Although it is to be frank, where should I start?

It's really difficult.

Yunfu Kyoko told Sakata Gintoki before that she didn't carry anything by herself, which is not a lie.

At least that's how she sees it.

Whether it's the responsibility to save the world, or the bloody feud that destroys the whole family, she doesn't have the heavy things that the common protagonists must bear.

The world is fine at the moment, there is no need to be saved, and there are no unresolved grievances left by the previous generation. Although Yunfu Xingzi keeps her secrets, she is still living a life that a normal person should have.

She has no sense of mission, and she has nothing to accomplish in this life.

She writes books only out of love, and she participates in the commission of Master House only because she wants to participate.

She had never struggled to survive in a slum.

Never experienced the previous war years.

Not to mention that she didn't inherit any mysterious bloodline, and the throne was waiting for her to inherit.

Occasionally, the pressure of life comes from money, but after I became famous all over Yokohama recently because of the author interview, the pressure on money will gradually disappear.

"So, I don't have anything to carry on my own."

Yunfu Xingzi summed up herself quite simply.However, such a sentence obviously cannot dismiss the three people in front of him, and necessary supplements must be made.

"If you have to explain something, it is that I have always been a person who should have died, right?

"The human body is very fragile, and freaks like Dazai who often commit suicide but never die are always in the minority.

"As for me, I was originally born blind, and then when I was twelve or thirteen years old, I suffered a serious injury and my body almost collapsed.

"Originally, I was bound to die, but I was saved because of one thing. It was a 'book page', a very magical 'book page'."

Osamu Dazai approached the silver-haired girl, and said quite positively: "So it's the one I saw at the time, right? It flew out of your body with a divine radiance, and finally returned to your body."

"That's right, that's the 'book page'. My mother made some changes to the 'book page'. I don't know how to do it, but now I and the 'book page' have become a whole conceptually." Yunfu Xingzi eased smiled.

"The 'page' is hidden in my body, and I am the 'page' itself. As long as the power of the 'page' is not disturbed, I can survive in good health. Correspondingly, if something goes wrong with the 'page', I may It will die with it."

The silver-haired girl said heavy content related to life and death, but her expression was extremely flat, as if the person who would die at any time was not herself.

Dazai frowned.

He recalled the scene at that time: under the light, the silver-haired girl was like a real angel in the world.

But the angel was shedding blood and tears, and the feeling that his life was about to disappear was so strong that people believed that no matter what he did, he could not stop the angel from dying.

The feeling of that moment...

It was terrifying to the extreme.

"So, how did you make the ball of light disappear?"

"I used the power of some 'pages'." Yunfu Xingzi smiled, "Words can carry thoughts, and 'pages' are the carriers of words. So I tried to write on it, and I didn't expect it to succeed once. lucky."

Probably thinking of something happy, Yunfu Xingzi widened her smile: "Because of this magical 'page', not only did I not die, but I can still see it, and it seems that I won't even suffer from ordinary diseases again. I have always been healthy and healthy, no matter how much sugar I eat, I will not get diabetes, and the medical expenses saved must be astronomical. Are you envious of me? There is no way, after all, such things as chance—"

"Kyoko." Dazai Osamu suddenly interrupted the silver-haired girl's nagging, "Stop talking, and stop laughing."

What the hell kind of request is that?

Yunfu Xingzi, who had been happier the more she laughed, froze her expression.

Osamu Dazai leaned in front of her, raised one hand to press her shoulder, stretched out the other hand, and gently rubbed under her eyes.

Yunfu Kyoko blinked inexplicably, and then saw a drop of crystal dew on Osamu Dazai's finger.

Did you cry without realizing it?

"It's such an ugly smile, don't force it when you don't want to laugh." Osamu Dazai sighed lightly, then let go of his hand naturally under the vicious eyes of Sakata Gintoki and Akutagawa Ryunosuke, and retreated. safe distance.

Yunfu Xingzi felt that she should refute properly at this time.

