I finally fell into my own hands

Qi Ye has been lying down for more than half a year, and Dongcheng has gone from early spring to early autumn.

Autumn in the North comes quickly, but it is the end of August, and the nights have begun to cool down.

The moisture in the air was evaporated by the north wind, and even breathing was a bit dry and painful. Qi Ye didn't have the habit of wearing lipstick, and his lips began to crack in autumn, sometimes bleeding, he sipped it lightly, Taste a touch of fishy and sweet.

Now no one comes to drink his blood.

The news of Qi Ye's waking up was originally blocked by Xu's family, but it still couldn't stop the reporters and media people who had close ties with the hospital to hear the news and start to report overwhelmingly.

After all, the koi killing "1122 Incident" is unprecedentedly bizarre. At the beginning of the year, tags related to this incident dominated the hot search list for two months.

But this time the news of Qi Ye's sobriety disappointed all the media workers. They stayed in the hospital day and night hoping to get some shocking news, but they found that Qi Ye was no different from all the patients.

And the reports they wrote couldn't cause any splashes. They managed to catch some traffic in the back row of hot searches, but disappeared within a long time.

Everyone's memory of the koi killing incident has faded, and it can also be said that the curiosity about the people involved in the incident has passed.

No one cares about these things anymore, new hot spots are overwhelming, and everyone's life is moving forward in an orderly manner.

Qi Ye lay on the hospital bed and stared at the ceiling. It was just after four o'clock in the afternoon on the weekend. Behind the hospital was the residential area for employees. The curtains flew up.

Qi Ye listened indifferently, only feeling that there was a layer of plastic wrap between himself and the excitement of this world.

"Brother, can I pour you some water?"

Ning Xiao, who was peeling apples at the side, tried carefully, but as he expected, Qi Ye responded indifferently: "No need, I'm not thirsty."

"That…"

"Ah Xiao, let me rest for a while."

Qi Ye interrupted him, Ning Xiao could only nod his head: "Okay, I won't bother you anymore."

Although Ning Xiao didn't show much disappointment on his face, he was sad and wronged in his heart. He heard from Xu Mian and Liu Ye that his brother went into a coma this time to find Brother Hei in another world, although he couldn't hear it. I understand the cause and effect, but my brother must have experienced some bad things related to him in that world...

In the end, Qi Ye didn't bring Hei Hei back.

No one asked what happened in that world, Qi Ye always faced each other in silence, and gradually no one dared to speak again.

The door of the ward was pushed open. It was Xu Mian who was holding a super luxurious fruit basket and Xu Chenfeng who was empty-handed.

"Brother Qi, you're bullying us Ah Xiao too much." Xu Mian said to Qi Ye with a bang, and put down the fruit basket heavily on the table next to the hospital bed, almost shaking the cherries in the basket. out.

"Brother Xu, don't make too much noise, brother wants to rest..." Ning Xiao tugged at Xu Mian's hand, winking wildly at him.

Xu Mian sighed helplessly and impatiently, her voice was not low: "Ah Xiao, don't get too used to your brother's temper."

Ning Xiao was very embarrassed: "..."

Xu Mian: "No matter what he experienced in that world, he shouldn't blame you."

Ning Xiao: "Forget it, bro..."

Qi Ye, who was lying on the hospital bed, moved his eyes: "Ah Xiao, I'm sorry, I...give me some time."

Ning Xiao was taken aback for a moment, then smiled until his eyes rolled: "Okay! Brother, just don't force yourself."

He is really happy, that's great, brother just needs time, it's not that he really doesn't want to see him anymore.

As soon as Xu Chenfeng entered the ward, he unceremoniously picked up the apple that Ning Xiao had just peeled and ate it, eating it with great enthusiasm.

Xu Mian raised her forehead: "Uncle Six, why...didn't you go out after eating!"

Xu Chenfeng looked indifferent, and continued to bite the apple: "What? I can't eat the apple peeled by my nephew and daughter-in-law?"

Ning Xiao: "..." His face was hot and red all of a sudden.

