I may not be human [holographic]

Lin Zhengyan looked into Shi Changan's eyes, and suddenly showed a flawless smile.

"What's on your mind?" He said, "Why do you think that I have something on my mind and keep it from you?"

Shi Changan asked: "Then why did you suddenly think of it and climb the 99-story tower?"

Lin Zhengyan blinked his eyes and said, "I just... want to do something with a sense of ritual."

Shi Changan: "Is this the reason for asking me to propose to you again?"

Lin Zhengyan pursed his lips, nodded and said, "Yes."

He couldn't see any signs of lying, but Shi Chang'an had an intuition that Lin Zhengyan was deliberately hiding something.

Lin Zhengyan's feelings for the past two days are too strange, no, it can't be said to be strange, it's just that the enthusiasm is not like the original him, which makes people flustered inexplicably.

But the current environment is so good, and Lin Zhengyan refuses to admit it, so Shi Changan is also not easy to get to the bottom of it.

He was silent for a while, then raised the corners of his mouth and said with a smile: "In this case, then I have to prepare well, and I can't make the sense of ceremony too hasty."

After finishing speaking, he raised his hand and gently pinched Lin Zhengyan's face, and asked, "Is there any place you want to go? What scenery do you want to see? Desert? Snow mountain? Aurora?"

Lin Zheng said, "It's fine. Let's all go."

That evening, the two of them did nothing.

They watched the entire sunset in the snow-capped mountains, then went to the beach by the sea to watch the stars for a while, and finally, they came to the high platform of the Arctic scientific research station and looked up at the aurora like a dreamy curtain.

Shi Changan held Lin Zhengyan in his arms, let him lean on his body, and turned on the armored warmer to keep him warm.

They kissed under the unpredictable aurora in the sky, whispering in a low voice as if they could never say enough love words...

It wasn't until nearly ten o'clock that Shi Changan took Lin Zhengyan home.

Seeing the boy lying next to him disappear suddenly, he turned over on his back, raised his hand to wipe his face, and pushed his hair back.

After staring at the ceiling for a while, Shi Changan got up and walked out of the house.

The popularity of the post about Lin Zhengyan's confession in the in-game forum on server 27 hadn't gone down yet. Suddenly, a new post's title attracted everyone's attention.

"Lin Zhengyan Gaota confessed his love, and Shi Changan got drunk late at night. Could it be someone else who was confessed? @东航@暮远舰."

When receiving the message from Shen Xingyue Ting, Shi Changan had just drank the third bottle of beer - the wine in the game is not drunk, but he just wanted to use this to release his mood.

Shen Xingyue: "Forum link."

Shen Xingyue Ting: "Brother, didn't Xiao Zhengyan confess to you?"

Shi Chang'an only glanced at the title of the post, then frowned, and replied: "Do you believe in the rhythm of these players' booing? IQ is feeding the dog?"

Before Shen Xingyue could reply, he added another message: "You don't even eat the dogs."

Shen Xingyue Ting: "..."

Shen Xingyue: "It seems that you are really in a bad mood. If you don't mind, tell me what's going on, and I can comfort you?"

Shi Changan opened another bottle of beer, and replied the message: "No, I just want to drink suddenly. In reality, I am restricted from touching it, so I am a bit greedy."

Shen Xingyue: "I know you can drink, but you only hate people when you are in a bad mood."

Shen Xingyue: "You really don't need me to comfort you?"

After a while, Shi Chang'an finally replied: "Tell me, under what circumstances would a person...refuse to tell me any information about his reality, and then behave in the game...wish to be with me very much?"

Shen Xingyue: "I want you to spend money on him!"

Shi Changan: "Back off."

Shen Xingyue: "Don't, I was just joking. That person you mentioned is Lin Zhengyan? He still refuses to tell you what happened in reality?"

Looking at the horizontal and vertical fonts on the screen, which seemed mechanically hard and cold, Shi Changan sighed softly.

He seemed to have finally found an outlet, and transformed the depression in his chest into paragraphs of cold words, telling Shen Xingyue Ting about all the things that happened between him and Lin Zhengyan after that match until the last few days over again.

It took a long time for the news of Shen Xingyue Ting to come back: "It seems that you are really stuck."

This was followed by another: "Listen to me, Shao Chang, online dating is not real. Think about it, you are the third young master of the Chang family, and you will always get married in the future. Even if everyone knows your orientation, there will still be many people If you send your son to your family in a hurry, maybe your parents will help you find someone's child and propose marriage."

Shi Changan: "Is there anyone who comforts people like you?"

Shen Xingyue: "I'm just reminding you. You think Lin Zhengyan doesn't tell you the reality, what about you? Have you told him about your family's situation?"

Shi Changan scratched his hair irritably, turned off the panel, and didn't want to talk to Shen Xingyue Ting anymore.

He had already told Lin Zhengyan his real name. As long as Lin Zhengyan wanted to, he would be able to find out who he was and what his family was like if he went back and checked casually.

He would never agree to a marriage, so there is no need to tell Lin Zhengyan, lest it affect their relationship.

But even after knowing his identity, Lin Zhengyan still didn't seem to have the slightest expectation of developing reality.Those passions are just because they want to spend a long time with him in the game...

After a while, Shen Xingyue Ting probably didn't wait for Shi Changan's reply, so he took the initiative to send a message: "By the way, the matter between my sister and your brother should be finalized, but I haven't decided to go to the capital star circle to do it yet." The ceremony is still held here. My old man is not easy to move, and it is troublesome. Will you attend the engagement ceremony?"

Shi Changan frowned, and replied casually: "It depends on their arrangement, I just follow the instructions."

A night without dreams.

Early the next morning, when Lin Zhengyan woke up, Shi Changan was sitting on the bed next to him, flipping through the game panel, wondering what he was looking at.

