After Qiye saw those words, her heart suddenly sank.

This must be mentioned in the suicide note, that devastating blow!

She held her breath and turned the page impatiently.

"One day after that, something unspeakable happened.

This society has always been insecure.Maybe it's because I'm used to living a stable life, and I have long forgotten the initial pain.

Maybe I was born to be a troublemaker, and I was kidnapped on my way home from school one day.

The plots in the TV series happened to me, even if I have a pair of eyes that can see through death, there is nothing I can do about it.

It was later discovered that I was not the only kid who was kidnapped, there were at least five or more.

Our hands and feet were bound, our mouths were gagged with cloth strips, and we were thrown into a dark room, more like a warehouse than a room.

The biting cold, as well as the disgusting smell, were unbearable for a second.

What is even more frightening is that the perpetrator is an extremely distorted person.What happened next was nothing more than atrocities, and I no longer want to recall them. Although my mood was already peaceful when I wrote these down, my body trembled involuntarily.

I later learned that these brutal bullying were really nothing compared to the horrible things that happened later.

Because of the large number of victims, a task force was soon established.Kakashi and Rin were among the people involved in the rescue of this child kidnapping case.

When several of us were taken to the designated place by the kidnappers, I, who had already lost hope of survival, blurred my eyes with tears after seeing those two familiar figures.

At least then I saw hope for survival.Because I always believed that with the abilities of Kakashi and Lin, I could be rescued.They won't leave me alone.

Later, as I expected, I was rescued safely by them, but I would rather be trapped and killed.

Because when I was rescued, I saw Lin die in front of my eyes.It was also because of her departure that Kakashi and the others succeeded and rescued us together.

It's great to be rescued and not have to die, but I couldn't help but cry.

Because the person who died instead of our group was Lin. "

Qiye gasped when he saw this place.

She really didn't expect that what caused Uchiha Nanaya to become mentally abnormal was such a tragic experience.

After being kidnapped and raped, he faced a killing immediately.

A train faces two lanes, with one person on one side and a group of people on the other. You can choose to pull the rod or not.The fate of all is decided in your hands.

This is the much-discussed trolley problem.

She doesn't know the correct answer to such a profound philosophical problem.

In fact, the practice of killing one to save a hundred has been repeated throughout history. "Fukushima 50 dead men" chose to sacrifice themselves in order to avoid greater catastrophic consequences.Such a feat deserves everyone's admiration, but is such a sacrifice justified?

But this time, the final choice fell to Kakashi as the captain.

In fact, Kakashi chose to pull the rod, leading the train to one's track.

Indeed, the death of one person is more "beneficial" than the death of a group of people, and it is more "happy" for most people.

All choices must come from responsibility, not intuition.

If sacrificing Lin alone can save the survival of all the children, then Kakashi's decision as the leader of the crime team was not wrong.

However, is Lin's sacrifice correct?

Everyone has the right to live.The method of exchanging life for life is extremely unfair to the person being exchanged.It’s just that there is no such thing as fairness in this world. If this is a multiple-choice question, no matter what choice you make, there will be sacrifices, so ordinary people will often choose the side with greater benefits, such as the one with a larger number of people.

Nanaya felt that Kakashi, who was a puller, was actually more painful than Uchiha Nanaya.

Because no matter which side he chooses, the closest people will be sacrificed.

Under his choice, he sacrificed his closest teammates and betrayed Obito's last wish.

But can all this be completely blamed on him?You can only blame this cruel fate.

What he didn't expect was what happened later——

Lin sacrificed, and then Uchiha Nanaya went crazy.

This probably can only say that fate is impermanent.

"From then on, I bear Shang Lin's life. It may not be correct to say that Lin's death was voluntary, and I was not the only one saved by her, but my heart is always depressed.

At least I can think so, my survival is bought by Lin with her life.

The Lin who always treats me tenderly, the Lin he is willing to protect with his life.

As soon as I thought of this, my head started to hurt again, as if a bomb exploded in the depths of my mind, and the huge impact made me unable to bear it.

