i like you so much

Since the broadcast of the online drama, Kim So-hee's serial comics have gained a lot of fans.Most of them know this manga through online dramas, and I hope to see the follow-up readers after chasing it.

With no script to write, and no crew to follow, Kim So-hee locked herself in the house and drew the manuscript.

Since my uncle returned to China briefly, the time they talked on the phone became shorter and shorter.The fundamental conflict was not resolved, but neither of them wanted to quarrel on the phone, so they could only avoid talking about it.

But the problem was not resolved, and when they answered the phone, the two of them were not as relaxed and happy as before. Could it be that they were cautious in their words, for fear of touching other explosive points.

From looking forward to answering the phone every day, to now seeing the phone with nervousness and heavy heart, Jin Suxi looked at the photo of the two of them in the photo frame, and felt that he and she seemed to have reached a dead end.

Later, the conversation time between the two became shorter and shorter.Until yesterday, Jin Suxi finally couldn't bear to speak first: "During this time, we...let's be quiet. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I really don't like the current state."

On the phone, his voice didn't come through for a long time, and Jin Suxi felt uneasy and confused: "I will wait for you to come back, maybe we will all think it over by then."

What is more uncomfortable than having nothing to say between lovers, Jin Suxi can't think of it, but if it continues like this, the consequences are not difficult to imagine.

So instead of keeping a phone call with nothing to say every day, it is better to spare time and give both parties enough time to think alone.

But to say that he was thinking alone, Jin Suxi just buried himself completely in his work.

When Shin Soo-yeon called to ask her out, Kim Su-hee realized that she hadn't gone out for a while.After pawing at his hair, which had long been out of style, he finally went to meet her at a dessert shop not far from the apartment.

Now that both career and love are harvested, Shin Soo-yeon's good looks all show that this person is extremely happy. In comparison, Kim So-hee's face is pale and spiritless, and she looks like a full house girl.

"Is there any happy event?" Seeing Shin Soo-yeon's happy face, Jin Suxi mobilized his emotions, trying to turn on the happy mode.

Seeing her like this, Shen Xiuyan frowned: "If you are really unhappy, don't pretend to be happy."

Jin Suxi ordered two desserts and leaned lazily on the back of the chair.I saw Shin Soo-yeon take something out of her bag and push it down in front of her.

"Wedding invitation?" Jin Suxi flipped through the bronzing wedding invitation, and saw Shin Soo-yeon's name written in the bride column: "You and your boyfriend finally decided to get married?"

Shen Xiuyan nodded, picked up the cup and took a sip of the juice: "The parents of both parties are pressing hard, and we both think that we will not find others in the future. It's the end of the early and late ones, so let's just end it and save money." It's being urged, it sounds annoying."

"Come and be my bridesmaid when the time comes!" Shin Soo-yeon smiled and offered the invitation: "You don't need any gift money, just be my bridesmaid, and I will prepare a unique bridesmaid dress for you, absolutely beautiful! "

Looking at this good friend who he made only after graduating from university, Jin Suxi smiled from the bottom of his heart: "Of course!"

She is actually very envious of Shin Soo-yeon, she has career and love, and the balance between the two is very good.It's not like myself at all, everything is in a mess now.

"Why are you acting like you're devastated again? Your web dramas can be considered one of the most popular these days. They're pretty good!"

Career is good, but love is not.

Jin Suxi put the invitation in the bag, then picked up another small box and looked at it: "What is this?"

"Open it and have a look? Make sure you like it."

Jin Suxi slowly unwrapped the wrapping paper, and saw inside was a tube of velvet lipstick that has become popular recently.She remembered this brand, and there is no counter in China.

"I went abroad some time ago, so I bought this for you as a gift. Look at you today, you look sluggish, and you look better with this color."

Shin Soo-yeon handed her her small mirror: "Smear some on it first, and then tell me why you are like this."

Jin Suxi looked at her slightly dim self in the mirror, unscrewed the lipstick and applied a layer, and found that she looked much better this way.

Perhaps it was because of the lipstick, but she felt lighter, and she confided to Shen Xiuyan little by little what happened during the recent period.

Originally, Shin Soo-yeon casually ate small cakes with a fork, but after hearing what she said, she slowly started to look at it squarely.Jin Suxi didn't want to get any help from his friends, but just wanted to say it.

Telling another person is also a way to organize your thoughts.

"If I choose to go, it will indeed help my career, but I can feel that it is not good for my relationship. I have already been like this during the few months he has been busy abroad. If it continues for half a year, I think I may really Can't hold on."

