[Whirlwind Girl] It's like a roof now

"Tingyi, are you asleep?" Wan Chen knocked on the door lightly and spoke softly, "Mom, come in?"

She pressed the doorknob and opened the door to go in. The darkness inside made her frown.

It's another day and night.

Tingyi didn't come out of the room all day today.

But to her relief, she ate all the breakfast, lunch and dinner delivered to Tingyi's door.

Fortunately, this daughter also knows not to worry everyone.

The moonlight outside was bright and clear, sprinkled half of the room with silver.

Her precious daughter was sitting in the middle of the big bed with her knees hugged, like a black shadow, thin and slender.

Wan Chen closed the door and walked lightly towards the bright place.

She sat down by the bed and reached out to grab her daughter's shoulders. She was still wearing Taoist clothes, "Can you tell mom, what's not happy about you?"

"Mom..." Tingyi called out in a low voice, moved her body and leaned towards her mother, resting her head on her shoulder, her delicate voice was a little low and listless, "I'm not happy anywhere..."

"Did you argue with Ruobai?"

Fang Tingyi didn't answer.

It's been more than 24 hours, night after day.

She was in a terrible pain.

When she opened her eyes, Ruobai was all in front of her eyes.

When she closed her eyes, her mind was full of Ruobai's figure.

I fell asleep without knowing what happened yesterday.

Woke up today and still do not want to move lazily.

My heart is blocked and chaotic.

In such a situation, I tried to get rid of it, but it was of no use.

Wan Chen coaxed his beloved little daughter slowly in an extremely gentle tone, "What did he make you unhappy, tell mom, if he doesn't do well in any way, mom will ask brother to beat him."

Tingyi arched her head and shook her head, her voice was a little dull, "No, he didn't make me unhappy, it's my own problem."

Wan Chen patted his daughter on the shoulder, waiting for her to confide her truest thoughts.

"Mom, am I really that bad?"

"I just felt today that I seem to be really bad. I'm not as good as others. Before you said that I was lazy and lazy, I still didn't admit it..."

"I can withdraw from Yuan Wu Dao. For me, it is my entire childhood and brought me a lot of joy. It is also because of it that I have met a lot of good friends... If Baicao wins, I win. There is nothing to refute. I am not reluctant to part with Yuan Wudao, I just, just..."

"Yuan Wudao seems to be the only bond between me and Ruobai. I was not as good as brother Chuyuan, who took care of Ruobai and grew up together. I am not as good as my brother. They are good brothers. Brothers have been in love for so long. It hasn't changed. But what about me, if Yuan Wu Dao is gone, will Ruobai and I have any other connections?"

"I promised him that I would not go anywhere, I would just stay in Songbai, but in fact I wanted to stay by his side. But whether it is Songbai or Ruobai, they will not need a person who is worthless."

"Without Yuan Wudao, what reason do I have to stay in Songbai? What reason do I have to stay by Ruobai's side?"

"The little junior sister who competed with me today belongs to Songbai, and it was Ruobai who guided her to defeat me. In my heart, I hope that Ruobai will fight against me by himself, but Brother Chuyuan reminded me that Ruobai He won’t make a move on me. So he borrowed someone else’s hand, or someone he trained himself…”

"He conveyed a lot of things to me, and I can understand. But I just can't be reconciled..."

Fang Tingyi told her feelings bit by bit, every sentence, every word, very slowly.

She thought of the old days.

The little boy is as clear as crystal.

It was Ruobai who could read storybooks to her, his soft and crisp child voice was clearer than the blue sky in Anyang.

It was Ruobai who would comfort her. No matter if he was sad, sad or angry, he would patiently reason with her, "You can't do this", "You can't do this", at such a young age, you still have to pretend to be mature.

It was Ruobai who would cut corners for her. He had agreed how many laps to run, how many squat jumps to do, and how many chapters to practice. He would secretly help her hide it, even though His ears were red because of lying, and brother Chuyuan would spot it at a glance.

Time flies.

The little boy is as round as jade.

It was Ruobai who would give her extra homework and test papers. Because she couldn't bear to hurt her self-esteem, she would replace the eye-catching red pen with a dull pencil when marking. As long as you wipe it, no one will know that it is a cross. .

It was Ruobai who would do her basic training, help her press her legs, practice with her with a foot target, wipe her sweat and give her water.

That's Ruobai who will make her stand out. Her brother always teases and teases her, but Ruobai will stand by her side, "Tingyi is my younger sister, Ting Hao, you have to let her go."

That's Ruobai who will scold her seriously, she is getting more and more out of tune, her intentional and unintentional hurt others, Ruobai will reprimand her with a straight face, and at the same time apologize to others before her, and eventually If you can't bear to deal with her for too long, you will definitely compromise with her.

Those five years were missed.

