Li Baoen and the port mafia met on a certain day, and Yunfu Xingzi did not know the specific situation. After all, Wanshiwu was a pimp in this matter and had no position to care about the details.

But from a certain day, Yunfu Kyoko noticed subtle changes in Yokohama.

Strange rumors such as "naked man in boxer pants", "kid with a toy gun robbing espresso everywhere", "Bingsheng Middle School bombing" and so on became more and more blatant, spread beyond Bingsheng Middle School is the core and radiates around.

If it is said that this is not the result of the port mafia letting it go, Yunfu Xingzi will not believe it.

Although I didn't go to Minesori Middle School to witness it with my own eyes, but judging from the rumors, Ribaun's leader training class for Sawada Tsunayoshi is already in full swing.

This incident may have caused great distress to the students and teachers of Bingsheng Middle School, but it did not affect Yunfu Xingzi at all.

What really bothered Yunfu Kyoko was another thing: she encountered Osamu Dazai's suicide scene again.

If only Yunfu Xingzi was there, she would never try to save her again.On the one hand, she has a bit of prejudice against Osamu Dazai, and doesn't like this frivolous guy very much. On the other hand, she feels that it is meaningless to repeatedly save a person who wants to die from the physical level. If the person who wants to die can't change his own thoughts, Even saving it [-] times is just a waste of time.

But the problem is: Yunfu Kyoko was not the only one at that time, there was also Akutagawa Ryunosuke present.

You must know that Akutagawa is still a teenager, at the age of imitation and learning. As a senior of Master House, if he can't set a good example, it will easily cause bad influence and make Akutagawa form a distorted three views.

If he turned a blind eye and turned around today and left, Ryunosuke Akutagawa would definitely think that it is normal to be indifferent to human feelings. He will learn the wrong attitude towards life of "everyone sweeps the snow before his own door, and don't care about the frost on others". People who need help are likely to choose to turn a blind eye.

If you want your child to develop a sound personality and be a kind person, parents must lead by example and teach by example.

Yunfu Kyoko was driven by a strong sense of mission to train Ryunosuke Akutagawa to become a talent. She overcame the vicious feeling of wanting Osamu Dazai to die quickly and saved him for the second time.

"Teacher Yunfu, why did you save him?" Ryunosuke Akutagawa was eager to learn and ask.

"Because a truly powerful person should cherish every life. If there is someone who needs help, then just go and save it." Yunfu Xingzi taught earnestly.

"But he is a bloody and brutal man. He has killed countless lives. If you don't save him, it will be a sign of cherishing other people's lives, right?"

"Akutagawa, why didn't I realize that you're still a jerk?"

Yunfu Kyoko felt that her good intentions had been trampled on, she sent Ryunosuke Akutagawa away depressed, and sat down at a nearby coffee shop with Osamu Dazai, and ordered a cup of coffee each.

"Kyoko and I are really destined. I'm sorry, I seem to have caused trouble for Kyoko again." Osamu Dazai was cheerful and seemed to be in a good mood.This person had just been scolded by Ryunosuke Akutagawa face to face, but he wasn't angry, on the contrary he seemed to enjoy being scolded.

Thinking about it carefully, Osamu Dazai seems to commit suicide quite often, wounding himself all over without dying, as if enjoying it... So, he is really likely to be a masochist!

Yunfu Xingzi took a sip from her coffee cup and lowered her eyes to hide the strangeness in her eyes: "It's nothing to be troublesome. After all, I also have considerations for educating the younger generation, but I didn't expect you to be quite famous in the slums."

"Eh? Am I famous in the slums?" Osamu Dazai showed great interest, "What do they say about me?"

"To put it simply, I describe you as a vicious and murderous yaksha."

"Yasha? It feels like you're talking bad about me, but when you think about it, it seems quite appropriate." Osamu Dazai smiled, but the smile in his eyes was so little that Yunfu Kyoko had already looked at it seriously. , but still haven't found half a point.

The silver-haired girl's expression was peaceful, her brows and eyes stretched and soft, but the lines of her face were somewhat sharp. She stared intently at Osamu Dazai with gentle apricot-colored eyes, which made Osamu Dazai illusion that he saw the scene of snow melting by the sun.So, it was like cherry blossoms blooming in Osamu Dazai's heart, and he smiled sincerely.

"Even if I am a Yasha, Kyoko will not want to escape. I read Kyoko's book seriously, and it is very appetizing. I heard that the author will incorporate his own thoughts into the stories in his pen, so...you should understand me. ? Kyoko, please die with me, please."

After finishing speaking, Osamu Dazai grabbed Yunfu Kyoko's hand.

Wait, what is this guy crazy about?Is this considered harassment?Can I call the police?

Yunfu Xingzi's heart was quite shaken, but her expression remained calm.

Other guests who were drinking coffee buzzed: "Is there a marriage proposal over there?" "I think it's just a confession, look, the man didn't take out the ring." "That's right..."

...Sure enough, killing Osamu Dazai directly will solve the problem, right?

Yunfu Xingzi's heart is full of evil spirit.

She suddenly remembered that she had crossed paths with Osamu Dazai several times, and Osamu Dazai had said similar things. It was really strange that he wanted to die for love together. Is this bandage monster so obsessed with dying for love?

However, what Dazai Osamu's eyes were conveying was clearly not such a message.

"You have a high status in the port mafia, right?"

"Well, I was promoted to a cadre some time ago, and I'm already considered the highest outside the leader."

"Where are Odasaku and Sakaguchi Yasugo?"

"Oda is at the bottom, and Ango Sakaguchi is the most valuable intelligence officer of the port mafia. Why do you ask this?"

"I was just suddenly curious, why did you join the port mafia? From the looks of you, you don't have any sense of belonging to the port mafia."

Osamu Dazai thought about it seriously, and slowly said: "Why? Probably because I thought I could find something in this way. I want to get close to people full of explicit violence and death, instinct and desire. I want to use In this way, we can further see the essence of human beings, so as to find the reason to live."

"In other words, you don't actually want to die."

Yunfu Xingzi found the answer, and she suddenly had a sense of enlightenment.

Why does Osamu Dazai always commit suicide but never die?Why did Osamu Dazai talk about dying for love, but his eyes were full of "help me"?

Turns out that was the answer.

Unfu Kyoko saw the same thing in Osamu Dazai and Ryunosuke Akutagawa.Although these two people have completely different personalities and acting styles are also quite opposite, but there is one thing: they are both deeply lost.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was eager for someone who could give him the meaning of life, so he found Yunfu Kyoko; Dazai Osamu was looking for a reason to live, and thus had a dialogue with Yunfu Kyoko.

None of them can redeem themselves, they can only seek help from others.

The silver-haired girl turned her face slightly, and the soft, warm-toned lights of the cafe shone on the ends of her hair, following the contours, as if they were wearing a small crown for her.

"Dazai, you like my book very much, so let me assume that you are a person who understands books, try to write it yourself.

"Whether it is an article or a story, please try to write it with your pen and heart.

"You joined the port mafia in order to find a reason to live. Now that you are a cadre, it means that you have been here for a long time, right? If you haven't succeeded for so long, it's time to change your method.

"Don't you want to die in love with me? Yes, but there is a premise, that is, please write words that can move me."

Try to impress me, Osamu Dazai, if your heart is empty and empty, you will never be redeemed.

The author has something to say: a piece of life experience:

When a strategy doesn't have the desired effect, people become dogged about doing the same thing over and over again.

In fact, it works better if you try to do something different.

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