Shin Soo-yeon looked at her now, knowing that Kim Su-hee was a little too emotional at the moment, and asked, "So, what do you think is the point of your conflict? It's just because he doesn't agree with you giving up?"

Jin Suxi stared at the pattern on the cup, and couldn't help asking herself why there was such a conflict with him.

Long-term waiting, loneliness during illness, confusion caused by long-distance, and his professional nature, etc. are all kinds of elements that make up this star. When encountering a little spark, it will inevitably explode.

Jin Suxi said slowly: "I have always enjoyed the tolerance and guidance brought about by this age difference, and now I am beginning to discover the problems caused by it."

"I know he is doing it for my own good. If I didn't have to wait for this period of time, I would definitely choose to go. But it was because of the experience that I decided to give up, because I felt that I couldn't stand it."

"Could it be that I'm the only one suffering during this time, can he still work and live well? It doesn't even matter if this state lasts longer? He is always so calm and rational, but this is not the dominant factor in love!"

"I even started to wonder if he really likes me that much."

Shin Soo-yeon looked at Kim Su-hee and said with a smile: "So don't you say that men and women are not on the same planet? Did you tell him this?"

Jin Suxi is silent, what should she tell him?Tell him she thinks he's too sensible and doesn't seem to like her that much?

"Whether in terms of career or views on love, there always seems to be a big gap between me and him." Kim Su-hee knew that even if this problem didn't arise now, it would definitely pop up someday in the future.

During the passionate love period, she had enough enthusiasm to follow him, chase him, and wait for him, but now, why did she start to feel tired?

Shin Soo-yeon patted the back of her hand: "Calm down, Su-hee. When you start to feel tired and start to find some problems between you, it means that you are beginning to mature."

Jin Suxi took a sip of the sweet fruit juice, perhaps because desserts really have the ability to make people happy, she let out a long breath.

"Actually, my mind is also very confused now."

"Then let me ask you, do you still want to be with your uncle?"

Jin Suxi thought of him, and thought of the barren content of calls these days.She was just a little tired, and she didn't know how to restore the atmosphere of the two people's previous communication. It didn't mean that she wanted to separate from him.

"I do not want."

"Actually, I can also think of your uncle's thoughts. Because of the age difference, he has to take into account the status of parents and boyfriend. When you make some immature decisions, he must think more than you. His starting point is to make Better decision for you."

"Didn't you always want to be a person worthy of him in the eyes of the public? Just for this purpose, you have to pay a lot. Now this is just a small problem. If you can't even pass this, what is the future for you?" ?”

Shin Soo-yeon thought of Kim So-hee in the past. In comparison, after being with Song Joong-ki, she really worked hard to follow him.

But the speed of her growth required by the development of things is much higher than her current speed.

A girl who has always been in the dream world created by herself, she is coquettish and loves to play small temper, but now she has to experience all kinds of ups and downs in love life for the other party.Maybe she can endure it for a while, but she needs to vent after all.

"Come on, Suxi, I think your uncle really hopes to have a very good result with you."

Jin Suxi thought of what he said before he left, and through Shin Soo-yeon's reminder, she seemed to be able to understand him a little bit.In fact, Song Zhongji and her have emphasized the importance of communication many times, but she never seems to face it squarely, and likes to hide her thoughts in her heart.

He said he didn't want the other party to worry about distress, but he could only endure the internal injury himself.

She felt wronged but didn't tell him, so how could she blame him for not knowing anything.

"If you really want to know if he likes you that much, you can just ask him directly!" Anyway, in Shen Xiuyan's opinion, this national male god clearly loves her girlfriend terribly.

As for a man, don't you hide all your suffering and tiredness in your heart, and if he doesn't say anything, it doesn't mean he doesn't love you.After all, Jin Suxi is immature in love, so he doesn't understand his deeper meaning.

Jin Suxi remembered that some time ago when he proposed to refuse the call, the two of them had their own quiet thoughts, and suddenly felt that he had done something wrong.

"In short, such a good person must be held in good hands. I hope that one day I can show off that my best friend's husband is a national male god!"

Shin Soo-yeon picked up the cup and winked at her.

Jin Suxi told a story, and felt a lot more comfortable.But now the problem came again. With such a long distance, the relationship between him and her was in this state again, and it seemed that there was no way to solve it.

Shen Xiuyan couldn't see her unhappy look, she frowned and said: "If you don't know what to do, just don't think about it. You can accompany me to choose a dress for skin care these days, and when you think about him too much, call him. Let’s talk about reconciliation within minutes.”

Kim So Hee's love for you is hard to express, but Shin Soo Yeon can't understand it.Anyway, Song Joong Ki is a mature man, there is nothing to worry about after a few days.