The young man now is as resolute as a pine and cypress.

It was Ruobai who would reject her, with a cold face, saying all kinds of ruthless words in his mouth, "get out", "let go", "leave", with a tough attitude and reject people thousands of miles away, but he did not drive away after all she.

It was Ruobai who would take care of her, cook noodles for her himself, take her through the streets on a bicycle, carry her from Xianwu back to Songbai, support her when her brother provoked her, Will keep her overnight.

That was Ruobai who would tolerate her. In the face of her stalking, he was not really angry; in the end he accepted her approach; in the end he forgave her mistakes.

No matter what kind of Ruobai it is, it is such a good Ruobai.

"...Mom, I'm just not reconciled, not reconciled."

"From now on, Ruobai will take Baicao to participate in various large-scale international competitions. Together, they will travel around the world, visit many beautiful cities and regions, and bring back trophies one after another from those places..."

"I don't want this to happen!"

"Whether it's Baicao or other female players, I don't want them to appear beside Ruobai!"

"I don't want to see Ruobai smiling at them, I don't want to see Ruobai look at them with satisfaction and satisfaction in their eyes, and I don't want to see Ruobai and their figures appear in the same picture, their names will appear side by side, and I don't want to see..."

"How can Ruobai's future life revolve around other girls? What qualifications do they have to let Ruobai give such careful guidance and let him devote so much effort to them?"

"It's obviously a group of people who don't know the so-called."

"I hate it to death..."

"I'm the one who should stand by his side, and I'm the one who should help him realize his dream..."

"How could Ruobai give up on me? How could he not want me?"

The more Tingyi said, the more she felt that her heart was beating so hard that even her originally calm breathing was a little short.Later, she tried to restrain her emotions and lifted her head from her mother's shoulders.

The moonlight only illuminates half of the bed, which is as soft as water.

Tingyi looked at her mother's beautiful phoenix eyes, pursed her dry lips, and said with some uncertainty, "Mom, do you think I'm too bad?"

"No." Wan Chen helped her straighten some messy hair.

"I feel that I am very hateful, very bad, I actually have such thoughts, obviously I should blame him, but in the end, it seems that Ruobai is not at fault at all, I am the only one who lost his temper, and , I still worry about gains and losses, and feel that Ruobai is far away from me..."

After hearing her words, Wan Chen smiled and said, "What are you talking about?"

"I mean—" Fang Tingyi said, "I swore I would never see him again."

"Well, then what?"

and then?

Then, Fang Tingyi fell silent.

She spent all the time in bed thinking, except when she was sleeping.

She couldn't tell what she was thinking about.

Probably, after a while, the brain was empty, and the eyes were also empty. After a period of time, they continued to return to Ruobai.

She calmed down and thought a lot.

After thinking about it, I couldn't calm down.

Then continue to calm down.

And so on and on.

She felt that she was always turning around, around Ruobai, always turning around.

"Mom." Tingyi said slowly, "I hate it."

"What do you hate?" Wan Chen asked her, "Do you hate Ruobai?"

"No." Tingyi categorically denied that in front of her mother, she was like a kitten waiting to be fed, weak and pitiful, full of hesitation and anxiety about the world.

"Then who do you hate?"

"I hate myself." Tingyi said, "I think I'm very cheap. He has treated me like that. I still miss him and never forget him. And the more I don't think about him, the more I miss him."

Wan Chen put his arms around his daughter's shoulders, and said tenderly and lovingly: "What a silly girl."

"Where am I stupid..."

"Everywhere is stupid." Wan Chen sighed helplessly, "Tingyi, Yuan Wu Dao is the cause of this incident, but it has nothing to do with Yuan Wu Dao until now, even you said it yourself, you You can let go of Yuan Wu Dao, can't you?"

"You can let it go, but—" she hastily argued, but was interrupted by her mother again, "Are you afraid of losing Yuan Wudao, or are you afraid of losing Ruobai? Or, the reason why you are afraid of losing Yuan Wudao is because Afraid of losing Ruobai?"

Listening to her mother's words, Tingyi's heart seemed to miss a beat, "Mom..."

"Tingyi, mom never thinks you're messing around. Mom's Tingyi is very sensible, caring, and kind. Since you were very young, you don't like others doing your things privately. My brother robbed you If you want to fight with him, if someone takes your doll, you also want to beat others. Tell mom, can you just not accept that Ruobai stays away from you? "

"Hmm." She responded lightly.

"Then tell mom again, what is the reason for your current state?"

Yeah, what on earth is she for.

It is no longer for Yuan Wu Dao.

Not for Qi Baicao either.

In the final analysis, it was only because of Gu Ruobai.

Something grew out of my heart.

In the twilight of half the room, Fang Tingyi looked at her mother, opened her mouth, and her voice was so small that she could hardly hear herself——

"I like him."