[Singer] Obstacle

After the ceremony, my mood has improved a lot, but I still have lingering fears about the distortion last time.

So, amidst my unease, the Uta Prince Award Selection Live has also arrived.

After entering the venue, instead of sitting in the auditorium with Meifenglan and the others, I went backstage first.ST☆RISH backstage are cheering each other on.

I was a little surprised that Qihai Chunge was not there, but later they said that the three of HE★VENS were robbing Chunge from them...

Hearing this, I am still a little envious and jealous of Haruka Qihai.Although it is said that "gold always shines", the gold of Qihai Chunge is obviously always shining.

"Anyway, I must sing the song written by Qi Hai!" Lai Qixiang said the last sentence.

Listening to the echoes of the others, I couldn't help but interjected: "Isn't singing songs written by others the most basic quality of a singer? Is it really a professional singer who only sings songs by one person all the time?"

I didn't expect that my words would cause such a big response.Lai Qixiang immediately showed his motor skills that he had tapped to Max, and jumped up: "If you don't understand music, don't talk nonsense! Qihai's music is so good!"

I was momentarily confused.What do you mean I don't understand music?I also have a favorite singer and a lyricist, and sometimes I want him to sing only the lyrics written by her alone for an album.But it is undeniable that there are also poets whose lyrics are great and more suitable for him, why must she?

So, what position do you have to accuse me?

I was a little aggrieved, but I pursed my lips and tried to explain to him in a more indifferent tone, but the words came out with a strong smell of gunpowder: "Yes, I admit, I don't feel at all listening to the song you sing to the so-called 'sense of happiness'. But isn't it what you want to do to let listeners like me who don't understand music listen to your songs?"

Lai Qixiang blushed so much, I continued, "If something happens to Chunge and I can't write songs for you, are you going to quit the showbiz like this?"

"Nanami won't have an accident! Don't curse Nanami!" Ichinose Tokiya had stopped Kazuto from speaking, but now Natoki also jumped out.

"I didn't!" I bit my lower lip and raised my voice to retort.I've never thought about it that way, and I know that Chun Ge is hardworking, talented and beautiful, but I never really thought about it...

I tried to defend myself, but seeing the indifferent expressions of the group of people next to me, I suddenly calmed down and lost the desire to defend myself.

At this time, Qihai Chunge opened the door and came in: "Hey, what's the matter, everyone?"

"Qihai, come here quickly!" Shimuyin also beckoned Qihai Chunge to go to him.

"What's wrong?" Qihai Chunge walked over without knowing why, and Yishi Muyin and Lai Qixiang immediately blocked her behind.

"If you insist on understanding me like this, I can't help it. Okay, I apologize." I looked at everyone blankly.Originally, it was only Shimuyinye and Lai Qixiang who were protecting Qihai Chunge, but when Qihai Chunge passed by, the rest of them subconsciously leaned towards her, forming a protective posture.

Not reconciled.But no matter how unwilling I am, I still understand the principle of the difference between closeness and distance.

I gritted my teeth hard, trying not to cry.I bowed to them and said, "I'm sorry." Then, I straightened my back and raised my chin: "But what I'm saying is the truth, are you really so blind?"

Qihai Chunge was still in a daze, but she couldn't get an answer when she looked around.Finally, she turned to me.

I looked away and twitched the corners of my mouth.I tried my best to make myself walk more steadily and more proudly, but when the door was closed, I still couldn't help covering my mouth with my hand, and then bit it.

I can't cry, but I just don't have enough affection.Anyway, it’s nothing, and there is no need to attack them.

"What's the matter?"

"It's okay, Qihai, don't take it to heart! We will definitely win this competition!"

I was in no mood to continue listening.Wiping away the tears that overflowed, I walked towards the auditorium.

On the way, I met three people from HE★VENS at the top of the stairs, but I didn't bother to pay attention to what these people who wanted to grab the spring song looked like.When I turned around, I heard someone call "Sister", but I didn't care.

When I came to the auditorium, the Live was about to start.The host introduced HE★VENS impassionedly. I lost interest and thought about the conversation just now.

Is Spring Song of the Seven Seas that good?

Some, not only have good composition skills, but also have good personalities.

Was what I said wrong?

I think I need to find someone to discuss this issue.Because I think there is nothing wrong except that this assumption is a little extreme.

Then why...you want to say that about me?Is it wrong to not even listen to the song?

The more I thought about it, the more I wanted to cry. I sniffed and watched the two presidents appear on stage.

"What's wrong?" Even though there was a camus between me and Meifenglan, Meifenglan still leaned over and asked me.

"Hey, what's the matter, little girl?" Shou Linger, who heard Mei Fenglan's words, also came over.

"...Hmph, foolish people." Camus, who was caught in the middle, finally just said a mantra.

"It's okay." I shook my head and focused on HE★VENS who descended from the sky.

...Ah, that blue special effect is so beautiful.

Although I didn't pay much attention to it, their "Yes, call HE★VENS" still captured my heart.Obviously the audience at the scene was also stunned by their special effects.Oh, it must be more than fifty cents for that special effect!

But what's the captain's name, the speech is really secondary...

Seeing Shou Linger get up worriedly, I am still a little puzzled.

ST☆RISH is the protagonist, how could they lose?

I sneered and leaned back in my chair.

