Touched by a ghost, I choose death

Morikawa Xia has been a member of "other people's children" since she was a child.

Has an enviable family background.Studying has always been the best in grades, and is deeply loved by teachers.He has learned piano, vocal music, and dance since he was a child. Although he has not yet reached the top level, it is enough to perform in front of everyone.And her appearance has always been praised by others. At the beginning, she would reply a few words shyly, and then she would only smile and thank her.

Some life was too smooth in other aspects, but her emotional road was very bumpy.

Probably from the first time she saw Keigo Atobe, she was attracted by him.

At the opening ceremony of the Ice Emperor Academy, his flamboyant smile stunned countless people, but it was deeply embedded in her heart.

From secret love to open love that no one tells.

As the daughter of a famous family, Morikawa Xia actually has her own persistence, and being reserved is a unique characteristic of girls.Or to a certain extent, it can be said that it is just fear of rejection.

She believes that companionship is the longest confession of love.Standing beside him, she will one day be able to touch his ice-like heart.

"Your life is a long river, tossing on and on.

Your nourishment is compassion, yet perhaps you never look at me.

I am that lost flower growing on your shore.

I am so humbled and immersed in all the spring. "

Whenever she saw this poem copied on the title page of her diary, Morikawa Natsu would be stunned for a long time.

Secret love may be the most bitter emotion in adolescence, and the saddest thing is that the person you have a crush on has no thoughts about you.Maybe it was also because she was young and frivolous, she was still unwilling to give up liking him.

There are thousands of sufferings in a person's life, and one of them is the suffering of not getting what one wants.

When I was in middle school, I happened to accompany my good friend Hinata Hinata to the shrine, and accidentally met an indifferent shrine maiden.What the other party said to her touched her deeply.

People in the world often say, I am lucky if I get it, but not my life.

But you can't get it because you don't ask for it, and you can't ask for it because you ask in vain.

If you don't like it, you don't like it after all, and no one can force it, especially the proud and maverick Atobe.

She was too curious about what kind of girl he would fall in love with.

When she learned that Atobe Keigo and Fujiwara Nanaya were together, she couldn't believe it for a long time.

In my impression, Fujiwara Nanaya seems to be Akashi Seijuro's green plum. Although Akashi treats many people politely, he cares about Fujiwara even more.Although she didn't know Akashi Seijuro, she couldn't make a mistake with that look in his eyes.

The passion hidden in the heart, the love that is ready to come out.

At a certain banquet, when she saw two people standing together, she finally asked the question that had puzzled her for a long time: "Akashi-kun, are you willing?"

"There is no chess game in this world that is a dead end from the beginning. A dead game is just the result of an inadvertent step in the process." Akashi did not blame her for being rude, but said some inscrutable words.

In this circle, Akashi likes to play chess, and even she has heard of it.She didn't know much about chess games, and she gradually understood this truth after she accidentally came into contact with shogi.

In this emotionally chasing chess game, neither of them made a mistake, but their playing styles and methods were different, which led to the final ending.

It's just that she still couldn't understand why Atobe fell in love with Fujiwara Nanaya who seemed to be of the same type as her.

"You should look farther away," her mother told her.

Morikawa Natsu who no longer likes Keigo Atobe is not a complete Morikawa Natsu.But Natsu Morikawa feels that when her life is always filled with Keigo Atobe, she will no longer be herself.

She studied hard in high school, and she applied to the top ten schools in the United States.

Stay away from your homeland, stay away from the boy you like, and start a brand new life.She believes that one day, she can face those sad things with a smile.

American schools are easy to get in and hard to get out of. Morikawa is struggling to study and participate in various extracurricular activities. The extremely fulfilling life makes her gradually forget the bitter secret love she once had.Only when she encounters a boy's pursuit occasionally, she will think of that dazzling boy.

While studying in the United States, Morikawa Natsu did not fall in love.In fact, it's not simply that I can't let go, it's just that I haven't met the right one.

She feels that she has a physique of "the person she likes always dislikes herself".She thinks that if she has a good impression and can try to develop it, either she has a crush on her, or she has no affection for her.But she has no feeling for those who like her, and she is unwilling to let it go.

Sometimes being single is not a bad thing, at least one person can do many things quietly.Although the circle of friends is fed a lot of dog food every festival, it makes people crazy.

After graduating from university, Morikawa chose to continue her studies. After so many years of studying as her boyfriend, she was admitted to a better school this time.

Follow the excellent trajectory, the future is bright.

The new school meets a long-lost person.

Natsu Morikawa still remembered that the last time she met Akashi Seijuro was at a banquet, and she asked him a naive question.

"Long time no see, Morikawa." Akashi nodded towards her with a faint smile.

He still had that gentle and elegant appearance, and when he met someone he knew in a foreign country, his intimacy was magnified countless times.The two happened to be in the same major, and gradually became acquainted.

Akashi never mentioned those things in the past, and she was happy to see it happen.

After experiencing many things, Morikawa Xia looked back and found that the bitter crush in middle school was just a trivial footnote in life.

She used to think that if she didn't like Keigo Atobe, she was no longer a complete her, but now she just thinks that innocent girl is too cute.

Well, not pitiful.Whose youth did not have a crush on failure? !

After coming out of the library one day, Akashi suddenly asked her: "Have you received the invitation?"

"Huh?" She was a little confused.

"It's nothing," Akashi still maintained a calm smile, "Maybe it's time to go back to China after a while."

After receiving a call from her mother a few days later, Natsu Morikawa understood what Akashi was talking about.

Afterwards, she rarely returned to China, and received an invitation to Atobe's wedding. Seeing the two smiling sweetly with the photo on the invitation, she suddenly felt that she really let go.

This time, there was no unwillingness, no sadness, but endless blessings to him.

Natsu Morikawa attended Keigo Atobe's wedding.

The wedding between the Atobe family and the Fujiwara family is bound to be grand.As always, the gorgeous style is full of large red roses.

During the wedding, relatives and friends gathered together and carried out small breaking news activities.

"Fujiwara, do you know that Atobe took a plane and used a parachute to reach the school roof, and then found out that there was no class on Sunday." Yushi Ninzu joked with a fearless smile in front of a group of people.

"Wow, I didn't expect you to be like this Atobe."

"Airplane parachute, should I say it really has the style of Atobe?!"

"You local tyrants know how to play!"

Then everyone asked Fujiwara Nanaya one after another, and now it should be called Atobe Nanaya about the black history of Atobe Keigo.

"Well, it seems a bit much, which one should I say?" Atobe Nanaya frowned in distress.

"Hey, Nanaya." Atobe's complexion became even worse.

A group of people laughed up and down, and Morikawa also laughed.

Fujiwara Nanaya is indeed more suitable for Atobe Keigo than himself.At least she has never seen the black history of Atobe, nor is she willing to explore it.

At the wedding, watching the groom kiss the bride's side face, the halo blurred his eyes, Mori Chuanxia suddenly felt as if he had passed away.

It was a beautiful sunny day, but she was not disappointed at all.

And when she accidentally received the bouquet and heard the blessings from a group of people around her, Morikawa Xia raised her eyes and saw the young man not far away, and suddenly felt that it was time for her to pursue her own happiness.

We will eventually go our separate ways, and hope that after many years, we will all be well.