i like you so much

Calculating carefully, Kim Su-hee has been working on the crew for two months.Originally busy work, as long as she works hard, she can do well. At least she has a good impression on her superiors.

Sometimes, for some easy work, the superior will think of assigning her.

Kim Su-hee knows that she is not very good at flattering, and usually does things in a down-to-earth manner.

In addition, he was doing chores on the field, so he didn't have the trouble of intrigue with his colleagues.But this does not mean that her working environment is pure and comfortable, and she will still be affected by it occasionally.

For example, actress a doesn't like actress b, so she holds on to the makeup artist, making it impossible for actress b to put on makeup.This kind of seemingly naive thing often happens, and it affects the small field affairs and has to run around in order to solve the problem.

To be precise, it wasn't just her small stage manager who was affected by actor a, but also the new actors who were waiting in the back line to put on makeup.In a certain incident, Bai Yuli was the newcomer actor whose innocence was dragged down.

Newcomer actor Baek Yuri is a new friend Kim So Hee met outside of work.

"The Strange Him" ​​is an idol series with only [-] episodes after it is filmed. As the filming progresses to the end, some actors in the crew who have finished their roles will be filmed ahead of schedule.

Bai Yuli is also in the lineup of actors who have been completed in advance this time.

The director of the crew is a rough guy who is Godzilla during work hours and gentle in his spare time.Kim Su-hee has long been accustomed to the switch between the two modes, and even walks silently holding the props when the director becomes Godzilla.

On this day, the director, who is quite talkative outside of working hours, proposed to hold a small wrap-up banquet for these actors.This is also the reason why all the crew members gather in the restaurant for dinner now.

Seeing the text message sent back by Song Zhongji, Jin Suxi continued to nibble on the vegetable leaves silently.

Bai Yuli was sitting next to Jin Suxi, and she knew that Jin Suxi was the painter of this drama.Seeing the words 'Master Landlord' on her mobile phone, she asked casually.

"There are so many comics out, do you still want to rent a house?"

But Jin Suxi smiled: "It's just a temporary stay, but this is also a good benefit that God gave me."

"The landlord is handsome?"

"Not only handsome, but also rich, and single!"

"That's great! Even if a handsome guy appears in front of me now, I can't act. Such an inhumane regulation like a ban should be brought to court."

Jin Suxi sang with feigned regret: "Little lady is only twenty-eight years old, just when the heart of spring is sprouting..."

"Ah, Jin Suxi!" Bai Yuli saw that the other people were having a heated conversation, and didn't notice their side, so she hurriedly reached out her hand to cover her mouth.

Jin Suxi chuckled, and the look of success was particularly unbearable.

"Hey, I don't know when I'll see you next time." Bai Youli was also a little sad by the conclusion.

Since his debut, it has been too difficult to make friends in the entertainment industry.Whether you speak or act, you must be extra careful. "Strange" is the first drama she participated in, and it was also through this drama that she made her first friend in the circle.

However, strictly speaking, Jin Suxi is not in this circle.Bai Yuli only knew that she was very relaxed in front of Jin Suxi.

"Don't be sad, you will definitely become more and more popular in the future, and the time will only become less and less. But fortunately, I am not a man. If we go out together, there will be no such thing as being secretly photographed by the media."

Hearing what she said, Bai Youli's sad mood was dissipated a lot.

"makes sense!"

Even because of the dinner, Kim So Hee came home earlier than Song Joong Ki.When the landlord returned home, he saw Kim So-hee, the tenant wearing a t-shirt and shorts, crouching on the sofa with a pad in his arms, laughing non-stop.

"Why are you smiling so..." wretched.

As a gentlemanly man, Song Joong Ki would naturally not say that word to a lady, even if the other person is not a lady.

When Jin Suxi saw him coming back, he just raised his eyes to distract him, and then continued to stare at the variety show on the screen.

Song Zhongji changed his slippers and walked behind her to take a look.The person on the screen did not speak Korean, but the pronunciation sounded similar.

"Is it a variety show from Heaven/Chao?"

"That's right, it seems to be an online variety show co-produced with South Korea, and exq is invited for this episode! It's really funny."

"do you understand?"

"There are Korean subtitles!"

Song Zhongji glanced twice, just in time for the hostess and her male chef team to see the surprised expressions of the sea sausage.

"Seeing this reminds me of my son..."

When the male chef team was at a loss, Jin Suxi already understood it in seconds, and smiled wretchedly.She glanced at Song Zhongji, saw that he maintained a serious face, and laughed even louder.

Song Joong Ki turned back to his room to wash up, and in his heart he put a new label on Kim So Hee after the 'rogue'.

That is capitalized 'dirty'!

After watching one episode, Jin Suxi was finally satisfied.While yawning, she was ready to go back to her room to pack up and go to bed early.It's just that swiping Moments before going to bed is one of the things that must be done every day.

