[Comprehensive] There is a Master's House in Yokohama

Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt like a small boat, sinking and sinking in the stormy waves.Dark clouds covered the sky and the sun was pouring down, everything was on the verge of being completely out of control.

Are you dying?Obviously...obviously I finally got it...

In the past, because he didn't have feelings, he could only be a dog in his mouth. Now he finally has clear feelings for the first time. Although this feeling is so painful, his internal organs seem to be burning, as if his throat is torn gushing out...

But finally... finally got the "hate"... so I am a human being with feelings, not a beast!

I don't want to die like this...

however……

...and why live?

……

"Doctor, how's it going?"

"There is no problem at all. He will be fully awake in a while. He just needs to rest for a few days to ensure that there will be no sequelae."

"The doctor is really amazing."

"Hahahaha, it's a doctor's bounden duty to help patients."

There was a conversation between a man and a woman. The man was probably a doctor, and the woman's voice...was very familiar, as if I had heard it not long ago.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's mind suddenly recalled the "angel" he saw before he fell into a coma.

Thinking about it carefully, it was really just an illusion. After all, how could an angel see a person in hell?

Paradise probably doesn’t exist at all, but hell is around you: I’ve been trying my best to survive, and I’ve been tortured by life. When I’m hungry, I have to scramble to swallow weeds, or I wake up in the morning and see the cold at night. The corpse of a dead companion... Such and such a daily life, such and such an abyss of hell.

People outside sometimes look in on a whim, but naturally they can't see anything, the darkness is too deep, and nothing can be reflected in their eyes.

Therefore, the angel's eyes will definitely not pour their gazes here.

Suddenly, Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt a hand on his shoulder, that hand was soft, dry and warm.Just like back then...

It is like putting ballast stones on the bottom of a ship that is about to capsize, and throwing a heavy anchor into the deep sea.

The boat, which was enduring the storm in the turbulent sea, suddenly settled down.

"In that case, I'll stay here and wait for him to wake up." The girl with the gentle eyes of an angel said so, her voice was soft and gentle, but it was clearly transmitted through the rain curtain and the sea waves.

A force suddenly surged from Akutagawa Ryunosuke's heart, he searched for the source of the voice, opened his eyes with all his might and sat up!

"Ah, why is this child's waking posture as terrifying as Dazai..." Yunfu Kyoko was startled, and couldn't help exclaiming in a low voice.

Fortunately, Akutagawa Ryunosuke had just woken up and needed a few seconds to calm down the confusion in his mind, so he didn't hear this sentence clearly.

The thin boy was silent for a few seconds, linking up the memories before coma and after waking up, and then suddenly stared at Yunfu Xingzi, weeping silently.

The colorless and transparent tear crystals looked like jewels, but the black eyes engulfed in the jewels were empty and confused.His frosty temples brushed his pale, haggard cheeks like some kind of silent cry for help.

Yunfu Xingzi paused for a moment, and suddenly became motherly, she stretched out her hands and hugged the boy into her arms.

She was full of pity, and clearly the boy in front of her was actually not two years younger than her, but she couldn't help showing an attitude towards a young child, and comforted him in a calm and gentle tone: "It's all right now, those bad guys are all dead , you are already safe."

"They're all dead...so, what should I do?"

"what?"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke moved slightly, realizing that he was completely embraced by the other party.This angelic woman really saw him in hell, and not just saw...

So, if it's her, maybe it's really possible...

Akutagawa Ryunosuke decided to give it a try: "The enemy is gone, and I have no purpose to pursue, so, can you give me the meaning of existence?"

"The meaning of life..."

Yunfu Xingzi sighed lightly, she was really not good at dealing with this type of children, her head was full of philosophical questions at a young age, and she insisted on asking questions about life and death at an age when she should be playful and playful.

To put it simply, it's just a second-degree illness, but the child himself doesn't take this as no big deal, he only takes it seriously enough to dig into a dead end.

If you want to enlighten such a child, it is not enough to say that the words are not beautiful enough.

"Did you know? Every baby comes into this world with a hoarse cry. At the very beginning, no one understands the meaning of existence, and many people have to spend their entire lives seeking the answer to this question.

"The so-called meaning of existence must be given to me by myself, I can't give it to you directly, but I promise you, I will help you get it.

"Since you have never gained the meaning of life before, it is better to get rid of the past and live again... So, please stop suppressing yourself. If you want to cry, just cry out loud."

What responded to Yunfu Kyoko was Akutagawa Ryunosuke's roar, which seemed to have exhausted all his strength in his life.

Or in other words, that was the cry of his rebirth.

It is also the first syllable of a baby born into this world.

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Osamu Dazai was sitting on a chair, with one leg curled up and the other stretched out, playing with a game console with both hands. He was wearing a black coat, which was bigger than his figure no matter what. How big is it.

And one of Dazai Zhi's passers-by subordinates was standing upright at the moment, reporting to Dazai Zhi respectfully.

"Ah...that's what happened. It's really amazing to kill all the members of the subordinate organization." After listening to the report, Osamu Dazai curled the corners of his mouth and smiled with great interest.

"Master Dazai, this is a serious provocation to the port mafia, do you need your subordinates—"

"No." Osamu Dazai suddenly put away his smile, "Your job is to report to me, not to think about unnecessary things, you understand that, right?"

As if being stared at by a poisonous snake, the passer-by's face tensed up, and he almost shouted for help: "Yes!"

Then, the pair of iris-colored eyes that were staring at the face of passers-by, full of coldness, turned back to the game console screen, and softened again with a lazy smile: "Okay, what's the matter with this matter?" I will handle the follow-up by myself, and convey my thoughts to everyone. I still have something to do, so please go quickly."

He waved his hand impatiently, and started playing the game as if no one else was there.

Passers-by didn't dare to relax, bowed respectfully to Osamu Dazai, and took the order to leave.

After finally getting rid of the extra guys, Osamu Dazai, who fell into solitude, was still operating the game console, but his thoughts diverged:

"It's so interesting. A group of trash who are the sub-organization of the port mafia tried to kill the children in the slums in order to keep their mouth shut, but they all died in the end. The three outsiders from the slums who helped the children fight back, among them There are silver mulberries and apricots...

"But what's really interesting is not what's on the surface, but the cause of death of those wastes: half of them were seriously injured, and they would surely die without treatment, but they were still alive at the time. The frantic killings made it difficult to piece together the remains. In the end, someone returned there and calmly ended the lives of all the seriously injured with an ordinary knife.

"Whether it's the one who beat people to serious injuries, the one who went crazy and killed people, or the one who returned to the scene to make up the knife, it's very clear who these three are. The only thing that stands out is that there is an automatic rifle. For unknown reasons, it exploded into pieces.

"...So, is it your ability to make objects explode? Kyoko, I always feel that it's not just that simple."

The author has something to say: "Is there anything you are looking for?"

Dazai asked.

This question echoed in Akutagawa's heart, and an answer came to mind automatically.what is sought, what is longed for,

bottom layer,

In this bottom world, something that must be impossible to find——

With his dry and thirsty throat trembling, Akutagawa asked hoarsely:

"Can you give me—the meaning of existence?"

"It can be given to you."

——"The Heartless Dog" Asagiri Kafka