Seeing him go online, Shi Changan leaned over and pecked his lips lightly, and said with a smile, "Good morning."

"Well, good morning." Lin Zhengyan replied with lowered eyes.

Shi Changan asked: "I still don't want to train today, do I just want to go on a date?"

Lin Zhengyan pursed his lips, thinking that it would be a few days before he left the game, and he couldn't stop making progress every day.He said: "These two days have delayed a lot of daily work... It's time to do the task."

Shi Chang'an smiled and reached out to rub Lin Zhengyan's head.

"Okay, let's run away from the previously delayed daily routine this morning, and have a date...in the afternoon?" He stretched out his hand to pick Lin Zhengyan's chin, and asked again: "Or at night?"

Lin Zhengyan faltered for a while, and said, "Let's do the task first, and we'll talk about it in the afternoon..."

Shi Changan smiled, put away the panel light screen, got up and said, "Then get up and get ready to start work!"

The two went to have breakfast first according to the habit of these days, and then came to the Corps Building to accept the mission of the Corps.Shi Changan called Shang Yuheng by the way, and finished handling the incidents that needed to be dealt with in the Corps.

In the afternoon, we have to climb the Star Tower, so these daily activities should be completed as early as possible.

Although this is a game, most of the players play it for leisure and relaxation, but the repetitive daily routine will inevitably make people feel boring and tired.If it is not possible to meet a group of like-minded friends here, perhaps most people will eventually get bored and start to gradually leave this virtual world to find fresher places.

In order to retain players, game companies will often hold some extra activities, and even develop some new copies and new systems to enrich the game content.

At ten o'clock this morning, players in all the regional servers of "Star Trace Era" received such a system announcement——

"Dear officers and privates, the Starscar Research Institute has observed a new planet that is approaching the Starscar world, and is about to use technological power to capture it as our first copy planet."

"The capture process will start at 2 am tomorrow (February 13) and will be completed at 6:14. At that time, all servers will be shut down for version update and maintenance. After the upgrade is completed, Starscar World will open a new open copy "Nova Exploration", And Valentine's Day special events, please get ready, officers and privates!"

Lin Zhengyan was downloading a dungeon with Shi Chang'an, Yu Heng, and two members of the group who didn't communicate often, when he saw this news, he was stunned.

A girl next to me was surprised: "Finally a new dungeon is going to open?! It's been half a year, my god! I'll log off after finishing the book and call Brother Gua and Sister Mouse back to play!"

Another player was also full of excitement: "Nova Exploration, open dungeon, it sounds like a great thing - open dungeon! What new thing is Star Trace going to do?"

Shi Changan turned his head and smiled, "I'm looking forward to it, right?"

They all answered unanimously: "Of course, leader!"

The girl also asked excitedly: "The leader will form a wasteland reclamation group, right? I don't know how many people this is a dungeon, and I wonder if I can participate in the reclamation! I'm looking forward to it!"

Shi Changan rubbed his nose, turned his head and said to Lin Zheng: "I'll refit the armor for you later, and go to open up wasteland with me."

Lin Zhengyan raised his head slightly, and looked at Shi Chang'an with a complicated heart.

After a pause, he responded in a low voice: "...OK."

What he was worried about finally came.

Server data maintenance, I don't know if he will kick his soul with abnormal origin out of the server.

Although he is now almost certain that he is not a ghost that can only rely on the server for existence, but once he is expelled during the data update, he may only return to his body and wake up in reality, thus... …

...Chang'an when you leave forever.

Tens of thousands of years have passed between the two of them. For Shi Changan, is his disappearance any different from his death?

Similarly, for him, apart from knowing that Shi Changan will definitely live well in a certain time and space, it can only be a lifetime of separation.

Lin Zhengyan felt a sudden pain in his heart.

He originally thought that as long as the stability of his soul did not change, he could spend more time with Shi Changan in this world, and after he was mentally prepared to leave, he would say goodbye to Shi Changan.But he didn't expect that one server maintenance could completely disrupt his vision.

But... Whether the server maintenance will make him disappear, he is actually not sure.

"Zhengyan?" Shi Changan's frowning face appeared in Lin Zhengyan's downcast vision, and he asked worriedly, "What's wrong? Are you dizzy again?"

Lin Zhengyan looked at Shi Changan's way of leaning over and looking up at him, reluctantly twitched the corners of his mouth, and said, "It's okay, I'm a little tired, let's take a rest after finishing this time."

Shi Changan sighed inwardly, stretched out his hand to hug Lin Zhengyan into his arms, and then directed everyone to push forward quickly, and finish this dungeon quickly.

Shi Chang'an thought that Lin Zhengyan was still struggling with the little conflict involving Ben Xian a few days ago.

He even speculated whether Lin Zhengyan was unwilling to face the reality of development because he knew he had some kind of mental illness that he didn't want to be touched by others.

——Although Shi Chang'an had already noticed something wrong with Lin Zhengyan's recently, he could only guess what his own thinking could touch, and he couldn't think of what Lin Zhengyan was struggling with, which was far beyond his imagination.

For Shi Changan, this is just a setback and a test in their relationship.

For Lin Zhengyan, this is already a matter of life and death concerning whether the two can meet, whether their relationship can continue to exist.

Shi Changan felt that as long as he never gave up on this test and worked hard to overcome the difficulties, he would be able to get over it, and he didn't need to bring it up all the time to give Lin Zhengyan a headache.

However, Lin Zhengyan felt that no matter how hard he tried, he would still be no match for the arrangement of fate, so there was no need to drag Shi Changan to worry about that confusing future together.

So the two of them just pretended to be nonchalant, and continued to bury their heads in the copy.