Harriet Smith

Gentle, polite, and knowledgeable, Emma also seems to have a good impression of him.

But Harriet would not say a word about their intercourse, fearing she might mislead Emma.

Just let them develop naturally.

"Yes. Poor Mr. Woodhouse must be very lonely if she were married too," said her mother, after a pause. "Harriet..."

"Chloe, can you bring me some refreshments?" She dismissed the maid.

"You can say whatever you want." She looked at her mother, "I think you are a little weird today... What happened? Don't worry, I can bear it."

"Oh, dear, it's not a bad thing. Uh... I think it's not a bad thing." Her mother was a little bewildered, but her face couldn't hide the joy, "Jack—I mean Mr. Higgins, oh , should be called Sir Jack now... he's back... my God..."

"Who is he?" Harriet was a little impatient, and her mother couldn't get to the point for a long time.

"Your father."

The man who was thought to have died of a serious illness 19 years ago did not die, he survived strong.After more than ten years of management and hardships, he has become a wealthy man, not only owning a huge industry, but also his own fleet.He donated a large sum of military expenses to the navy, and was recently received by the regent and knighted.

Back in London, where he had been away for more than ten years, the first thing he had to do after he was appointed was to find his first love.

"What an infatuated man... He must have searched hard to find you." Harriet burst into tears.She has already made up [-] words of the arduous journey of finding love by herself.

"He's really infatuated...Oh my god, I didn't expect him to find me..." Her mother had tears of joy in her eyes, "But it wasn't very hard to find him. He came to visit my mother's house, and my brother told me straight away. him."

"...Oh, yes, he is a rich man now, and he can be regarded as a nobleman." Harriet took her mother's hand.She has read history, and knows that several generations of British kings did seal such merchants during that time. To be honest, their source of wealth may not be very good, but since the law approves and encourages them, it must be legal and legitimate.She was not a girl with three views, grandeur and uprightness, so she didn't worry about this kind of problem.

"I'm so glad for you. Is he married?" That was the most important question.

"No, Harriet . . . he never married. Her mother wept," he asked me if I still loved him, and I answered, and he immediately proposed to me. "

"Oh oh oh my god...this is really great news." Harriet stood up and embraced her mother enthusiastically, "Bless you all!"

A pair of lovers who have been separated for many years and have been teased by fate are finally able to be together. How can she not be excited?

Her mother experienced a painful marriage and a lonely widowed life. When she was 40 years old, she finally waited for the long-lost happiness...

"Thank you..." The mother kissed her, "He originally wanted to come and see you together, but I was afraid that your stimulation would affect the child, so I wanted to tell you first. We plan to settle down near Dunwell, and we can accompany you . . . Oh, Harriet! What's the matter with you?" She hastily helped Harriet sit down.

"I... seem to be giving birth soon..."

wow wow wow...

The cry of the child came, but she felt it was far away.

She felt that her body was light and floating, passing through a tunnel of light and shadow, and then entering the boundless darkness.

where is this?

She raised her hand.

The darkness that can't see five fingers.

Is she... dead?

At this time, suddenly there was a circle of light not far in front of him.

A woman floated out of the circle of light—or fell, she wasn't sure.

She walked into the woman and was amazed to see her face.

——That was her in the past.

Her in the 21st century.

The other party was obviously very surprised to see her.

"Are you Harriet?" New Harriet spoke first.

"Ah, yes, it used to be..." The other party panicked a little incoherently.

"I'm the old you...uh, I mean, the old owner of your body." New Harriet said.

"Well, I guess so... We swapped bodies, it seems that's the case." The other party said, with a wry smile, "Talking to my past self...It feels so strange."

"Yeah." She also laughed, "Maybe some supernatural reasons lead to... parallel worlds or something..."

"I've checked the books, and it's recorded that when some people are dying, it is indeed possible for their souls to travel alone..." Harriet said in the past, "I had a car accident."

"I just had my baby... Could it be that something happened to my body postpartum?"

"Maybe that's why we met. There is a ten-dimensional world... Traveling in two-dimensional is very common, and three-dimensional should not be impossible."

New Harry smiled, "It seems that you learned a lot after arriving in the New World."

I thought Old Harriet was a simple-minded fool, but it didn't seem to be the case.This kid is very receptive.

"Thanks to someone helping me." She bowed her head and said sheepishly, "Your neighbor is a gentle and warm gentleman."

