[Digimon DA] Parallel Lines

He couldn't let go of his stupid appearance, and he was dragged into the Astronomical Society in the end.

He had a crush on a woman from another department and often came to ask me for advice, but most of the time I refused because I was busy.Thanks to him, I was not as shy as I was in middle school. I was immersed in various researches and reports. As a result, I got very good results in various projects, and many professors were very satisfied with my performance.

The first time I met Maria was at a gathering of the Astronomical Society, and I thought she was a stupid woman at first sight.

Maybe it's this kind of stupid and virgin character that makes the juniors find it very attractive?

Later, I somewhat changed my opinion of her, not a stupid woman, but still a bit of a virgin.Just like when I dreamed about leaving brother Jin and the others back then, I was somewhat sad, as if I was in tears... When I woke up, I found that she had been standing by the side to cover me up, but I couldn't help but fell asleep in the end.

What is she thinking?Acting considerate?

Can this kind of unnecessary care be taken back?Who do you want to attract attention?

He obviously hates a man like me, but he's always so gentle in the subtleties... Who do you think you are?

For some reason, when she said that I was not dedicated to my feelings, I really got angry.

"What do you know about me? So what if I have had many girlfriends? When I was with them, I didn't date any other girls? None of them broke up because of my cheating. Can you stop being so annoying? "

Don't bother me anymore, I used to say this to her back then.

It was also because of her that I exposed my bad tone and nature for the first time since junior high school, but it turned out that not only girls were popular, but even boys started befriending me. I still don't understand the reason at all.

Every time I recall my college days at that time, I feel that it was because of her that I became like that.

It was she who brought me another world, an interesting one, but one that was no longer just bleak.

***

After I decided to date Maria, my junior punched me... No, it was like a punch in the face and another punch in the stomach?

After Maria had a child, when I went to propose to her parents, I was not beaten...but I was almost beheaded by Japanese gangsters, and it was her mother who carried the knife.Her father is French, so he couldn't take it because he was in Japan... Well, I'm still glad they were in Japan at that time.

As a result, she had a falling out with her parents. At the wedding, they were not present, only her brother was present.

Surprisingly, my father was present. He was very disapproving of the marriage, after all, the woman's family looked down on us at all.

Whether he attended for the sake of face, for the slightest apology back then, or for other reasons, I still don't know, and I will never have the opportunity to ask again.

Maria likes flowers, so when I got married, I found 999 flowers to propose to her, and basically I picked them because they had good flower language.She asked me why 999 flowers.

I answered, because the thousandth flower is our child.

Thus, our child was born, a lovely girl.

Her name is "Thousand Flowers".

***

I never thought I'd be back with Shin-yeon and Yuko, but it must have been fate, so we became neighbors.

I attended their wedding. At that time, I had no plans to marry Maria, but she was looking forward to wearing a white gauze and being a happy bride at that time.

I thought I could finally have a family, that I could have my own family.

As a result, I made a big mistake because I was too attached to "family".

It never occurred to me that Maria was not yet ready to be a mother. Even though it is said that not every father or mother is ready to be a parent from the beginning, I am sure that she is only ready to be a wife in her heart. But not quite accepting being a mother yet.

Still, she worked really hard.

She became a housewife as soon as she graduated, and she must have a lot of regrets in her heart, but she still worked hard to be a good mother.I remember

After knowing that she had a child, she was very disturbed, but after confirming with me that she would keep the child, she was crying, but she smiled more beautifully than Jin.

She is obviously so weak, but she firmly said that she will give me a happy family.

And I have always kept her promise in mind, imagining that things will be as beautiful as she said at the beginning.

After a while, for some unknown reason, she began to feel strange.I told myself that it was because she couldn't adapt to the pressure here, so I asked Yuko to take care of her.In order to support my wife and children, I put all my energy into my work.I thought about whether I would neglect her and my daughter too much, but I hope to maintain this family, and I thought she would forgive me.

