thank you so much for liking me

When my class returned the clothes, although the later Gu Beilou didn't talk to Jian Yunhe much, he always noticed him.

In the outdoor morning reading class exclusive to the third year of high school, the boy would always stand beside his class and eat breakfast.

So Gu Beilou read seriously every day, because he found that the boy liked to watch him read.

When he went to the cafeteria by himself, the boy seemed to choose the same meal as himself, so what to eat every day became a problem for Gu Beilou. He hoped that the boy could get rich nutrition instead of eating the same fast food every day.

Day by day, June [-]st was the last day of Gu Beilou's stay in high school, the last meal he ate.

Nearly a year later, the boy seemed to be more confident. He raised his head that was drooping, and his eyes were not only lonely and confused, but he seemed to have found some dream in life.

Gu Beilou felt that his third year of high school was considered a complete accomplishment.

After all, helping a boy change his life is considered a great achievement.

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In the same cafeteria and the same seat, Gu Beilou relied on his memory to eat the fast food that the boy had eaten the day he met him, and ordered those dishes accurately.

Looking at the surprised eyes of the boy a few people away from him, Gu Beilou felt a little complacent.

He wanted the boy to know that he was keeping an eye on him, too.

But the boy walked away without a word.

Gu Beilou was very disappointed, originally he wanted to have dinner with that boy today.

Then tell him, "Hey, I've known you for a long time, and you're graduating soon, can you leave me a link?"

But Gu Beilou had no chance to speak out.

25

Because Jian Yunhe was scared.

Cowardly enough to be known by all the classmates in Gu Beilou's class, he still feels that Gu Beilou doesn't know him.

She was so cowardly that she dared to eat the same meal as Gu Beilou, but she still thought that she was not noticed by Gu Beilou.

Counseled enough that he already knew that Gu Beilou always remembered him, and even knew what he ate for the day they met, but he didn't dare to say a few words to Gu Beilou like an ordinary junior.

When he understood this, he could only run away.

In the schoolbag is also the graduation gift that I have saved for a long time to buy for Gu Beilou, and I have made it seriously for a long time, and I only wait to give it to Gu Beilou on the day of graduation.

Jian Yunhe sat on the roof with his schoolbag in his arms and wept silently.

If he was thinner, more handsome, more fashionable, or had better academic performance, would he have enough courage to stand shoulder to shoulder with Gu Beilou?

It's a pity no.

26

Gu Beilou is like the moon in the distance, it can only be looked up in the sky.

And he is just a speck of dust, the low self-esteem accumulated over the years makes him dare not get close to Gu Beilou who is perfect in his heart.

Jian Yunhe disliked himself for not being good enough, not tall enough, and so fat, and even his grades were in the middle and lower reaches.

He has nothing to match Gu Beilou, when Gu Beilou turned and walked towards him, it was Jian Yunhe who ran away.

This run lasted for two years, until Jian Yunhe was admitted to that university.

In fact, Jian Yunhe didn't know anything about that school, he just knew that there was Gubei Building there, so he wanted to go to the university there.

27

But Murphy's Law always comes true at critical moments.

"If you're worried about something happening, it's more likely to happen."

Jian Yunhe finally spent two months cutting trees, running and doing exercises on the mountain behind her grandmother's house, carrying sandbags up and down the mountain every day, and finally lost weight like a human.

By the way, please ask my cousin, who is a designer, to transform herself from the appearance in all directions without any dead ends.

Gu Beilou went abroad.

What Jian Yunhe was most worried about happened.

At the Freshman Ceremony, everyone was looking forward to the future university life with smiles on their faces.

Only one person spoke on stage as a student representative, and that was Gu Beilou.

There was only one person who was crying as an excellent student in the audience, and that was Jian Yunhe.

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"You can see the various activities I have participated in in our school in the past two years, from art to scientific research, all of which are among the best configurations among colleges and universities across the country."

I can see that the formal suit you are wearing today is very good-looking. The wide shoulders, narrow waist and long legs make me want to bow my head.It's a pity that the tie is a bit sloppy, it should be because I don't have a girlfriend yet.

"During my two years in college, in addition to winning so many awards, I also met many friends, some from different majors, and some elites who have been in the society for many years. Our school also provides a lot of social opportunities. fellowship activities."

In the two years I was in high school, I only studied except for studying, and I didn't meet a new friend.Because I have no confidence in myself, I am afraid that if they treat me better, I will forget the hand you once extended to me and the words you said to me. I dare not forget a single bit of them.