Xu Mian saw that Uncle Liu was speaking incoherently, and winked wildly. He was not shy and was being used to show his affection. In fact, it was too late for him to be happy. It was just that he and Ning Xiao were too sweet in front of Qi Ye, who was alone and had just been traumatized. disturbed…

Unexpectedly, Xu Chenfeng didn't take his hint seriously. After eating the apple, he wiped his hands, took out a black box full of runes from his pocket, and handed it to Qi Ye's pillow: "You can fix it, and the price is fine." Let’s talk, the original price of the maintenance fee is 1000 million, we have friendship here, so I will give you a 800% discount, [-] million will be fine.”

The one broken into several pieces in the box was Qi Ye's spirit raising pendant.

Everyone present: "..." The lion opened his mouth, it was so pitiful.

Qi Ye seemed to have finally come back to his senses, he sat up and opened the box, his empty eyes gradually became gentle: "Sixth Master, you are not authentic, you said before that you will provide after-sales service, why do you just sit on the ground and raise the price?"

Xu Chenfeng raised his eyebrows slightly, and said with reason: "My family's free after-sales service only includes things like broken ropes and polishing. Yours is all broken into waste products, and it is man-made damage. We don't cover this kind of after-sales service."

Qi Ye's eyes never left the fragments of the Yangling Pendant from the beginning to the end, he suddenly smiled, and said lightly: "No evil, no business."

Xu Chenfeng also grinned: "Thanks for the compliment, we also want to eat!"

Qi Ye raised his eyes, and said to Xu Chenfeng in a negotiating tone: "Should we be lower?"

Xu Chenfeng thought carefully, and put on a difficult look: "750 million, it can't be lower."

After a moment of silence, Qi Ye finally nodded: "Okay, fix it for me first, and I will pay as soon as possible."

Xu Chenfeng made it even more difficult: "How fast is as soon as possible? Can you sign a contract sometime? If you verbally say as soon as possible, it will be decades or hundreds of years... I will lose a lot of money."

Qi Ye smiled and blurted out: "Within one year."

Only then did Xu Chenfeng raise his head in satisfaction: "Okay, Brother Qi is happy! I'll send the contract later!"

After a pause, he continued: "That's right, remember to pay me back the hospitalization expenses and medical expenses here. After a preliminary calculation, it's about two to three million yuan. You have to pay for it yourself without medical insurance..."

Qi Ye was also straightforward: "No problem, I will pay you back within one year."

Xu Chenfeng was happy, and suggested: "If you don't pay it back within a year, you will have to pay interest. Brother Qi, please come on, I'll wait to collect the money."

Qi Ye: "Okay."

Xu Chenfeng: "If you can't get a job, I can introduce it to you, and I can definitely arrange your schedule fully."

Ning Xiao at the side couldn't listen any longer, he didn't expect Xu Chenfeng to be such a profiteer, taking advantage of the fire to rob him?

"Sixth Lord, I will pay back brother's money with him..."

Xu Chenfeng smiled and waved his hands: "What are you messing around with, kid? Study hard and fall in love with my nephew..."

Ning Xiao was almost angry: "But—"

Qi Ye: "Ah Xiao, you don't need to worry about this matter, don't worry."

Ning Xiao: "Brother, you are under too much pressure."

Qi Ye wrote lightly: "It's okay, it's only about a thousand or so."

Ning Xiao: "..." He didn't want to talk anymore.

Xu Chenfeng smiled and said, "That's a deal."

He took the box of the spirit raising pendant again, and was about to take it to Qi Ye for repair, Qi Ye only said lightly: "Liu Ye, actually, you don't have to squeeze me like this, I will live well."

Others don't know that he doesn't know?Is Xu Chenfeng really greedy for that little money?It was just because he was afraid that he would be overwhelmed, so he deliberately gave him a lot of debts, life has pressure, responsibility and purpose, according to Qi Ye's character, he would not just let it go and ignore it.

Being busy also just distracts his mind, leaving him running around to make money without worrying about sadness.

Xu Chenfeng was stunned, and then smiled frankly: "Really, you just know it in your heart, it's embarrassing to say it."

