"Big Fish and Begonia" Deer God and I

"Come back with me." After waiting for a long time, Deer God sighed softly and took a step closer to me.

I didn't nod or shake my head, I just held out my hand to him.

I think he should know what I want to express.

"I still remember that when I was a child, you would always go out to play behind my back."

We used to play around together, and we also hugged each other to sleep, but I don't know when it started, I can only look at his back silently.

I am very depressed.

Very very sad.

I bit my lip and heard his voice just as the tears were about to fall.

"Come up."

He bent down slightly, and I laughed through tears.

He straightened up when I sat on his back.

I buried my face behind his back, the soft cloth was cold and very comfortable.

I put my arms around his neck and couldn't help showing a smile.

He walked towards the enclosure in silence.

The Deer God has two residences, one is where he lived with his parents before he was a teenager, and the other is in the depths of the Deer God forest. Since his uncle and aunt passed away, he has built a small building there and lived alone. in there.

The room in the enclosure belongs to me and Deer God.

And the house deep in the forest belongs only to the Deer God.

It's as if the last time I was drunk, I woke up from the room in the enclosure.

Thinking about this, I quietly exerted some force on my hand, wishing I could rub myself into his flesh and blood.

I know, he never chose to forget me, as if I always liked him too.

We just chose not to mention each other's tacit understanding.

I leaned close to his ear, but my eyes were looking at the bright moon in the sky, and I seemed to have no intention of opening my mouth.

"I like you."

"Deer God, I like you."

After I finished speaking, I put my head on his back again.

How would he react?

Do you choose to keep a straight face and not speak?Or will you choose to be silent and pretend that you didn't hear me, or will you choose to leave me by the side of the road?

I thought about it carefully and found that I couldn't guess.

He seems to be like this all the time. When facing me, he can only hide or run away.

Why hide?

I want to see him.

Why run away?

I like him.

I have already expressed my intentions so clearly, why is he still hesitating?

Speechless all the way.

It was very quiet in the enclosure, and I quietly lay on the back of the Deer God.

His hooves hit the ground almost imperceptibly.

Or is it that the beating of my heart in my chest has drowned out the sound of his footsteps.

I straightened up on his back and reached out to touch my chest.

plop plop --

Nervous, intense, and joyful as if reunited after a long absence.

I closed my eyes.

The watery moonlight was blocked behind me, and the Deer God fumbled to light the candles outside. I opened my eyes and looked at the room silently.

Nothing has changed except that we are no longer there.

Memories are, after all, just the past.

Deer God carried me into his room and escorted me to the bedside.

I easily slid down his back and rolled around on the bed.

"take a good rest."

After saying this, he seemed to want to leave.

I quickly grabbed his sleeve and begged timidly, "Don't go."

"Stay with me, okay? You know, I'm afraid of being alone."

It seemed that the scene in front of him overlapped with his childhood again.

The little me clung to the half-sized Lushen's sleeve and wept so much that his face, who was still thin-skinned at that time, turned red with embarrassment.

I don’t have any memory of what made me cry so badly now. The only thing I remember is that the uncles and aunts who were disturbed by our movement and came into the room to have a look looked at this scene and laughed happily.

Then I felt that Lushen, who had been teased by his parents, tried harder to break free from my clutches, but I didn't expect that I was so strong that I tore off the piece of cloth directly.

The final result was that Lu Shen was stunned. Seeing the inconceivable face covered, I was also taken aback. I couldn't squeeze out even a drop of tears, but I hiccupped for a long time afterwards.

Since then, I have been attached to the Deer God.

I like his face, his voice, and his fingers, and I also like the gentleness hidden in the corners of his eyes and brows.

I like him so much.

I don't know if this liking exists for the sake of "God Whoring Deer", or it only deepened after getting in touch with him.

I just know that I like him.

Compared to liking his face and voice superficially, I like the tenderness and pampering that I didn't even realize when he looked down at me.

"Sleep, I'll be with you." I finally waited for his reply, he stretched out his hand in front of me, I thought he wanted to touch me, but before I took the initiative to bring my face closer, he He put his hand on top of my head.

I squinted and let him stroke my soft hair.

"I'm here, I'm not going anywhere."