Once, she asked me if I could move.

In fact, I felt that she was asking me for help.If I had asked her why and got to know her well... I think she didn't have to move, but just wanted to change the status quo.

But I'm scared.

I'm afraid of changing the status quo, afraid that if I tell the truth, it will destroy the balance that was so hard to maintain because of my fault.

I brought up many reasons, such as Qianhua finally getting used to here, and for example, brother Jin and Yuko took care of each other, hoping to dispel her thoughts.

I think too simple.

I took the "home" I had experienced as a standard, thinking that this would protect my home.

So, in the end, a similar ending was ushered in.

***

After Maria left, I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time, until at dusk, I remembered that I didn't see Qianhua, so I staggered to the opening to find her.Fortunately, Tai took her back.

I hugged that young shoulder, and I knew I had to pick myself up, I had to tell her it was okay.

But I wailed like a child, immature, and comforted by the child.

I thought of my mother's words back then, and her eyes. Could she have guessed this ending a long time ago?

Could it be that in this life, I can't have a real home?

After Maria was gone, when I saw this house, I remembered the house with nothing.Obviously my daughter was still there, but as soon as I saw her, I felt that she was blaming me.

Because of my fault, she lost her mother.

Surely she would blame me too?Because I was always working, I didn't care about them at all.

What is the difference between me and my parents?

This home... must be dead.

After that, I often used work as an excuse not to go home, and often asked Brother Jin and the others to take care of my daughter.

Every time I see her, I feel like I'm not fit to be a father.As long as you look into her quiet eyes, you will hear those strange voices...

Stop blaming me.

sorry Sorry sorry……

For about two years or so, I couldn't take her seriously.

Until the horrific attack on the Hill of Light and I rushed back to see Yuko holding her two children and Chika, I felt like I didn't belong in that place.I even thought that entrusting Qianhua to Brother Jin and Yuko, being their child must be much happier than being my child.

──How about just being their child?

I thought of my mother's words, and for a moment I overlapped myself with her.

I've always blamed my mother, always thought it was her curse on me...but in the end, I'm no different from her.

What I can't face the most is myself.

Hey Chika, I'm sorry.

Even though I am a substandard father and husband, even a bad person, a scumbag,

I still want to be your father.

After that, I have always cherished Qianhua very carefully. According to what Jin said, I was even more careful than when I was chasing Maria. Then he was beaten by Yuko because he mentioned Maria.

A lot of people sympathized with me because of Maria, and I learned a long time later that even Qianhua has been blaming her, but she is not my minefield.

She drew a scar on my heart, but tore her own heart because of me.

I didn't explain it to others. I knew that I was using Maria's affairs to make Qianhua the pillar of the family at a young age. When I was working, I took care of the housework... Because of my mother's affairs, she must not be able to leave this home.

I'm still a very over-the-top person and I don't want to lose my family, so I use her affections to bind her.

I am very afraid that she will know the truth. Once she knows the truth, I think she will leave this home without looking back like my parents did.

At the same time, I have also restrained myself, staying here all the time, like a bird in a cage, unwilling to fly away from here, and not wanting any changes.

I don't want to be hated by my daughter.

I thought it was a stupid idea, but I found out after asking Brother Jin that it is almost a parent’s idea.

***

There was a time when the weather was abnormal all over the world, and a lot of strange things happened in Tokyo that year.It was a long time before I heard Chika explain that it was a confusion caused by an electronic creature called "Digimon".For some reason, Taiyi and Xiaoguang, who entered brother and Yuko's house, became the key to saving the world. It was only then that I realized that Qianhua was a little strange.

She is obviously not the protagonist of the incident, but she is always related to those incidents... This is just my feeling.

Except for the time when Qianhua was worried about being taken away, another chance to get in close contact with Digimon was when a "Digimon" like a computer virus caused chaos. In my impression, it was during the spring break in 2000. .

