Gundam SEED: True Dreams

My head is so heavy, my whole body is so sore, and I feel so tired. I really want to sleep like this forever. "Well, you haven't greeted Kira for me, you can't keep sleeping like this," I seemed to hear Diego's voice in a trance.Yes, I still haven't finished what I promised him, so I can't just sleep like this.

I struggled to lift my heavy eyelids, and the bright lights around me made it difficult for me to adapt for a while.There was a dull pain in the wound, but I didn't feel anything. After the crisis, the heart-piercing grief that had been suppressed all the way, at the moment when I felt that there was someone I could rely on, rushed along with the bursting tears out.I wanted to confide the whole thing to Kira, only to be choked back by sobs just before I got to my mouth.

"Cry well if you want to cry, it doesn't matter what you want to say after crying enough."

Let the tears of despair and helplessness flow freely, shouldn't all traversers have various privileges?Why?Why is this happening?I used to always like to say things like "forget it" when I have nothing to do, but now, I can no longer easily say such words. "Kira, I'm so scared, I'm really scared..." I understand the fragility of life, and it's not the first time I've seen a friend die in front of me, but I've never felt so cold, never been so afraid of death .

The body was hugged tightly, "Don't worry, I will protect you, for sure," a calm and soft voice from above my head calmed my emotions, "I will always be by your side."

Yes, no matter how you look at it, the one beside me is always reliable. While crying in Kira's arms, I am glad that I have met such a reliable partner.Don't worry about betrayal, don't worry about lunch, it is definitely a kind of luck to find such an eternal harbor in such a complicated world.

Gradually, I got tired of crying, and after crying so much, I felt a little relieved, "Thank you...," I said habitually, but felt my cheek was gently pinched.

"How many times have you told me not to say such things to me?" I looked up and saw Kira's slightly angry expression, "I'm going to be really angry if I say such things again."

"Well, I see," he tried hard to pull out a smile, but the corners of his mouth froze in disappointment.

After adjusting my breathing, I tried to calmly talk about all the things I have encountered since leaving Orb, "—but just... just when we are about to enter the covenant...," Even though I have made full mental preparations, When I said this paragraph, the words were still stuck in my throat, "Diego, he..., to save me...," as if all the air in my lungs had been squeezed out, and the strong suffocation made me feel uncomfortable again. No sound.He hugged Kira with all his strength, and clung to his body tightly, as if a drowning person suddenly grabbed a piece of driftwood, "He..."

Kira didn't say anything, just hugged me back just as hard.

I wanted to cry, but this time I found that I couldn't shed tears anymore, I buried my head deeply in Kira's arms and howled purely, "He asked me...to say hello to you for him, and to tell you...you have to thank you very much He," I don't know how long, I finally controlled my emotions a little bit, and relayed Diego's last words intermittently, "He has been looking forward to fighting side by side with you, it's just..." It just seems that he and Kira really has nothing to do with it.

"I think Diego Santa also..., so you...," Kira should want to comfort me, but he couldn't get out of his mouth. Before such a fact, all words seemed too weak.

"Let's not talk about this." People cannot be resurrected after death. Since the past has become a fact, there is no room for turning around. We must accept the reality that has happened. I know this very well.Leaving Kira's arms, I straightened my sitting posture, "How do you feel after listening to what that person said..." Instead of dwelling on the pain of the past, it is right to try my best to do what I can in the present and in the future The best tribute to a lost friend.

"...I don't know," Wei Wei turned her head away, the bangs on her forehead blocked his expression.

Sighed softly, "I still want to emphasize that point, your birth is not up to you, so no matter how you came into this world, please don't think it's your fault, okay?" Di What happened to my brother is irreparable, but I still have a lot to do for Kira.

"Nicole, can you tell me everything you know about my birth?"

"Of course you can, but you must first promise me not to regard your birth as your own sin. Even though the way you were born violates moral laws, your existence today is by no means a mistake, and you are definitely not someone who should not have been born Not to mention anything else, you are indispensable to Aunt Yantian and Uncle Haruma, to me, to Aslan, and to everyone who cares about you."

After a moment of silence, Kira nodded solemnly.

Then I told him about the artificial womb, his failed brothers and sisters including Kagalli and his relationship, Kruse's life experience and everything else I knew, "Although all this is extremely sinful, it has nothing to do with you, If you have to think that these have something to do with you, I can only say that in my point of view I think you are also a victim. Your birth is a challenge for human beings to the limits of nature, but more I think it comes from Because of human yearning for a better future, please don't doubt the value of your own existence. For me, it is because you are by my side now that I have the courage to live." I didn't deliberately exaggerate to comfort him, really , If I didn't think of his words in a trance, after witnessing Diego's death with my own eyes, I would never have the desire to continue living.

"Nicole..." There was still a little haze in the purple eyes, but what caught my eyes was firmness and tenderness, "Thank you."

