[Korean Entertainment YG] Black Lotus

It's like every winter moon, the wind blows the remaining snow, and the old sun falls one after another like the thin leaves of the old banyan tree. You can always feel the silence in the evening, and the mood of wanting to see you will also blow with the wind. Float aimlessly towards you or where you have been.

——Huang Baocan

After meeting Qiao, an international student from China that day, Huang Baocan has been in anxiety.

She is a girl with a very oriental femininity. She has long black straight hair that hangs softly on her shoulders. The bangs parted in the middle are slightly shorter than the hair in the back. She is dressed in simple clothes that make people feel comfortable at first glance. Of course She has all the small and delicate features of Asian women.

She said her name was Lu Qiao, and Huang Baocan could call her A Qiao.

Huang Baocan secretly observed the boy opposite her house. He was tall and big, with beautiful blond hair. He looked cheerful and sunny.

It's just that every time I come into contact with A Qiao, I always feel a little cautious, as if a little unnatural.He looked at her with clean and clear eyes. Huang Baocan searched for it for a long time, but he didn't see any trace of love in his eyes.

When she told A Qiao, to be honest, she didn't know how to say it, but A Qiao had already seen it through, and she wrinkled her face in distress,

"I know he treats me like a big brother treats his little sister, maybe because I look weak, so he won't take me to participate in some activities, don't they think oriental women are like porcelain dolls Is it as fragile?"

Huang Baocan smiled and said,

"Not all oriental women are like you. Whether it is in terms of height or personality, you look weak, but ah, I know you have a strong heart, right?"

A Qiao also looked at her and smiled, the sunlight returning from the treetops was gentle and gentle, like a feather brushing gently across her cheeks,

"I knew a long time ago that a secret love is a dream that starts and ends with you. All the stories about youthful youth are hidden in this dream. Maybe I can wake up and go to the next dream soon. , but it is undeniable that the bits and pieces that caused you to throb back then are like shadows, as long as you think about it, you can follow you like a shadow."

Huang Baocan looked at her side face and smiled unconsciously.

It's like this, you don't need to reciprocate when you like someone. Only you can experience the feeling of planting a seed secretly and expecting it to grow into a towering tree.

An encounter, an encounter, is the origin.

"I see. It seems that I have thought too much. Now that I have already booked the theme and measured the data, and understand your intentions, then I will go back first."

Huang Baocan put the pen cap on, packed everything into his bag, got up and said to her.

A Qiao also walked to the door together,

"Is there anything else I can do for you?"

Baocan said goodbye, "No, you just need to wait. Next time I contact you, just bring someone here."

She declined Aqiao's offer to send her to the station, and walked alone on the boulevards in France with her bag on her back.

There seemed to be a little more people on the street ahead, so she couldn't hold back her curiosity and walked forward to watch for a while.

It was a photography team, and the lighting engineer was helping the teenagers posing in the street to light, Huang Baocan didn't keep his eyes on for too long.Because she saw someone.

Lee Joo Hyuk.

When was the last time you saw him?It seems to be at Quan Zhilong's birthday party. At that time, the two of them didn't know each other very well. She always thought that the other party didn't like her very much. Why did she say that?

Ever since the other party heard her say she was Quan Zhilong's girlfriend when they met for the first time, the look in his eyes inexplicably made Huang Baocan feel panicked.

And the next few times, because of his occupation, he always mixed up with that woman, so of course, it became the reason why that person met Quan Zhilong, and every time she found out, she could always see him The mocking eyes on the side seemed to be laughing at her overreaching.

Laughing at her delusional attempt to tie this man's heart.

As if all her hysteria was a farce, a joke.

Huang Baocan didn't want to have too much contact with this person, so after a few cold glances, she walked around them and walked to the station on her own.

As an Asian, Lee Joo Hyuk certainly has his own pride in wanting to break out in the Parisian modeling industry, which has never lacked handsome men and handsome men.Today, he and several Madou from the same company were shooting on the famous avenue in Paris, surrounded by women who passed by from time to time. Although he is not proud of it, he has become accustomed to this kind of praise up.

until someone shows up.

Those indifferent eyes swept across him, which made him, who was a little careless, start to tense up.

When he regained his senses and looked at the other party, he could only see her back that was fading away.

Back home, Huang's mother didn't know why she had to go to work recently, saying that a woman needs to be financially independent in order to talk at home.Although she has always been in charge at home, Huang Baocan is still very supportive of her mother's behavior. After all, it is good to go out more to make friends and broaden her horizons. She and her father are always not at home, and her mother will inevitably feel a little lonely.

