Fairy Tale of Brothers War

I have imagined countless times when I met Lucy again, either complaining or crying.However, when he was really standing in front of her, Eili moved her lips, but she was speechless.

Zao slammed the cigarette butt out on the ground, took a coat and left straight away, leaving only Eri and Liusheng in the room in a stalemate.Just before going out, Zao glanced in the direction of Liu Sheng and Eili, then turned his head in silence, that's all.

I pushed open the door between you and him with my own hands, so that there will be no barrier between you and only each other, right?

This is the happiness you want—although it is not from me.

Eili glanced past Liu Sheng and looked at the back of Zao leaving the room, his gaze sank slightly, as if someone had grabbed his heart severely.

"Hui Li..."

Liu Sheng walked up to Eili, slowly raised his arms to hug her, and silently rested his chin on her forehead, like a moth longing for warmth, flinging towards the bright and bright candlelight.

"sorry."

The light on the corridor was broken again, and he was in a trance, unable to see clearly. Nazao Asahina lit a cigarette and held it between his fingertips. Here, his outline is now deep and lonely.

After all, he couldn't make up his mind to lie to her.

——She was already bruised all over, how could he be willing to lie to her again?

Asahina pursed his lips indifferently, the smoke at his fingertips had burned to the end, but he didn't notice it at all, "Brother Guang." He softly called Asahina next to him, "If you don't put If she stays with me, will everything be different?"

Nako Asahina quietly put the light green ribbon into his pocket, looked at Zao and smiled indifferently, the dim night sky seemed to be shrouded in mist, covering his whole body, "Do you like her?"

like?Still... love.Zao shook his head and put out the cigarette butt in his hand on the ground, "It's ridiculous, isn't it?"

"Ridiculous? You mean your feelings for her are ridiculous?"

"Yeah, my feelings for her, between her and Liu Sheng, I'm just a passer-by from the beginning to the end," Zao Shen said in a deep voice of unwillingness to clamor in his heart, "Acquaintance, acquaintance, separation, obviously That alone is enough, but I expected more."

Guang looked up at the warm light on the window sill upstairs.Look, you are actually very happy, right? Open your eyes and look at those people who are protecting you around you—those people who accompany you silently. When you really see them, you will really grow up. big.

From childhood to growing up, the more people you see, the more you know; the more you understand, the heavier the responsibility on your shoulders.

Guang patted Zao's shoulder lightly, "It's because that person is the one I like that I expect to be greedy. You pushed her to Lucy so wishfully, did you ask her opinion?"

Zao raised his head and looked at the light with doubts.

This silly boy, isn't it obvious what he said?Guang shook his head and said softly, "Happiness depends not only on giving, but also on fighting for it."

The night wind blew in from the window, and the whole room was filled with a cool atmosphere. The pale light of the fluorescent lamp shone on the two of them, casting overlapping, thin shadows on the ground—so close, yet so far away.

The atmosphere in the room was somewhat subtle and silent.

Eri's body froze for a moment, and she was silent for a long time. She pushed away Lucy, who was in front of her, and took a few steps back, keeping a proper distance, "Your body is very cold, it's better to wear an extra layer of clothes in this snowy day." Good." She said, went to the kitchen and turned on the water heater, "Maybe it will take a while."

Lucy took a few steps forward, looked at Eri who was busy boiling hot water, "You..."

"By the way, why did I remember this tonight? How is my sister's health? It's the fourth month now, is the morning sickness serious?" Her tone was very light, and she couldn't hear any emotional fluctuations, her voice was crisp The crisp sound was nice, but it interrupted what he was going to say next.

Liu Sheng looked at her with deep eyes, his eyes were covered by thick black eyelashes, he lowered his head, and said slowly: "Ema is very good, there are basically no major problems, and there are regular checkups, and the fetal development is also very good. normal."

"Really?" Huili responded, leaning against the stove a few meters away from Liusheng, and stopped talking.

The room fell into an eerie silence again.

"Eili," Liu Sheng called her softly, "I actually..."

"I know."

Eili nodded, and said slowly:

"...I know all about it."

Knowing that everything is a lie,

Knowing that you conspired to deceive me,

Know……

For so long, you still love me.

She lowered her head, feeling very strange. She thought that she would be very sad when she saw him again, but her mood was surprisingly calm, not as distraught as imagined, but unexpectedly calm.

The cold air at night was really penetrating, so Zao wrapped her coat, "But what I gave was not what she asked for."

The person she has been thinking about is now standing in front of her, rubbing hands with her, babbling love words.From beginning to end, he, Asahina, was nothing in this farce!

Is it true that in the world of love, the one who falls in love first is always humble?

