I may not be human [holographic]

After seeing the system announcement, yesterday Qing looked at Lin Zhengyan with hostility and contempt in his eyes, as if Mrs. Zheng was looking at a mistress who tried her best to get involved in other people's marriages.

"You... Get out." Yesterday, he was so angry that his whole body trembled, he picked up the cake on the table and threw it at Lin Zhengyan, shouting, "Get out! I don't want to see your face again!"

Lin Zhengyan turned away from the cake expressionlessly, turned around and strode away from the dormitory that was dumped yesterday.

Although he still looks calm on the surface, only he knows that his heart is actually in chaos.

Shi Changan... why did he go to the tower to confess his love?

Is...to whom?

Lin Zhengyan's thoughts were chaotic and he couldn't figure out any clues.

He couldn't help complaining about Shi Chang'an in his heart—since he had told yesterday that he would not find love in the game, and now he went to climb a 99-story tower to confess his love to someone who didn't know his identity, it was a bit unreasonable.If you put yourself in the situation and look at this matter from yesterday's point of view, Shi Changan's behavior is no different from slapping someone in the face or stabbing someone in the back.

He naturally didn't know that Shi Chang'an had already shown his card against yesterday, and that yesterday's anger was actually more of anger - after all, he had just announced that Shi Chang'an would not like Lin Zhengyan, so he was slapped in the face by Shi Chang'an's confession. They will all become angry from embarrassment.

However, Lin Zhengyan was not sure who Shi Changan was confessing to.

Shi Chang'an's words were vague, and it wouldn't look too abrupt to anyone, and it might even be just a very boring joke.

It's just that Qing Qing's reaction at that time yesterday...was a bit strange, as if he was really sure that Ding Changan was confessing his love to Lin Zhengyan.

Lin Zhengyan got out of the elevator, looked up and saw the familiar corridor in front of him, and suddenly realized that he subconsciously went up to the apartment floor of Chang'an's team leader.

It's crazy.

He patted his head, turned around and was about to return to the elevator, when the communication panel suddenly rang.

It was Shi Changan who sent him a message: "Did you see the system announcement?"

Lin Zhengyan stood in the elevator room, speechless for a moment, and replied: "Yes."

Shi Changan: "..."

Shi Changan: "I don't think so?"

Lin Zheng said, "No."

Shi Changan: "..."

Shi Changan: "Don't you want to know who I said that sentence to?"

Lin Zhengyan suddenly had a headache, pressed the voice button, and asked hesitantly, "Do you know the meaning of shouting from the 99-story tower in the game?"

Shi Changan: "Of course I know, I've been playing this game longer than you."

Lin Zheng said, "Oh."

Shi Changan: "...that's it?"

Shi Chang'an: "Okay, I think if I don't say it straight, you will keep giving me sloppy eyes until the end of time."

Shi Changan: "I shouted that sentence to you."

Shi Changan: "Lin Zhengyan, I'm confessing my love to you, understand?"

Looking at Shi Changan's reply, Lin Zhengyan's heart was beating fast, and for a moment he thought of the heartbeat between the eyes of the two during the Christmas event, and the kiss that landed on his temple in the Rubik's Cube, and felt numb from head to toe. I was in a mess and didn't know how to react.

He calmed down, and replied: "Didn't you tell yesterday that you don't know how to fall in love in games? You are saying this to me now... Have you ever thought about what yesterday would think? After all, he I like you...don't you think it's a bit scumbag for you to do this?"

Shi Chang'an was silent for a moment before sending back the message: "How do you know what I talked to yesterday? He told you?"

Shi Chang'an: "And do you have any misunderstanding about scum? I don't call it scum like this. If I hang on to you and provoke you at the same time, I'm called scum."

Lin Zhengyan looked at the sentences displayed on the screen, but did not reply.

Shi Chang'an continued to send: "What happened yesterday, until he told me clearly, I didn't realize what kind of feelings he has for me. I don't have much difference between him and other children in the group, because he In my team, I am the youngest, so I take extra care of him.”

Shi Changan: "Although my behavior and speaking habits caused him to misunderstand, I am indeed at fault for this, and I will not try to shirk responsibility. I have already apologized to him and said it clearly. I can't do it for the sake of not hurting him. , but be ambiguous towards him, right?"

Shi Chang'an: "Of course I rejected him because I didn't like him that way. Of course I confessed to you because I liked you that way. Is... all right?"

Several more sentences were displayed on the communication panel, but Lin Zhengyan only saw two words.

--like.

His finger hanging on the reply button trembled slightly, and touched the voice key made of light, but immediately retracted as if he had been scalded.

The recording time was too short, and the message was not replied.

Lin Zhengyan stared at the words on the screen, feeling like a paint pot that had been knocked over, all kinds of watercolors splashed onto the floor and walls, splashing out large swathes of gorgeous and abstract graphics, as if they had been painted overnight. The land is full of spring, and a sea of ​​flowers blooms in an instant on the barren Gobi Desert...

Oops.

Lin Zhengyan thought to himself.

He pressed the voice button and opened his mouth to refuse Shi Changan's confession.

But looking at the voice that started recording on the screen, he couldn't speak again.

refuse?

No, how could you refuse?

He obviously fell in love with Shi Changan, how could he say no at a time like this?

So promise?

No, he also...he didn't dare to agree.

