Han Yu's mountain flower Zhengyan

The next day, a large wave of fancy dog ​​abuse photos of "Shaking Mold CP" from the previous day were updated on the Internet, and the faces of Park Hye-yeon and Carlo were also mixed in.

There are two hottest CPs around, and both of them are outsiders, so everyone just sighed that the friends of the god/goddess have such good looks.

Of course, this is only limited to people you don't know.

Gray has been silent a lot since breaking up with Park Hye-yeon. When he was with his friends in the past, he was always the one who liked to joke the most, but now he is often in a daze, or laughing cooperatively beside him.

More often, he stays in the studio and writes songs.

Park Hye-yeon left, he heard what HOODY said, just now he felt a certain place in his heart was empty.

In fact, although he never considered marrying Park Hye-yeon, he never thought that they would break up.

In the two days after the breakup, he thought he would recover as quickly as before, at most it was just two more sad days than before, but now as time goes by, he feels more and more at a loss.

Just as he was thinking wildly, the mobile phone on the table made a crisp 'ding' sound, which was the notification tone of his INS.

Since Park Huiyan went abroad, he set a reminder on her INS, as soon as she updates, he will know the first time.

What Park Hye-yeon updated was the group photo of the four of them taken by Tom, to be exact, she reposted Tom's INS.

She and Taylor, who are taking care of each other, are sitting opposite each other. There is a handsome guy next to each of them. All four of them look at the camera and smile very happily.

But Gray was very unhappy watching it. He was still feeling overwhelmed by the loss of his relationship. His ex-girlfriend had already gone abroad to smile beside other men.

While he was aggrieved, he frivolously clicked on the related news link next to it. It was a news about "Shaking Mold CP" visiting Rome forwarded by a domestic website.

Among those photos, there were photos of Park Hye-yeon, Taylor, and Tom coming out of the hotel and walking into the restaurant. What made him feel the most was the photo of Park Hye-yeon and Carlo that Taylor had updated on Twitter before.

Gray angrily threw the phone on the table, rubbed his hair irritably and fell on the chair.

When they were in love before, Park Huiyan had only him in her eyes. She relied on him and obeyed him, which made him feel that she couldn't do without him.

But the fact slapped him hard in the face. Apart from him, she had many choices, and those choices, like Carlo in the photo, were taller and more handsome than him.

The point is that Carlo didn't break her heart, but he broke her heart himself.

But who can be blamed for this result, he can only blame him for not cherishing her well, being too self-righteous and ignoring her anxiety and all her hopes for him.

"Brother Gray." Jay Park opened the door and came in. Seeing Gray with a decadent face, and thinking of the woman outside who was exuding the aura of a queen, she could tell at a glance that it was a woman who had come here. He sighed in his heart, "Outside Someone looking for you."

"Who?"

Gray didn't move, if it was a familiar person, he would come in directly to find him, and the person who needs to be notified by Park Jay Bum, the president of the company, is probably only related to work.

And although he often stays in the studio recently, he is inevitably a little slack in his work. Fortunately, his friends all know that he has just broken up in love, and they are very considerate and understanding of him.

Jay Park sighed again, "He's from New York, his surname is Jin."

From New York, surnamed Kim, he seemed to know only one person.

Gray stood up all of a sudden, and because of his haste, he bumped his knee when he got up, but he didn't care about the pain at this time, he took out the mirror from the drawer, tidied his hair and clothes, and then took a deep breath , walked out under Jay Park's ghost-like eyes.

Gray sat opposite Ms. Jin, facing her face that looked like she was in her early thirties, she couldn't say "Auntie" no matter what.

In the end, it was Ms. Jin who solved the problem: "My surname is Jin. You can call me Ms. Jin, or my English name Anna."

"Ms. Jin." Gray still chose this address. After all, she is an elder, and it seems impolite to call someone by their first name, even if it is an English name.

"You should be able to guess why I came to you." Ms. Jin said bluntly, "Although I am far away in the United States, I also know about the relationship between you and Xiaoyan. This time I have decided to come to Korea. The itinerary, one is for business, and the other is to meet my daughter's boyfriend, who knows that the departure is imminent, but I heard that the two of you have broken up, and even... Xiaoyan has entered the hospital. "

Hearing the word "hospital", Gray felt uneasy.