That was the first time I exposed my childish nature and hackers in front of Qianhua... Ahem, I feel so ashamed when I think about it now that I want to go back in time.

One day, Qianhua suddenly disappeared.

I thought she, like Maria, like my parents, was going to leave here and abandon this family.

The result is that I think too much, and I am ashamed to death.

At that time, Qianhua talked to me a lot. It was the first time I knew that she was a child who could express her thoughts so clearly. Before that, I had a vague feeling that she was the type who had few friends and didn’t talk much.

When the child grows up, the parents will certainly be happy, but they are afraid that the child will grow up too fast.

I never thought that I could understand this feeling.

That day was also the day the black big-eared beast came to my house.

I still find it unbelievable that even the species are different, and it is a strange "Digimon", but it has gradually integrated into my home.It's not just that Qianhua loves it very much, for some reason I can't let it go gradually.

At first, I just hoped that it could protect Qianhua well, but slowly, I hope that it can return home safely with Qianhua.

Feels like it's a bit son?I'm not sure whether Digimon has a gender, but I just think that if it is a human being, it might be a boy.Sometimes, playing games with it, I don't think it's like a father playing games with his son during the holidays, but it feels like playing games with my brother when I was a child.

It's still a good friend, and it makes me feel that way.

At first, I couldn't say for sure that it was my family. After all, we are not related by blood, and it is also a digital creature.However, both me and Qianhua were affected a lot by it.

It let Qianhua and I know what a real family is.

We are family because we are always together.Whether it's blood relationship or actual relationship, it doesn't really matter.I should have known this a long time ago.

I don't care about those parents, I hope that Brother Jin and them are family members, because the ones who have been with me since childhood are Brother Jin and them.

Thank you for letting me understand this truth, black big-eared beast.

...Is it really strange to give lucky money to Digimon?Forget it, Qianhua didn't care about such a small matter.

But if she doesn't even care that I bought a few cakes for the black big-eared beast... Will Digimon really gain weight?Shouldn't it?

***

"You Hai, long time no see."

"Well, Maria, thank you for your willingness to meet."

"Qianhua...is she not at home?"

"She went on a trip with her friends for about a week."

Seeing Maria's shocked expression made me feel a little happy.That's right, after I received her contact and wanted to make an appointment to meet, I deliberately postponed the time until Qian Huahui would go out, and then I asked her to meet.

It's been so many years since she left, so it's not too much for me to punish her a little bit, right?

Speaking of which, I clearly heard that Qianhua's friend wanted to travel to Japan, why did she go to the United States from Japan in such a hurry?Um?I remember that Maria's nephew seemed to know that friend?

Hehe, I probably know why that nephew rushed to Japan, and he looked disappointed just now.

"Maria, why did you come back?" I saw her nervously trying to explain, so I comforted her and said, "I don't want to blame you, I know a general idea of ​​what happened back then... Your reason is that you made your daughter suffer, even though the culprit is me."

"Qianhua told me that I should come back and talk to you, for the sake of this family. Therefore, I want to talk to you from beginning to end."

After I opened the topic, it was easier for Maria to say those words. She kept her head down, and sometimes her mouth trembled, but she still tried her best to explain it word by word.

Even though I knew about what happened a long time ago, there are still many details that I don't know. Only then did I know how deeply she was hurt.I used to keep her promise firmly in mind and always thought that she would give me a happy family, but I was wrong.

A happy family cannot be achieved only by her efforts.

She seemed to be atoning, constantly saying how wrong she was, and it seemed that for so many years, she had been thinking about her sins all the time.Because of Qianhua's support and the black big-eared beast, I gradually saw the happy home I dreamed of at the beginning.

And she has been in a foreign country so far, looking at her younger brother's family, although she can regain the love of her parents to some extent, but the sin of giving up her family and love must have tortured her for a long time.