I was angry with them just now, but now I feel uncomfortable seeing them, and I don't even want to hear them.

When ST☆RISH appeared later, the popularity was obviously not as high as that of HE★VENS, but it was still quite impressive.

I try to get myself back to normal and listen to them sing.To be honest, the viewability of this song has increased after the dance is added, but... I still haven't heard any sense of happiness.

I rubbed my forehead irritably, the phrase "IwantyouH" sounded like "IwanttoH".

No matter how you listen to the song, which lasted just over a minute, it passed quickly, but after the end, everyone in the audience, except me, looked intoxicated.The QuartetNight people next to me were also surprised.

It turned out to be just me.

This realization made my heart sink suddenly.

Later ST☆RISH said to give a little more time, and when he sang for a while, it was like slapping HE★VENS in the face.

When the debut song "True Love 1000%" sounded, the whole audience sang along.

Even Meifenglan is.

I tugged at my collar, trying to widen my eyes.

This feeling, I have never integrated into this world.I regard this world as a game, but I don't want to, but I actually regard myself as a game.

I am an outsider myself.A ridiculous outsider.

An outsider who never fit in.

I blinked and felt the tears run down my cheeks, but no one cared.I looked at the stage again, but this time, it was more frightening than realizing that I was an outsider.

Not just twisted.Everywhere you can see, there are snowflakes, the kind of snowflakes that appear on the screen after the TV breaks down.

The "hissing" sound in my ear came back.I wanted to stand up, but found that my body was very heavy. I wanted to move, but found that I couldn't move at all.I lowered my head, turned my head, and saw snowflakes.

Who can help me.

I opened my mouth, but found that no sound came out.

Meifenglan, Shouling II...

I looked in their direction.Mikaze Lan, who had come over to care about me immediately before, was also staring at ST☆RISH on stage.

I was looking forward to someone coming to give me a hand, but no one touched me.

Not just an outsider, but more like a bystander.

My whole body was shaking, like falling into an ice cave.

"Hey, why is the little girl crying?" Suddenly, Shou Linger's voice sounded, and the snowflakes and "hissing" sounds disappeared immediately.

"Could it be that you were moved and cried?" Shou Ling Er smiled, walked over and rubbed my head.

...How could she be moved to tears?I can't tell if Shou Linger said this on purpose to arouse my interest or he just thinks so.I don't want to think about it at all right now.

I raised my head and laughed: "Yeah, it's so touching."

When I went back, after all, an office took a bus, and I inevitably bumped into ST☆RISH.Seeing my red eyes, Lai Qixiang turned his head away.

"It's great~" Shou Linger said first, "The little girl was moved and cried."

Leave me alone... I don't have the energy right now.

I took a deep breath, put on the same smile as before and said, "Well, it sounds good."

In a trance, I suddenly thought of a short comic I had read before.The protagonist laughed and cried, and said to himself in the mirror, after all, I have not become the person you want to be.

In other words, we still become the person we hate the most.

But obviously, no one appreciated it except for a polite thank you.

The atmosphere instantly dropped to freezing point.

"Well, all in all, let's get in the car first." Shou Linger saw the awkward atmosphere between us, and hurriedly greeted.

Speechless all the way.

I went back to the room silently, lying on the bed, with my head buried in the giant bear doll.

There were three knocks on the door, and I didn't even want to respond. The person behind pushed the door open and came in.

"What's the matter, today." A piece of his body sank slightly.

Also, apart from Meifenglan, no one will come to me at this time.

"It's nothing." My voice sounded muffled, which probably has something to do with the fact that my whole face was buried.

"Then don't cry." Meifenglan pulled me out of the bear with a slight force.

"I didn't cry!" Even if I cried, I didn't admit it!

"Okay, okay, you didn't cry." Mei Fenglan seemed to be coaxing a child, "Did Xiang bully you?"

called so intimately...

I know I'm digging a hole, but anything about ST☆RISH right now makes me uncomfortable.

"How could he bully me." I thought of the heroines in those TV dramas, and smiled coldly, "How do you know that he is not someone else."

After I finished speaking, I regretted a little.I hugged the bear back and said, "You go first, I'll be quiet for a while."

"I really can't help it." Meifenglan dragged me into her arms with a bear, "How can I feel at ease with you like this."

"Lai Qixiang and Shinomiya are still waiting for you to go back, why don't you praise them?" I took Xiong away and grabbed his arm, "Aren't your schedules very punctual?"

"It doesn't matter if you break it once in a while."

I was silent for a while, struggling to get out of his embrace: "Okay, I'm really fine, don't think too much about it."

Meifenglan let go of her hand: "You must tell me if you have something to do."

"Well, definitely." In fact, I knew in my heart that although I promised, I might not really say it.

Especially after experiencing today's cognition.

I looked at the clock Mikaze Lan gave me, and the second hand moved little by little.

How long have you been in this world?I thought.

I want to go home.

Never have I had such a strong thought.

want to go back.

As long as the love ending is achieved, right?

I don't want...to stay here any longer.

However, do you really want to?I looked at the teddy bear.

The author has something to say: Loveisblind

This chapter does not mean Hei Lai Qi Xiang

ooc has

please forgive

In fact, I just want to match the title of the article

Point out the [fit] point

There is a problem of [compatibility] between girls and everyone

to [everyone]