"My neighbor?" She opened her eyes wide. "You mean that nerdy nerd? Don't you think he's sloppy and has a bad temper? "

"No." The other party waved his hand and smiled shyly, "I cleaned that gentleman, and now he is kept clean and tidy by me...he is not a technical geek, he is an electronics scientist...young professor .”

"Oh, I see." New Harriet noticed that the halo of light behind her disappeared and reappeared, and a man's anxious face was reflected in it, "I didn't expect this guy to look handsome after you dress him up...but he It seems to be crying..."

"Ah, is it?" Old Harriet looked round, and then behind her. "Mr. Knightley seems to be crying too."

She turned her head and saw him holding her hand, her head buried in the quilt, and her shoulders shrugged slightly.

"It seems that we have to say goodbye." She smiled wryly at her past self, "Otherwise, I'm afraid our men will all collapse."

"Well. I hope none of us will ever have a near-death chance...which means we won't see each other again."

They approach each other and embrace their past selves.

"By the way." New Harriet remembered something, "You don't seem surprised at all to know that I married Knightley."

"Oh, I've read it from the book—the "Emma" you put on the table." The other party smiled.

“Oh my god…has the content of the book changed?”

"When I first went to—I mean when I first became you, the book only had a few pages, and the back was blank. The names of people I knew appeared on it, and I read it curiously." Old Harriet said , "It's amazing to find that it increases a little every day! Oh, Harriet, although there are not many plots about you, I have to say, I really like you in the book! It's completely different from me... Look I am beyond delighted that you are married to Mr. Knightley!"

"What happened later?" So after she traveled to the past, would the content of the book also change?She could not help thinking of what Mr. Knightley had said about changing fortunes.

"Through Mrs. Knightley, Emma got to know the Baron, and she has a good relationship with him...that's all the book ends here."

"Oh." Because the protagonist of the book is always Emma.

"And I found out that only my book—I mean your book will change, and the other books will still have the same old content. I don't know if all the books will be changed after the ending."

"Ha, then I don't know, maybe that professor can explain..." That guy didn't regard Harriet who traveled through the past in the nineteenth century as a mental illness, and he was also a person with a clear mind.

Old Harriet smiled shyly, "We should all go."

"Well... I wish you happiness."

"……You too."

"farewell."

"Farewell."

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It's finally over.

She closed the last page contentedly.The book was carefully placed on the table, and the gilded letters on the cover shone psychedelicly under the lamp.

So happy... Emma.

So happy... Harriet.

It feels so good to read this book before bed.

"Reading again? You really like this book." The man put his arms around her shoulders from behind and kissed her hair. "It's time to go to bed, wife."

"Hmm..." She smiled and stood up.

"Oh, that's right!" She suddenly remembered something and stopped.

She hurriedly went to flip through the book again.

There is a passage in the book: Before Emma got married, she buried some childhood things in a corner of Hatfield Garden.Her good friend Mrs. Knightley buried some childhood memories with her.

But she knew—that Harriet now had no childhood there at all!

What did Harriet bury?Could it be something left for her? !

Because Harriet knows that only when she is buried with the protagonist Emma can she be included in the book!

"Okay, my dear wife, let's see it tomorrow." The man followed up again, wrapping his arms around her waist.

"Ah—husband! I'm going to London!" There may indeed be such a manor near London!She danced excitedly in his arms, like a caught mermaid.

"Okay. I will accompany you wherever you go.... But you are not allowed to drive any more." The man smiled and kissed her.

The author has something to say: Harriet's mother's maiden name is Rose. . . .

☆、Letter from Mr. Knightley

dear annie,

I'm fine here.

As usual, went to Hatfield.Mrs Godard brought a girl today to present to Emma.She was a beautiful little girl, but she was only pretty.She's always giggling, and I don't think she's doing Emma any good.Miss Taylor—Mrs. Weston's position is irreplaceable.

……

dear annie,

Everything is fine.

Martin told me that he liked Miss Smith, Emma's new friend.The lady was a classmate of his sister's and had been a guest at his house during spring break.He was going to propose to her and ask my opinion.

Emma seemed to want to bring her and Elton together, how could that be?The object of Elton's courtship is evidently Emma.