Ning Xiao gave Liu Ye a strange look, this man didn't look embarrassed at all!

Qi Ye smiled: "Anyway...don't worry..."

After a pause, Qi Ye said to himself in a voice so low that only he could hear it: "I will try my best to live well."

Ning Xiao was close, Xu's uncle and nephew had keen senses, so they naturally heard Qi Ye's words, Xu Mian's lips moved but he didn't say anything, Ning Xiao immediately turned his back and raised his head slightly, holding back the tears that were about to roll down.

He felt that his brother was too sad.

……

Qi Ye was discharged from the hospital after lying in the hospital for three days. Afterwards, according to Xu Chenfeng's arrangement, the business of removing ghosts and town spirits was picked up one by one. There were no weekends and statutory holidays to speak of. Those who do not refuse, all kinds of flying at home and abroad, and do everything by yourself.

Almost all of his rest time is spent on the plane.

He deliberately kept himself busy, very busy.

From early autumn to late spring, Ning Xiao recalled that he and his brother had only been together for ten days, and Qi Ye was so busy that he could hardly see anyone.

It was exactly like this that he paid off the more than 1000 million owed to Xu Shenfeng in less than half a year, and Xu Chenfeng also handed over the repaired spirit pendant to him.

"Qi Ye, in fact, I've been wanting to ask you until now..."

Qi Ye interrupted Xu Chenfeng: "Don't ask."

As he spoke, he carefully hung the crystal-clear obsidian pendant around his neck, just like back then.

Xu Chenfeng choked, and immediately smiled and said, "I've always wanted to ask, what is better about you than me? It's so strange!"

He swallowed the original question back to his stomach, and changed the subject in a nonchalant manner.

He actually wanted to know what happened to the world that Qi Ye traveled to, Hei Hei... how did he disappear.

Qi Ye smiled: "Is it better than you? That's too much."

Xu Chenfeng: "..." He realized that he had dug a hole for himself by talking indiscriminately just now.

Qi Ye continued: "Younger than you, taller than you, stronger than you, more tasteful than you..."

"Okay, okay, don't talk about it, why do you become more shameless as you grow older?" Xu Chenfeng thought to himself, this child is more and more like Heihei.

A gentle expression appeared on Qi Ye's face: "Well, I am narcissistic."

He never knew how good he was until he met himself.

I have never been like this before, I want to live a very good life for myself, no matter how difficult... no matter how sad it is, I have to live well.

Hearing the word narcissism, Xu Chenfeng stopped talking.

After a long silence, he finally opened his mouth: "My nephew is going to marry Ah Xiao abroad. As a brother, remember to prepare a generous dowry, otherwise Ah Xiao will be bullied when she marries into my family."

He racked his brains and finally found a reason why Qi Ye couldn't stop making money.

Qi Ye smiled lightly: "Okay, let's earn another 1000 million."

Summer passed quickly, and autumn came quickly. After the Mid-Autumn Festival this year, Ning Xiao and Xu Mian, who turned 19, had their wedding abroad.

Qi Ye took Uncle Ning to the wedding. Although Uncle Ning couldn't accept his son and homosexual love at first, he saw that Ah Xiao really liked Xu Mian, and Xu Mian was also devoted to his son. Assisted, so he was relieved. Later, Uncle Ning liked Xu Mian more and more, and even loved Xu Mian more than Ah Xiao.

The wedding was held on a small seaside island. Before the dinner, Qi Ye left his seat and went alone to the edge of the cliff to the west of the island to watch the exotic dusk slowly descend.

Under the cliff is the sea with high tide, and the sea water hits the reef in bursts, surging and nurturing each other.

It's early spring in this country, the chill has not receded, and the sea breeze is chilly, Qi Ye thought, he met Hei Hei in such a season, and bid farewell to him in such a season.

Seeing Qi Ye sitting on the edge of the cliff from a distance, Xu Chenfeng was a little worried at first, but after thinking about it carefully, he felt that he was just worrying about nothing, it was absolutely impossible for this child to jump off.

In the blink of an eye, it was the beginning of winter. This year, the winter city became colder late. It was already the end of November, and the first snow did not come, and the air was drier than in previous years.