Because he could almost see his own selfishness and ruthlessness, he didn't want to... drag such a good person into a relationship with him that was destined to end without a disease.

It's really a dilemma.

Lin Zhengyan retracted his fingers.

The recording failed to capture any valid speech text, and the outgoing message became a meaningless: "…"

Shi Changan replied: "What does Dian Dian Dian mean? Speechless? Shy? Dead fish eyes? Or... acquiescence?"

Lin Zhengyan sighed, leaned his back against the wall and squatted down slowly, looked up at the ceiling of the corridor through the light screen of the panel.

Ever since he came to this world, he has been in a deep fear. The root of this fear is actually his uncertainty about his future.

Traveling through this kind of thing is too unreal in itself, and he has traveled to a world created by data virtualization.

——He didn't know that as a soul wandering in the virtual world, he would suddenly disappear one day.He didn't know that he was under 90% of the pain sensation, if he really couldn't wake up because he died in the game.He didn't even know if he could survive the next data update of this game world.

He has no reality, not even a future.

He and Shi Changan are not only separated by time and space.They can even be said to be separated by a dimensional distance.

Lin Zhengyan gritted his teeth, and raised his hand to send Shi Changan a message.

Shi Changan was still standing on the top platform of the 99-storey tower.

The high winds are strong, but the view is also very wide.He could overlook the entire Ninth Fortress city, and he could even see the wilderness and large dense forests in the distance through the defensive array above the city.Looking at the miniature planet at this height, the horizon can already be seen to be slightly curved, which makes people have a kind of pride and ambition to look down on the world.

Shi Changan was enjoying the powerful visual impact and the bitter wind, and was about to continue chasing Lin Zhengyan fiercely, but unexpectedly received a message from the other party.

He wasn't worried that Lin Zhengyan would reject him, so when he clicked on the message, he was full of confidence in his confession success.

Until he saw clearly what Lin Zhengyan had sent.

"What if one day I suddenly disappeared and never appeared again...?"

At that moment, Shi Changan felt as if his heart had been stabbed severely by something sharp.

Like a fully inflated balloon being punctured by a needle, with a bang, his full ambition disappeared without a trace in an instant, and his mind went blank.

What do you mean?

How could he suddenly disappear?

After slowly returning to his senses, Shi Changan thought sadly: By the way, as he analyzed before, Lin Zhengyan may not be in good health, that's why he hasn't even been on a shuttle, and he hasn't experienced many things.

Children who are not in good health may suddenly be unable to play games again one day.

This is normal.

This is so fucking normal!

Shi Changan rubbed his face irritably in the cold wind at the top of the tower, thinking: Yes, this is normal.There are tens of thousands of people who suddenly disappear in the game, and it is also possible to disappear suddenly when they don't want to play.In short, it is not all because of the aggravation of the disease, or because of some accidents, it will not reappear.

"Then I have to seize the opportunity before you disappear."

Lin Zhengyan looked at the message sent back by Shi Changan, lowered his head, and buried his face in the arms around his knees.

After a while, he raised his head and sent another message to Shi Changan: "I have to think about it, give me some time."

Shi Changan: "Okay, think about it."

Shi Changan: "Ten."

Lin Zhengyan: "?"

Shi Changan: "Nine."

Shi Changan: "Eight."

Shi Changan: "Seven."

Lin Zhengyan: ...

Seeing that Chang An was about to count to three two one, Lin Zhengyan immediately replied: "Give me a few days to think about it!"

Shi Changan: "How many days?"

Shi Chang'an: "There must be a deadline, right? Otherwise, are you trying to hang me and never give me a definite answer?"

Lin Zhengyan was silent for a while, then replied, "After New Year's Day, I will give you an answer."

Seeing this sentence, Shi Changan chuckled lightly and replied, "Okay, I'll wait."

Shi Changan turned off the communication panel, and the corners of his smiling mouth twitched a little again.

He thought about it for a long, long time last night, from the first time he met Lin Zhengyan, he kept thinking about the faint kiss between the two in the dancing Rubik's Cube...

In the end, he thought of the Christmas event, when the two fell to the ground in their arms and breathed together, he saw in Lin Zhengyan's eyes a violent vibration mixed with surging emotions.

He can now be sure that Lin Zhengyan probably likes him too, otherwise he wouldn't have shown him that kind of look.

Since they are in love with each other, what is he waiting for?

Of course, you have to catch people quickly and keep them by your side!

Taking a last look at the clouds flowing slowly in the distance, Shi Changan exhaled leisurely, climbed over the platform railing of the 99-story tower, and jumped down.

In the fort city, the player cannot wear any armor.When Shi Changan climbed the tower, he could only rely on his own physical strength. It took nearly an hour to reach the top of the tower, but he was too lazy to spend another hour climbing down.In fact, there is only one most popular way to descend the 99-storey tower, and that is to jump directly from the tower.

——Anyway, this is just a game world, even if you jump off the tower and die, it won't hurt too much, just tap the resurrection and return to the city button, and the next second you will be a hero again.

In the extremely real acceleration simulated by the game, Shi Changan looked at the ground getting closer and closer, and a strange thought suddenly popped up in his heart:

If he had 90% pain sensitivity turned on like Lin Zhengyan, would he still have the courage to jump off the thousand-meter-high tower?