In fact, I never blamed her, and even if I thought she was guilty, it was only because she was an unqualified mother.

And things went that way, partly because I was an unqualified husband.

But I don't sympathize with her.

It's different from my mother's time, when I didn't bother to sympathize with that kind of woman, but with Maria, it was because she didn't need my sympathy.Unlike me, she doesn't need to live in a world of taking advantage of other people's sympathy.

And I shouldn't need to live like that, it's just that I dare not let go at those times.

We talked a lot, from what happened back then to our current life, but we never asked each other if we could be together again.

Now that we are all settled down, I can finally have a family that I cherish.

We all feel that whether we can be together depends on God's will.

Later we talked about other things, and I remembered the phrase "I really don't know what she likes you" that my junior said, so I asked her when she first became interested in me.

It's really strange to say that they are all from my wife back then, but I don't understand these things at all.

Maybe she wasn't ready to be a mother back then, but I wasn't ready to be a husband either.

"It's the first time... If you feel tempted, it's when you saw you falling asleep and dreaming, and you burst into tears, right?"

See, I really don't know her very well.

I always thought she was blind for love, a little girl who couldn't see everything.

... So she is still a shaky S?

"I didn't see clearly at the time, or you have changed over the years... Are you an S?"

"I am deeply impressed by this incident, and I have remembered it for so many years, because it was the opportunity for me to change my opinion of you. I think you are the kind of arrogant and self-righteous genius in the comics, right? At that time, I thought, "This guy really I hate it so much, I’ll be bald someday.”

I thought you had a crush on me... Wait, so I was scolded like this every day, right?Is there one more thing I should be thankful for?

"It's a pity that I'm not bald... Speaking of what you said just now, I have the impression of you as the kind of little girl who is very holy and blind. I really can't accept this side of you for a while."

"Of course."

She clenched her hands tightly, and her eyes were a little more tender, full of endless regret.

"At that time, we didn't have a good conversation at all. We both thought we knew each other very well, and we both felt that the other party should understand us."

The consequence of the two of them deceiving themselves and others was borne by that innocent daughter.

"At that time, I was really disturbed. At first, Qianhua was sometimes too smart. I always compared her with other children, so there was unnecessary pressure."

"Eh? Is Chika so weird? Although she's a bit mature, she's smart...I think it's hereditary, right?"

Maria looked at me for a long time, then sighed.

"If I knew it, I wouldn't be so worried. That's right, it's your child. I have inherited this father who has a high IQ...although a low EQ... right? I was still so uneasy at that time, and I felt it was my fault."

"Calling you crazy."

"No one told you that you only cared about your daughter and disregarded your wife. At the worst time, I still felt that you only married me for the sake of your children!"

Thinking about it carefully, if Maria hadn't had a child at that time, I wouldn't be in such a hurry to marry her, would I?

Too bad, I really can't refute it.

"No way? Is that really the case?"

"No, don't think too much about it."

"Look me in the eyes and say it again!"

Afterwards, we fought with Maria for a while. If Qianhua hadn't connected us, we might not have been able to sit down and have a good talk until the end of our lives.

Thank you, Qianhua.

Thank you for coming into this world and growing up safely.

The author has something to say: don't tell me how many words are in this chapter, don't! 【cover your eyes】

It’s been a long time since I used No.1 scale, I’m really not used to it, but because it’s the confession of Youhai’s father, so I hope to explain everything in this way, everyone wants to be [The author invites Youhai’s father to speak from the bottom of my heart] OK up.

As soon as this chapter comes out, I don’t know if some people will feel that the image of the father is shattered. I said a long time ago that the father is also very problematic. At that time, the Haneda family I would say is distorted because of a person who was not ready to be Husband, one is not ready to be a wife, one is not ready to be their daughter.He said he was a scumbag. In fact, I think this kind of frank confession is also a kind of repentance. He is very clear about his sins and mistakes.My abuse point is very low, and I feel that my father's childhood was really dark enough. This expression made me cry on certain sentences, such as the sentence "You are the shelter I finally found."Mom's last one is not whitewashing, because I didn't express that she is black at the beginning. As for Youhai's parents, they are really black. Don't doubt, they are scum.