On the night of November 11st, Qi Ye ordered a cake for himself in advance. The order was placed in a pastry shop at the entrance of the alley, which was small and not new, but with warm and bright lights.

The voice of the young lady in the cake shop is very gentle: "Hello, this is Yisen Dessert House, what can I do for you?"

"Hello, I would like to order a 6-inch Matcha Strawberry Melaleuca, can I pick it up at [-] o'clock tomorrow afternoon?"

"No problem, sir, what else do you need? What words should be written on the cake?"

Qi Ye thought for a while: "Just write..."Happy Birthday to me". "

"Okay, I understand. Don't worry, sir." The young lady on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment, and said in a sweet and warm tone: "Sir, I wish you a happy birthday in advance."

Qi Ye smiled: "Thank you."

After hanging up the phone, Qi Ye was silent for a long time, this was the second birthday he celebrated alone for each other after Hei Hei disappeared.

……

On the morning of the 22nd, the weather turned cold suddenly, the sky was overcast and overcast, and the forecast said there would be snow at night.

It was [-]:[-] p.m. after Qi Ye completed a troublesome work of removing spirits. He didn't drive today. It took about an hour to take a taxi from the east of the city to the dessert house in the west of the city, so he called Yisen Dessert House in advance: " Hello, I ordered the cake yesterday, my surname is Qi, I may come later today, and you can store the cake for me..."

The young lady on the other end of the phone snorted, "Mr. Qi, the cake has already been taken away, and the other party is also surnamed Qi, and also showed us the pick-up code, and the mobile phone number is also the same, so we gave it to him. "

Qi Ye's brain buzzed, his heart beat violently in his chest, and the cold wind blew in the street, but it made his face and even his eyes red.

For a moment, he had the illusion that everyone around him had disappeared.

After a while, the young lady saw that he had no words, and panicked: "I'm sorry that we didn't make sure that someone picked up the goods. It's our dereliction of duty."

Qi Ye came back to his senses in a trance, his voice trembling: "He is my boyfriend, I forgot... He said he picked it up for me... I caused trouble to you, sorry."

His sudden coming out of the closet shocked the little sister, but she also sincerely wished him from the bottom of her heart: "It's all right, I hope you and your boyfriend have a happy birthday, sir."

The young lady sighed sincerely, this gentleman's boyfriend is really nice and gentle.

After hanging up the phone, Qi Ye hurriedly stopped a taxi and went to Mao'er Alley.

Now he has bought a three-bedroom, two-living apartment in the new district for Uncle Ning, and the old house has been left unused.

Although Qi Ye is so busy that he hardly sees anyone, but as soon as he returns to Winter City, he will definitely go back to Maoer Hutong for a few nights in an old house with poor sound insulation and poor heating.

As for the reason... Those who understand understand it, and those who don't don't care.

It was the evening rush hour, and the taxis were stuck on the West Second Ring Road, making it difficult to move an inch. Qi Ye's mind was buzzing and he couldn't think normally, and his body was shaking constantly due to emotional agitation. His eyes were red and bloodshot.

He waited for more than a year, and he couldn't wait any longer, and he didn't want to wait any longer.

Qi Ye gave the driver all the hundreds of cash he had on him, and got out of the car on the main road in a hurry. He ran all the way to Mao'er Alley, but unfortunately, he ran into a red light at the intersection again.

This red light is very long, and if you are unlucky, you have to wait for 90 seconds. When he was in primary school, Qi Ye's mother who hadn't passed away waited for him here every day and crossed the road with him.

Every time my mother brought him some snacks and candies from the unit, he had sweet candies in his mouth at that time, and he felt that 90 seconds was very short, and a piece of candy passed before it was completely melted.

And after his mother passed away, he always felt that the 90 seconds at this crossroads was too long to be hopeless.

While he was waiting for the red light, there was a slight commotion in the surrounding crowd.

Everyone raised their heads and exclaimed, "It's snowing!"

This was the first snow in Winter City this year, and it fell in the late hours of his birthday.