Because of Martin, I paid more attention to the lady.She seemed quite quiet, always reading quietly, and seemed a little wary of everyone except Emma.She seems to like some novel things?Her eyes lit up at the sight of Turkish calico.

dear annie,

I had a little dispute with Mrs. Weston about that Miss Smith.Mrs. Weston thought it would be a good thing for both young girls to have Emma take her place when she married.But I don't think so, she is a lowly born girl, she admires Emma, ​​Emma is easy to become proud and complacent, and she can't learn anything from Emma, ​​but is easy to become vain.But Mrs. Weston asked me back: Do you think she will be led away by Emma?

She felt just the opposite.That girl was guiding Emma quietly.Most obviously, Emma began to look at the list of books she hadn't read in years-because she had to answer Miss Smith's questions; Lose face in front of the girl.

I can't deny it, but I still think that they do more harm than good together.

dear annie,

Dismayed, Martin told me that his marriage proposal had been rejected.I was surprised, if it was a girl with a little bit of brains, it shouldn't be rejected.She has nothing but beauty, and Martin can give her a stable life and a proper identity, what else can she ask for?

I went to Emma, ​​who already knew of the matter, and approved of Miss Smith's decision.I suspected for a moment that she had encouraged the girl to reject Martin, and I almost quarreled with her.But she told me that it was Miss Smith's own decision, and asked her to pass on: a person who is already unfortunate wants to find a lover to marry and give himself a little happiness.and so on.

——It really sounds like something a young girl with no experience in the world would say.

But since she said so, I have nothing more to say.

Emma's portrait of her was framed, and it was all right.

dear annie,

Visited Cole today, Elton was there too.He mentioned the young lady, and said that Emma and her came out from Elliott's house, she was filthy, like the bottom girls, they don't pay attention to their appearance, they are very different from Miss Woodhouse...etc.I don't think she has anything to blame for Elton, though I have a mediocre impression of her.

When I went back, I made a special detour to Elliott's house. Mrs. Elliott thanked me for the things I gave them before, and then talked about the two young ladies.Surprisingly, her statement was completely different from Elton's. She said that the lady was holding her baby like the Virgin Mary.I admit that the young lady had a beautiful, peaceful face and hair that seemed to sparkle, but it would be an exaggeration to say that she was like the Virgin Mary.

dear annie,

I met the lady today.I thought she had changed her mind and was going to see Martin, but she told me she was going to London.Maybe it was because of her hesitation, I was suddenly curious and wanted to follow her to have a look.

I took her back to dinner and she was very reserved the whole time.This girl doesn't seem to have much ambition, why reject Martin?Is it true that she is looking for love as she said?

When I got to the place she was going to visit in London, I left and went for a walk.When I came back about a quarter of an hour later, she had already come out, crying alone.I had to hand her the handkerchief.She didn't speak along the way. After she wiped away her tears, her expression became very calm, as if she was thinking about something.How can a girl change her mood so quickly?

Why is she crying? ——What makes a young girl cry is nothing more than family friendship or love. Her friendship with Emma is very good. She has no lover and is still waiting for love, so the rest is family love.Is that family her relatives?

Back in Hatfield, she chatted with John.Afterwards, John had a good impression of her, saying that she was a smart woman.He also invited her to visit their home when he was in London.She got acquainted with him so quickly and had a good conversation, so I have to suspect that she said to me that "I don't know how to get along with men" is an excuse.

Just helped her, but she treated her coldly...whatever, I didn't go to London with her just to get her gratitude and enthusiasm.She was just a friend of my brother's wife's sister.

Maybe I shouldn't be so curious about her.

dear annie,

It has been snowing heavily these days.very cold.

Went to Rundles today for Christmas with the Woodhouses, my brother's, Elton, and that Miss Smith.Before leaving, Miss Smith stayed at Weston's house on the pretext of feeling unwell.So we went back first, Emma and Elton in one car, and the others in one.Emma came back alone, and seemed to be in a bad mood.I can probably guess why.

She told me to go and see Miss Smith, and I did.At Randalls, Miss Smith was well.I looked at Mrs. Weston, she smiled meaningfully, it seems that we think the same, she is pretending to be uncomfortable.And the reason why she pretended to be sick is probably the same as we thought.

Soon my idea was verified. In the carriage she kept asking me about Emma and Elton—she also saw that Elton was after Emma.I told her I guessed Emma rejected Elton, and she laughed.It seems that she is relieved, Emma will not pester her about Elton anymore.This girl is sharper than I thought.I was afraid that she would listen to Emma and have unrealistic fantasies about Elton.

