I may not be human [holographic]

"Why are you so annoying!"

Lin Zhengyan gritted his teeth and cursed, and was about to walk out of the bathroom.

But he overestimated his physical condition, but he took a step and fell forward uncontrollably.

Chang Jian quickly fished the man into his arms, hugged him horizontally, shook it a bit, leaned heavily against the bathroom wall, and finally stood firm.

"Don't be naughty, we are both disabled now, we won't fall anymore." He smiled and said, "Tsk, there is nothing to be ashamed of, I have everything you have."

Lin Zhengyan didn't want to talk to him.

Chang Fan carried him out of the bathroom, put him directly on the bed in the bedroom, pulled off the quilt to cover him, and lightly pecked him on the mouth before getting up to look for clothes.

Throwing the freshly washed clothes in Lin Zhengyan's hands, Chang Fan turned his head and smiled and said, "I'll take a shower too, you, wait for me on the bed obediently."

After speaking, he turned and went back to the bathroom.

Lin Zhengyan rubbed his forehead speechlessly, picked up his clothes and put them on slowly.

Chang Fan also simply washed off his sweat, came out with a bath towel wrapped around his waist, and bent down to search for clothes among the personal items prepared for him by the laboratory.

Lin Zhengyan leaned against the head of the bed, looking at Chang'an's muscular back and flexible waist, his heart beat faster.

Chang Ming took off the bath towel, turned his back to Lin Zhengyan, and began to put on his clothes and pants. His muscles stretched during his movements. Not only did the mechanical prosthesis not break any aesthetic feeling, it added an unparalleled masculinity to him.

"Does it look good?"

Suddenly, Chang's voice sounded with a smile: "Keep staring at me, aren't you afraid that I will become a beast?"

As he spoke, he pulled up his trousers and turned around, revealing a beautiful line of abs from the unbuttoned front of his jacket.

Lin Zhengyan quickly turned his eyes away, not looking at him anymore.

Chang Fan came over reluctantly, propped himself on top of Lin Zhengyan, approached his face, and asked with a low laugh, "Do you like what you see?"

Lin Zhengyan said calmly, "I've seen it all in the game."

"That can't be done." Chang Fan moved closer and said softly, "There are still things I can't see in the game..."

While speaking, he supported Lin Zhengyan's bed and was about to lie down.

Lin Zhengyan frowned and clicked his tongue, and said angrily, "Your bed is over there, don't crawl on my bed!"

But subconsciously moved in, to give Changan a place beside the bed.

Chang Fan chuckled and lay down beside Lin Zhengyan, put his arms around his waist, leaned forward and kissed his lips.

"Don't be nervous, just hug and chat for a while." Chang Fan said: "You are still weak, I won't touch you, don't worry."

Although the hospital bed in the laboratory was not too narrow, there were two big men with not too small skeletons lying on it, which still seemed a bit cramped.

The bodies of the two were close together, with almost no gaps. Through the thin clothing, Lin Zhengyan could clearly feel the muscle texture of Chang's arms, chest and abdomen.

Chang Familiar's face was not disturbed at all, and he said with a slight smile, "Let's talk about you. When you first joined the First Army, what did you think? You joined the army at such a young age? Did you graduate from school?"

Lin Zhengyan pursed his lips, hesitated for a moment, and asked in a low voice: "Mr. Zhou told you a lot about me?"

Chang Fan said: "It was my dad who asked, Mr. Zhou didn't actually investigate much, he just talked about it briefly."

Lin Zhengyan asked, "What did he say?"

Chang Fan felt a little strange, and didn't understand why Lin Zhengyan cared so much about what Mr. Zhou mentioned.

But seeing that he asked seriously, Chang Fan replied seriously: "He said that you are a gene bank breeder, and your genes come from samples at the end of the Earth Era, so your body is a little weak. But you are so strong. Although you grew up in an orphanage, you He was admitted to an S-class school at the age of 14, completed the seven-year course in three years, and graduated at the age of 17 to participate in the selection of the military region."

Listening to these words, Lin Zhengyan added in a daze: "...enrolled by the First Army Fighter Regiment, participated in the war at the age of 19 and won the rookie medal..."

Chang Fan was surprised and said, "You actually won the Rookie Medal? You're so good!"

But Lin Zhengyan couldn't see the slightest bit of happiness on his face.

He closed his eyes, sighed with some regret, and said, "No, that's not me."

Often confused: "What's not you? It's not you who won the rookie medal?"

Lin Zhengyan shook his head and remained silent for a long time before he finally made up his mind. He gritted his teeth and said, "I am not the one who cultivated the gene bank, and I am not the one who can be admitted to an S-type school at the age of 14. I was recruited by the First Army." It wasn't me who left...the one who got the rookie medal...it wasn't me."

Chang Dian was confused: "Hmm...?"

"The kid who was bullied outside the Tianlan Xinghongjian Welfare Institute, you rescued him, and even encouraged him..." Lin Zhengyan said, biting his lip, and said, "He has been chasing after you, adoring you , secretly... secretly in love with you...he put your photo in the medal box of the rookie medal."

Chang Fan frowned, silently waiting for Lin Zhengyan to finish speaking.

"...This body is his." Lin Zhengyan's voice was calm: "But that outstanding child is not me. My soul occupies his body, you...do you understand?"

Chang Fan was stunned for a moment, but still admitted: "... I don't understand."

Lin Zhengyan sighed and asked, "Do you believe that there are souls in this world who can travel through time?"

After asking, after waiting for Chang Fan's answer for a long time, Lin Zhengyan gave a wry smile, and slowly opened his mouth to tell his story.