But it's not entirely Kakashi's fault.He who made the choice may be thousands of times more sad than me.

But these are not important anymore.

Because after that, I fell into a long period of insanity.Kakashi kept taking me to a psychiatrist for treatment. After a few months, my spirit finally recovered, but my memory was incomplete.

It was only later that I found out that the psychiatrist probably treated me to make me forget all the bad things in the past.

But I think, if forgetting the past can lead to the future, then I would rather not live in this world.

I went to school again.

I didn't have any friends at all, and I was even more gloomy and weird, which made people shy away three feet.

The constant campus bullying and vague memory also made me doubt the necessity of living in this world.Until I met the girl with the same name that I had longed for again.

During a campus bullying, she stood up and stopped the group of girls.When the group of girls saw her coming, they seemed a little scared, apologized and fled away.

"Can you get up by yourself?" She said to me.

I didn't speak, but she was not upset: "In the future, if you encounter such a thing, remember to tell the teacher."

I looked at her smiling, but there was a sneer in my heart.

How can a person who really lives in the light understand the darkness?Do you really think the teacher will take care of this kind of thing?

At this point, I deeply understand that we are not the same kind of people.

When she left, I suddenly discovered a situation - the breath of death that I hadn't seen for a long time reappeared.

Back home in a daze, I began to write down my memories intermittently, trying to remember them all.Now these are the records I have sorted out. "

Seeing this, Qiye was slightly stunned, she really didn't remember this scene.

She had seen a lot of campus bullying at school, and it was just an unintentional helping hand, but she didn't expect that it would lead to so many things later.

"At this time, I met another very important person in my life. She called herself Rin, and she didn't disclose her identity to me, but she said that she could help me get back to normal.

I asked her if she would help me recover my memory?

She said it was something to consider, but someone made a wish to her and said that I can live a normal life.

I said, I just want to remember the past, otherwise I, who lacks memory, will never be able to be normal.

After listening to my words, she promised to help me recover my memory.

And when I thought about it all, I realized how correct the words Kakashi and the psychiatrist said to me were.

I finally remembered all of my past and seemed to be back to normal.But I don't want to live in this world anymore.

Rin said that this is not acceptable, and violated her promise to that person.

I vaguely guessed who that person was.

He really hasn't left yet.Yes, if he has been quietly watching our life from a distance, then if I leave this world without authorization, it would be a disappointment to him.

My life is given by him and Lin, I don't want to let him down.

I suddenly thought of the girl with the same name as me, who I once thought we were reincarnated at the same time.

She is so outstanding, it seems that she is still enjoying the beauty of life, but she is about to pass away.On the contrary, I don't want to live any longer, although I still have a lot of time left.

I asked Rin, is the soul transformation possible?

The girl with the same name lived instead of me. Although the situation may be a bit miserable, at least it is better than death.If she is as good as her, she will be able to live a normal life.And the wish he made was for me to have a normal life.

This approach fulfilled the wishes of several of us at the same time.

After hearing this, Rin looked at me with interest after deliberating for a while.

She said it sounded like fun, and she was willing to say yes, but wanted me to think about it.

I said I made up my mind.

After returning home, I started to organize my old diary, and finally finished it after a few days.

I don't know if you can read my wonderful memoir, and I don't know if you can accept this unacceptable fact calmly.

Although it is a selfish thing to let you live normally instead of me.But you probably think that as long as you live, it is meaningful.

Because we are opposite beings. "

Qiye, who finished reading this diary, took a deep breath, but her heart could not be calm for a long time.

Turns out that's all the truth.The reason why she woke up after the car accident and found that she had entered someone else's body was simply because she was the one who deserved to die.It was Uchiha Nanaya who gave her another chance to live in this world.

But this is not living as "Fujiwara Nanaya".

This situation is very similar to reincarnation, but this is no longer her previous life, but a brand new beginning.

Nanaya didn't know whether she should be angry or sigh, but she had to agree with Uchiha Nanaya in one sentence - as long as she lived, it was meaningful.

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