Before arriving, the carriage shook violently, and she fell towards me, so I had to give her a hug.She seemed frightened and got out of the car and ran away like a rabbit.

Am I that scary?

dear annie,

Today I saw Miss Bates' niece, Miss Jane Fairfax.She is very beautiful, elegant, has extraordinary manners, plays the piano very well...all of this reminds me of you.A woman like an angel.

I couldn't help comparing her with that Miss S.Ms. Fei's talent and temperament are obviously better than Miss S's. Apart from that, I can see that she is a woman of good moral character.But that Miss S, I can't see through.She may be kind, but I always feel that she is covering up evil, which makes me involuntarily heighten my vigilance.She is like a seemingly docile cat, who may show her sharp claws at any time... If you are angels, then she is probably a witch.

dear annie,

Elton is getting married, and his fiancée is said to be wealthy.

Mr. Weston's son, Frank Churchill, is back.Others have a good impression of him, but I think he is a little slippery.

I went to London.I found a shawl with the same pattern as her favorite by accident, and bought it without thinking.After buying it, I don't know what to do with it.

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dear annie,

That Miss S was very close to Churchill.In other words, Churchill was pursuing her, and she seemed to be fascinated by him.I don't think Churchill was a good match, especially for a girl of her stature, helpless and propertyless.That kind of playboy is probably just playing with her.

Isn't she a smart girl?Why are you so naive?

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dear annie,

Emma and Churchill are having a dance.I don't like this kind of flashy ball, but I have no right to stop it, let them be happy.

I often see that lady, but I don't talk much.She asked Mrs. Weston for advice on education, and it seemed that she really made up her mind to be a governess.Is it better to be a governess than to be a rich farmer's wife?I don't know what she thinks. ——In fact, I don't know what she thinks about many things, she confuses me.Maybe because thinking about her will consume my brain quickly, I feel confused whenever I think about her, so thinking about her before going to bed can help me sleep.

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dear annie,

Churchill left, no ball, thank God.I haven't danced since you left.I don't know if you think I'm prematurely aging like an old man?

Elton is married.His wife doesn't look very good to me, and I don't see anything better about her than that lady, except for ten thousand pounds.I have to agree with Emma's conclusion that it was a mistake for Elton to give her up and marry someone else.

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dear annie,

Rumors had recently been circulating in Highbury that the lady had been in love with Elton.Good heavens, Emma, ​​she has no idea what trouble she has caused that young lady, and made her the laughing-stock of all Highbury!If it was a lady of status, Elton would not dare to do so, but she was just an orphan, so she could only swallow her anger.

I felt I ought to be kind to her--no personal affection, as I believe every well-bred gentleman would.But her attitude was very indifferent, as if she didn't need kindness, sympathy and so on.She gave me the feeling that she didn't take the rumours seriously at all.Is she open-minded, or indifferent?I think it's the latter.No matter how gentle she appears, her heart is cold.She keeps her distance from others.

...I don't want to talk to you about her any more.

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dear annie,

Emma asked me today if I would marry Miss Fei?of course not.Although she looks a lot like you... I won't propose to her.reason?Probably because I can't imagine what our life would be like if she were my wife.I admire her, but I don't feel close to her, nor do I want to be close to her.

But the witch (line crossed out)

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dear annie,

Churchill is back, and the ball is going to be held again.

Mrs. Weston whispered startling news to me: she suspected her stepson of being secretly betrothed to Miss S.A servant overheard the two of them quarreling, Miss S had a problem with Churchill's invitation to Emma to dance, Churchill was justifying himself, and they talked about the engagement.

I knew they seemed to be in love, but I didn't expect to be engaged.Mrs. Weston seemed to think I liked Miss S., and said strange things to me.Of course I said that I am not in love with Miss S, and I will not express any opinion on the engagement between her stepson and Miss S, it is their family business.Mrs. Weston later said that compared to Emma, ​​she thought Churchill and Miss S were more suitable. She had a mature personality and could control him—Churchill seemed to listen to her very much, and he not only admired her, but also admired her .

As a smart woman, she certainly knows how to make the man she likes to give up on her.I thought she would be played with, but it seems that I was too worried.

It's just that I'm probably going to lose sleep tonight.I can't sleep with someone else's fiancée's name on my pillow—even though no one else knows, I can't either.

I don't want to talk about her anymore.