Zao looked at Guang, "Isn't this kind of relationship cheap?"

Guang shook his head, "If love is to be measured by price, then you might as well stop loving anyone and buy it back with a wad of money."

The two looked at each other and smiled tacitly.

"Brother Guang, thank you." After a long time, Nazao Asahina let out a long sigh of relief and stood up, "It's so cold, do you want to come in and sit?"

Hikaru got up, his legs were numb after sitting for so long, why did he come here in the first place?

"No, I have something else to do, so I won't bother you."

That place is too small.

If jujube is her only support after she is in trouble, what about him?He Asahi Namitsu is the real passerby, right, passerby, it's good to play the role of passerby well.

The water on the stove was gurgling against the lid of the teapot, and steam was rising. Eili turned off the fire, picked up the teapot again, glanced at Liu Sheng who was about to get up, and said with a smile, "You sit down, I'll be fine." .”

Lucy was slightly taken aback, and slowly sat down.

"Maybe it's a little hot." Eri poured a cup of hot water and brought it in front of Lucy.

Ryukyu glanced at the teacup in Eri's hand, but didn't pick it up.

Eri put the cup on the table and sat down too.

The heart is very peaceful.

It is no longer the ups and downs of the state of mind that fell in love at the beginning; it is no longer the heartbroken mood when knowing that my sister is pregnant; some are just knowing everything, and the dust has settled.

"What kind of mood is it like to like someone?" She put her hands on her chest, "I will be happy because of the other person's happiness, and sad because of the other person's sadness. Such a mood with ups and downs..."

She raised her head and looked at Liu Sheng, "For a while, I kept thinking, did I do something wrong, or what I didn't do well enough, why everyone likes my sister so much, why no one Caring about me, why is it so difficult for me to have the happiness that my sister can easily have; at that time, I was really jealous of my sister, why does my sister always take away things that belong to me?" Eri laughed self-deprecatingly, "It's really disgusting for me to have such thoughts, isn't it?"

Eri looked at Liusheng, smiled lightly, and continued, "But, today, I suddenly feel that I used to be so ridiculous. I have so much, but I still complain that I have nothing. There are Miwa's mother and Rintaro's father who love me, my brothers at home, friends at school, even my sister, she loves me, I have so much—but at that time, I couldn't see anything , Inadvertently, I also hurt a lot of people who cared about me. Thinking about it carefully, I was really too much at that time. There is nothing to complain about, because I have always been so happy. "

Lucy looked at Eri, Qingming's vision suddenly became blurred, and a strange sense of distance surged in his heart, such a strange, unfamiliar fear all of a sudden overflowed.He took a few steps forward and grabbed her hand, "Enough! Huili, stop talking! Enough is enough!"

stop!Don't say any more, what she will say next makes him resist from the bottom of his heart.

"I've said so much... I don't know what I'm talking about anymore," Eili shook her head and pulled out her hand, "However, I was really immature at that time, how could I always let others do it for me?" I'm worried, I'm no longer a child, and I can't be as willful as before. Are you right, Lucy... brother."

"So... that's it."

【Lyukyu, Lucky! 】

[Little fool, shouldn't you be called brother? 】

All, it's over.

What exactly is happiness?Was it given by someone else?Or earn it yourself?

If it is given by others, is it still happiness?

But if it is earned by oneself, is the happiness of only one person really happiness?

Lucy looked at Eri, and never had the courage to say that "let's start over" again. He was no longer qualified, and he was no longer qualified to say that to her—because he was the one who let go first.

When Zao came back, what she heard was exactly what Eili said.

A "so be it" announced the official end of her first love.There was nothing to regret, and it was all settled long before she gave up that pearl hairpin.

Eri has always regretted not being able to tell Lucy about the pearl card. Maybe it was because it was the first gift he gave him, or maybe it was because it was lost, so it seemed to be cherished. , she once thought that if she could still find that hairpin, she would tell him carefully, "It's not that I like this pearl hairpin, it's just because you gave it to me, so I like it." necessary.

When that hairpin appeared in such a place at such a time, Eili suddenly felt that perhaps everything was preordained in the dark.

A small hairpin announced the beginning of him and her, and also reflected the end of him and her.

Neither sad nor angry, there seems to be a gap between her and him forever. On the road of love, she stepped in one step earlier than him, and stepped out one step earlier than him.It's not about emotional grief, but about the relief after the ups and downs.

【People always learn to grow up through experience, but they learn to mature after falling down.Time is the witness of growth, and growth is also a process of gradually understanding the meaning of loving and being loved. 】

She no longer has any regrets, she was very lucky to meet him in the most beautiful years, like a flower that can't bear fruit, what blooms is the shadow of the other party and the carnival in the youthful time.