Dumb

Hearing Yu Zi'an's high-pitched curses echoed throughout the alley.I half-closed my eyes and searched for a male animal among the many female animals.If I read correctly, he is Yu Zian's current boyfriend, Lu Han.

The scene was chaotic for a while, and I can't remember exactly what he and Yu Zian said that afternoon.

All I know is that he saved me.

Later, when I told Lin Xizhi what happened, I still had lingering fears. If Lu Han hadn’t appeared at the beginning, if he hadn’t forced Yu Zi’an to let me go, maybe I would have been beaten by them until I became disabled in the lower body, and I still couldn’t claim compensation medical bills.

Lin Xizhi's hand making milk tea obviously paused for a while, she walked to me and sat down next to me, "Amo, do you like that person named Lu Han?"

I nodded but shook my head again, faltering and saying: "Probably... right..."

Probably at the beginning, under the backlight, his side face looked too hazy and beautiful, which caused my heart to rippling, causing ripples after waves, so I fell in love with him so desperately.

I have always been a covetous person who fears death.

But this time, I am willing to be willful for him.

☆【03-04】

【Three】

That night, I had a beautiful dream.

In the dream, it was the first time I met Luhan.

It was the late autumn of [-], I was a freshman in high school, and he was a sophomore in high school.

I asked the teacher for sick leave because of a fever and was going to the hospital, but because the school is located in a remote area, and I was a flower of the motherland who lived under the pressure of my stepmother since I was a child, so I had to drag my exhausted body to the nearest bus stop alone. .

Unexpectedly, on the way, they encountered robbers.

I have always heard people say that the law and order of this road is not good, and it really deserves its reputation.

The dim street lights elongated my figure infinitely. It was already seven o'clock in the evening. Except for a few trucks speeding past on the road, there were very few pedestrians on the road.While supporting my vulnerable body, I tried my best to catch up, while using my last bit of strength, I tore my throat and shouted to catch the thief.

The only answer to me is the empty streets.

In terms of people, I must have looked like a one-man show at that time.

Ridiculous.

I forgot how long I had been chasing the thief in the direction in which he was fleeing, until his figure gradually turned into a black shadow under my eyes and disappeared at the corner of an unknown street.

Vaguely, I only know that I bumped into a person on the way of catching up. I think I probably lost my mind, no matter what 21 grabbed his hand and cried out with snot and tears, I begged him to help me catch him. Thief, I told him that my living expenses for this month, my mobile phone, and my belongings were all in that bag... Then, my vision went dark, and I lost consciousness again.

When I woke up, it was two o'clock in the morning. I was in the needle hanging hall of the District Central Hospital, wearing a black coat that came from nowhere.I sat up, turned around and saw the strange man beside me, he was curled up on the chair, his brows were slightly furrowed.

"Why him?" I murmured.

About Lu Han, overseas (Haidian District Foreign Language Experimental School), you can hear his name no less than three times a day, and those famous deeds about him often become the topic of chatting between the sisters after dinner.

Perhaps because of the noise, he frowned, opened his sleepy eyes, and asked after yawning several times:

"You're awake. Are you feeling better? Still feeling bad?"

"It's much better." I didn't dare to look at him, "Well... thank you for sending me to the hospital."

It turned out that Luhan skipped class to play video games that day, and on the way back to school, I bumped into my arms.

From then on, one glance at ten thousand years.

I started to learn all about him frequently.In the morning meeting, I would stretch my neck to look for him in the vast crowd. In my free time after dinner, I would buy sports drinks and go to the illuminated stadium to watch his training. I knew from his teammates that he likes to eat Leijia Liangpi. Fake sick leave every week to bring him...

It seems that as long as you see him, you see the whole world.

Even if such love is superficial.

【[-]】

I have always hated my stepmother.

She is a coquettish woman with rouge and powder all over her face. Not only does she seduce other men to satisfy her desires all day long, but she is also a scheming and vicious bad woman.The period from the age of three to the age of 17 was probably such a miserable time, but fortunately, the flower of my motherland can still thrive under her devastation and oppression, without incident.

I don't have any friends, and the only one who really deserves my heart is Lin Xizhi.I am not indifferent by nature, nor am I arrogant and domineering. It is probably because of my life experience that I have such a lukewarm personality.

