I may not be human [holographic]

After Shi Changan carried Lin Zhengyan back home, he went off the assembly line and had lunch with his mother.

Mrs. Chang and Mrs. Chen were very good friends when they were young. She came to the Ximao Convalescent Planet this time not only to visit her youngest son, but also to discuss with the Chen family about the engagement ceremony arrangement for the marriage of the eldest son and daughter.

After lunch, Mrs. Chang rejected Chang Fan's proposal from her colleagues and asked Liao Heng to drive her to the Chen family's mansion in Ximao Xing.

When he had free time, he logged into the game again, dealt with the distribution of rewards for the members of the corps dungeon, and then returned home to accompany Lin Zhengyan, who had been lying on the bed and hadn't woken up.

This afternoon, the small courtyard of the two of them welcomed a rare guest——Shen Xingyueting got the news from nowhere, came to this courtyard, and proposed to visit Shi Changan.

"How did you find out here?"

Although Shi Changan looked a little impatient, he still invited the person in, and the two sat down on the sofa in the living room.

Shen Xingyue smiled and said: "Don't forget what I do. The information about you renting a home can be clearly sorted out from the forum."

Shi Chang'an squinted at Shen Xingyue Ting, and said, "You also know that you have a job, but you are so free that you spend every day playing games?"

Shen Xingyue leaned on the back of the chair indifferently, and said: "Isn't this not open recently? You also know me. It's normal that I don't open for half a year and eat for a year after opening. Besides, my brother is watching over the studio. , don't be afraid."

Shi Changan snorted and didn't answer the topic again.

"Auntie came to my house today, why didn't you follow?" Shen Xingyue said, "I thought I could finally see you again."

"Want to see me?" Shi Chang'an raised the corners of his mouth and showed a smirk: "Why, you haven't been drilled enough by me in the new barracks?"

Shen Xingyue laughed twice, and suddenly said seriously: "No. After you were injured, you have been hiding from people, and you have transferred to our Ximao Star. You didn't even say that you came to my house, you just stayed in the military nursing home... ...Without your invitation, we can't get in."

After speaking, he paused, and added: "I really want to see how your injury is. I was afraid to ask before, but now we are going to become relatives, so there is nothing to shy away from."

Shi Changan leaned on the back of the sofa leisurely, and said with a smile, "You want to see if I've been disfigured as rumored, so I don't see anyone?"

Shen Xingyue said anxiously: "That's impossible."

Shi Changan was silent for a moment, and said, "I'm recovering pretty well. Although my body had multiple fractures at the time, fortunately, none of the important organs were damaged. They also used the latest cell activation technology for me... In short, there is not even a scar left. Tsk, now the whole body is thin and tender, and it doesn't look like a soldier at all..."

Shen Xingyue laughed a few times, and said again: "How are your legs?"

Shi Chang'an said: "With the most advanced prosthetics installed, there are no obstacles to normal life, but you can't do extreme sports. The prosthetics also have no neurofeedback. Let alone fighter jets, you can't even drive the shuttle."

Shen Xingyue said: "That's right, otherwise with your character, you wouldn't be addicted to online games."

Shi Changan smiled and said, "Online games... are more interesting than I imagined..."

Shen Xingyue stared at Shi Changan's face for a few moments, and asked, "Are you really planning to waste time with Lin Zhengyan like this? Auntie didn't say anything about arranging a blind date for you?"

"I said it." Shi Chang'an said: "I didn't agree, and she didn't force it. Maybe she was frightened by my injury. Now I'm afraid she won't care about what I do except seek death."

As he said that, thinking of his mother's reaction last night, Shi Changan couldn't help but chuckled: "And...she already knows that I have someone I like in the game, and she doesn't seem to have any objection."

Shen Xingyue said: "If you want to develop with Lin Zhengyan in reality, there are still some obstacles. After all, he still refuses to tell you anything now."

Shi Changan lowered his eyes and didn't speak for a long time.

Shen Xingyue asked: "How about I help you look it up? I'm good at this, and I know people in this field."

Shi Changan shook his head: "Not for the time being. I promised him not to investigate his real affairs. I have time and patience. I will wait for the day he is willing to speak."

Shen Xingyue Ting pointedly said: "You have time to wait, but the longer you delay, the longer he will not be able to change the pain ratio. In the game, unless he does nothing, otherwise this kind of injured person will die in battle in the future." Things will still happen. Don't you feel bad?"

At this time, Chang An remained silent and did not reply.

Seeing this, Shen Xingyue knew that he didn't want to talk about it anymore, so he changed the subject and talked about his elder sister and elder brother Chang.