He talked about his birth, his parents, the earth in the 21st century, and the level of technology at that time...

He also talked about his studies that seemed to have been haloed all the time, and about his unsatisfactory job later...

In the end, it was said that in order to save a child in the playground from a thug, he was seriously injured, entered "Star Trace Era" inexplicably, woke up from the game, and retrieved the memory of this body...

"It might be a bit surreal, but these are my truths."

Lin Zhengyan's eyes were slightly closed, and his expression was a little lonely: "I don't want to hide it from you, and I know this kind of thing...you may not believe it..."

"I believe."

Chang Fan, who had been silent all this time, suddenly spoke, with an indistinct hoarse voice: "Why don't I believe it? You cried so sadly in the game for the sake of your family back then, it really doesn't sound like a lie."

Lin Zhengyan raised his head and saw Chang Fan's extremely serious eyes without any perfunctory eyes.

Chang Yan smiled, stretched out his hand to lightly stroke Lin Zhengyan's cheek, and said, "Human beings have not yet figured out the matter of the soul and the rules of time. Moreover, you said that you have obtained the memory of this body, Then... how are you sure that this memory does not belong to 'you' yourself?"

Lin Zhengyan was stunned: "...me?"

Chang Fan smiled and said, "That's right. When you recall the memory of this body, do you feel the same as when you recall your memory on Earth?"

Lin Zhengyan never thought about this issue, but now that he thinks about it, it is indeed the case - every time he recalls the memory of the "Original Owner", it is as vivid as if it happened to him.

That kind of feeling, rather than saying that he obtained other people's memories, it is better to say that he remembered a piece of history that he had forgotten.

"It feels the same, right?" Chang Fan asked, "Since you have seen the possibility of your soul traveling through time, why don't you consider that your soul may have originally belonged to this body? Because of an injury, it traveled to the earth At the end of the era, you forgot the memory here. Then you were injured and died there, and then you traveled back?"

Lin Zhengyan was a little dazed: "...wait a minute, you've confused me."

Chang Yan smiled and said: "Don't think too complicated. You see, two-dimensional images can never break through the Z axis, and we can never break through the time axis in the three-dimensional world. But if the soul... If the soul is actually a section located in a more For high-dimensional information, time is as simple as going up and down a flight of stairs. You were originally on the second floor, and then went to the first floor for some reason, and now you are back on the second floor. It’s that simple.”

Lin Zhengyan thought for a while, then nodded, "I understand the principle. But what do you want to express when you say this?"

Chang Fan chuckled twice, hugged Lin Zhengyan, placed a light kiss on his forehead, and said, "I want to say, you are you. You are the one who follows me, you are the one who meets me, and you are the one I like. No one else."

For a long time, Lin Zhengyan still remained silent.

Chang Fan pushed him lightly and asked, "What do you think?"

Lin Zhengyan was silent for a moment, then said, "I just suddenly feel... a little unreal."

Chang Fan chuckled, lifted Lin Zhengyan's chin, and leaned forward to enclose his lips.

This kiss was extremely gentle and seemed to carry unshakable belief, Chang Tong gently rubbed the corner of Lin Zhengyan's mouth with his lips, and stuck out the tip of his tongue into the crack of his lips.Lin Zhengyan opened his mouth involuntarily, letting Chang Fan drive straight in, sucking the body fluid in his mouth.

Gradually, the breathing of both of them became rapid and hot.

Chang Jian hugged Lin Zhengyan's whole body in his arms, kissing him more and more eagerly.Lin Zhengyan also put his arms around Chang Fan's neck, pulled him towards him, and actively entangled with the tip of his tongue.

It wasn't until Chang Wen's hot palms poked in from under the hem of his clothes and landed on Lin Zhengyan's lower back that Lin Zhengyan suddenly woke up.

He trembled slightly, and called out in a low voice: "Chang'an... don't..."

Chang Fan opened his eyes, and there was a faint storm about to erupt in his eyes.

He retracted his arms impatiently, clung to Lin Zhengyan's body tightly, turned his waist slightly, and suddenly laughed hoarsely.

"Xiao Yanyan is very energetic." He said, sucking lightly on Lin Zhengyan's earlobe, and asked, "Is there still no sense of reality? Or...do you need more stimulation?"

"No need!" Lin Zhengyan grabbed Chang Fan's hand and said angrily, "...don't touch it randomly."

Chang Fan smirked, gave Lin Zheng a soft nod, and asked, "Don't touch it, don't you feel bad?"

Lin Zhengyan swallowed his inexplicably dry throat, and said in a low voice, "...It will be fine in a while, you...as long as you don't touch your hands."

Chang Jian said: "Okay, don't do it."

After finishing speaking, he leaned forward again and added with a smile: "A gentleman uses his mouth but not his hands."

He kissed the slightly moist corners of Lin Zhengyan's eyes, then sucked his red lips, then kissed along his chin all the way to the collarbone, opened his mouth to bite lightly.

Lin Zhengyan trembled more and more, he clearly wanted to push away Chang Fan, and obviously wanted to refuse, but his body seemed to be cursed by a demon, and the hand pushing Chang Fan's shoulder couldn't exert any strength no matter what.

Until Chang Fan went all the way down, unbuttoned his clothes, kissed his lower abdomen, and stretched out his hand to pull his trouser waist, Lin Zhengyan couldn't help but put his fingers into Chang Fan's hair, and even vaguely expected to accept it in his heart. Get down to what's coming.

At this moment, the doorbell of the door of the room rang suddenly.

A little girl called out loudly outside the door: "Brother Zhengyan! I'm here to play with you! I brought you a delicious dinner! Open the door—!"