[Comprehensive] Xifang Qi Tan

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The night is getting darker.

Sensing the slight strength of her tugging on his sleeve, Jinsuke stopped in his tracks, and stared back at her deeply.

Indeed, even though she looks like this, she is still her, no matter her face or figure is the same, even some small movements and hobbies...you can see her former shadow.But the most important thing is that she has forgotten him... Then how should he deal with himself?

"...I don't know how to tell you." He replied directly, looking at the girl's probing eyes, he subconsciously wanted to reach out to hold her, but he withdrew his hand because he was afraid of scaring her.He half turned around, looked at the crescent moon again and repeated in a hoarse voice: "...I don't know what to do, Nagi."

When he said this, he obviously called her name, but she felt...

He wasn't talking to her.

He was talking to that Nagi who was far away... from the past.

When he looked at her, every look was just looking for Nagi Kanbara from the past.

instead of her.

Her heart ached, she bit her lip again and lowered her head.

Obviously he is standing in front of him, but what he misses is his past self...

This feeling of never being able to win against her past self disgusted her.

Hey.

Yes, she was really jealous.

"Then let me ask you the other way around." Seeing that she had stopped talking suddenly, Jin Zhu asked him again in a low voice: "Why, when you face people other than me... can you laugh?"

The smile that belonged only to him in the past is given to others at this moment.

It was the first time Nagi Kanbara heard him speak to her in such a deep tone, and she replied frankly: "I... don't know how to face you, I feel that between you and me... the previous relationship is better than others. Better, but I forgot about you."

"I feel your sadness." Her eyes were moist, and finally she couldn't help crying: "I don't know what to do, my heart hurts."

She was expressing, and seeing her crystal clear tears, Jinsuke didn't expect that she would cry in front of him—thinking that maybe his behavior made her uneasy, so he pulled her awkwardly and wiped away her tears.

Both his and her hearts were suffering pain like being cut by a knife.

He couldn't bear to see her cry, but she couldn't bear to see him like that.

Obviously they are the people who care about each other the most, but they have built a high wall between each other.

And Nagi felt the gentle movement of that person when she wiped her tears, and the uneasy emotions gradually dissipated because of his touch...

Yes, the last time he found her by the bookcase...he hugged her just like that.

It was obviously like an abrupt hug from a stranger to her, but she found that... no matter what this person did to her, she would not hate it at all.

Tears welled up in her golden eyes, but the tears were no longer falling.

She just looked at the man in front of her cautiously, hoping to imprint all his tenderness in her heart.

She thought, sooner or later, she would fall in love with this man who was too kind to her, right?

But, before that, she had to retrieve her memory.

She closed her eyes and let the last tears fall down her face.

And Jin Zhu gently supported her, and lowered his eyes and said dotingly: "It's okay, I will always be with you, Nagi."

"Yeah." She didn't refuse him to hold her hand, and went back to the boat with him.

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115

After getting a little closer to Nagi, Jinsuke's emotions rose for a moment.

It's just that he quickly returned to reality after that—the current Nagi still doesn't show any signs of recovering his memory. Although he doesn't mind guarding her for the rest of his life, she herself seems to be very anxious.

The behavior tonight is the same, right?She ran out with Gui because she wanted to know more about her past self.And she looked very relaxed in Kabukicho tonight... What if, if she continues like this, instead of regaining her own memory, she establishes a relationship with the people in Kabukicho?

The more he thought about it, the more uneasy he became. In this dorm where he was the only one, he couldn't bear to miss her, and finally walked quietly into her room.

...Yes, her room is not on the same floor as his.

Although they had a relationship of sharing the same bed before.

If so, Jinsuke got off the yakatabune, walked slowly to the door of her room, and then pushed the door open.

She seems to have rested, and the only light in the spacious room has been turned off.

The pure moonlight penetrated the curtains and spread softly on her bed, Jinsuke concealed his breath and walked to the side of the bed, and sat on the edge of her bed to watch her curled up into a ball and fell asleep.

That was... the same peaceful and lovely sleeping face as before.

He raised his hand subconsciously, and stroked the sideburns that covered her eyebrows and eyes behind her ears.

"Hmm..." And it was his touch that startled her, and she opened her eyes in confusion after she was only in a light sleep. Her eyes met Jinsuke's unexpectedly, and the former instantly Stiff.

"Ah, I'm sorry..." Jin Zhu frowned, and immediately withdrew his hand in embarrassment: "I just can't sleep, I want to come and see you."

"...Well, it's okay." She nodded.

After that, the atmosphere condensed again.

Jinzhu just looked at her lying on the bed like that, although he clearly knew that he should leave her room, but at this moment, the feeling of reluctance in his heart dominated his rationality.

And Nagi also saw that he didn't want to leave, and felt that the atmosphere was a bit awkward, so she carefully raised the topic: "Speaking of it, why can't you fall asleep?"

"..." Jin Zhu, who was sitting on the edge of her bed, was silent, then lowered his head again: "Because I'm scared."

"afraid of what?"

"I'm afraid that you will suddenly run to a place I don't know like today."

"...I'm sorry about today's incident, I will tell you before going out next time."

"Ah."

"..."

"..."

"...you still can't sleep?"

"Perhaps so."

"Then..." Nagi was helpless, and she didn't know where the emotion came from. She couldn't help but feel distressed when she looked at his eyes from the bed, and she grabbed his sleeve as soon as her head became hot: "Then...do you want to sleep with me?"

Because, she couldn't bear to see his right eye full of sadness and loneliness.

And Jin Zhu didn't expect that she would take the initiative to invite her, and his eyes widened slightly in surprise.

"Nagi, are you serious?"

Jin Zhu looked at her, his heart skipped a beat, and he agreed to her invitation in a strange way.

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