The winter night came quickly, and now it was getting dark, only the fine snow particles were floating in the dim skylight.

The red light on the opposite side was shining brightly, and the red light blurred into a fuzzy shadow.

More and more people were waiting to cross the road. They happily and busyly looked up at the belated first snow. Qi Ye was affected by the atmosphere, and also raised his head in a strange way. The cold snow fell on his eyelashes, cheeks, nose tip, On the lips, it melts in a moment...

Xue Li was cold, his face turned from hot to cold gradually, and he began to worry, if it was just his wishful thinking...

If it wasn't for Heihei to come back...

Qi Ye shivered.

The red light starts blinking, goes off, and the green light turns on.

Before Qi Ye could take the first step, someone grabbed his left hand from behind. The man's palm was scorching hot, and the scorching heat spread to his wrist through the thin shirt, little by little. The temperature spread upwards, almost melting the snow in his heart.

The crowd waiting for the red light began to move, hurried past him, and the snow was also falling from the sky.

In this world, it seems that only Qi Ye and the people behind him are still.

Qi Ye didn't look back, and the man didn't take a step forward.

Qi Ye's shoulders trembled even more, and in an instant, a warm presence wrapped his entire shoulders and back.

It was the man behind him who put the warm windbreaker on him——

"It's winter, why do you go out in unlined clothes?"

There was a smile in that person's tone, and the gentleness and concern in his words overwhelmed Qi Ye like countless days and nights.

"I was in a hurry to go out, so I forgot."

Qi Ye felt that he was too ashamed. The other party was so calm, but his voice seemed to be crying, trembling violently.

"Really, what should I do if I'm sick?"

"Just like before, you take care of me."

As he said that, Qi Ye held Hei Hei's hand instead, and he secretly exerted force to confirm the authenticity of the other party's existence, Hei Hei did not move, waiting for him to confirm it by himself bit by bit.

Until the green light at the intersection turns red again.

Qi Ye finally turned around and looked at him with a black smile, separated by the fine snow of early winter.

Seeing Qi Ye's red eyes, Hei Hei smiled more complacently and softly: "I've been waiting for a long time, happy 20th birthday."

As he spoke, he shook the cake box in his hand, which was the matcha mille-feuille he had just brought back.

Qi Ye took a deep breath: "You too, happy birthday."

He raised his head, fine snow fell on the corners of his eyes and melted into a string of hot liquid.

Hei Hei gently embraced the taller youth into his arms, and the other party was also very cooperative, bent down and buried his head on his shoulder, wiping his eyes with his clothes desperately.

"So wronged? I cry when I meet you, can't you grow up?"

Qi Ye bit his lip and said nothing, of course he was wronged, for more than a year he didn't even dare to touch the chili pepper, for fear that it would be hot and the tears would not be able to stop.He didn't dare to take a sip of wine, because he was afraid of being drunk and speaking the truth that even he himself dared not admit.

But as soon as we met, he couldn't hold back any longer and cried like a child who had been wronged greatly.

"All right, all right, it doesn't matter if you grow up, I will pamper you in the future." Hei Hei patted his back, and the hot air of his words wrapped around Qi Ye's frozen red ears.

Now Hei Hei is breathing, has a heartbeat, and his body is hot, he is a living person.

Qi Ye nodded on his shoulder, and hugged Hei Hei more tightly and deeper than him.

Qi Ye is very helpless towards himself, he has already made up his mind to be the one who protects and spoils each other, but when they reunite after a long absence, he is the first to cry, and he cries until he is defeated.

Sure enough, tears can't be held back for too long, they will burst.

"Black."

"Ah."

"For more than a year... only me."

Hei Hei smiled helplessly and softly: "Then what should we do? In this life, we can only be one person, right?"

Qi Ye finally smiled: "That's true."

He planted a deep kiss on his black lips, his mouth was full of tears, salty.

Heihei's Adam's Apple moved, swallowing his tears.

The red light on the opposite side turned green again, the crowds around hurried past, and the snow fell more and more.

Qi Ye held Hei Hei's hand——

"Come on, let's go home and eat cake."

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