Special thanks to Ashu for clarifying the feelings of the Haneda family for me and allowing me to modify some parts! [Anyway, it’s all on the sidelines, I just want to thank you by name]

Because of the number of words and because I am really tired, some details of Youhai’s father’s heartfelt voice may not be included, but everyone actually understands it, so let’s just leave it at that!Finally, a preview. After that, there will be the confession of the black big-eared beast and a chapter set in it. The update time depends on whether I am lazy or not. Anyway, I am going to sleep!

If you don't leave a message, I will continue to be lazy.

☆、The Confessions of the Black Big-Eared Beast

The starting point of my memory is a sacred white light.

As a member of the Twelve Gods, I work under the seat of one of the four gods, Lord Qinglongmon.We all keep our duties, even the other two generals under the same seat as Master Qinglong Beast are not familiar with each other, and the rest of the generals, I just know their existence.

Our gods guard the digital world with majestic power. Because of their great power, generally speaking, they will stay in their respective strongholds in the southeast, northwest, and only show up when necessary, so as not to shake the balance of the world.

And I, Jade Rabbitmon, my only mission is to guard the entrance of the assembly tower where Qinglongmon-sama is, and not let any Digimon disturb him.The lord said that my strength is suitable for guardianship, so he gave me this job.

I actually don't know what "guarding" means. All my strength, and even my own meaning, exist for that adult.Those Digimons near the Holy Land sensed the majestic power, so naturally they would not approach, so it was extraordinarily quiet here.

I stand in front of the pagoda every day, looking up either at a thin mist or the shimmering blue sky.

After a long time, I no longer looked at the vast but empty sky, but got used to looking down at the grass. Sometimes I watched a small flower bud emerge from the grass, and I would stare at it all day long.

I don't know how long I watched it, but the buds slowly bloomed into a small flower.

It's obviously very small, and it will break if you pinch it lightly, but the flowers are still changing day by day, becoming more brilliant and more fragrant.

Then, it gradually withered and turned yellow, and finally dissipated in a breeze.

I just keep watching, keep watching.

The life of a flower is more brittle than that of our Digimon, and it doesn't even have the ability to protect itself.

It's been a long time since I figured this out.Not far from the entrance of the Compilation Tower, there are many flower buds growing in many different colors.

Once it rained, I watched the flower buds not far away being suppressed by drops of rain, and blown to this side by strong winds.I slowly raised my hands, just above the flowers.

In the end, there were still quite a few flower buds that could not bloom.

I can't leave here. My mission is to prevent any beings who try to enter the tower. I must obey the orders of that lord.

But I was very distressed, it was the first time I wanted to go far to protect those flowers.

So, I thought of a way.

"Jade Rabbit Beast, what are you doing?"

When I turned around, I saw the dog god beast staring at me in disbelief.I looked at my toes, still guarding the entrance of the tower, and hurriedly looked at my fingertips, still supporting my whole lying movement, neither my body nor my hands and feet pressed against the flowers.

"This is the holy land of Lord Qinglongmon, no one can enter."

"I am following the orders of Lord White Tigermon. I have something to send to Lord Qinglongmon."

The expression of the dog god beast became quite strange, and now I understand that it was definitely an expression of seeing a fool at that time.

"...Are you sure you want to maintain that posture and talk to me?"

At that time, I looked at the sky, it seemed that it would not rain, so I stood up slowly, and raised the hand that had just been pressed down, fearing that the flowers would be crushed, so I could only rely on the strength of my feet and push my hands to stand up up.

"This is the holy land of Lord Qinglongmon, no one can enter."

"I'm here to convey the news for Master Baihumon."