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dear annie,

At Emma's ball tonight, I danced with Miss S.I saw Elton deliberately not dancing with her, but I didn't expect her to come straight up and invite me!She kept smiling at me during the dance, a big smile. —She had never smiled at me like that before.She is a charming woman.On the way back, I kept thinking about her, feeling both sweet and bitter.

My God, Anne, I've never felt so humble in my life, almost unbearably happy because a girl smiled at me.What's even more sad is that she may be someone else's fiancée.

If only I had pursued her earlier.If she doesn't like me dancing with other people, I won't dance, and I will never quarrel with her about it. ——Unless, I want to see her jealous for me.

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dear annie,

Miss S was attacked by gypsies today and was injured, but luckily she was fine.When I went to see her, she and Churchill were flirting.

Emma told me that she specifically said not to reproach the young lady whom she had walked with and had escaped by herself.She is so kind to everyone, but she is so cold to me alone.

Annie, I don't know what to do.I can't think about her anymore.

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dear annie,

I found that Churchill, that playboy, seemed to have something to do with Miss Fei.They seem to be secretly in love with each other.What about Miss S?I asked Emma on the sidelines, but she was happy with the relationship between Churchill and Miss S, completely unaware that Churchill might have two boats at once.

what can i doDo you want to remind the lady?

☆、Letter from Mr. Knightley

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dear annie,

Today is sunny and sunny.

Everybody came to Dunwell.She is here too.

Mrs. Elton praised the estate, and then spoke of the invitations.She thought I was only safe from Mrs. Weston's invitations, and I told her that only Mrs. Knightley could invite guests to Dunwell if she wished, and that I would rather do these things myself before she appeared.

Mrs. Knightley... my dear Anne, after you I do not know of anyone else who could have done so.That lady should be fine, she is so calm and intelligent.However, she was going to be Mrs. Churchill.

The lady had been with Mr. Woodhouse and Mrs. Weston.After Churchill came, he stayed with her for a while, then left her and went to play happily.Is this the man she loves?She once proudly said that she would marry someone she loved, and then find him?

Maybe love is always blind.But I really don't want to see her heartbroken.

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dear annie,

Today—or maybe it was yesterday, I don't know.Late last night, I saw her sitting alone, so I went up to chat with her.She hugged the pillow and said some incoherent words, probably drunk.She took off her shoes and huddled her bare feet on the window seat. I saw her toes were exquisite and a little transparent, like jade.I feel like there are demons dancing on it.

I urged her to go to bed, but she kept muttering to herself.It was obvious that she was in a bad mood.

I took her to the attic on the roof.God, I don't know what's wrong with me!I shouldn't have done this!Taking a lady into a garret late at night - I'm crazy!

But I barely realized what I was doing, I lost my mind!There is only one thought in my heart, hoping to comfort her and make her feel better.We talked about you in the attic, dear Anne.Since you left, this is the first time I have talked about you frankly with others.

She asked some more puzzling questions and lunged at me.I'm confused.You obviously have a fiancé, why are you teasing me? !I could only cover my gaffe and loss with anger and said some harsh words to her.

I brought her here, I should have foreseen what would happen, so who am I to blame her? !It was me who was wrong!

If she's single, I'd be more than happy to marry her to preserve her name!But she's engaged!

God...I should never have brought her here!What the hell did I do!

I seem to hear that the life I have been carefully maintaining is falling apart and falling apart.

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dear annie,

Visiting Box Mountain today, they seem to be reconciled, and the two are intimate together.The minds of young girls are always unpredictable.Maybe last night was just a blip for her.It's best for everyone to keep silent about things like this.

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dear annie,

I've never done anything so reckless - it embarrasses me, it's a stain on my life, and I hope it gets over as soon as possible.I must be away from Highbury for a while.

Met her in Hatfield.In order to avoid embarrassment, I took the initiative to bring up the matter of that night, avoiding the important ones.She was also visibly relieved.She apologized for the stupid thing she did - she didn't know that although I don't like stupid girls, I definitely don't hate a smart girl being stupid because of me.On the contrary, I have a little pleasure out of male vanity.

Then again, I remember that when she talked about me before, she used words such as respect and respect. In her eyes, I was a noble gentleman and an elder worthy of her respect—I was nearly 20 years older than her. It's normal for her to think so.Maybe she threw herself into my arms that night, but the little girl acted like a baby, and I was wrong.She respects and loves me as an elder and a gentleman, but I have evil thoughts towards her, and I feel ashamed of myself.

