[Comprehensive] There is a Master's House in Yokohama

Yokohama in the middle of the night, looking down from a height feels a bit like a giant whale swimming in the deep sea.

Standing on the top of a high-rise building, because of the absolute height between the location and the ground, all human voices and the hustle and bustle of the city are thrown far away.

The only thing that can be heard is the faint sound of the waves and the long whistle of the ship. Those are the sounds that can't be heard as long as they return to the ground.

The location of the high-rise building chosen by Osamu Dazai is very ingenious. Standing on the top of the building and looking down, you can have a panoramic view of Yokohama.

It was late at night, and most of the lights had stopped, only the area in the bustling area was still brightly lit, like fireflies gathering together, and like stars pouring into the world from that gap in the sky.

The beautiful moonlight is reflected on the dark sea, and you can see the sparkling lights in the bustling area of ​​Yokohama far away.

Or rather far apart.

The bay is the long, winding and endless dividing line.

"It looks like two different lives." Yunfu Xingzi commented.

Just now, she thought of several reasons for running away, all of which were easily resolved by Osamu Dazai.

And Osamu Dazai held her hand all the way up to the top of the building. He was really cautious, and he didn't even give Yunfu Kyoko the chance to use his supernatural power to overturn the table.

As a last resort, Yunfu Kyoko was led by Osamu Dazai to the elevator, and in this way reached the top of the tall building to enjoy the night view.

What kind of night scene does Yunfu Xingzi want to enjoy?

But for some reason, after she really stood on the roof, she suddenly felt like wanting to take a closer look.

Osamu Dazai leaned on the railing of the guardrail, looked into the distance, and hummed a lively little tune again: "Oh~ I can't die in love alone~ But with two people~ I can do it..."

Probably because the environment this time was different from last time, Osamu Dazai's singing was broken in the night wind, as if it came from somewhere far away.Fuzzy and melodious, there is a strange beauty.

The implication was too obvious—no, that was already explicit, and he almost said directly: "Please die in love with me!" This sentence.

Yunfu Xingzi was stunned for a moment, then suddenly realized something.

She shouldn't face her promise with Dazai with a false avoidance mentality.

Although she often makes promises that she never thought about how to fulfill.

For example, she once promised Nana Sawada that she would definitely tutor Tsunayoshi Sawada in her homework.

But in fact, her own homework level may not be as high as Sawada Tsunayoshi.Sawada Tsunayoshi is still studying honestly at school, but what about herself?has already entered the society.

For a social being, homework, what is that?Can I eat it?

For another example, Yunfu Kyoko also promised Akutagawa Ryunosuke that she would help find the meaning of life.

In the end, she just taught Akutagawa Ryunosuke some writing knowledge.Who knows if Akutagawa has found the meaning of life?

Anyway, as long as Akutagawa doesn't mention it, she will pretend that she has forgotten it.

In this way, Yunfu Kyoko took a fluke mentality and felt that the promise she made with Osamu Dazai to die for love could also be fooled.

But no.

Because the object of the promise is Osamu Dazai, she cannot escape.

Her escape is undoubtedly a great harm to Dazai.

If she just pretended to have really forgotten the promise and persisted through the night, Dazai would definitely not persecute her again.

But if you do that, Dazai will be severely hurt by her, right?

Although there is no evidence, Yunfu Xingzi knows that it will.That was too bad.

"Dazai, there is something I really can't understand."

"Huh? What's the matter?" Osamu Dazai stopped humming and turned his head.

He looked at Yunfu Xingzi, with a consistent smile on his face, and his eyes were as dark as the night.

"Why didn't you give up on suicide? I mean real suicide. To tell you the truth, I occasionally try to understand other people's hearts with arrogance. Like a psychoanalyst, I also analyzed you, Dazai. And The conclusion is that I don't think you'll actually commit suicide long ago."

"How?" Osamu Dazai asked curiously, he still looked happy.

At this moment, the shell of happiness wrapped his true self extremely tightly.

Yunfu Xingzi began to hold her hair and struggled to organize her words: "How should I say it, has it been confirmed since a long time ago? You don't really want to die. You have been looking for a reason to live. After you When it comes to suicide, I clearly see the cry for help from your eyes."

Osamu Dazai wants to live, this is all too clear.

Whether it's the so-called martyrdom, or all kinds of failed suicides, he just hopes that the dream of this decadent world will give him a reason to live.

The nature of the world is really bad, and the most negative parts can always be seen in Osamu Dazai's clever eyes.

Good things always pass away, and flowers must fall after they bloom.

A person's life is so long, at the moment of possession, he will be forced to enter the countdown of loss.

Such thinking is too pessimistic and negative.So in the Lupin Bar, when Yunfu Kyoko realized that the opportunity was coming, she did not hesitate to choose to do something that did not care about the consequences.

The style of the master house is to grab everything in hand.

As long as you try your best to protect it, even if what you do seems very willful and nonsense.

But since it is a beautiful thing that is cherished, it is also a reason to live to protect it with one's life.

If Osamu Dazai can understand this, he must be on the side of survival on the balance of life and death.

And he is so smart, how could he not think of it?

"You should have given up suicide a long time ago. You should have realized the reason for living."

"I have indeed given up on committing suicide alone." Osamu Dazai nodded with a smile, "The thing I have not given up on is dying in love with you, Kyoko."

"But why? Isn't it death to die for love with me?" Yunfu Xingzi felt that her thoughts had fallen into a vortex.

There must be a key point that she didn't expect.

That is a key point that must not be ignored.

She murmured in confusion: "You are different from me, Dazai, although you are extremely negative, you still have the will to live, you are not like me, you—"

She's stuck.

In this brief silence, Osamu Dazai smiled even more happily: "Oh my, has Kyoko thought of it?"

"So...you are because of me..." Yunfu Kyoko looked at Dazai Osamu in a daze, and said in a daze.

The black-haired young man with iris eyes nodded slightly. He stared at the silver-haired girl like an angel staring at the night: "I see, Kyoko, your desire for death is so pure in your heart. You just want to die, no matter you What are you doing, when I see you, I can see your tenderness and your longing for death at the same time."

Isn't it ridiculous that a person who wants to die teaches others a reason to live?

If the one being educated can always see the will to die in the eyes of the other, how can it be possible to be educated successfully?

"It's my fault..." Yunfu Xingzi clenched her fists tightly, and cold sweat kept breaking out from her back.

Her face must have turned pale, but the night was too thick, hiding these details that were not so easy to distinguish.

Osamu Dazai didn't laugh anymore, but his voice was cheerful: "Kyoko is so interesting. I always find it very curious that you want to die while trying to live, but you actually feel pain every moment, right?

"It's like having someone who just wants to cry play the happy clown.

"Before I met you, I really didn't want to die that much, but because I met Kyoko, I became curious about death.

"What you desire with all your heart must be very, very wonderful, right?

"So I want to go to the other side of death, with you."

Osamu Dazai let go of Yunfu Kyoko's hand, and he climbed over the guardrail lightly and stood on the outermost edge of the rooftop.

It's just one step further from there and it's the undisputed fall.

The night wind blows Dazai Osamu's hair flamboyantly and recklessly, he looks at Yunfu Kyoko, his kite-colored eyes are so bright that it is frightening at this moment.

"No..." Yunfu Xingzi murmured sadly.

But Osamu Dazai still said the words she least wanted to hear: "Kyoko, die in love with me, please take me to the place you most want to go."

His tone was gentle, and he uttered an imperative sentence of request.

But his expression was as cold as an executioner.

The author has something to say: Make up for last night's update.