After all, if you want to say who here likes to use a smile to cover up his emotions, it must be Osamu Dazai, right?

This guy who likes to force himself to laugh when he is unhappy, what right does he have to criticize others?

However, it was probably only after being reminded by others that she found out that she shed tears was too shocking. Yunfu Xingzi was depressed for a while, and didn't bother to refute anything.

"Well, in short, if you insist on thinking that I have something to carry, it is this. If you describe a person's life as a book, everyone's life is written longer and longer, only my life will be longer and longer. shorter."

Tilting her head, Yunfu Xingzi tried hard to think of suitable words: "But there is nothing to worry about, is it? I am a person who should have died, but I am so lucky to be alive today, you guys Everyone should be happy for me."

Sakata Gintoki said in a very vicissitudes tone: "If this is the case, why are you crying, Kyoko?"

"Didn't I say it? I dreamed about my mother who died young. Isn't it normal for a child to cry when she misses her mother?"

"Ah... that's right." Sakata Gintoki scratched his hair, walked to the door and unlocked it. "Anyway, since this is the case, Dad, I won't force you to say anything. I'll go to the next door to see, you two tell Xingzi about the 'chicken spot'."

Stepping out the door with one foot, Sakata Gintoki turned around and added: "Also, Dad won't envy you, it is a happy thing to suffer from diabetes because of eating too much sugar, Dad I've decided to eat what I like and live a short life."

After finishing speaking, he closed the door, and the door lock locked itself again with a "click".

Akutagawa Ryunosuke conveyed the "singularity of supernatural power" to Yunfu Kyoko, and Yunfu Kyoko nodded repeatedly as she listened.

This concept sounds quite powerful, and it is reasonable to be able to disturb the "pages".

Osamu Dazai blinked his eyes, as if he suddenly thought of something, he raised his hand like an elementary school student giving a report in class: "Senior Akutagawa, can I be alone with Kyoko for a while? This junior wants to talk to Kyoko alone."

Because of these words, Akutagawa Ryunosuke's face darkened a bit, but he didn't object.

Although he hated Osamu Dazai very much, he also knew that Osamu Dazai didn't mean to hurt Teacher Yunfu. As a sensible person, Ryunosuke Akutagawa chose to be mature.

"Speak quickly if you have anything to say." He left such a sentence, and left the dean's room like Sakata Gintoki.

There were only two people left at the scene, Dazai Osamu smiled at Yunfu Kyoko, with a calm expression: "I found it, Kyoko."

"What did you find?" The silver-haired girl was puzzled.

"your thoughts.

"You don't really consider yourself lucky to be alive at all, do you?

"On the contrary, you wish you had died without the 'pages'.

"I'm curious about this feeling."

The black-haired young man showed a curious and childish expression, which was subtle and cute.

There was an indescribable brilliance in his dark iris eyes.

It's hard to say whether he simply wants to satisfy his thirst for knowledge, or has other deep meanings.

"Xingzi, you really want to die, don't you? But why do you want to die, but still work so hard to live?"

Yunfu Kyoko looked at Dazai Zhi, and there was a soft sigh in her apricot-colored eyes: "When did you find out?"

"I found out from the beginning, so I want to die in love with you no matter what.

"Xingzi is really an interesting person, she lives her life more seriously than anyone else, not only takes her life seriously, but also helps others to work hard.

"To be honest, the angel of pure light is completely poisonous to a scum like me, and it will kill you if you touch it.

"But Kyoko is different, you are the angel of the night."

People who live in the dark can't help but be attracted by the light, but only if the light is not dazzling.

Osamu Dazai doesn't like to be in contact with pure and kind people who live in the sun, because the flowers in summer and the dead trees in winter are destined to be impossible to understand each other.

Fortunately, Yunfu apricot is not a summer flower.

Because in her heart, there is also a huge, dark hole.

The author has something to say: Regarding the "book", I made the second design very freely.

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