"You said it yourself, you are not allowed to say such things in the future," Of course I am not a person who will take revenge, but how could I let go of such a rare opportunity to bully, I squeezed Kira hard and looked pink and tender This is my favorite touch, "You really don't need to mind your own identity, compared to your birth, my birth is more incredible, or I am the one who really shouldn't appear in this world "It is common sense to optimize all the genes that can be optimized in the human body, but things like time travel should not exist in human society," so please don't doubt your existence meaning, I will always be with you."

"Well, I see." Someone pecked his cheek lightly, "The doctor said that you have lost too much blood and need to rest, take a good rest."

"Then will you stay with me?" Kira and I switched roles again.As if afraid of a lonely child, I held Kira's arm tightly with both hands and did not let go. Although it was a questioning tone, my attitude was obvious.

"Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere, so you can sleep peacefully for a while," stretched out his other hand to gently caress my pale cheeks, the soft smile gradually relaxed my tense nerves, and I fell into a deep sleepiness Heart on the table.

"By the way, where are we now?" Before I completely fell asleep, I suddenly remembered that I had just ignored a very important question.

"We are Mendel in the L4 universe," Kira blinked, and said with some doubts, "Didn't you say that you can come to this universe to find a temporary parking place, is there any problem?"

"It's nothing, fate is irreversible," I closed my eyes, and muttered a few words in a low voice, "It seems that I have to recover from my injuries quickly, and if I have time, I'd better teach you some basic military skills. "

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My trauma was not serious in the first place, but due to the untimely treatment of the wound and the intense mobile suit battle, I lost too much blood. However, with my resilience, my body recovered within two days.But the pain in my heart is not so easy to dissipate. Whenever I think of it inadvertently, my whole body will still feel surrounded by a bone-piercing cold.

Ping!In the training room, a small knife was thrown into the air, drew a graceful arc, and then fell to the ground with a bang, "Woo, Nicole, can you be gentler?" As a pilot, Kira's strength He is already superb, but once he leaves the body, saying that he is always suffering for ten thousand years is definitely not wronging him...

"Well, my attack is already very light," I lifted the restraint on him, I straightened up and straightened my clothes a little bit, "I think back when I was in the military academy, that old pervert...," Instructor Flett's age It's not big, but it's not too much for him to use the word "old" compared to our group of fifteen or sixteen-year-old teenagers. After a long period of thinking, I think the term "old pervert" is the most suitable for me. One word for his evaluation.

Rubbing his freed wrist, Kira got up from the ground, "I didn't expect you to be so strong, I really can't tell."

"It's because you are too weak." I patted him on the shoulder solemnly, "You should work hard."

In fact, although it can't be said to be exhausted, it is really not easy to defeat Kira.The super adjuster's reaction and comprehension ability are not boasting. After only two trainings, except for experience, Kira can achieve no less than me or even Aslan in any aspect.Then, I suddenly thought of a question, if a certain rabbit turns black in the future..., ahem, forget it, now is not the time to think about it.

In addition to fighting, basic skills such as shooting are naturally the focus of my teaching. I don't want to see Kira finally know how to carry a gun with him, but he doesn't even know how to pull the safety catch.

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C.E71 July 7th, after completing the training and work that should be done, Kira and I returned to the room.Turning on the computer, a confidential coded text from PLANT made me sigh, "Kira has a job again," dare I act like a faithful believer.

Please arrive at the Yakin Duwei defensive circle to pick up the Eternity before 8:00 am the day after tomorrow. Since both Yitzhak and Aslan will continue to stay in PLANT for internal response, the responsibility of guarding the Eternity is completely unknown to me. Handed over to me.Lacus is on your leave. Seeing the password request sent by Aslan, I can only accept it resignedly.

"It's fine if I go," I translated all the content of the encrypted text to Kira, and he gave me sufficient reasons to accept his suggestion, "I think it's better not to participate in the battle according to your current mood, and The covenant is not suitable for frontal combat, so leave the job of cover to me. Besides, the Archangel also needs protection here, so you can stay here, okay?"

"Well, I'll trouble you then." Anyway, Kira did the work in the original book, and I don't need to argue in front of such a good reason, "Be careful in everything."

After sending Kira to Ganaku, I remembered that I forgot to tell him something again, "Captain Barterfield is still alive." It seems that I should find a chance to finish all the content at once in the future. Okay, I thought to myself, otherwise I would not remember what I said and what I didn't say every time I said something.

"Mr. Barterfield, he...is he still alive?" The look of disbelief was clearly visible.

"Yes," I nodded. "A hero who miraculously survived, this is the official definition for him. But his lover Aisha-san was not so lucky. She was driving Laco with him at the time."

"That's right..." Kira was obviously happy for a while when he heard the news that Bartfield was alive, but what I said next made his look dim again.

Turning my gaze to Liberty and Covenant parked side by side, I said softly, "If one day I encounter such a thing, I think I will make the same choice as Aisha-sang."

"I won't let such a thing happen," the body was gently hugged, "We all have to live a good life," We, who bear so many people's sustenance, cannot give up lightly.