Let's sneak, my sis [Comprehensive Gacha]

"I heard that you have had suicidal tendencies?"

In the room filled with life atmosphere, Mi leaned on a comfortable soft chair, staring at the light of a non-glare desk lamp on the warm brown wood tabletop.She had just injected a medicine, which made her mind work much slower, and even gave birth to drowsiness.

Mi huddled in the soft chair, pinching the craft shawl on her body with both hands, and nodded slightly in a daze.

"Can you tell me how long ago was the first thing?" The gentle female voice continued to ask, the voice was as soft as the light of the setting sun, easily breaking Mi's defenses "..." Mi swallowed her saliva, slightly With his eyes closed, his voice was as soft as a feather falling to the ground, "...it's been a long time."

"Can you tell me in detail?" The voice continued to ask, and the words fell into Mi's light-headed mind.

"..." Mi narrowed her eyes slightly, as if she was very sleepy, and looked away clumsily.

"I want to help you." The female voice spoke softly. "Don't be afraid, I won't tell anyone."

Mi lowered her eyelashes, feeling that her eyes could not be focused on the same point, and she could only stare at the blurred spots in front of her eyes. "... When I was in junior high school..." She seemed to be having a hard time speaking, and finally managed to spit out complete words , and then shrank a little, "I'm alone... very sad..."

The room was quiet for a while, Mi's eyes were blurred and he didn't know what he was thinking, and a very low and soft tone slowly sounded in his ears, like someone humming a nursery rhyme.Mi slowly shifted her gaze to the CD on the table, the gentle tune seemed to ease her defenses, and Mi's expression no longer looked so evasive.

"It's been so many years since Mom and Dad died." She pursed her lips, curled up vulnerablely on the soft chair, and hugged her knees, which was an action to protect herself, "I really don't have the courage anymore. "

"Then what happened after that?" the female voice continued to ask, in the nursery rhymes that were far and near, so ethereal that it seemed to be a hallucination.

"Sisters." Mi showed a small smile, "Later, the sisters came." Her eyes lit up a little, as if thinking of something extremely beautiful, her smile was soft.She seemed to want to add something, her lips moved, but she just said poorly but sincerely, "That's great."

"You like them very much?"

"Yeah." Mi hugged herself looser, leaned her head on the soft chair and smiled subconsciously, "I like it very much, I like it very much." She squinted her eyes and smiled, innocently like a child.But the smile suddenly paused, and then became melancholy, "But they left."

"why?"

"I don't know." Mi's eyes became sad, and she lowered her head slightly, like a flower that is about to wither, "... I don't know."

"Are you sad? Blame them for leaving you?"

Mi shook her head hastily, but said nothing.

"Relax." The female voice uttered in time, pulling Mi out of her anxiety. "We're just chatting, let's talk about something happy?"

Mi looked at the straight lines on the table in confusion, with a somewhat hesitant look.

"Don't know what to say?" the female voice asked thoughtfully, then paused, as if thinking, and then continued, "You care about your sisters very much, and their departure must have hit you hard, then you How did you adjust it?"

Mi was silent for a while, and then said softly, "I still have A Gang."

"Do you love him very much?"

Mi's expression softened a lot, she nodded slowly, a strand of long hair slid in front of her body with her movements, making her cheeks as white as jade, "Yes."

"But I heard you were separated for a while." The female voice said in a low voice, "Why?"

Mi picked up a pillow from her side and hugged it in her arms. She lowered her head, her chin sank into the soft pillow, a little depressed, "He said it was for me."

"Do you believe it?"

Mi didn't speak, but she didn't show any wavering.

"What then?"

Mi turned her face sideways, put her head on the pillow, her eyes drifted away as if recalling memories, she said stagnantly, "I found out, I'm pregnant."

"At that time, you had already broken up." Looking at Mi nodding slightly, the female voice continued, "It's not easy for an unmarried mother, why did you keep that child?"

"I promised that if you have a child, you can't kill it yourself." Mi lowered her eyelashes, feeling a little sad. "Later, I could feel him in my stomach, and I could feel him growing up. I..." Mi I began to cry uncontrollably, probably because the medicine also contained tranquilizers, but Mi just sat in the chair and cried quietly, without showing any hysterical madness.

"I dreamed about him. I know what he will look like when he grows up. That's my child. I really want to witness him grow up. But it's too late..." Mi choked up, crying, she was at a loss what to do Weeping, like a cat wandering in the corner of a rainy night surrounded by four sides.

"It's all my fault that I didn't protect him well. It's raining so hard, I shouldn't run around, I shouldn't." Mi's eyes turned red again, and he wept suppressedly.

"It rained, and then? At that time, what happened?"

"Someone robbed my bag." Mi clutched the pillow tightly, her knuckles turned white, and her expression was at a loss. "I went after it, then fell down and fell down the underground passage." Her expression became painful, and she subconsciously covered I stretched my lower abdomen, and curled up in the chair, "I shouldn't be chasing, I shouldn't be thinking about that ring."

"ring?"

