The Love Story of HP Narcissa

I don't like that Crouch the least, she knew it, but she still did it... So she just wanted to play with me from the beginning to the end, right?From the beginning to the end, I just wanted to see how sad I would be, maybe she just wanted to prove to everyone how attractive she is, and can play with a Malfoy's heart at will...

She won.She did it, didn't she...

I should hate her, I really should hate her.But I don't know why I just can't force the emotion of hate on her... So let's just do it, I don't want to force anyone, let alone force myself.I think I can forget the past and give myself a new start, what kind of love, what kind of first love... or what my father said is right, those loves between men and women have always been bullshit...

Lucius' Diary ([-])

X. X. 1968

Looking at the school start date that is approaching day by day, I feel like a big stone is pressed in my heart.A figure flashed in my mind from time to time, making me understand that there is only one source of my uneasiness - that is, I will see her again... I have been forcing myself not to think about Narcissa, her letter for the whole holiday I didn't read any of them, I didn't answer any of them... I was even afraid to see those letters, because they always reminded me of the past, of my own expectations and self-love...

I don't know what it will be like to meet her next time, just imagining it makes me feel stiff.What should I say?what should I do?Probably my only feeling at that time is that I will be embarrassed and want to find a seam in the ground to get in...

Fortunately, I am very busy this holiday season because of my father, and I feel better about having something to distract me.The reporters kept pestering me, like they thought they could get some big news out of me that my father wouldn't tell them.Turns out they're obviously just being played around by me, and a Malfoy can deal with them as easily as a bunch of stupid goblins...

Today my father came back from a trip and told me he met Narcissa in Diagon Alley and said she was walking with Crouch.Because it happened to mention that his father, Crouch's title of prefect, praised him for the first time. It was nothing more than words of bad blood but hard work.After hearing this, I felt very uncomfortable. Anyone who hears someone praise your rival in love will be angry, let alone from the mouth of a close relative.But it also reminded me that the past is in the past.Narcissa is moving forward, life is moving forward, and I should also move forward...

X. X. 1968

After more than a month of school, I have a new girlfriend today.To be honest, I have forgotten how many times this is, because I sometimes go back and reconcile with my ex-girlfriend, which makes it difficult to sort... Going around, in fact, sometimes I feel that being in love is a bit boring, but it is every day Two people get tired of talking about things together, which is not at all the same as the kind of beauty I once imagined.

But there are good things about being in love, sometimes I meet Narcissa at school.When I see different girls around me, she always casts strange eyes on me. Whenever, no matter what she thinks, I feel secretly refreshed.Because I just want to let her know that I am not liked by no one, on the contrary, there are many people who like me, and I never insist on her.She walks her way and chooses the life she wants, and I naturally have the right to choose mine.And the rich love experience also makes me more popular. Everyone loves to surround me and ask me for advice, which is cool.

My father said that he would let me manage some stores one after another, and let me learn to check accounts.I have to say that starting this year my life is very different from the past.I think I should grow my hair longer, that's a cut that suits me better.After all, I have grown up, everything must be different from the past.

X. X. 1968

Merlin was so good at joking.My father had mentioned before about getting me engaged, but I couldn't believe he liked Narcissa the most out of all the girls!Oh~ come on, among other things, I knew this girl had terrible taste from the time she chose Crouch over me...

But when my father asked for my opinion, I immediately said yes.There is nothing to refuse. The way I avoided her and ignored her in the past actually just proved that I still care about her, but now after so long, I am sure that I am relieved.

I have my own life, she is just passing by, I should treat her equally, like everyone else.I should even treat her better and take the initiative to talk to her, because I really, really have passed her hurdle.Whether it was her or someone else who stayed in Malfoy's house in the end, there was nothing to regret or surprise.

X. X. 1969

I went crazy with my friends all night, although I was already very tired, but thinking that today is Elena's birthday (one of Lucius' long girlfriend history), I must not be free in the afternoon, so I chose to go to the store to check the accounts routinely.As a result, when I arrived at the store, I was completely awake. When I checked the accounts, I saw Narcissa's housing records!Her record is marked out very conspicuously.It turned out that those under the age of 17 were not allowed to open a room, but because Black's family was a regular customer, the store manager broke the rules and opened one for her.

I suddenly understood why my letter to her was like a stone thrown into the sea, because if she hadn't stayed at Hogwarts for Christmas like she told her family, everything would have been ok Well explained.

I was very interested and decided to talk to her, presumably she knew about our engagement no matter what.I am looking forward to her reaction, she must be in a hurry, right?It's interesting to think about it... After all, according to her, she and Crouch are true love~

Unfortunately, she was not in the room, so I left her a note and decided to talk to her at noon.If she insists, I think maybe I can still help her out without spoiling the big picture.After all, I don't want a wife who always pretends to be other men, it's so weird...

The conversation went smoothly, and I jumped out of the speaking angle that looked up to her in the past. I found her very cute~ I understand that this is a part that can only be seen in an equal conversation environment. Her little confusion and her little way of facing things The flustered and overthinking character all of a sudden showed so real... This is the first time I really know Narcissa like this—a little girl who is younger than me and has a smooth life and has never experienced any setbacks or hardships.

I was also pleasantly surprised by Elena, whose enthusiasm after the banquet was far beyond my imagination.Although I didn't intend to, since she took the initiative, I don't need to push her out.Everything is so logical... To be honest, although it is comfortable, I always feel that there is something missing, but I can't say what is missing... Forget it, I think I will understand one day in the future.

X. X. 1969

I have to say that Crouch was too restless, I just used some small tricks, and he punched me like a firecracker being lit.Don't look at that idiot's brain is not good, but he does have some talent in Quidditch.With both sides moving at high speed on broomsticks, he could still rush over and hit me on the nose. I really don't know whether to praise him or scold him... that was not easy.

It's also interesting to say that Crouch is like a child and Narcissa is sometimes like a child. I suddenly became very curious about the way they get along.They don't usually just kiss each other shyly at most, without even touching sensitive areas?Come on, it's impossible to think about it, how can there be such a stupid man in the world...

X. X. 1969

Bella's wedding came as scheduled, and getting along during the holiday made me very familiar with the Black family.I really like the meals made by Narcissa's mother, and I also like to chat with Narcissa's father about current affairs... To be honest, Narcissa's house is not big, but the warmth in the air is something I have never felt in Malfoy Manor Yes... that's the smell of home, I don't dislike this atmosphere which is completely different from Malfoy Manor.Instead, I'm enjoying...

Narcissa always loves to fight with the youngest son of the Lestrange family. I watched helplessly and wanted to laugh.Narcissa is like a happy elf, full of vigor.I hope she will always be happy like this, it has nothing to do with love, it is just a sincere blessing from a friend to her.

Speaking of which, my engagement ceremony with Narcissa is getting closer.I don't know what mood I'm in at the moment, that somewhat jubilant mood confuses my brain.Maybe I witnessed Lestrange's wedding so I'm looking forward to that too.It's a pity that my happiness is far from coming. My upcoming engagement ceremony is just a show, not a formality for anything.Thinking of this, I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, I don't understand, what is my heart feeling uncomfortable...

X. X. 1969

Another year of Christmas is approaching, and there are things to deal with every day that make the days seem to be speeded up.Homework, accounting books, appointments, being with friends... the time is so full that I haven't been in touch with Narcissa for a while.

I was a little surprised when she told me she was going to the Christmas party.After all, it is rare for me to see her go to the activities of the Slug Club.But then she told me it was because Crouch wanted to go.My heart was full of melancholy at the time, and I still don't understand what is so good about Crouch that Sissy likes him so much.

Turns out he's not just bad