"However, this may be the last time between me and everyone - I participated in the latest activity of our school, which is the privilege of exchange students with MIT. Two years later, I will obtain our double degree certificate with MIT at the same time, which is completely equivalent to The undergraduates of two schools, and my four years are equal to the eight years of ordinary people. I am the first student to benefit from this activity. I hope that in the future, I can see more outstanding students from our school on this road. .”

The audience was full of voices.

This is indeed an activity with a high gold content. The eyes of these students who have already left behind their peers by a large margin during the college entrance examination are all shining with desire.

Only one person was silent.

"Tomorrow, I will board the plane to the United States and start my second life. I hope everyone can start your beautiful life in our school."

——Tomorrow, after working hard for two years, I will meet you in a hurry, then lose you, and continue to repeat my life without you.

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The plane flew over the capital, leaving a straight white trail.

Jian Yunhe stretched out his hand to measure the length of the line, and slowly pulled his bent fingers closer to his eyes, and the length of the line became shorter and shorter.

It seems that this can shorten the distance with Gu Beilou.

Not 14000 kilometers, but 50 meters, which is three meters, which is fifty centimeters, which is one millimeter, or closer.

30

"Goodbye, Gu Beilou"

Jian Yunhe only dared to say goodbye to Gu Beilou by looking at himself in the mirror in the men's toilet at the airport.

He wasn't sure if Gu Beilou still remembered him, and he didn't dare to ask for Gu Beilou's contact information like other students.

He was afraid that Gu Beilou would forget him, and that Gu Beilou would treat him and others the same.

I am even more afraid that Gu Beilou will think of him, think of the embarrassing self back then, or realize that he has "unpredictable intentions" towards him all these years.

This secret love makes people anxious.

But couldn't find a better solution.

31

In Gu Beilou's apartment, there is a wall dedicated to displaying various awards.

High School Olympiad double champion in mathematics and physics.

Gold Medal in College Student Programming Contest.

MIT full scholarship certificate.

[-] technology KPI completed champion minister.

They are all awards that others dream of, but they are exclusive to Gu Beilou.

Jin Guangying has a bright future, and anyone who sees it can't help being envious and jealous.

And these are placed on both sides of a brown leather notebook.

An unremarkable notebook with two sides.

This is a belated high school graduation gift from Jian Yunhe to Gu Beilou.

Gu Beilou brought it back from the United States and kept it by his side all the time, treating it like a precious gift.

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It took Jian Yunhe three months to make the handbook from saving money to completion.

Staying up late every night to write handbooks for fear of being discovered by the dormitory supervisor, Jian Yunhe hid in bed and secretly did it with a flashlight.

He was going to give Gu Beilou a graduation gift, but because of Gu Beilou's intentional approach, he missed the opportunity to give it away.

It wasn't until one month after Gu Beilou went abroad that he received a package from a small town in the south of the city on the other side of the ocean.

The sender's name was Fan Hongdeng. Gu Beilou checked his memory again and again, and it seemed that he had never seen this person before.

But the recipient clearly wrote his name, and emphasized that it was Gu Beilou, a third-year student from Q University.

It can't be wrong.

The layers of newspapers were carefully packaged, and it took Gu Beilou half an hour to unpack the package.

It seems to be wrapping some extremely important treasure.

Because of the large amount of content in the handbook, it became a whole book full of stuff.

From all kinds of blessings, commemorative stickers of high school alma mater, to your favorite star cards and game records.

In the end, there are a lot of words and a direct confession.

A thick book, full of sincerity from the producer.

Gu Beilou had never received such a gift.

A heavy sincerity that cannot be measured by money.

33

Jian Yunhe's cousin who is a fashion designer is called Fan Hongdeng.

The rustic name is always on the list of the main creators of major fashion magazines.

For a smoother fashion career, Fan Hongdeng gave herself a very foreign English name—fedight.

It started when Jian Yunhe and Fan Hongdeng were squatting by the pond of grandma's house during the summer vacation after graduating from the college entrance examination, comparing who could spit out watermelon seeds farther away.

Fan Hongdeng showed the smile of a successful woman, told Jian Yunhe his new name, and asked him to call himself by this English name fifty times a day.

Otherwise, go to the Education Bureau to report that Jian Yunhe 149 has a problem with his English scores in the college entrance examination, and he can't even call him an English name.

Jian Yunhe finished the remaining watermelon in two bites, and spit out the seeds to the pond.

"Isn't it still fanredlight? Don't call, don't call."

Fan Hongdeng shuddered violently, "Go away, I won't change your clothes if you do this again."

Jian Yunhe looked at his grandfather's face