She went upstairs to her room, took out her notebook, and carefully thought about the general structure of the costumes for this story, but she couldn't figure out why. She crumpled the paper ball into a ball, and she supported it with her hands. My own head keeps drawing the patterns that appear in my mind, and then keeps denying them, and so on.

Several days passed like this, and the day after tomorrow is the day of the group meeting. If she can't figure it out, she thinks she will really disappoint the high expectations of her seniors.

Without thoughts, all the finished products more or less have a little bit of someone else's shadow, Huang Baocan put down the pen, thinking to wait until the mood is calmer before continuing.

She remembered the few CDs jj gave her before, which were limited edition collections of The Beatles and Guns N’ Roses. They were out of print and could not be bought in Korea before. She liked a song in it called letitbe. The lyrics are very good , the melody is also very soft, it is the most suitable time to listen to it.

Just do what she said, she walked to the bookshelf, opened the bottom drawer, and there were a few CDs scattered in it. The hand she reached in paused for a few seconds, and then picked up the inconspicuous one in the corner. gift box.

Blue and white stripes, there is only a small bow on it, the size of the palm of your hand, holding it in your hand, it feels so heavy that she has no strength to open the lid.

This is a gift from Quan Zhilong on her birthday. Inside is a thin pendant chain made of silver. The pendant is very small. It is a flesh pink opal. She wrapped it according to the cushion in the box the next day. I found the boutique by following the signs.

Standing at the door of the store, she couldn't help but think of the afternoon when she handed the bright light to Teacher Song. She and Wu Chuyu passed by here, and saw Quan Zhilong and Jin Zhener carrying things together. At that time, she thought that when she was negligent, , Let Jin Zhener walk into Quan Zhilong's heart again, unexpectedly, in the end, this person actually came into contact with Jin Zhener because of her, and then asked her out.

A pendant is not cheap, obviously more than the pocket money of the teenager.

This reminded her of the past, and at this time, September was Jin Zhener's birthday, and throughout the summer vacation, Quan Zhilong worked hard, dragging his tired body to work part-time after practice, to earn this chain money.

Now that the protagonist has been replaced by her, she is not happy at all. She is so kind to her now that her heart begins to shake.

But when I think about the days when I was behind him, whether it is Lee Joo-hyuk I met today, or YG's staff, and friends around him, they all know how much she loves him, Huang Baocan, and even lost her own dignity. everything.

I just wish he could stop once in a while and take a look at her.

She is a family lover, and doesn't like going out to places like bars and nightclubs in the middle of the night, but he just likes them. In addition, the artist works and flies abroad all the year round, gathering less and leaving more, which has become the source of fear in her heart.That woman squeezed out and framed her for nothing, which made her physically and mentally exhausted, but at this time he was not around as her boyfriend, and sometimes she wondered whether Quan Zhilong had ever loved her

The answer is no.

The reason why they were together was all because of her friend's confession at the beginning. Although she refused decisively, she didn't know why it spread to Quan Zhilong.

Thinking about it now, maybe he proposed dating her not because he found out that he loves her, but because he was afraid that others would take her away. Quan Zhilong is a selfish and sensitive child. He refused to explain clearly to her.

In the end, both of them were tired, one was tired of loving in the daily uneasiness, the other was tired of compromise because she couldn't stand such a crazy her.

This relationship was her first love, and it was also her unforgettable love.The endless flow of time has carried too much of our love, hatred and resentment.In a certain dusty alleyway, in a certain smoky street, in a certain age that does not understand sadness... The ups and downs and sad experiences have formed a long-term pain.

This is unrequited love.

Like a momentary awakening, Huang Baocan came to the table like a blessing to the spirit, quickly unfolded the drawing paper, picked up the brush and brushed out the appearance in his mind.

In the evening, Huang's mother came to ask her to eat, but she didn't hear it because she had been concentrating on sketching the details. She didn't remember that she was going to eat until she was done.

After being reprimanded by Huang's mother, fortunately she warmed the meal warmly, and Huang Baocan was spared the tragedy of starvation.

After tidying up the messy things on the desk at night, she picked up the box beside her and smiled wryly with her lips bent,

"It seems that every inspiration is related to you."

Time tells us that some memories have penetrated the soul and slowly blossomed in the bones.Chunyan Huanuan's words will always converge into a warm embrace, gently kissing herself in the difficult days ahead.

Outside the window, the hydrangeas are blooming warmly, and the fragrance comes in the autumn.

How are you doing now, myafflatus...