Neither of them expected that Lin Zhengyan, who would only wake up the next morning after falling into a coma after being killed in battle, would slowly open his eyes when he was killed in battle for less than five hours.

Lin Zhengyan himself was also stunned.

This was the first time he had woken up without the chime from his homeland, and outside the window was the warm orange sun in the afternoon.

He turned over from the bed, his head was a little dizzy, and he shook his head before he could stand still.He glanced at the system time, it was 15:17, and looked around again, but he didn't find Shi Changan's figure.

A few faint human voices came in from outside the half-closed bedroom door, which sounded like a hollow echo, accompanied by his tinnitus for some reason, which seemed extremely unreal.

Lin Zhengyan frowned and shook his head, trying to expel the ringing in his ears and the dull feeling in his head.He walked out of the bedroom stepping on the soft carpet in a daze, and looked towards the living room from the railing of the stairs on the second floor of the small building.

Seeing Shen Xingyue Ting who was sitting there chatting with Shi Changan, he couldn't help being stunned.

When Changan turned his back to the stairs, Shen Xingyueting found Lin Zhengyan who had woken up immediately.

He was slightly startled, but immediately hid his expression, a smirk curled up at the corner of his mouth, and he licked his lips.

"Your mother came to my house today, maybe the engagement date will be confirmed soon." Shen Xingyue said casually.

Lin Zhengyan paused as he was about to go downstairs.

……got engaged?

He suddenly raised his head to look at the two people in the living room, and stood there motionless, waiting for Chang An's answer, but he didn't know what he was expecting in his chaotic heart.

Shi Changan replied: "Well, it's probably about to be finalized."

Shen Xingyue smiled and said: "I don't know where the engagement ceremony will be decided in the end. My old man's health is not convenient to take the spaceship, and it's not good if he doesn't appear in the ceremony, so it's likely to be booked here, you can save it Then run back to the capital star circle. But, you really don’t want to go back to the capital star circle?”

Shi Chang'an said: "I don't care, where they are arranged, I just follow the command."

Shen Xingyue took advantage of Chang'an's inattention, quickly glanced at Lin Zhengyan who was stunned on the stairs, raised the corner of his mouth, and added anger: "Speaking of which, have you chosen your dress yet?"

Shi Changan frowned, and said angrily, "Why do you care so much? You also care about my dress?"

Shen Xingyue said: "After all, it's an important day, and it's only once in a lifetime..."

In the middle of his speech, his face suddenly changed drastically. He stood up from the sofa and looked in the direction of the stairs in shock.

When Changan sensed that something was wrong, he turned his head abruptly——I saw Lin Zhengyan was propping his hands on the handrail of the stairs, his whole body was slightly arched, and his eyes were full of pain when he was looking at him.

"Admonishment!"

Shi Changan shouted, quickly turned over the back of the sofa, and rushed towards the stairs.

The sudden strong dizziness and suffocation made Lin Zhengyan unable to stand still. Even though he was holding on to the handrail tightly, he still inevitably fell down the stairs in a whirl.

Seeing that he was about to roll down the steps, suddenly, a strong and warm embrace hugged him tightly, leading him to sit on the stairs.

"Zhengyan! What's wrong with you?" Shi Changan shouted anxiously: "Why are you awake? You... can you hear me? Zhengyan?!"

——I really want to go to reality...

Lin Zhengyan struggled against the vortex that tried to drag his consciousness into darkness, opened his mouth forcefully, trying to find free breathing.

But his vision was inevitably gradually swallowed up by the darkness, he struggled, stretched out a hand, and tightly grasped Shi Changan's neckline.

——I really want to go to reality and meet you...

——If that’s the case, don’t you, you don’t have to marry…?

Lin Zhengyan opened his mouth, he wanted to ask Shi Changan a lot, but his scorching throat prevented him from making any sound.

——Didn't you say and promise... that you won't get married?

——So the engagement is true or false?

——You, why didn't you refute?

"Chang... Ann..."

Lin Zhengyan tore the severe pain in his throat, hoarse, and called his name almost inaudibly.

——I really want to be able to appear in reality, I don't want you to be with others!

——I want to hold you tightly, and never let you go to anyone!

"I'm here! Zhengyan, I'm here! Look at me! I'm here!"

Shi Chang'an hugged Lin Zhengyan, seeing him fall into that painful and dying state again, his whole body trembled uncontrollably, and the unreasonable intuition in his heart brought a sense of fear like a sudden tsunami.

This kind of fear made him not even have the strength to stand up from the stairs and carry Lin Zhengyan back to the bedroom, but could only sit slumped on the stairs, hugging the person in his arms tightly.