"here is……"

『Let the Inugami come in. 』

After I heard Master Azure Dragon Beast's words, I paused for a few seconds before turning to Inughen Beast and saying:

"You can go in now."

Inu Shenshou looked relieved, and looked at me again before going in, probably worried that something was wrong with my head.After it went in, I looked up, and the fog outside the tower seemed to be thicker, I couldn't see the color of the sky, and I didn't know if it would rain later.As a result, I lay on the ground again, keeping a certain distance between my body and the ground, hoping to protect the flowers from the wind and rain.

I don't know how long it took before the dog beast finally finished delivering the message. I caught a glimpse of it looking at me hesitantly, and finally left silently.Now, of course, I understand what it means—"Just as long as you are happy", it definitely thinks so.

Since those days, I have been protecting those flower buds from the wind and rain like this, watching them slowly turn from small flowers into a field of flowers.Until I don't know how long, I don't see any buds anymore.

At that time, a major event that could change the world happened in our world.

The four holy beasts, the common masters of our twelve gods, kept fighting against an existence that would devour and disrupt the balance of the world. In the end, in order to seal that existence, we lost our gods.

The twelve gods will be born for the four holy beasts. Since they are gone, we have no meaning of existence.

We decided to dissipate our own data, hoping to stay in various holy places, even if we are about to lose our previous posture and memory, we still hope that one day we can be summoned by the gods again.

I gently closed my eyes, and at the moment when my body gradually dissipated, I somehow thought of those flowers in front of the pagoda.

Really want to... watch it again.

I wonder if I can still see that flower field when I open my eyes again?

***

When I opened my eyes again and woke up, I saw a completely different world.

I gradually realized that it seemed that I inherited the memory of being a Jade Rabbit and was reborn into a world I didn't know.

Even though it is the same world where Digimon live, this world has different "laws".

There are no four holy beasts to guard the balance here. Digimon in this world have disputes due to the posture of human and beast. In order to maintain the peace of this world, our three angels take over the responsibility of guarding this world and assign different missions and rights. responsibility, but also in charge of some special forces.Our common mission is to protect the domain of gods in the digital world, and as a cherubimon, I have mastered knowledge and principles.

After turning into this posture, a lot of knowledge and power that did not belong to me poured into my body.

...What are my memories?Am I a Jade Rabbit Beast, or a Cherubi Beast?

When I first came to this world, my mind was full of such doubts.

I don't know why I exist here, why I keep memories that don't belong to this world, but the only thing I know is that the gods I'm familiar with no longer exist.

In fact, the moment the data dissipated by itself, I realized that I could no longer be summoned by the gods.I had expected that my memory would be reduced to nothing, and I would not even be able to regenerate, but I never expected such a result.

But I have plenty of time.

During that long time, I slowly learned to get used to all of this and learned to fulfill my mission.The initial holy light in my memory gradually faded, and the faces of the other generals also gradually blurred, but only the flower field was still as clear and colorful as ever.

However, sometimes I feel that time passes more slowly as a Kirubimon than as a Jade Rabbitmon.

One day, when I was inspecting the digital world, I saw a field of brightly colored flowers near the founding village. Maybe I was touched by the memory of the past, so I landed near it.This area is closer to the starting point of the rebirth of Digimon. Except for the occasional small Digimon that come here, it is generally quieter here.

I sat on the ground blankly, looking up at a little bit of white light floating in the air, I reached out curiously to grab it, but found that the white light dissipated the moment I touched it.After a while, I realized that it was actually the holy light emanating from my body.

I sometimes forget how I look.

Maybe I'm still not used to this world.

I closed my eyes, sighed softly, turned to look at the flowers on the ground, and slowly stretched out my hand to touch their petals.

"Cherubi?"

I turned my head and saw that there was no one behind me, so I slowly raised my head and looked up into the sky. The Holy Angel Beast slowly flew towards me, and the Ultimate Angel Beast behind it also landed on the ground.