In the past, it was to pay attention to the lives of friends, but this time when I saw the news that popped up, Kim So-hee regretted that she forgot to delete Shin Hyun-woo after breaking up.

She remembered that there was a survey on the Internet, asking if they would delete all the ways of the other party after breaking up.At that time, most people chose yes, but she chose no.

Because she is a face-saving person.

Deleting the other party, doesn't it mean that you still can't let go, do you still care about him?Jin Suxi is proud in her heart, even if she breaks up, she also hopes that her final appearance in the other party's heart will not be a embarrassed image of losing.

Therefore, even if she is sad and hurt internally, she will not cry in front of her ex like the useless heroine in Korean dramas, and look like she can't live after breaking up.

When she broke up with Shin Hyun Woo, she maintained her self-esteem perfectly.

But also because of this self-esteem, the resentment in her heart can only be suppressed and suppressed all the time.

Now that she saw the wedding photos uploaded and shared by Shin Hyun-woo, she really wanted to rush in front of the couple, offer a bunch of vicious words from the bottom of her heart, and also wanted to teach the man who changed his mind when he said he would change his mind.

But this kind of riot can only be thought about in her heart, and she can't put it into action.

She stood up in a daze, forgot to get the mobile phone and pad on the sofa, and dragged back to the room.

When Song Zhongji came out of the shower, the living room was already empty.It's just that neither the pad nor the mobile phone on the sofa has a black screen, which makes Song Zhongji see the enlarged wedding photo on the mobile phone very clearly.

When they first met, he probably knew that she had just broken up with her ex.

Now that he thinks about it a little bit, he can get a general idea.

Suddenly, this cheeky girl was hiding and crying secretly. Song Zhongji sighed, thought for a while, and walked to her room.

The door of her room was not closed. Looking in through the open door, what Song Zhongji saw was a girl in a daze facing a wardrobe of clothes.

Fortunately she didn't cry.

Compared to crying, Song Joong Ki thinks that a heartless smirk is more suitable for her.

"Sometimes, I feel like a clown, jumping up and down without knowing what I'm doing, and the person I want to draw attention to has already left."

Since the breakup, Jin Suxi has been unable to find a way to vent her heart. She thought that she was suppressed and suppressed, and one day she would really forget it and she would really get better.

But I didn't expect that the more depressed I was, the more inevitable this negative emotion would explode in the later stage.

"I bought these clothes, and I felt ugly when I put them on, and those clothes seemed to be laughing at my stupidity. I was just not reconciled, why did he just leave? He walked away cleanly and without any regrets, I was like locked in place and couldn't move."

"We started dating in the second grade of high school, and we also agreed to get married after graduating from college, but we still didn't get married in the end. He and a woman who had known each other for less than a year were actually about to get married."

"He bought her rings, wedding dresses, and even knelt down to propose to her."

"What's wrong with her?"

Jin Suxi clenched his teeth, the knuckles of his clenched hands turned white.

Song Joong Ki approached her, covering her eyes with his dry and warm hands.He stood behind her and looked at the new clothes in the closet, all of which were women's clothes in the workplace.

To be precise, they are all styles that do not suit her.

How do young girls manage to dress like a woman?

"You are no worse than anyone else, there is only one Kim So Hee in the world." Song Joong Ki said calmly: "When a man talks about breaking up, only the word breaking up is true, other reasons are just excuses, you don't need to deny yourself because of their emotional transfer. "

He felt the wetness in his palm, but he didn't let go.

Every time the little girl cried in front of him, she would hide from him for a day or two afterwards because she felt ashamed.

The resentment surged up in Jin Suxi's heart, she ruthlessly pulled Song Zhongji's hand, and looked at him with red eyes full of anger: "You men are all the same, it seems that you don't know that your actions will hurt others, and then think just go."

"Of course I know that those are all excuses. To you, those words are just a sentence. To me, they are like knives, which hurt me a lot!"

"I admit that I have something wrong, but why didn't he tell me! When he couldn't take it anymore, he left me alone. I want to save it, but I don't want him to think that I have surrendered. I hate him. I hate him. I also hate myself who wants to save face and deserve to suffer!"

As she spoke, she pushed him out of the door, and finally closed the door fiercely to keep him out.

Song Zhongji heard her sobbing from outside the door, even though he was crying, he was unwilling to let go, obviously his personality was so straightforward.

Kim Su-hee clearly knew that she was angry at the innocent Song Joong-ki.

Obviously broke up with her, and it was Shin Hyun Woo who left her where she was, but she didn't dare to vent to Shin Hyun Woo, but she threw all her grievances on Song Joong Ki, who kindly took her in and would gently guide her and help her.

It is because of this that she hates herself so much.