you are my uncle

I cook by myself, and turn on the computer to do my homework after eating.

The computer screen is a photo of Liu Jiming, which was secretly taken by him with his mobile phone, and it is a little blurry. Liu Jiming is on the phone, smiling nicely.

Well, Liu Jiming is on the phone with someone he likes.

Before today, Zhao Ming would only be obsessed with the photos, but today he finds it very dazzling, so he changed the desktop back to the original one. The blue sky and green grass are much more pleasing to the eye than that smiling face.

It was almost eleven o'clock after finishing homework, Zhao Ming stretched his waist, habitually took out his mobile phone, swipe to the familiar name, hesitated for a while, but finally did not click on it.

Liu Jiming's work and rest time is very regular, he must go to bed at eleven o'clock every night, this is what he learned from Liu Jiming's roommate, so he will send Liu Jiming a good night text message every night at eleven o'clock, Sometimes I add one or two small and fresh love words, "Happy you are sick, medicine and stone have no cure", "Spring breeze ten miles is not as good as you", "Mountains have trees and trees have branches, and the heart is happy and you don't know."... .

He copied them all from the Internet. He Zhaoming doesn't have such a good poetic style, just because Liu Jiming told him that he likes ancient Chinese poetry and literature, so he just posted such things.How did he know that some sentences are just written by modern people.There are hundreds of such poems stored in his cell phone memo, Liu Jiming never replied, but he himself was smoked out of such a little bit of cultural atmosphere.

He doesn't know if Liu Jiming blocked him, but he got Liu Jiming's number from a member of the student union. On the first day he got it, he sent a text message to Liu Jiming, saying that he was Zhaoming, Liu Jiming didn't reply, and Zhaoming didn't want to ask Liu Jiming face to face with a shy face, he was afraid that Liu Jiming would bother him.In the end, he just sent Liu Jiming a good night text message every night at eleven o'clock.

Today, he didn't want to send any more. He stretched out his hand and swiped the number marked with "" several times, clicked open, back, clicked open, back, and finally felt that it was an eyesore, so he simply threw the phone on the bed. Staring at the ceiling in a daze.

After staring for a long time, he suddenly turned over and turned on the phone, and aggressively cut out the note "", edited, and replaced that "" with "Liu Jiming", like a classmate with an ordinary relationship.

With a heavy sigh of relief, he fell back on the bed again.

Zhaoming is really in pain, and really wants to let go.

The next day he got up late again, there were no classes in the first two periods in the morning, and he habitually thought of Liu Jiming's breakfast, and then remembered that he was about to give up, so he packed his things slowly and set off with peace of mind.

When I arrived in the classroom, I fell asleep again, and the sky was dark and the sky was dark.

After class, he went to the cafeteria, because he was walking slowly, the seat usually reserved for Liu Jiming had already been taken, so he walked to the other side and sat down indifferently.

He told himself not to be mean, but he glanced towards the door, and finally saw Liu Jiming, that extremely dazzling man who occupied all his eyes as soon as he appeared.

Normally when he sat there, he would happily wave for Liu Jiming to come over, but now he sat on the other side far away, watching with cold eyes.

He paused as he watched Liu Jiming walk towards that position, went to line up for lunch, and then sat at another table next to that position.

Get used to this kind of thing, you always have to change slowly, right?

He is, and so is Liu Jiming.

He was almost done eating, so he took the plate back to the plate recycling place.It's hard to die, the plate recycling place is not far from Liu Jiming, Liu Jiming sat there, stopped the chopsticks in his hand, watched him put the plate away, he didn't know what Liu Jiming meant.I can only smile back and leave the cafeteria.

Liu Jiming, even if I like you and have been around you for three years, don't take my good things for granted, okay? I'm just tired of it. I'll take back those good things. You have to get used to it OK.

The people beside Liu Jiming stared wide-eyed, watching Zhaoming's leaving back, "Jiming, what's wrong with your son? I didn't see anyone yesterday, but today I saw him and ignored you?"

Liu Jiming didn't speak, but only showed the habitual expression in front of Zhaoming's eyes, frowned, and then smiled and said to people: "Maybe I just looked away."

The few people shouted in disbelief while talking about Zhaoming's meticulous care in the past, Liu Jiming got up suddenly, and said with a smile: "I'm done eating, let's go first."

Liu Jiming turned around and his eyes turned cold, he was completely different from just now.

The days went on like this, a week passed, Zhaoming did not take the initiative to stick to Liu Jiming, of course, it is even more impossible for Liu Jiming to take the initiative to come to him, under the gossip of people around him, he can only bite the bullet Said he was tired and stopped chasing.

So the news that Zhaoming gave up chasing Liu Jiming finally spread throughout the campus, and everyone had expressions of disbelief.After all, it has been three years, and everyone thought that he would spend his four years in college chasing Liu Jiming.

Unexpectedly, in the last year, he gave up.

Of course, the news probably reached Liu Jiming, but Liu Jiming didn't respond.

Occasionally, the two would meet on the road, and Zhaoming would greet him with a smile, while Liu Jiming would only glance back at him once or twice.

When Liu Jiming was far away, Zhao Ming breathed hard as if he had woken up, as if it wasn't a big deal.Liu Jiming didn't, and neither did he.

But Liu Jiming is really unfeeling, he still refuses to give him a smile, just like no fake smile in front of others, Liu Jiming has never been a gentle person, he has always known, to put it harshly, Liu Jiming is hypocritical.More than once, he saw Liu Jiming smiling at someone one second, and when the person left the next second, Liu Jiming's face turned cold, as if he were a different person.

Perhaps, ruthlessness is Liu Jiming's original face, which cannot be seen by others, but he has seen it after three years.Liu Jiming was hypocritical to others, but he was very real to him.Perhaps Liu Jiming's smile was real only when he called that person.

Zhaoming felt a little sorry for Liu Jiming, he saw that Liu Jiming was unrequited love, and the person on the other end of the phone only regarded Liu Jiming as a friend, otherwise he hadn't visited Liu Jiming once during the winter and summer vacations in the past three years. Since it is clear, we can only make an appointment to meet again after graduation and return to China.One must know that he flew to Liu Jiming's city for a while during the winter and summer vacations, and wandered around Liu Jiming's house for a while, just to catch a glimpse of Liu Jiming.Because I miss Liu Jiming so much.

At that time, Liu Jiming might not have seen him, or he might have seen him, and he just pretended not to see him.