Feeling so good.

They are all human-type Digimon, and in this world where the boundaries between human-type and animal-type Digimon are clearly defined, the close relationship is a matter of course.

"What happened?"

The ultimate angel beast always reminds me of the four gods in my memory, all of which are also full of majesty; the sacred angel beast also has the solemn and sacred feeling, but it is a little more gentle.

Looking at their figures, I suddenly remembered the words of Master Qinglongmon.

──Strength is a reflection of the heart, because you have a gentle heart, so your strength will be stronger to protect important things.

As Jade Rabbitmon, I didn't protect that lord well in the end.

I don't understand what "gentleness" is at all, and I don't know how to "guard".Whenever I look at Sacred Tennyomon and Ultimate Angemon, I feel more like I don't have that kind of emotion.

"Nothing happened."

The sacred female beast is in charge of love and life, so the vicinity of the founding village has always been her monitoring place.Her power is better suited to guarding this realm than mine.

They looked at each other first, then turned to me.Although I can't see their expressions, I know they are smiling at me, and the light on their bodies tells me so.

Do they think it's strange for me to stay here when I'm supposed to be patrolling?

I also feel a little weird today.

"Cherubimon, I feel that there will be a lot of Digimon born in the founding village today." The aura on the holy maiden's body is softer and more loving. It is clearly looking at me, but it seems to be looking at the founding village. Like a new life.

"Do you want to go and see?"

I stared at the founding village for a long time, finally shook my head and flew away to the other side.

"Today, I have to go west."

After coming to this world, I have never been to the Founding Village. At most, I just stay in the nearby area like this, and I will leave after a while.

Because, there is the place where our Digimon are reborn.

I was afraid that my memory of not belonging to this world would disappear without a trace the moment I landed in the founding village.

To me, it was a complete rebirth, but not the rebirth I had hoped for.

Maybe the Holy Angel Beast and the Ultimate Angel Beast sensed my thoughts. They often told me that they hope that our three angels will work together to protect this world.But I know very well that even though I am not willing to hurt, I don't know how to protect.I can't protect all Digimon from the bottom of my heart like they do.

I have nothing at all.

Under this sacred skin is an empty mind, and what drives this body is the mission given by the gods of this world.

Every time I see Holy Angelmon and Ultimate Angelmon, I feel like I have nothing.They have each other as companions, they are also human Digimon, they can understand each other and support each other.

And me?What can I do to support myself?

Compared with "guarding", I feel that I need another way to support my soul and fill the void in my heart.

That is "destruction".

***

I almost destroyed the digital world.

The Holy Angel Beast and the Ultimate Angel Beast used certain methods to finally save me who was polluted by evil spirits, but they paid a high price.

I took their lives with my own hands, and plunged the entire digital world into fear and darkness.I don't think that I have the value of being purified, and I don't feel that I am qualified to forget those sins, but before the death of the holy angel beast and the ultimate angel beast, it seems that they want me to be purified and reborn with hope and love.

But the result must have disappointed them.

After that world was saved, I inherited the memories again, and I, who was supposed to be reborn in the founding village with them, took another form and came to a new world.

This is a world with nothing.

Here, looking at my tiny body, hands and feet, I questioned my own existence for the first time.

What am I?

As far as I know, at least from the "knowledge" of the previous world, I know that the rebirth of Digimon can be said to be a cycle. The lost data will go through some necessary processes, whether it is memory or the power it once had. , the attitude that has grown up, will be eliminated or retained under a certain will...and finally return to the founding village.

But I have never encountered such a situation, my posture and strength are constantly changing, but only the memory cannot be erased.Today, I am neither a cherubimon nor a jade rabbit. I only have a weak body that I have never seen before, living alone in this world.

This has got to be the worst kind of prank ever.

Whose prank is it?God?Or this world?

With my head full of doubts, I'm alone in this world