I hate mistresses no less than every woman whose husband is robbed by mistresses.I hate them, disgust them, despise them.I think they are the only redundant existence in this world. God should let them die early so that they will stop doing evil.

But I never thought that one day I would become a character I hate.

I will never forget that night.

Luhan pressed me firmly on the bed, put his arms around my waist and pulled me into his arms.He kissed my neck deeply, his hands kept walking on my body, and then he skillfully and neatly unbuttoned my corset.

That was the first man I ever loved in my life, and the man I love the most in my life.No matter how many thousands of words and reluctance there are, I swallowed them back to my stomach at that moment.

I love him, so I am willing to give him everything.

I always remember that the moon was very round that night, and the faint moonlight poured into the bedroom through the smart curtains.Luhan put his arms around my waist and put his chin on my head, I could feel his heavy and powerful heartbeat and shallow breathing.

He slept peacefully, innocently like a child.In his sleep, his lips opened and closed, as if he was muttering something.I moved to his side, and the warm breath hit my ear:

"Amo, I will love you forever."

I smiled lightly.

I lost to him for the rest of my life.

However, I really lost to him for the rest of my life.

★【05-06】

【Wu】

I successfully intervened between Yu Zian and Lu Han, becoming a veritable third party.

It's just that the good times don't last long, under the endless cycle of you passing on me, I passing on him, and he passing on her, it took less than a week for Yu Zi'an to know everything about Luhan and me.

When I was still in class, Yu Zian took a group of sisters and rushed straight to my classroom noisily. She yelled at the door to let me go out, and scolded a lot of nasty words.The teacher definitely wanted to stop her, but because of her father's relationship, she couldn't do enough.This is the so-called power dog.

Yu Zian walked up to me angrily, and immediately slapped me across the face. I covered my face and felt a burning pain instantly, and then five clear finger prints appeared.

"Gu Senmo, don't be so shameless and shameless, okay?!"

She stared angrily, probably because I was driving her crazy, so she deliberately raised the volume of her voice.

I didn't cringe like last time, but calmly said back: "No matter how shameless I am, I can't change the fact that Lu Han doesn't want you."

She stomped her feet angrily, her face flushed red.If there was a knife in front of her at that time, I guess she would have cut me without hesitation.

After Lu Han listened to me describe the whole process to him, he gave me an approving look, he patted my head dotingly and said: "Yu Zian is not someone to mess with, you must be careful next time. I'm afraid that if I'm not by your side, you'll get hurt."

I nestled in his arms, and my fingers were tightly intertwined with him: "With your words, no matter how many injuries I suffer, it's worth it."

Falling in love with him is like wearing an invulnerable armor, and also seems to suddenly have a weakness.

For me at the time, Lu Han was everything to me.Even going up the mountain of swords and going down into the sea of ​​fire for him is something I am willing to do.

This is probably what people often say that a woman in love is an out-and-out fool.

【land】

When I was 17 years old, I made a big taboo of this age.

When I walked out of the toilet anxiously holding the contraceptive stick that showed positive, a heavy stone seemed to be pressing on the bottom of my heart.

I know, I'm going to be a mother.

At an age when you shouldn't have children.

On the night when I found out the news, like a fool, I ran up to Lu Han in surprise and joy, put my arms around his neck, and told him in a slightly shy tone that I was pregnant.

Lu Han's hands trembled, and the soot fell to the ground.His expression and movements clearly told me that he was not surprised, but more frightened.

"Beat the child." He got up and flicked the soot on his pants.

"Why?" I stared at him blankly, my pupils dilated circle after circle, and I froze in place in disbelief.

He gave me an extremely simple reason, saying, "Amer, we can't afford him."

I couldn't laugh or cry, no matter how balanced my heart was, I couldn't accept that these words came from his mouth.Then, angrily, I swung the cushions on the sofa and slammed them hard at him.

I hate this child, but I hate him even more.

When I was 17, I aborted my first child because of Lu Han.

When I came out of the hospital, my eyes were red and swollen, and the numbness and pain after the operation made it impossible for me to stand up straight.Luhan was standing in front of the glass door smoking a cigarette, and when he saw me approaching, he immediately took off his body