His vision gradually dimmed, Lin Zhengyan couldn't help but blinked his eyes hard, forced his consciousness, and muttered with his mouth: "Chang'an..."

——Changan, I want to be with you.

——Not only in the game, but really, completely, with you!

Lin Zhengyan tightened his grip on Shi Changan's collar, but his throat seemed to be tightly bound at the same time. Even though there were thousands of words in his heart, he couldn't say a single word.

—I really don't like to hear that you are getting married.

--Very annoying.

——I know this is a bit selfish, but I really don't want to see it, I don't want to see you being gentle to others in every possible way, and I don't want to see you holding hands with others to grow old together.

——Even though I know it's impossible, I still hope to go to the time and space where you are, that reality.

——I have never, never for a moment, prayed so much.

——I want to hug you in reality.

--Want it so so much.

--really want.

——It would be great if I could wake up next to you...

"……want……"

Lin Zhengyan made a cracking sound from his throat, which was beginning to smell of blood.

His field of vision has been completely darkened, without a trace of light, but the lapel in his hand is still there. He knows that there is a face in that direction that is engraved deep in his memory, and a pair of eyes that are enough to make him remember his whole life. Stare at him.

The feeling of consciousness being pulled away became more and more obvious. Lin Zhengyan heard the familiar noise again, accompanied by the thick liquid that seemed to be sucked into his lungs, which made him feel the fear of suffocation and dying.

However, he had to finish the last sentence.

He grabbed Shi Changan's neckline, and uttered a few very soft, almost unrecognizable words from his throat.

"……be happy……"

In the next second, he was swallowed by a deeper vortex of darkness, and his consciousness was torn apart and fell into a demonic realm without light.

……

Shi Changan sat on the stairs in a daze, looking at his empty embrace, and the three words he heard just now when he stuck to Lin Zhengyan's lips echoed in his ears.

"be happy".

Instead of "I love you".

Why did the broken tone, which was obviously so soft that it hardly made a sound, hit his heart hard, making a loud noise like the sound of an ancient bell, enough to shake the heavens and earth?

"...Admonishment?"

He called out in a daze, but was destined to get no response.

Gradually, Shi Changan realized that this was the first time Lin Zhengyan went offline at an "abnormal" time, and the three words that were as light as a feather but weighed more than Mount Tai were more like a farewell than a show of love .

His palms were gradually clenched into fists, his teeth were clenched, and his whole body was trembling.

The thoughts in his mind quickly reviewed all the things that Lin Zhengyan had said and done in the recent period, and finally, his eyes that were almost bursting with flames of anger were fixed on Shen Xingyue Ting's body.

"you do this delibrately?"

His voice was surprisingly calm and calm.

Shen Xingyue felt as if he was being watched by a giant dragon full of murderous intent, his throat was tight and he couldn't speak a word.

Shi Chang'an punched Shen Xingyue Ting in the face.

Shen Xingyue felt guilty in his heart, so he didn't fight back, and was ready to vent his anger at random.

However, after one punch, Shi Chang'an didn't move again,

He was silent for a long time, and whispered in a hoarse voice: "...check."

"Check his access address."

……

At this moment, Lin Zhengyan suspected that he was going through a trial in purgatory.

Surrounding him is the familiar viscous liquid, but it no longer just wraps and squeezes his body, but has begun to slowly travel through his lungs, making every breath he takes extremely difficult.

It was as if a hard metal tube had been inserted into his throat, causing burning pain. The tube went straight to his stomach, bringing an indescribable discomfort.

His limbs and waist were also tightly imprisoned by something, which made him unable to move at all and could not get out.

The voice in the ear became more and more clear.

beep - beep - beep -

Those buzzing noises gradually turned into tense but orderly conversations.

"The patient's cerebral cortex is extremely active, and he has a strong desire to survive and wake up!"

"The auditory area wakes up."

"Increased activity in the tactile area."

"Cutting off the brain connection and increasing the stimulation of the G area, he may wake up soon!"

"God! He's really going to wake up!"

"This is a miracle of medicine!"

"Patient has hyperpnea symptoms, reducing the oxygen concentration of the tank liquid."

"Release the tendon assist device, he seems to be trying to control the movement of the limbs autonomously!"

"After the observation of the digestive tract, there is no abnormality, and the catheter of the digestive tract is ready to be withdrawn."

"Are the emergency rooms and wards ready?"

"Ready!"

"Okay! Next..."

"Drain the cabin fluid! Prepare to transfer to the emergency room and fully wake him up!"