taking on the mission, I considered quitting Zaft, but Zaft has many friends of mine including Aslan, and I really hate them. At the same time, I want to do my part to defend my homeland, So I took over this evidence collection task, "There is no need to continue to hide, I said all the words that have been suppressed in my heart for a long time, "I have been worried that you will know the real purpose of coming here. Therefore, I tried to complete my task in a way that can avoid your suspicion, but I didn’t expect that Lucy would betray me.” Speaking of which, I smiled helplessly, Lucy, I really Don't know how to rate it.

"I was also taken aback when Lucy flew in to show me those photos." Speaking of Lucy's behavior, Kira also felt a little dumbfounded, "I thought it was looking for Tory that day, but I didn't expect it It landed directly in front of me, saying 'photo, photo', I didn't realize what it meant for a while, and then I thought of checking its internal storage device when it reminded me, but it turned out..."

"That broken bird, it seems that I have to take care of it. I fell in love with Toli and didn't even want the owner!" At this time, I was completely relaxed. I was really tired after the conversation, so I put all my weight on Kira.

"Well, I said why Toli has become more and more disobedient during this time." Kira was slightly surprised after hearing what I said, and then his tone became lighter, "It turns out that he is in love."

"Hey, I don't know if it will be willing to go back with me when I go back to Plant." The atmosphere has completely eased, and it is really a pleasant thing to be able to abduct Kira like this.

"Are you going back to Plant soon?" Hearing that Kira's voice was tinged with sadness again, I began to regret mentioning such a thing at this time.

"I haven't returned yet, the task...has not been completed," I said bitterly. I really shouldn't mention this matter at such a time.

"About what I said just now...can you agree...to be my...girlfriend?" The shy tone that was familiar in the memory, sure enough, Kira accepted it.

"Well," it's a pity that my physical condition determines that I am destined not to be able to attack, hey, how come I am still a girl after time travel.

So I felt a soft object touch my cheek, "Nicole, go to bed early, I have class tomorrow," Kira let me go, smiled at me, and said good night to me ready to leave.

"Good night, don't stay in bed tomorrow morning." When you are in a good mood, you just want to find someone to bully you.

"I see," and when I first walked into the living room the next morning, surprised to see Kira already having breakfast, "Nicole, good morning," he said with a big smile on his face.