He once told Park Hye-yeon that he would go to New York to meet Ms. Jin when he had time. At that time, the two of them were as good as one person.

Besides, Park Hye-yeon's illness and hospitalization really had something to do with him.

So all he could say was, "I'm sorry."

"You don't need to say sorry. It's about feelings. It's what you want and what you want. Our family, Xiaoyan, has been stupid since she was a child. When she first came to the United States, she was often bullied because of her skin color and language problems. Now she has grown up. She was still injured all over her body, she can only blame herself for not improving."

Ms. Jin is known as the "Queen of Thunderbolt" in the workplace, and she speaks with all kinds of soft knives. Seeing that Gray was said to have to bow her head, she was a little relieved, and said:

"I didn't come to you this time to ask questions. I wanted to chat with you, Alice Brown."

Gray was not surprised that she would mention Alice. He explained: "I am just ordinary friends with Alice, and there is no relationship beyond the rules."

"I know you have nothing against her." Her family Xiaoyan is much better than Alice, and any man with eyes can tell the difference, "But she is not selfish to you. To be precise, she has absolutely no kindness towards Xiaoyan." .”

When Ms. Jin mentioned someone, her eyes sharpened, and she asked him: "You must have wondered about the relationship between Alice Brown and Xiaoyan?"

Gray nodded: "Yes, but Xiaoyan refuses to say, and I don't want to ask further."

"Xiaoyan has been very obedient and sensible since she was a child. In addition, I am very busy at work. Although I am her and Xiaoxi's adoptive mother, in fact, I have not fulfilled my responsibility as a mother many times. Xiaoyan's idol is Anna · Pavlova, she once said that she would die like Pavlova and die on the stage, but this wish was shattered by a light push with one hand, and she could never dance again. If you had seen Xiaoyan at that time, you would know what a 'walking dead' is, if Xiaoxi and I hadn't watched closely, there would have been no such person as Park Hye-yeon in this world."

Gray had heard Park Hye-yeon briefly mention this matter, but she never said that she was pushed down the stairs. He always thought that she accidentally fell down.

And from what Ms. Jin said, it seems that this matter has something to do with Alice.

"You mean the person who pushed Xiaoyan is...Alice?"

Ms. Jin glanced at him: "Otherwise, why do you think Xiaoyan reacted so strongly when she saw her? At that time, the Emperor was arranging a big drama, and the two were evenly matched. They were both candidates for the heroine. Of course it was me, but unfortunately, her wishful thinking didn't work out, and the senior management of the dance troupe found out the truth later, so they terminated the contract with her and kicked out the Emperor."

Gray has mixed feelings in his heart. He really didn't expect that Alice, who seems to be straightforward, is so cruel. As a dancer, she knows how important legs are to a dancer. He was determined to cut off Xiaoyan's life.

At the same time, he felt very guilty and blamed himself. When he regarded Alice as a friend and had conflicts with Xiaoyan because of her, Xiaoyan must have been so disappointed and sad.

"Okay, I've finished what I have to say." Ms. Jin stood up, "Don't be too burdened with my words, I believe you also understand that you and Xiaoyan will break up, largely because of the two of you Those irrelevant people are just an inducement to expose the problems between the two of you in advance."

After Ms. Jin left, Gray sat alone for a long time. He thought about everything since he and Park Hye-yeon met, and the more he thought about it, the bigger the hole in his heart became.

Obviously it was the girl he had worked so hard to get after, but he didn't cherish her more, and made her heartbroken and left his life.

Is it because you don't love me?

no.

He touched his heart and replied.

He still loves her now, but he broke her heart.

She shouldn't look back now, right?

Just like Ms. Jin said, they broke up and had nothing to do with anyone else, just because he didn't give her enough sense of security.

He chases freedom, but forgets how sensitive and restless she is.

Gray thought, if Park Hye-yeon is willing to turn around now, he wants to marry her.

Not 'willing' to marry her, but 'wanting' to marry her.

Compared to the pain of losing her, getting married seemed less scary.

The author has something to say: It's too late to turn back, the essence of mountain flowers.