Mi moved her lips, staring blankly at a certain place in a daze, "Ah Gang gave it to me, the engagement ring."

"For the ring... do you hate him?"

Mi showed a dazed expression, buried her head in the pillow, and shook her head.

"why?"

The black-haired woman wiped her tears on the pillow, revealing a pair of dull eyes, "It's my fault, it's all my fault, no matter how many reasons I find, it's all my fault." She murmured, The voice was low and hoarse, "I didn't protect the child well." She gradually became depressed, her eyes were full of pessimism and depression.

"Later, you became world-weary again, didn't you?"

Mi was dazed for a long time, and then she seemed to hear the words of the female voice, and gradually pulled out of the depressed mood, and nodded slowly.

"You can't bear the pressure you put on yourself, and you get depressed slowly, right?"

"Maybe." Mi replied vaguely.

"What are you cheering up for this time?"

"...Someone told me that my work is not finished yet." Mi replied in a low voice, "There is still me, what must be done."

"what's up?"

Mi seemed to be staring at something in a daze, and was silent for a while, "Revenge."

The female voice paused for a moment before continuing, "This matter has supported you again, hasn't it?"

Mi nodded, and said very softly, "I should have had a complete family. I had..." She stopped and became calmer, "I would Those who loved me were killed."

"So are you done? What you should do."

Mi nodded again.

"And then?" The female voice said, "The things that support your life have been completed. What do you do next?"

Mi was dazed for a while again, "At that time, I couldn't find any survivors." Her eyes were dull, "But there is still An Zhi, and there are people who care about me. I can't seek death, I can only live with the tide."

"and then?"

"Then..." Mi's eyes turned numbly, "I was sent to Ah Gang's side."

"why?"

"Perhaps, they think that in this way, I can find hope." Mi's fingers began to scratch the fine embroidery on the pillow.

"Then have you found it?"

Mi remained silent and did not speak, but lowered his head as if thinking.

"I heard that when you saw Tsunayoshi Sawada again, you were very resistant. But didn't you say you didn't hate him?"

Half of Mi's face was hidden under the pillow, revealing a pair of eyes, "When I see him, I think of my child. I can't help it, and want to vent my anger."

"Is that really the case?" The female voice did not deny it directly, but made her start to reconsider the conclusion, "When you see him, you will indeed think of the child. After being separated for so long, the child is the reason for the relationship between you two. You resist, you refuse, you make him feel bad, but you still love him, and the more you do it, the more pain you feel. You hurt yourself by hurting him, and you're just punishing yourself, right?"

Mi lowered her eyes, she seemed to be getting more and more sleepy, and began to lean on the soft chair behind her, as if she could fall asleep at any time.

"Are you sleepy?" the female voice asked.

"Yeah." Mi nodded and rubbed her eyes.

"Then, let me ask the last question, okay?" When I was about to fall asleep, it was also the time when my consciousness was the most relaxed, "Will you marry him, and you are also willing to let go of everything?"

Mi had closed her eyes and was about to fall asleep, she seemed unable to answer anymore.The woman was about to finish, but she saw Mi shaking her head slowly.

The strange woman sitting at the table watched Mi leaning on the back of the chair and fell asleep, her voice became calmer.She turned off the CD player that was still playing songs beside her, and she also turned off the recorder, and compared the last transcript with the memory of the question just now, and found that there was nothing wrong with it.She leaned back on the chair behind her, stared at Mi's sleeping face and sighed.

Although the question was not finished, it was obvious that Mi could not be woken up to continue.

The woman looked at the conclusion of the last transcript again, and found that there was nothing to overthrow.She packed up her tools and documents and walked out the door.

Someone was already waiting outside the door, and they walked over a few steps after seeing her come out.

"Boss." The woman respectfully called the young leader in front of her who had recruited her to Pengeli not long ago.

"How is she?" Tsuna glanced inside, just in time to see Mi lying on the chair.

"Madam has fallen asleep, it should be a lot easier when I wake up." The woman smiled politely, "This time it is much calmer than last time. Madam's feelings are very sensitive and delicate, but she also knows how to do it well. Boss just needs to be careful not to irritate her, and try to appease her if she is in a bad mood, Madam will quickly adjust herself."

When Mi woke up, she was already on the big bed in her room.She didn't know how long she had slept. Gang Ji was sitting on the bed with her back to her, and she could vaguely see that the sky outside the curtains was still dark.

Mi propped herself up on the bed, walked toward Tsuna Kichi on her knees, then hugged Tsunaki's waist from behind, and put her head on the back of his neck.

"Are you awake?" Tsuna reached out and touched Mi's head.

"Yeah." Mi responded, "What are you doing?" She put her chin on Gang Ji's shoulder, and saw Gang Ji playing with a small box in his hand.

"Some time ago, a new type of weapon called a box weapon appeared in the black market." Tsuna dexterously turned the small box in his hand, and slightly turned around to hug Mi, "Then I found this in the castle. It feels a lot like it."

Not very interested in weapons and the like, Ya closed her eyes and nestled in Tsunayoshi's arms.