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dear annie,

I don't know who to talk to about it, and even to John I find it hard to tell.

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dear annie,

She kissed me tonight!God, I don't know where to start.

I met Cole on the way back to Highbury today, and he couldn't wait to tell me that Churchill and Miss Fei had long been engaged.They were engaged before they came to Highbury!Poor Miss S!I must get to her as soon as possible.

She wasn't at Hatfield, so I took the liberty of going to the boarding school to find her.I consoled her—well, I don't think I've spoken well, and I'm in a mess.She made me squat down, close my eyes, and then, she kissed me.

But she ran away shyly after a kiss, so I didn't have time to react!

I must propose to her tomorrow!

God!I'm going to lose sleep tonight.

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dear annie,

I went out today full of joy, but came back very depressed.It wasn't that she rejected my marriage proposal - she was gone.She just kissed me last night, threw me into the clouds of happiness, and left me today, and let me fall into the abyss.What is she thinking? !

I found out about her and Churchill from Mrs. Weston, who were never engaged or in a relationship to begin with (thank goodness!).I made a mistake last night impulsively, and she doesn't need my comfort.So, she didn't understand my love for her because she was comforted by me, why did she still kiss me?does she love me

She was going to be a governess, as she had always expected.She is going to find her happiness.what am iWas that kiss another girl's prank?How could she treat me like this! ! !

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dear annie,

She has been away for almost a month.Highbury was the same without her, and Emma was a little lost, but that was all right—she had other friends.It seems that I am the only one here, deeply suffering because of her departure.

I feel like my life has collapsed - I am no longer the qualified gentleman I think I am, she has turned me into a humble, reckless, impetuous, simple ordinary man - maybe I am this kind of person, It's just that I didn't realize it.I tried to work and socialize as usual, but my heart was in ruins.I can only clean up my ruins by myself in the dead of night.

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dear annie,

I almost strangled Emma today.She told me that before she left, Harriet had told her she loved me.My God, Emma has kept such an important matter from me for so long!She showed me the letter Harriet had written to her, and she guessed that Harriet thought Emma and I were a couple—she had said so several times, and she couldn't love me, so she left to be her best friend. And me.

She was totally mistaken, Emma and I are like brother and sister, how can we get married!I must go to her immediately! !

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dear annie,

I went to London and visited the house where she had been.Mrs. Brolow and I had some talk--that cunning lady who tricked her aunt too!Mrs. Brolow thought she might have gone to her mother's and gave me the address.Thank you, dear lady!I am forever grateful to you!

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dear annie,

I went to her mother, but she, like her sisters, was surprised and surprised by my presence.The lady never contacted her mother at all.Where did she go?

My God, please give me some hints!

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dear annie,

I finally came clean to John and needed his help finding her.He said that he had already seen my feelings for that young lady. Could it be that I am the only one who realizes it later?

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dear annie,

John said someone had heard of the lady, so I went over right away.But after looking around for a long time, I didn't see her.I met one or two girls who looked a bit like her, but unfortunately it wasn't her.

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dear annie,

I finally got her address.But her landlady told me she just left yesterday--my God!Why are you teasing me like this? !

The lady did not know her exact address, only that she had gone to Yorkshire.

There are so many people, where should I find her?

……

……

……

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Dear Miss S,

You have been away from Highbury for almost half a year.How are you doing?Have you found your happiness? ——You are such a smart and strong woman, you must be happy.

I had a very painful few months, at one point I thought I was going to die thinking about you.But I still survived, rebuilding my barren life bit by bit.It's tough, but it has an added bonus - I feel like I'm starting to understand you.Have you also experienced a lot of pain?

You are so alone and vulnerable, and you have to protect yourself carefully, because no one else will protect you.You are neither open-minded nor indifferent, you are just there quietly, living your own life and watching our lives.You and the crowd have an invisible wall through which only those you allow can pass.I think you love me, right?So let me break into your life, be silly to me, act like a baby to me.

I love you.dear harriet.I want to love you well and make you a happy woman, no more pain, no need to protect yourself so lonely, I will protect you.

Come back soon.

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Dear Miss S,

how are you recently?I pray for you every day.

I don't know if I should continue looking for you.Maybe you're engaged or married and I shouldn't be in your presence anymore.But I can't help but want to see you, want to hear you say